half paper youth

Monday, February 2011, 2, sunny

There are many things in this world that are not what we see on the surface. I have been confused by the so-called facts countless times. When the "truth" on the surface fades away, what is hidden underneath leaves me dumbfounded.I used to envy Cai Tingting's state of only reading sage books, her plainness is just right.But now, instead, she envied my calmness, and suddenly felt that life was a joke.Everyone is envious of others and wants to be someone else, but in the end they can't find themselves.

Cai Tingting turned around and was still leaning against the window, and Yi Yuanxin, who was light-footed, met her eyes. A second of stillness was exchanged for a second of embarrassment. Yi Yuanxin immediately adjusted his state to make himself look natural, and walked back to his seat.Before I sat down, a voice came from the window: "I envy you, you boys are actually calmer than us girls sometimes."

After one semester, although Cai Tingting said little, she actually had a lot of interactions with Yi Yuanxin.More often, Cai Tingting would come to him to ask geography questions, which also made Yi Yuanxin discover that Cai Tingting was not really a top student in the true sense.At least in the field of geography, he even felt that Cai Tingting was a bit stupid.

The first sentence about things other than study made Yi Yuanxin a little out of the situation. After thinking for a long time, he realized that Cai Tingting was really moved, and also mistakenly thought that her heart was as still as water.

"There must be many girls chasing you, right?"

Cai Tingting took a sip of the water in the glass, as if drinking alcohol, she was different from the past, but in fact, she could only show the tip of the iceberg in front of Yi Yuanxin.

Her social circle is too small.

As for why she thinks this way, that's normal. Although Yi Yuanxin is unknown, there are always girls who will notice him. Cai Tingting, who doesn't care about gossip, can hear some rumors.

"Actually..." Yi Yuanxin thought if he told her that he was also in a relationship, would there be a turning point between her and Kong Yuning?

"Follow your heart."

He still didn't tell his situation, he never took the initiative to mention his feelings to others, and he could understand the longing in Cai Tingting's heart, so he only said such ambiguous relief.

Yi Yuanxin wanted to say something more. He felt that what he said just now was a bit too perfunctory. At this moment, another person walked in. Yi Yuanxin didn't expect that person—it was Han Yingzi, who had been studying painting outside for half a year, and also for a long time. Unseen old classmates.

"Hi! Long time no see." Han Yingzi is more extroverted, and today she is also dressed in a gorgeous way.Yi Yuanxin watched her wearing shorts and high heels in winter, and her clothes were also very thin.Although it is beautiful, I tremble when I look at it.Yi Yuanxin didn't have much contact with her before, and when they meet now, they just nod their heads as a greeting.

Han Yingzi who entered the class saw a stranger by the window again, looked at Yi Yuanxin blankly, and said simply: "This is a new classmate who transferred last semester, Cai Tingting; this is an art student in our class , Han Yingzi who studied outside last semester."

The girls beckoned to each other, as if they knew each other, and Han Yingzi was also very gossip, after returning to her seat, she glanced at Yi Yuanxin from time to time, and now Yi Yuanxin could read what she meant at a glance.The atmosphere was awkward, and he couldn't explain it.

I have to say that Han Yingzi doesn't think too much about what she says, and when she finished her business, she interjected: "Uh... did I bother you? You can pretend that I don't exist, you... Do you want to continue?"

Yi Yuanxin's face was full of black lines, he was a little disgusted by guessing their relationship like this, and Han Yingzi didn't seem to realize the embarrassment of what she said, and said to herself: "The repeater mentioned in the group before is you, can you get along with me?" Can I tell you how it feels to repeat a year? Will there be any pressure?" At this point, Yi Yuanxin could only sigh silently.Lin Miao had thought about Han Yingzi's problems before, and he always thought it was just a small conflict between girls and mutual dislike. Now he can also feel that Han Yingzi is really unpleasant.

Compared with Yi Yuanxin's silence, Cai Tingting was more straightforward. She returned to her seat, took the book, and walked directly to the self-study classroom, ignoring Han Yingzi, who could only ask inexplicably: "Did I say something wrong? This person You really have a bad temper." She curled her hair with one hand, with an innocent face, Yi Yuanxin shook his head, and didn't communicate with her much.

The return of Annie and Han Yingzi received a lot of enthusiasm, but the subtleties can be seen, one is the enthusiasm given by everyone, and the other is a grand ceremony for self-entertainment.

"Speaking of which, the first and second grades of senior high school also start school today, why don't you see you busy with the student union?"

If it was before, Shan Ren would not be found in the first few days of school, and now he is still reviewing casually by his side, and he is still a little uncomfortable.

