half paper youth

Yi Yuanxin was still the same as before, with mixed feelings. On the morning of the 6th, he still hadn't adjusted his mood well, and he sat on his seat in a daze, with an empty shell.The sharp-eyed head teacher noticed him early in the morning and called him to the office alone.

"What's going on, the state is so bad! Are you sick?"

Yang Fangxian is facing a big enemy, he is more nervous than any other students about their current physical condition, not to mention that Yi Yuanxin is still the "key protection object" of all the teachers, he must not go on business trips!

"Just these two days, we must hold on, do you want to go to the infirmary and prescribe some medicine to deal with it?"

Yi Yuanxin lowered his head and shook his head. Before he entered the office, he had planned his speech, and now he said slowly: "Teacher, I seem to be a little stage frightened. I haven't slept well these days, and I'm not in good spirits."

This is not a lie, the incident of Shan Ren is just a clue, which completely ignites his recent anxiety. No one can understand why he is still so timid until now.

"What do you have to worry about? Don't talk about our two classes, look at Hangzhou City, or even the whole province, you don't have many opponents, so you don't have to worry."

What Yang Fangxian said a few months ago might have been against his will, but at this moment, he is no longer the Yi Yuanxin who had shortcomings.But Yi Yuanxin still chose to remain silent, even though Yang Fangxian scratched his head, he remained indifferent.

Yang Fangxian was silent for a long time, and finally said reluctantly: "You should sleep on your stomach in the self-study room for a while, adjust your state, there is only one day, there is nothing to be afraid of, just a few pictures of the difficulty and time of the usual test, understand?"

He nodded, he really needed an environment where no one would bother him, and thought about how to temporarily forget these troublesome things, one morning...maybe enough.

When he was lying on the table in the study room with his eyes closed, he slowly cleared his mind and felt sorry for Shan Ren.Regarding what happened that day, he was only sad for a moment, and most of the subsequent emotions had nothing to do with Shan Ren.

He knew that there was no problem with his strength, but once he thought that as long as he misunderstood a question or wrote a wrong answer, he might miss his dream...he was afraid.And... at the end of how many novels, the protagonists gradually drift away because of the difference in the college entrance examination.

Growth is not a matter of a few words, and it cannot be easily changed in a few months. Yi Yuanxin is too restrained, and these will hinder him for the rest of his life.

Halfway through self-study, he was still in a state of confusion, repenting and worrying, but he was not clear.Suddenly someone patted him on the shoulder, he looked up thinking it was Shan Ren, only to see Zhou Tai, there was a moment of disappointment in his eyes, but he quickly covered it up.

"Sure enough, you and the class monitor quarreled again?" Zhou Tai put a folded yellow note on the table, seeing that Yi Yuanxin was not in the mood to chat with him, he said quickly, "This is what the class monitor asked me to bring to you. I'll leave first. Director, don't come here again in a few days of the month, the college entrance examination is tomorrow, no joke."

Yi Yuanxin didn't completely ignore him, nodded politely, held the note in his palm, then spread it out and glanced at it, his eyes immediately turned red.

"I don't know why you are so angry because of two steps. It has been two days and you still can't let go. Is that person's influence on you so great? Can't even I love you? Maybe we have already I should separate, then I would rather suffer for the rest of my life than see you fail the college entrance examination because of me! I don't want to be a sinner in your life."

For the first time, I could see anger from his note, and Yi Yuanxin also saw that he cared, knowing that his nonsensical depression affected him.He is the sinner!

After reading the note, Yi Yuanxin was completely sluggish in the study room, and he didn't have the courage to face Shan Ren. Shan Ren has always been tolerant to him, so much so that he forgot that Shan Ren also has emotions, and only a note , Yi Yuanxin has nothing to do.

Someone gently walked behind him from the back door, put his hands on his shoulders, and gently kneaded them. This time, Yi Yuanxin could confirm who came without raising his head...

"sorry."

"It's me who should say I'm sorry, that note just now... I'm too excited, I shouldn't have said that, don't take it to heart." Outside the self-study has ended early, people come and go, many people quietly pay attention to the self-study Indoors, no one deliberately stayed to gossip, and they all quietly walked around outside a few more times, trying to get a glimpse of one or two.Shan Ren continued to help him relax his shoulders, "I don't like explaining for the sake of explaining. If you really care about what happened the day before yesterday, I can talk about it. That day, I was indeed delayed because I went to buy jujube cake for you. It was my fault. Later, someone asked me to go see him, and I hesitated, and what you saw at the time, I didn’t go up, and that was the moment I looked back. That’s the whole truth.”

Shan Ren lightly covered Yi Yuanxin's eyes with one hand. Being robbed of his sight, he subconsciously tried to break free and leaned against Shan Ren again.

"Don't move, I will give you an experience. Do you know that people are deprived of too much consciousness in the dark, they will feel helpless, and they will escape unconsciously. They will all look for a support point, a point to make themselves stable. What you are relying on now ,just me."

