I have a crush on the days of bamboo horses

S: Su Yitong, are you there?

A Tongzi: Yes, what's the matter?

Su Yitong replied almost in seconds, and Gu Mingsi struggled for a while before typing slowly.

S: I want to ask you some questions

A Tongzi: Well, what do you say?

S: I have a friend. He told me that he just found out that his good friend was with someone else. , does he like his good friend?

Su Yitong hesitated for a while before replying.

A Tongzi: Uh... your friend is a man?So your friend's best friend is male or female?

Gu Mingsi was a little flustered, so he quickly replied.

S: My friend is a boy, and his good friend is a girl

A Tongzi: If that's the case, then you must like it!There is no such thing as pure friendship between a man and a woman. In the end, either you like me or I like you

S: ...It's not quite right for you to say that, aren't you and I pure friendship?

A Tongzi: We are different, I like your friend.Is it possible that you like me?

S: Get out!Don't digress!

A Tongzi: Who is digressing first... Okay, anyway, I can tell you responsibly, your friend just likes his good friend!If you don't like it, why are you unhappy, uncomfortable and angry?Because the person with her is not me!Annoyed that she became someone else's girlfriend, sad and angry that her boyfriend is not her own, and even wanted to beat that person up!If this is not liking, liking is too profound.

S: ...Then how can I comfort my friend?

A Tongzi: Hmm... Either persuade him to digest himself, or let him try to develop a relationship.Once you have a girlfriend, you won't think about that good friend anymore.

S: Oh, let me tell him, thank you

A Tongzi: It’s okay

After chatting with Su Yitong, Gu Mingsi threw the phone aside, sat on the bed and rolled up against the wall, propped his chin on his knees for a while, and then slowly buried his head between his legs.

He... likes Xu Yuanzhou?

Are you kidding me?

They're all...men.

But, if he didn't like it, why did he feel so uncomfortable when he saw the screenshot of Li Yuanyuan's promise, even a little out of breath.

After thinking about it for a long time, he touched his phone and searched for "the feeling of liking someone". There was an article that talked about the feeling of liking someone a lot. At the bottom of the last article was written: Don't worry about the person you love, that's the person you like.Gu Mingsi was taken aback suddenly, because when he read this article, all he could think about was Xu Yuanzhou!

Xu Yuanzhou eating, running Xu Yuanzhou, cycling Xu Yuanzhou, skateboarding Xu Yuanzhou, reading seriously Xu Yuanzhou, even sleeping Xu Yuanzhou...all of them came to his mind, what he and Xu Yuanzhou did together was like a short movie The same was playing in his mind, as vivid as if he was standing in front of him.

After being in a daze for a while, he checked "What should I do if I like the same sex", and he found that many people have asked this question. In a question and answer, the questioner said that he fell in love with his friend, but his friend already has If he had a girlfriend and had a good time, he felt very uncomfortable. He would cry every night and suffer from insomnia, and lived in pain every day, but he dared not tell him, for fear that he would discriminate against him and look at him in a different way. Himself, the questioner even thought about committing suicide!

The best answer told him that homosexuality is not a disease, it just happened to fall in love with someone of the same gender.It doesn't mean that heterosexual love will have a good result, there are many people who will be rejected by the person they like.So if you like it, you must tell him loudly, even if you don't get anything in return, let that person know bravely that you like him.

Gu Mingsi knew that this was impossible, if possible, he would never tell Xu Yuanzhou that he liked him.If his parents knew that he fell in love with the same sex, they would be very angry and even send him to a mental hospital for treatment.In such a small place, homosexuality is probably a disease.

Gu Ming thought too much, and finally fell asleep due to exhaustion.

He also had a dream, in which he bravely told Xu Yuanzhou loudly that he liked him!But Xu Yuanzhou was just stunned, then turned around and left after saying "It's disgusting".He chased after him and wanted to tell Xu Yuanzhou that he didn't expect to get a reply from him, but he couldn't catch up with Xu Yuanzhou anyway. He was too tired to run, so he could only watch Xu Yuanzhou go farther and farther, and finally disappeared in the his world...

"Don't go!"

Gu Mingsi sat up on the bed suddenly and bounced up, and found that the sky outside was a little pale. He looked at the alarm clock, 06:30, and he suddenly realized that today is Monday.After getting out of bed and washing up quickly, he packed up his homework and went out. He thought Xu Yuanzhou would wait for him at the big banyan tree as usual, but there was no one there.

Was he too angry to leave first?Gu Mingsi hurriedly pedaled the car to the school, locked the car and went to the classroom, only to find that Xu Yuanzhou was not there at all.

Gu Mingsi's whole body seemed to be exhausted, he sat down on the seat in a daze, lay down on the table and closed his eyes to rest.Su Yitong noticed his strangeness, first Xu Yuanzhou unexpectedly came to the classroom very early, then he went to the cafeteria, and then Gu Mingsi seemed to have lost his mind.

After thinking about it, Su Yitong went over and patted Gu Mingsi on the back.

"I think your mental state is not very good, what happened?" She sat in front of Gu Mingsi's seat and asked with her face in her hands.Gu Mingsi raised his head, his eyes were darkened, and he didn't sleep well.He shook his head and didn't speak.

"You... quarreled with Xu Yuanzhou?"

"No……"

"Then why did he come to the classroom early in the morning by himself?"

Upon hearing this, Gu Mingsi asked back: "You said he came early in the morning?"

"Yes, you also know that I usually come up to read at six o'clock on time. Today, I just sat down on the front foot, and he came in on the back foot. So I'm quite strange."

