half paper youth

Friday, March 2011, 3, Overcast

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The composition competition was nothing, and in the end they didn't participate, so the school assigned the places to the science class, and it was no longer related to them.

In Hangzhou in March, cotton clothes are still needed. Recently, because of the physical examination, the old class is even more tense, fearing that the students will have a minor illness at this time.This month, the Chinese medicine that the students were forced to take was enough to make them fear for the rest of their lives.

"I have to go home first today, and I told Lao Ban, but I haven't got a copy of the household registration book yet."

Yi Yuanxin was walking downstairs with Shan Ren at the moment, and they were going to gather to go to the hospital now. When the old class was collecting the materials yesterday, he realized that he forgot to ask for a copy at home, and was scolded by the old class.Fortunately, it is close to home, and it doesn't take time to go back and forth.

"Then be careful on the way, I'll wait for you at the gate of the hospital."

After the two said their goodbyes, Yi Yuanxin took the leave form and walked towards the school gate. The sky was gloomy, and he always felt a little worried, for some reason.

There were also scattered people on the bus going home. Yi Yuanxin seldom went home, and he never took the No. 103 bus on weekdays.

The speed of going home seems to be faster, and there are fewer people on the street. Looking at the past like this, it is like a short trip, all passing by.

After entering the community, I still saw Grandma Li who was exercising downstairs, and her little granddaughter was with her. Perhaps only these things have not changed.

"Xiaoxin, why did you come back today? Didn't you come here specially to see your father?"

"My dad is back?"

"So you don't know. I said, I saw him dragging his luggage back from here half an hour ago. Grandma is confused. You should go home."

Yi Yuanxin stood on the side of the road, said goodbye to Grandma Li politely, and then continued to walk home, and the pace of returning home was much faster.Except for being at home during the Spring Festival, Dad has never been back on a single day. He has never shown his dependence on his family in front of others, but he still puts his family in an important position in his heart.I haven't seen him for a few days, and he misses him very much.

After getting out of the elevator and approaching the door of the house, his heart was also beating extremely fast. He was holding the key in his hand, and his palms were sweating slightly, but when he inserted the key into the lock, there was a sudden loud sound from inside the door The sound seemed to be the sound of angrily slapping the table, which made him stop all movements, even his breathing froze.

"Itze, don't even think about it!"

My mother has never yelled so loudly. Although my mother has always been strong, because my father is a restrained person, there has never been any conflict.Such a sound made Yi Yuan panicked.

"I don't want to argue with you, just give me the things."

"Give it to you? Do you think I'm stupid! If I give you the real estate certificate, Xiaoxin and I will drink northwest wind!"

Yi Yuanxin doesn't know anything about adults, and real estate certificate is just a term that appears in political textbooks, but he knows that such an object is the top priority of every family in life, and it is also the source of many marital conflicts.

"I didn't say I wouldn't leave the house to you, but it was left by my parents. I've already made arrangements for you. If you want a child, I've promised you. What else do you want?"

"Tell you, I don't want anyone except you, and you don't want to take anything else!"

His father's voice also made him feel strange. In the past, his father used to speak softly to them, especially when he was a child.Other families are strict fathers and loving mothers, but they are just the opposite. He likes to listen to his deep voice telling stories in his father's arms the most.Now that I think about it, more than ten years have passed, and it should have changed long ago.

It's just... when did they come to such a field?

Yi Yuanxin seldom goes home because his father seldom comes back. At home, he and his mother are the only ones, and he feels cold.So he escaped to school, knowing that he was sorry for his mother, but his mother didn't say anything, on the contrary, she encouraged herself to stay in school.Yi Yuanxin wasn't used to it at first, but then he became numb, and felt that it was good to be alone at school.

Dad will always appear on the phone, from once a week at the beginning, to once a month later, and now, as long as Yi Yuanxin doesn't take the initiative to contact, the news from each other will be completely cut off.It seems that since last year's birthday, the atmosphere at home has become even weirder.

