half paper youth

Tuesday, April 2011, 2, sunny

The news that Yan Shuyun and Gong Qiong were together came suddenly, and the result of separation followed one after another.In the eyes of outsiders, they seemed to be playing a game, and when they were discovered, they broke up.This kind of lesson learned from the past is no different from a knife hanging around my neck, ready to drop at any time!Those small fights in the past, bumped into these social problems, are nothing to worry about.

Before Yan Shuyun returned to the classroom, everyone was still discussing this matter, and when the protagonist came in, they naturally changed the subject, trying to be as subtle as possible.Yi Yuanxin looked around at the students around him, and felt a little comforted in his heart. It seemed that except for Han Yingzi and Zhong Sungu who were somewhat repulsive, others were acceptable.Yuan Hao also hated homosexuality before, perhaps because of Yi Yuanxin, this time Yuan Hao did not take the initiative to provoke.

"Yoyo, the goddess is back, why didn't you see the other one?"

"Okay Sakura! Say a few words less!"

Yuan Hao instead spoke out to stop Han Yingzi, but Han Yingzi didn't even reply, and chose to remain silent "obediently". What source?

Yan Shuyun walked back to her seat silently, cleaned up the table, walked to Lin Tingting's side, and asked softly, "Tingting, can I change seats with you? The old class..."

Without hesitation, Lin Tingting stood up and helped her to sit on her seat, "Don't worry, I will tell Lao Ban." After Lin Tingting finished speaking, she began to pack her things, and Mao Anni, who was next to her, also came to help, and no one let her Yan Shuyun started, but no one asked her what happened.When she saw Gong Qiong standing alone at the door, the loss in her eyes was self-evident.

It is impossible for ordinary boys and girls to be kind when they make such a fuss, let alone them.Yuan Hao is an exception, and now the old class ignores them both.

Like a chain reaction, Yi Yuanxin was not in high spirits all day long, and Shan Ren was heartbroken because of Yi Yuanxin's direct rejection in the morning, and the two walked in the playground at night without any conversation.

Maybe it was because the atmosphere was really not right, and Yi Yuanxin noticed that Shan Ren was also depressed. He remembered his behavior in the morning, and said "I'm sorry" guiltily.

Shan Ren smiled, and rubbed his head as usual, a gust of wind blew, and his bare forehead was chilled, and Yi Yuanxin noticed that he shrunk his neck.

"Don't you have many hats? Why don't you wear one?"

"It's all at home."

"I'll go buy you one that weekend."

Shan Ren nodded, although he got used to his bald head, but the season is not suitable, and he would suffer less if he had a hat.

They chatted without saying a word, and finally the topic came back to Yan Shuyun, Yi Yuanxin asked: "Is it really impossible for them?"

Everything before made sense, the one I saw in the theater was actually Gong Qiong.And Yi Yuanxin can accept it, Yan Shuyun is the person she likes, and she sympathizes with them.

His words concealed the emotion of self-denial. Yi Yuanxin already understood the thorns on the road ahead, and they might have to face them as soon as they graduated.Shan Ren still had to remain optimistic. He knew that today's incident had a great impact on Yi Yuanxin, even though he was a little tired, he forced a smile and said: "You are becoming more and more like Daiyu in the Red Mansion, I don't want to Be Jia Baoyu!"

Yi Yuanxin smiled wryly, stepped on the bricks beside the playground, and walked along a narrow row of granite rocks, "If one day we are discovered too, will you..."

"No! It's impossible!"

Even if the future is dark, I will do my best to light a lamp for you.

Yi Yuanxin knew that he was worrying unnecessarily and moaning for nothing. Fortunately, Shan Ren always tolerated him, letting him know that when he turned around, there was a hug waiting for him.

They walked two steps forward, and the Chinese teacher from the old class and the fifth class came from the other side. Seeing the old class now, it was like a mouse seeing a cat. Taking care of whether he was sprained, he put some distance away from Shan Ren first.

"Are you walking again?"

"Well, hello, teacher."

Shan Ren greeted the teacher first, followed by Yi Yuanxin and bowed. They didn't stop to chat and passed by each other. Yi Yuanxin felt that the old class's eyes were scrutinizing. I saw that there was a slight sweat on his forehead.When they were more than ten meters away from each other, Yi Yuanxin told Shan Ren to go back, leaving slowly but not slowly, and disappeared completely on the playground within a few seconds.

Yang Fangxian was exercising on the playground, and the colleagues around him complained unintentionally: "Recently, the work pressure is too great. After this year, I probably have to consider going back to my hometown."

Yang Fangxian sighed, the words of the fellow villager were also in his heart, he had brought two high school seniors, and he did not know how many white hairs grew out, it seemed that he could only go to this level.

In the morning self-study the next day, Yan Shuyun was sitting in class with bloated eyes all night. She had already told her parents about her matter, and it would probably be over today, maybe today would be her last day in this class.

The seat she changed was very unfortunate, it was right in front of Gong Qiong, and it was just an extravagant wish to see her a few more times.

In the middle of the morning self-study, Teacher Meng left their classroom to change classes, and came back after a while. The usually calm female devil looked a little flustered, and she said: "This morning's Chinese self-study is still English, Lin Ting , Pass out the listening answer sheet you just received, and we will train for another session."

The students in the class were all sitting in their seats, and it was unknown what happened. Yi Yuanxin felt a little worried when he thought of the tired old class last night.

Everyone is a little absent-minded in listening. Yi Yuanxin got a perfect score in listening in October last year, so now he is practicing reading comprehension alone, even if he doesn't have the time to write in the morning.It was calm and calm until the end of get out of class, but the bad news spread like wildfire: the Chinese teacher of Class [-] died on the podium!