"Since he came so early, why isn't he in the classroom?"

"Oh, he went to the cafeteria after putting away his things, and he hasn't come back yet."

Gu Mingsi understood in an instant, and laughed at himself secretly, thinking that the other party was angry that he got up late and came to school first, who knew that he just wanted to have breakfast with his girlfriend.

Yeah, with a girlfriend, what's the big deal bro?

Still thinking wildly, Xu Yuanzhou and Li Yuanyuan entered the classroom one after the other.Seeing Gu Mingsi, Xu Yuanzhou came over and sat next to him and said, "I'm sorry Mingsi, I didn't wait for you today and I didn't have time to tell you."

Gu Mingsi smiled coldly: "It's okay, after all, a girlfriend is more important than a rough old man like me."

Su Yitong immediately showed a surprised expression, Xu Yuanzhou frowned, as if a little dissatisfied: "Can you stop speaking in such a mocking tone?"

"I'm sorry," Gu Mingsi suppressed his emotions a bit, and after taking a look at Li Yuanyuan who turned his gaze away, he said slowly, "I didn't sleep well last night, and I'm in a bad mood. Go back to your seat."

Su Yitong rolled his eyes between the two of them for a while, then got up and returned to his seat.When Xu Yuanzhou wanted to say something, the Chinese teacher came in, and he had no choice but to go back.

Gu Mingsi lay down on the table again, feeling sleepy all over.He himself had a mild stomach problem, and he didn't eat breakfast. When it was time to run and do exercises between classes, his stomach hurt so badly that he couldn't move at all.Su Yitong asked for leave for him and the class teacher, and touched his forehead before going out: "You have a good rest, I will buy you something to eat later."

Gu Mingsi said weakly, "Thank you."

Xu Yuanzhou wanted to say something to him, but Gu Mingsi buried his face between his arms in resistance.Xu Yuanzhou had no choice but to go down first.

After the exercise, Xu Yuanzhou called Su Yitong who was about to go into the small supermarket: "Are you going to buy food for Mingsi? I'll just go." Su Yitong frowned unobtrusively, and didn't agree with him. He argued, nodded and went upstairs.

There was nothing to eat in the small supermarket, so Xu Yuanzhou took two bags of bread that was not too greasy, a can of rice pudding at room temperature and a bottle of water before paying the bill and going to the classroom.After putting the things on Gu Mingsi's desk, he pushed him.

"Thank you..." Gu Mingsi thought it was Su Yitong, but when he looked up, he saw Xu Yuanzhou's face. He froze for a moment, feeling a little resistant in his heart.Xu Yuanzhou saw his uneasiness and was a little upset: "What's the matter? It's not Su Yitong, you are dissatisfied?"

Gu Mingsi shook his head quickly, in order not to show it, he had to restrain all his emotions.In this way, on the surface, he is still Xu Yuanzhou's good friend and brother.

He opened the bread and ate it, thanking him indistinctly.Seeing that Gu Mingsi suddenly became normal again, Xu Yuanzhou was still surprised for a while.

At this time, Yuan Chang, who usually had a good time with both of them, came over, patted Xu Yuanzhou on the shoulder with a wretched smile and said, "I never thought that you, a handsome guy who doesn't like to be in contact with girls, are actually in a relationship with Li Yuanyuan." Together?"

Gu Mingsi paused while eating the bread, but Xu Yuanzhou didn't notice it, and just frowned and asked him, "How do you know?"

"Li Yuanyuan told the people in her dormitory, and more than half of the class today knew about it." Yuan Chang pulled a stool and sat next to the two of them, shaking his head and sighing: "A handsome guy like you is actually with Li Yuanyuan?" Together, are you out of your mind? Don’t Su Yitong and Qu Xiang both like you? Why did you choose the ugliest one..."

"She is my girlfriend now, I hope you don't say such things in front of me again." Xu Yuanzhou interrupted him suddenly, and said in a dissatisfied tone.Yuan Chang froze for a moment, then nodded: "Okay, okay..."

Gu Mingsi listened to all their words, and suddenly became jealous of Li Yuanyuan.Xu Yuanzhou is such a person, as long as there is a relationship, he will protect his shortcomings very well.

Thinking back to when Xu Yuanzhou was still living in a migrant worker compound when he was very young, he accidentally stepped on a toy of the older children in the compound, and those older children pushed him to the ground and asked him to apologize and lose money.He has a stubborn temper and is unwilling to speak, so he bites his mouth tightly and keeps silent.Those older kids looked at him so awkwardly, and their fists fell on him like raindrops.

How could the child know how to use force? Every blow was very heavy. He was still young at the time and his body was very weak. When he was hit, he felt very painful, but he didn't even let himself cry.

It was Xu Yuanzhou who came out to protect him and wrestled with those older children for him.Xu Yuanzhou was like a mad dog, he would bite with his teeth when he was pulled by his hands and feet, and those older children ran away because they were afraid of him.

At that time, both of them were injured all over their bodies, and Xu Yuanzhou was even more injured than him. He cried so hard that he almost passed his breath, twitching.Xu Yuanzhou knelt down and wiped his tears, then smiled at him and told him that a man should not cry.

Later, his father found out, and angrily went to the parents of the older children to educate him. The older children apologized to him and dared not provoke him again.

And he and Xu Yuanzhou are getting better and better.

When he came back to his senses, Gu Mingsi drew a small human head on the label paper and was looking at him with a smile.He pondered for a while, and wrote the sentence "Like his first day" under the human head, and then folded the label paper into a cute little rabbit, and the little human head and that sentence were hidden in the little rabbit's stomach Here, no one will know.