At that time, his father didn't come to accompany him, nor did he call him. He only asked his mother to buy a gift. Now he doubts whether his father really had to ask his mother.On New Year's Day, my uncle came back from Hong Kong for the first time, but there was no news of my father who was also in Hong Kong.At that meeting, he remembered that his mother cried.Later, my uncle seemed to stay in Shanghai, saying that he was homesick and wanted to be closer to home. I was afraid there was another reason.

When it comes to the New Year, Dad stays for less than a year, and they simply have a New Year's Eve dinner, which is an account of last year.A long parting, but in exchange for a few happy new year.

Picking up these glass shards of memory one by one, he knew exactly what happened at home.He never thought that his own family would be torn apart one day.

Yi Yuanxin pulled out the key silently, put it away, and then calmly rang the doorbell next to him.

It was quiet inside for a long time, and Yi Yuanxin had changed from shock at the beginning to indifference.He suddenly resented his memory, if he had remembered the copy earlier, he would not have come back today; if he forgot to bring the key and rang the doorbell directly at the beginning, he would not know anything, he was still stupid Own.

But there are some things, once fate decides, you can't escape!

It was Dad who came to open the door. It's been a long time, but the first time, there was a little alienation in each other's eyes, and there was no extra surprise. Dad Yi just asked lightly: "When did you come back? Why didn't you come in by yourself?"

"I just arrived and found that I didn't bring the key, so I rang the doorbell."

Dad was obviously relieved, he put his hand on Yi Yuanxin's shoulder to let him in, but Yi Yuanxin walked around him without any trace, walked into the room and said, "Where is Mom? I came back today to get a copy of the household registration book , today's college entrance examination."

Papa Yi's hand stopped in mid-air awkwardly, squeezed his palms and gently closed the door, and said, "Your mother is in the kitchen, why don't you tell Dad if you want a medical examination, the family can send the things directly."

"Too busy, forgot."

This is the truth, but Yi's father felt that he meant something else, from his expression and tone of voice when he entered the room, he was a little worried that Yi Yuanxin had discovered something.

At this time, Yi's mother came out of the kitchen with a calm expression, Yi Yuanxin looked at her mother's face, and was relieved.No matter before or just now, he actually prefers his mother.Although my mother is sometimes very strong, she is 100% caring about this family.

"Why are you back? What happened?"

"No, I need a copy of my physical examination. I forgot two days ago, so I came to get it today."

Mama Yi nodded and took off her apron, "I'll find it for you in the bedroom, and I'll accompany you to print later." Mama walked into the house and left the father and son alone. The two didn't have any conversation, and the atmosphere was freezing cold .Mom came out of the bedroom again, had packed herself up, and said to Dad: "I'll talk about other things when I come back." Then she stopped looking at him and went out first, followed closely by Yi Yuanxin.

While waiting for the elevator, Yi Yuanxin couldn't help asking, "What's wrong with you and Dad?"

Mama Yi was still in a daze, and shook her head suddenly, "It's nothing, let's go." Mom really didn't want him to know, but it was the first time he wanted to do something for his mother. how?

After leaving the printing shop, Yi's mother wanted to send Yi Yuanxin to the hospital, but Yi Yuanxin refused. He knew that her mother just wanted to avoid her father temporarily.But since they have come this far, there is no need to delay any longer, Yi Yuanxin actually already has a result in mind.

After he walked away for a certain distance, his mother still told him: "Review well at school, don't be distracted by other things, remember!"

Yi Yuanxin turned around and nodded solemnly to his mother. In fact, they...were just pretending that the other party didn't know.

On the way to the hospital, there was still light rain, and there were still very few people on the bus. Yi Yuanxin leaned against the window, facing the street scene, weeping silently.Problems between parents, no matter how big the child grows, are a blow.At least Yi Yuanxin couldn't accept being a member of a single-parent family even though he was an adult.

However, he also thought that maybe the matter was not that serious, and any family would not have some stumbling blocks, as long as the parents communicated well, they would not come to the point of breaking up.

With this glimmer of hope, he wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, faced the glass mirror, straightened his expression, and waited to get off at the next stop.