"I will resign when I come back on New Year's Day. Don't you want me to study with peace of mind? Look how obedient I am!" Shan Ren showed his big white teeth and smiled like a child. "Is there any reward?"

It was for his benefit to give him advice, but now he wants to reward him, how can it be so cheap?You can't spoil each other.Yi Yuanxin stared at the textbook, ignoring what Shan Ren said just now, Shan Ren glanced at him more, curled his lips, at worst, he just kissed him more when no one was around.

Before the class started, the old class came to find them again, and Yi Yuanxin was still terrified when he entered the office, after all, the old class had given them a somewhat serious impression recently.And Yi Yuan believes that he has ghosts in his heart, so he is even more unconfident.When Lao Ban said the specific matters, he raised his head slightly to react.

"You guys are the self-enrolled students recommended by our teacher."

In addition to Yi Yuanxin and Shan Ren, they also had Cai Tingting and Yan Shuyun in Class [-], and Yu Sen and Cai Anya in Class [-].There are only six people in total, and the teachers are selected based on the results of this year.But even though he said that, Yi Yuan knew with confidence that he should not be listed in the list if he really counted according to his grades in the third year of high school.

"The teacher brought you here and wanted to talk to you about self-enrollment. You should all have this wish?" Yang Fangxian asked first, and everyone nodded, and Yi Yuanxin nodded belatedly. Yang Fangxian didn't Pay more attention, "You are both top students in the two classes, but there is still some gap between them, so the teachers will give you the most appropriate suggestions based on your respective abilities, including which university to apply for and what you need to prepare."

"Yu Sen, tell me what is your first choice?"

It was the first time for Yi Yuanxin to participate in such a profound conversation between top students and teachers. He had never labeled himself as a top student, so he was still not in the mood.And Yu Sen next to him said confidently: "Peking University."

Yang Fangxian nodded in satisfaction, "It's also the teacher's expectation. Peking University's early recruitment will start soon, and you will be in a hurry. These are the materials you need to prepare. In two days, let your family prepare everything that needs to be prepared." , I will go to Beijing for the exam next week. Your homeroom teacher, Mr. Bai, will talk to you about the specific content. In fact, it is just a small college entrance examination, but the difficulty is different. Recently, I have done some more difficult sets of questions, so I can get used to it first. The teacher believes that you can do it."

Yu Sen's ability is well known, and he himself is very calm, so Yang Fangxian didn't waste any more time on him, and turned to Cai Tingting, "You still choose Zhejiang University?" , each other is very calm.One matter is another matter, Yang Fangxian clearly distinguishes it, and it is precisely because of this advance move that he is more determined that he must let Cai Tingting calm down.

"Ah."

"Well, there shouldn't be any problems this year. You made mistakes last year because you were in a bad state. The teacher completely believes in your strength. Just pay attention to rest these few days."

Cai Tingting has already experienced it once, and Yang Fangxian is not worried. Later, Cai Anya chose Xiamen University, and Yan Shuyun yearned for Wuhan University. When he arrived in Shanren, he hesitated for a while before saying: "Actually, I haven't made up my mind yet. Naturally, I want to go to Peking University, but I feel that my strength is still a bit weaker." Shan Ren scratched his head, if only he could talk behind Yi Yuanxin.

"It's not impossible for you to choose Peking University." Yang Fangxian rubbed his chin and thought about it for a while, "Our school basically produces a student from Peking University every year in the liberal arts. The gap between you and Yu Sen is not too big. You can try to get it first. Take the self-examination, and the college entrance examination will be easier."

Shan Ren nodded, and looked at Yi Yuanxin the whole time. Now that he finally knew what Yi Yuanxin was thinking, he was more interested in it.

"Where is Yuanxin?"

"I... would rather go to Nanjing, Nanjing University."

If he is in the north, does he go south?Why do you mean something against yourself?Shan Ren thought too much for a while, while Yi Yuanxin lowered his head silently, exuding lack of confidence and the negativity brought about by Shan Ren's words just now.

Yang Fangxian is now most worried about Yi Yuanxin. According to the recommendation list, Yi Yuanxin is not on the list, but was added at the strong request of Teacher Bai.In the second year of high school, Yi Yuanxin and Yu Sen could go hand in hand, but now, several teachers are a little worried.

"Nanjing University should not be a big problem for you. The main thing is that you are acting too unconfident now. Boys should raise their heads when talking! Keep your chest straight!"

Yi Yuanxin quickly adjusted his posture, and Yang Fangxian nodded, "You guys go back first, and then I will talk to you about the exam alone, and fill out the form tomorrow and hand it to me. Class [-] students, you leave it to Bai The teacher is fine, he will be back tonight."