Shan Ren let Yi Yuanxin rely on him with peace of mind, and he himself whispered against Yi Yuanxin's head, and he could hear every word clearly.Yi Yuanxin understood that Shan Ren's intention was to let him trust him whenever and wherever he wanted.That darkness that never changes is his support.

The turmoil of the past few days faded away on the blindfolded eyes at this moment. Although Shan Ren did not untie his knot in the college entrance examination, but...as long as Shan Ren is by his side at this moment, it doesn't matter anymore.Every time he is upset, he can help himself to calm down. He has almost become a good medicine and is indispensable.

At [-]:[-] in the morning, the campus was quiet again, except for the sound of reading in the classrooms of the liberal arts class.Liberal arts and science, review is to recite.Yang Fangxian stood outside the corridor and looked at them. This last lesson was filled with complicated emotions.Even though he has led many graduating classes, each reluctance will only increase with age.

Teacher Meng’s last lesson didn’t have too much sensationalism or words, just to remind students to prepare 2B pencils and erasers, be careful when drawing cards, etc.The teacher is a strong woman, and the last class was still so serious that people dare not approach her. It was not until after class that Lin Tingting quietly hugged her goodbye outside the classroom that she showed no emotion.

They had already experienced the "sensational" methods of Mr. Luo, a rough guy, and everyone tacitly put the test paper on the table as the first paper for review.

"Before all the exams are over, don't correct the answers! Everyone should not affect the mood of others, and must remember!"

Teacher Luo wandered among them at random, and when he got to the back of the classroom, he realized that this was him walking around the classroom at the fastest speed in this class.No one asked him any more questions.

Brother Jing was still busy, even though there were only two of them left in the third-year liberal arts class in the school, he just came to the classroom in a hurry, "If you have any questions, you can ask Yi Yuanxin directly, and he can answer them. Leave for a while." Yi Yuanxin was very helpless for Brother Jing, who was a hands-off shopkeeper. No one in the class complained that Brother Jing didn't fulfill his duties. Every teacher has his own teaching method, and Brother Jing just taught them to learn to be independent.

In Mr. Hao's class, as soon as he sat on the podium, it was an academic inquiry, a forum of hundreds of schools.Everyone consciously flipped through their usual notes and various materials. Sometimes they read loudly, sometimes they wrote vigorously. With that calmness and seriousness, they finished the last lesson.

"get out of class."

"stand up."

"goodbye students."

"goodbye teacher."

……

The politics teacher only met with them at night, and he sent them another handout as soon as he arrived, "This is the last handout, which includes the content you need to learn and memorize throughout the third year of high school. You will read it tonight. This, I can’t remember, take out the handouts I sent you before and read it, and I’ll tell you if the average score is more than eighty points, no problem!”

Teacher Ge let go, still so confident, the students who were tired all day couldn't help laughing, no matter how tired they were, they dared not live up to the hard work of the teachers and the past three years.

The class of the old class has already been attended, and he reappeared in the class in the last 10 minutes. Everyone was quiet for a moment, put down the "life-saving straw" in their hands, and listened to the last 10 minutes.

Yang Fangxian didn't know what to say for a while. He had been teaching for decades, and he was a little restrained at the moment. He habitually tidied up the rags on the podium, and then said as if chatting: "Today is also over. All your high school courses are over. It's over. No matter how you do in the exam tomorrow, you are all graduates of Class 11, Grade 10, Senior Three, Zhejiang Yang."

Those words were powerful and deafening, and only when they were spoken from the old class, they looked like a prospective graduate.

"The exam admission ticket is now distributed to everyone. I kept it in me before because I was afraid that you would lose it, especially you, simple, don't drop anything! If you lose it, you can't lose the exam admission ticket! When you go back at night, sew the exam admission ticket on On myself!" Yang Fangxian wanted to tell a joke, but it was very sad no matter how he listened, so he sighed silently, "The students who will register their names next will come up and get them."

"Shan Ren, Yi Yuanxin, Jin...he's not here, and neither is this one, that teacher Baishu..."

I really want to go back to the beginning of the second year of high school, the first and only time the old class called students by name, from the first Shanren to the last Lin Lan.Everyone took the ticket from the old class, boarded the last bus, the end of the journey, and when they separated.

"Get everything ready for tomorrow's exam, and check your exam pencil case for the last time. Don't use the black pen wrongly. The teacher will only talk for a few minutes, and you won't hear it if you want to. Remember, the college entrance examination is not the end of your life. , It’s just a turning point, don’t take it too seriously and bring unnecessary burdens to yourself. In the teacher’s heart, you have already become talents, and that’s enough.”

Lao Ban seldom said nice things, his words were very sincere and convinced everyone, and Yi Yuanxin also believed in himself who had taken the exam admission ticket from Lao Ban.Everyone can receive the message from his eyes, which is the tacit understanding of their class 10 in the third year of high school.

"College entrance exam, come on!"

After the old class yelled loudly, they were about to pick up, when there was a burst of screaming and the same cheer from the next class. Everyone looked at the students around them in a ready-to-go posture, in various poses, and then burst into laughter as if the pressure was released .After two irregular cheers, the loudest slogan was shouted!

Live up to it, senior year!