He walked to the door of the hospital, but he didn't see the expected Shan Ren, he didn't show up.Yi Yuanxin didn't care about these anymore, and walked in alone with his head down.Because he didn't know where the medical examination was, Yi Yuanxin lost his way in the hospital for a while, and wandered around like a fool. In the end, he simply didn't leave, and sat on the spot to calm down for a while. When he came back to his senses, it was already noon.

Although they were the last class for the physical examination, it should be almost over. Yi Yuanxin was afraid of being punished by Lao Zhang, so he got up to search again, and finally stood in the middle of the two buildings, and saw the building on the opposite floor through the window on the third floor Zheyang students queuing in front.

Yi Yuanxin walked slowly from the other side, and stood outside, regardless of the light rain, just waiting there stupidly.In the crowd, he saw Shan Ren, but he didn't notice him at all. After a long time, he thought that Shan Ren would go out to find him, but in the end, he found it ridiculous.

Shan Ren is also at his wits' end right now, as the class monitor, he has enough to worry about, and the problems between the girls are so numerous that he is exhausted physically and mentally. When he relaxes and looks around, he finally sees his deskmate figure.He wanted to go forward, but found that his deskmate was being reprimanded by his old class, so he stopped where he was, distracted from his classmates' affairs, and paid attention to Yi Yuanxin.

It's no wonder that Lao Ban is angry, the physical examination is no joke, after he knew that Yi Yuanxin had waited outside for a long time for no reason, knowing that it was not his fault, he still scolded him.Yi Yuanxin's dead face made him even angrier, so he hurriedly asked him to go for a medical examination after hastily teaching him a lesson.

Yi Yuanxin nodded dully, walked up to Shan Ren, and asked him, "Do you have my physical examination form?"

Shan Ren quickly handed him the list, and said with concern: "I'll go with you, I'm afraid you won't find it."

"no need."

Yi Yuanxin turned around directly, his back was full of desolation.Although he gave himself a face for no reason, Shan Ren was not angry, his first reaction was just to know what happened to Yi Yuanxin, and felt sorry for this restrained fool.If you are angry, don't you get angry at him? It's not that you don't know that he has a good temper.

Shan Ren looked at the matter at hand, and without hesitation, he stuffed the things directly to Chen Qiqi, explained something hastily, and ran away without waiting for her consent.

Yi Yuanxin came out of the place where his weight and height were measured, and saw Shan Ren standing at the door waiting for him. Before he could move a step, Shan Ren followed up and said, "What's wrong? Is it because I didn't go to you? I can Explained! Don't rush to leave."

Shan Ren pulled Yi Yuanxin who was walking away, and walked with him to the next room, "I was waiting for you at the door, but then the old class called me back to help, I really don't have time to find you. I'm sorry , causing you to be scolded by the old class."

In fact, Yi Yuanxin was not depressed because he didn't wait for him, but he felt that he was ignored by Shan Ren, and the imbalance in his heart made him irritable.Seeing that Yi Yuanxin didn't respond, Shan Ren knew that his thoughts had gone wrong, and he was anxious to reflect on what else he had done wrong.

"Or, are you jealous? I haven't had much contact with those girls. It's all because of business. I'm innocent!"

Yi Yuanxin stopped in his tracks, Shan Ren's words made him want to laugh out loud at the moment when he was lost, but he was happy for a moment, and soon overwhelmed by sadness, he felt that he was about to split.

"Shan Ren, I want to ask you something, will you always be by my side?"

Yi Yuanxin had never asked such a blunt question, and his relationship with Shan Ren never required him to say any love words.This time, it came a bit abruptly, Shan Ren quickly fixed his eyes and answered him: "I will."

No matter what happened to Yi Yuanxin, as long as he needs himself, he will accompany him anytime!

It was just such a Shan Ren who devoted his heart and soul to him that made Yi Yuanxin fall completely, but he was also afraid that if he had fully confessed his heart, would it deteriorate again after a long time?

He was really scared, Yi Yuanxin was just a coward, he didn't know how to express his feelings, let alone how to protect them.He slowly distanced himself from Shan Ren, stepped on the light rain, and walked towards the next room alone.