Everyone thought it was just a rumor. After all, no teacher had ever had such a thing. Shi Baishu and Yan Shuyun were originally from Class [-], and their faces were full of doubt and shock at the moment.Lin Tingting, who also came from Class [-], ran out of the classroom first to go to the original class to ask for verification. When she came back after a few minutes, she was out of her mind, like an old friend who was ringing a death knell.

Yan Shuyun's eyes didn't blink for a moment, the eyes that were gradually dyed red, tears slowly slipped down, the jade beads rolled down on the school uniform until they were absorbed by the clothes, one drop after another.Lin Tingting came over and asked Yan Shuyun to rely on her. She was also very sad, but she knew the importance of the Chinese teacher in Yan Shuyun's heart, and Yan Shuyun needed more support.

In Yan Shuyun's heart, Yang Fangxian is as important as the original Chinese teacher. What she can't accept is that when she had an accident, the teacher left first, and she didn't even have time to say goodbye.

The successive blows made her unwilling to look up at the world. Zhang Ailing once said: What is long is suffering, but life is short.But in this life, why can't you take one step forward?

Seeing the old class again, it was already after the third class, he came to the classroom and walked around, slowly left through the back door, walked through the corridor outside, quiet and silent, his back was depressed.The teacher in Class [-] is Yang Fangxian's hometown. The two came to Zhejiang together to work hard. Last night, they were still talking about whether to go home this year. Now, the fellow has returned home, and only he is left alone in his hometown.

The students in the class looked at the back of the old class silently, and they suddenly realized that the teacher was much older than two years ago. He didn't look at his face or hair, and only looked at his slightly hunched body, no longer tall and straight like a gentleman.

Everyone listened to him quietly in his class, their expressions were much more serious than usual. Teacher Yang suddenly apologized to his classmates in the middle of his speech, walked off the podium slowly, and calmed down by the window for a few seconds.

The podium that has been on the podium for most of his life is now shadowed. The pressure of a class is on his shoulders, and he can't breathe.

The students finally saw the fragile side of the teacher, and felt very sad. Teacher Yang turned to face everyone, and said slowly: "In this class, let the teacher be lazy, chat with everyone, and treat it as a rest for you." Lesson."

Cai Tingting moved the chair by the podium for the teacher to sit on. All the teachers had sat on this chair in class, and Yang Fangxian sat down for the first time.

He said thank you and showed his relaxed side for the first time in class. The soft cushion sinks into his half-life hardworking heart.

"Come back from running exercises this morning. Teacher Yang from Class 10, also surnamed Yang, suddenly bent down and felt uncomfortable when he was explaining classical Chinese to the students, and never... got up again. The students reacted very quickly. The [-]-minute The time was sent to the nearby hospital, and it was already too late."

The students will never know what kind of mood the teacher used to give them a calm and brief account of the tragedy that just happened.Why did he say that he lacks someone to share his thoughts, and his students are the kind of people closest to his heart at the moment.

"Actually, it's normal for these things to happen to teachers, especially senior high school teachers, and it happened before. So I've been telling you that teachers are a high-risk profession, so don't choose a teacher school when you go to school in the future. It's tiring! Really tiring."

Teacher Yang's sigh touched the nerves of many people, and some people also felt that what they had done, if they just apologized to the teacher, was insignificant at all.

Yang Fangxian leaned on the back of his chair, not looking at his students, so as not to lose control, "Of course the teacher said these are not simply chatting, but I want you to remember that there is not much time left, and this is the only time in high school." .We are both teachers and friends, let’s get along well in the days to come, don’t wait until there is no chance, and then regret it.”

After Yang Fangxian finished speaking, the classroom was silent. The topic the teacher gave them was too heavy. They wanted to disobey the teacher once. What should they do if they refused the topic?

Yan Shuyun was the first to stand up, walked to the teacher and hugged him, and said in a trembling voice: "I'm sorry, teacher." Yang Fangxian patted her on the back lightly, smoothed her breathing, this child is also pitiful, "Don't worry , Teacher Yang praised you last night and asked me to treat you better." This is the comfort Yan Shuyun needs most at this moment, a word that can make her leave with peace of mind.

It was the first time for Yan Shuyun to cry in the teacher's arms, and other girls went over to give the teacher a hug, as if only a hug could prove how good it is to have you.Yi Yuanxin's group of boys stood outside, like patron saints, guarding the warmth of the moment.I believe this scene will remain in each other's memory many years later.

Because of the teacher in Class [-], Yan Shuyun asked her parents to give herself a few more days, and after the teacher's funeral was over, she would transfer to another school.There is no news from Gong Qiong, and at this moment, no news is the best news for her.

The world is impermanent, and Yi Yuanxin has seen too much in the past six months. Basically, half of the teachers in the school attended the funeral of the teachers of Class [-], and the remaining teachers must stay in the school and stick to their posts.In this self-study class, Yi Yuanxin sat on the podium to be on duty, and five or six of the students below also left to attend the teacher's funeral. The entire classroom, without the teacher's supervision, was silent only with the sound of flipping books.

The sky outside was also gloomy, as if it was specially designed to send the teacher away. The early spring wind came in from the outside, bypassed the girl's hair, and ran out with the light fragrance, staying in the quiet campus.

Yi Yuanxin looked around the classroom again, and found that apart from Yan Shuyun and the others who were going to attend the funeral, Gong Qiong seemed to be there too... He turned his pen around twice, unable to figure out why, and bowed his head to write his own comprehensive essay. There are so many things that the teacher can't manage, and he can't find anyone to ask.

And that day was the day when Gong Qiong left Zheyang, after that, Yi Yuanxin never saw her again.