Yang Fangxian patted Yi Yuanxin on the back and sent them out. Now he wants to encourage these children as much as possible, and he must not lose to others in terms of mentality.

After leaving the office, Shan Ren noticed that Yi Yuanxin was still full of worry, knowing that he had something on his mind, he took the initiative to say, "Let's go to the playground for a run tonight?" Shuo's brows still didn't relax at all, Shan Ren didn't know how to comfort him, he didn't know what Yi Yuanxin was worried about at the moment.

When we arrived at the playground, there was no one around, and Yi Yuanxin's face blending into the night in the dark made Shan Ren finally impatient.

"Don't keep crying, can you? No one will be happy like this!"

"Don't I have the right to be low?"

As long as Yi Yuanxin is in a bad mood, he is a hedgehog covered in thorns. Shan Ren bears the brunt. He is still calm, calm, and asks in a low voice: "What's wrong? You are not right when you come out of the office. Is it because you recruited in advance? You don't have to worry, with your literary comprehensive ability, there is no problem at all!"

"But you didn't say math."

Yi Yuanxin looked at Shan Ren coldly. The self-enrollment exams are relatively difficult. He has a bit of trouble coping with the general college entrance examination math questions. If he is asked to do the competition questions, he will only be in a mess.When everything came back to square one, he still couldn't pass the math, which made him very frustrated.At the same time, what Shan Ren said today made him even more at a loss.

"Is that all?"

It is impossible for two idiots to be together, there must be a smart person to lead the love, fortunately, Shan Ren is that smart person.

Yi Yuanxin didn't lie to him about his grades, he just didn't mention his emotional troubles. He looked up at Shan Ren's clear eyes, and suddenly remembered what Mu Gao said to himself: Treat Shan Ren as someone to confide in your thoughts , so that you can go far.

It's not that Shan Ren has never been bored with Yi Yuanxin. For example, at this moment, he obviously has something to say, but he refuses to reveal it to himself. He sometimes wonders if he has not yet reached the point where everything is indispensable in Yi Yuan's confidence?

"Yi Yuanxin, you once said that I don't care enough about you, and you don't know what I think about many things. So let me tell you today, I don't know what you think. I have no reservations about you now, what about you?"

Shan Ren turned around quickly, at that moment he was actually betting that he would pull his hand, bet that what he said would make Yi Yuanxin understand that as long as he was willing to speak, he would stand still and listen.If they go on like this, there will be no results.They have passed the freshness at the beginning, if they don't get into each other's heart, they will slowly miss it.

Before the wind hit them, Yi Yuanxin panicked and subconsciously grabbed Shan Ren's arm. Shan Ren was rarely angry with him. If he was angry, he must have done something wrong.He wouldn't be so stupid to wait for Shan Rencici to take the initiative to ask for peace, the relationship is mutual, and so is tolerance.

"You said, you want to go to Beijing, have you already thought about it?"

Shan Ren turned his back to Yi Yuanxin, and suddenly wanted to laugh when he heard this sentence, it turned out to be this damn Beijing!You know, after being dumped because of Beijing last time, who wants to go to Beijing?If Lao Ban hadn't asked him to speak first, he would not have talked about Beijing since he had no reference.

Shan Ren turned around slowly, seeing Yi Yuanxin who felt guilty and anxious at the moment, and sighed helplessly, why did this person make him feel so distressed?He glanced at the empty playground, stretched out his hand and pulled Yi Yuanxin into his arms, "Call you a fool, you are really stupid. If you say it in front of me, you should know which school I will say .”

Yi Yuanxin's small head rested on Shan Ren's shoulder, as if sand had blown into his eyes, which made his eyes a little uncomfortable and slightly red.He is really a fool. He never believed that Shan Ren would be willing to go to the end with him. He obviously cared about it very much. Only when he was forced to have no way out would he reveal his heart.

Yi Yuanxin slowly left Shan Ren's warm embrace, pulled a little distance away, and said without holding back, "Okay...let's go back." Shan Ren sneered, hooked his shoulder again, and was about to pester him Together, anyway, no one can control what he does.

The next day, when he handed in the registration form, Yang Fangxian responsibly helped to read it again, and asked, "Why did it change to Nanjing University again? You two at the same table are so close to each other?"

Shan Ren nodded, not hiding it, "There is this factor, and after thinking about it all night, I feel that it is safer for me to apply for Nanjing University."

After Yang Fangxian thought about it, he thought it was reasonable. Anyway, these two universities are famous schools, so he let Shan Ren leave.After Shan Ren left, he looked at the two registration forms in his hand again, the same university, two deskmates, his eyes rolled around, he always felt that he wanted to miss an important point, but he couldn't filter out the result for a long time, so he Put the two materials on the table and continue preparing for the lesson.