We only talk about love in bed

Qingping saw Su Li again at her best friend's wedding.

Su Li's appearance hasn't changed much, his hair has grown, and his appearance, compared to when he was in junior high school, um, it has grown longer.Qingping couldn't think of any more appropriate adjectives, and felt that growing up was extremely suitable to describe Su Li.

Counting intermittently, Qingping and Su Li have not seen each other for ten years.Although there were a few simple communications in the middle, they were all innocuous and did not touch on the key points of life.

Qing Ping knew that Su Li was studying abroad. After finishing his master's degree at Harvard, he moved to Duke to study for a Ph.D.Knowing that she is engaged in academics, Qingping does not know exactly what she is engaged in.It should be more unwilling to delve into it.

The two met when they were in junior high school, and when talking about the scene when the two met, Qingping described it as simple and rude.By chance, the two of them took the same physical education class. In the physical education class on a sunny autumn afternoon, Su Li was basking in the sun. Qingping walked over and called her name.

"Suri."

Qingping can still remember that the afternoon sun shone warmly on Su Li's face, the fine hairs on his face were golden, and his senses were magnified wirelessly, it actually used up all of Qingping's courage.

"Tan Qingping."

Su Li smiled and called out Qingping's name. It turned out that they had been looking at each other for more than a day or two, but they were all patient in their hearts.

Qingping still feels that if the two hadn't called each other's name at that time, there would be no wishful thinking for him to follow up for decades.

It is easy for two people to get to know each other, as long as you and my name are needed, but if you want to forget, it will take a thousand times the time to know each other for a moment.

The two had known each other for three years in junior high school. After graduation, Su Li stayed in the high school of the school with excellent grades. Qingping did not perform well in the exam and went to another key school in the same city, which is not too bad.The two schools are separated by half a city, and it takes more than an hour to meet each other.

At that time, Qingping didn't understand that at that time, he exhausted all his courage for the person he wanted to know, which was called liking, and the two maintained a neither salty nor weak friendship.Later, there were gay friends around me, and I realized that I had fallen in love with Su Li.

So, the longing was out of control.

Finally got up the courage to take an hour and a half bus ride to see Su Li on Valentine's Day in the first year of high school.Even though a friend from the same school as Su Li told Qingping that Su Li already had a date.

Qingping felt that seeing is believing, so he went there without hesitation.

As a result, there are no surprises, no joy, just heartbreak.

Su Li pulled Qingping aside and said a few words, saying that he had an appointment, and sent Qingping away.Qingping didn't have time to say anything, so he could only go back home.

The bus on the return journey was full of people, Qingping was squeezed by the window glass, passing the intersection that Su Li had to go home, the red light stopped, saw Su Li holding hands with a tall girl, When you get to the door, hug goodbye.

Qingping heard the sound of heartbreak.

After that, the two kept in touch as usual, as if they were friends.But Qingping felt different.Some slightly ambiguous words became extremely harsh and sad to Qingping's ears.But because he was reluctant, he still pretended to be a hippie.

Later, she couldn't remember which night it was, Qingping woke up suddenly, picked up her mobile phone to check the time, but received a call from Su Li.As if it was an appointment in advance, crying came from the phone.

"I broke up with XX."

This is the first time that Qingping heard the name of XX from Su Li. Su Li never premised on XX in Qingping. Even if Qingping knew that there was such a person, she would pretend not to know if Su Li didn't mention it.

"Why did you break up?" Qingping asked along Su Li's topic.

Qingping couldn't understand the specific reason for the breakup. The other party kept crying, and Qingping felt that the world was about to collapse.Qing Ping didn't know how to comfort Su Li, so he began to tell her about a book he read recently.

The author of the book is a British female writer who has won the Nobel Prize.What was the content? It was too early, and Qingping couldn't remember exactly what was said.Her heart was also in a mess because of Su Li's crying, and the content of the book he was speaking was also in a mess. I don't know how much Su Li listened to.

Afterwards, there was a silence, and Su Li asked, "Qingping, do you have anything to say to me?"

Qingping thought for a while, and replied, "No."

"Really?

"No."

The other party was silent for a long time, and then hung up the phone with a "hmm".

Later, Qingping sat in the yard for a long time, thinking about what Su Li said, "Do you have anything to say to me?" Qingping felt that Su Li might know what he was thinking, so he came up with such a sentence But when Su Li fell in love and was asked such a sentence, Qingping felt more than joy, but felt that he had a spare tire.

Later, until he graduated from university, between Qingping and Su Li, Qingping struggled alone most of the time.The confession was rejected, the confession was rejected again, the mobile phone number, QQ number, WeChat account, deleted and added back, added back and deleted.Qingping was extremely confused, she didn't know what Su Li was thinking, and she was not willing to understand what Su Li was thinking.

In fact, since the two met when they graduated from high school, they haven't seen each other for six or seven years.After Qingping graduated, he found a clothing company to settle down. After watching too much human life, he only kept Su Li's WeChat account, and he could chat a few words in a few months.

The relationship between the two was lukewarm, and it lasted for more than ten years. Qingping himself couldn't tell what kind of feeling he had for Su Li.

Probably talked about a long unrequited love with myself.

It took Qingping a little time to think about the things of more than ten years, and it was really short.

The chair next to him was pulled away. Today's groom, the best friend's husband pulled out the chair and placed Su Li next to Qingping. The best friend shrugged and pointed at the groom. It was obvious that I didn't bring it. She is my husband's friend.

The best friend was busy arranging for relatives and friends, she put Su Li next to Qingping and left.

Qing Ping was struggling with how to speak, but Su Li spoke first.

"Long time no see." Faintly, no emotion could be heard.

Ah, really long time no see.