We only talk about love in bed

Qingping returned to the door of the house, took out the key, and was unwilling to open the door for a long time.

She felt that Xue Ran was trying to force her to face things that she had never been able to let go of in the past.Although she and Xue Ran are in a superior-subordinate relationship, the private relationship is far better than the professional relationship.Xue Ran is shrewd, and after a long time, he gradually brought out the inner affairs of Qingping, a dull gourd.She confides to Xue Ran, but doesn't want her to interfere too much.But now that we have come here, there is no turning back.

Xue Ran said, as for inner matters, you have been holding back for so long, no matter how many reasons she explained to Qingping, it may not be able to resolve Qingping's inner resentment.The only way to deal with it is to face it yourself.Stubborn people always have to bear more emotionally than ordinary people, but they are also more durable.

Qingping understands.For so many years, she herself couldn't explain clearly, her feelings for Su Li, she was thinking about it in her heart, and she couldn't let go.Su Li also really rejected him, the time backlog is too long, more or less there is resentment born.

She felt that it was natural to have resentment, but she couldn't resolve the resentment in her heart, she kept it in her mind, and always felt uncomfortable when she thought about it.Taking this opportunity, Qingping must sort out his mood well.

In life, cultivation of the mind is the most important thing.

Qingping sighed and opened the door anyway.

When I entered the door, I saw a person and a cat staring at each other on the sofa.The washing machine hummed on the balcony.

Qingping shouted: "Pangda!" The black cat meowed and rushed to Qingping's side in a few steps.Qingping put down his bag, hugged Panda in his arms, and sat down on the sofa.

Pang Da is a kitten that Qingping picked up downstairs. Its body is pitch black, with a mass of white fur on its chest, its ears are pointed, and it looks smart.

After curling up in Qingping's arms, Pang Da settled down.

Su Li said: "Your cat is so vicious. It almost jumped up and scratched my face when I first entered the door." While talking, he stretched out his finger to tease Panda, but was bitten by his finger, with a "hiss", Fortunately, Pang Da didn't use too much force and didn't break his skin. Su Li shook his hands and said bitterly: "Feed the unfamiliar little thing."

Qing Ping patted Pang Da's head to appease the furry cat.Ask: "Have you had dinner?" It's already ten o'clock, and it doesn't seem very sincere to ask if you have eaten.

But Su Li replied seriously, and said: "I have eaten, the location of your house is good, there is everything downstairs, just now I walked around and found a trolley selling Japanese-style oden on the street corner, it looks delicious, there is a chance Let's go eat together."

Qingping agreed with a "hmm", looked at Su Li and said, "Why didn't you say hello before you came to Shanghai?"

Su Li rubbed the finger that was bitten by Pang Da, and said, "If I told you in advance, you might resign and run away from Shanghai."

Qingping was stunned for a moment, and said in a low voice: "No." Then he tightened his hand holding the cat, and Pang Da seemed to feel Qingping's uneasy mood. He uttered "meow meow" twice, jumped onto the armrest of the sofa and squatted down. He stared at Su Li next to him.

Su Li grinned, and continued to tease the cat without fear of death, "I don't know who let me go when I made an appointment to watch a concert together in the summer of 13."

Qingping didn't expect that Su Li would turn up the old score when he came up, she felt that she didn't make a mistake in this matter, she wanted to argue, "There was a heavy rain in Shanghai that day, it was really..." Qingping didn't think it was an excuse, and Su Li didn't make fun of cats He folded his arms and looked straight at Qingping, with an expression of "you said it, you said it, I see what you can say."

Qing Ping really couldn't go on talking, thinking that she had to face up to her own relationship, and said in a commanding manner: "Actually... I don't want to see you." She didn't remember the reason why she didn't want to see you.

Xue Ran "hummed" twice, "Coward." He heard the sound of the balcony washing machine stop after speaking, got up to collect the washed sheets and quilts, and saw Qingping also followed to the balcony, leaning against the door frame, originally indifferent His eyebrows and eyes were tightly locked together, and he couldn't bear it, and said: "Actually, before I asked you out, I asked you to watch the concert together after being prepared that you would not come. I expected you not to come. "

Qingping felt that he couldn't understand, and asked: "Why?" Su Li didn't answer, but lowered his head and worked hard, drying the sheets and quilts that had just been bought and thrown into the washing machine, and went to the room to take off the sofa cover of the single sofa and throw them into the got the washing machine.

After Su Li was busy, he couldn't see Qingping when he looked back, so he went out of the living room and found Qingping squatting on the ground feeding the cat in the kitchen.At this time, the peaceful breath is soft and the expression is warm, making people feel comfortable and want to get close.

Su Li walked behind Qingping, looked at Qingping quietly, and finally called softly after a long time: "Qingping."

Qingping, who was concentrating on feeding the cat, didn't see when Su Li came in. He was startled when he heard someone calling her from above his head, and instinctively looked up at the person. When he reached Su Li's feet, he leaned his back on Su Li's lap.

Qing Ping propped her hands back on the ground, trying to sit up, but she failed, because her face was touched by the upper hand of Su Li, who was bent over, and she couldn't move.

The two just looked at each other, and Qing Ping said, "Why do you make no sound when you walk?" Feeling that there were no shoes on the feet under the buttocks, he thought that this person was deliberately trying to scare himself, while thinking about Su Li. Also when I was a child, I said, "It's so cold, you're going to catch a cold with your bare feet, I'll get you slippers." The implication is that you let me get up first.

Su Li bent over, a head of jet black long hair slid down both sides of his cheeks, scratching Qingping's face itchyly.Qingping felt that Su Li, who was looking at her, wanted to tell her something, but she couldn't ask.

Su Li spit out: "No, if I let you go now, you will slip away again. Your fingers are touching the floor, I can feel it." After talking, she didn't expect Qingping to speak first, so she could only speak by herself. initiative. "Qingping, don't be nervous."

"Let me answer your question just now. You asked me why I asked you out even though I knew you wouldn't make it." Su Li seemed to be extremely patient, pursed his lips, and continued: "Because you never see me." "You All I see is you in my eyes. You don't know where I am, what I do, what I like and what I don't like, and you never ask." Su Li silently made up the rest of the words in his heart. over.

When Qingping took a shower, she kept thinking about Su Li's phrase "you never see me". She felt that it was Su Li who really couldn't see, and Su Li couldn't see herself who liked her.That's why Qingping was rejected.Qingping really hated Su Li, who was half-speaking, and decided to ask after the shower.

But in fact, Qingping who got out of the bathroom went straight to the bed and didn't get up again.She has been up for two consecutive days without a good rest. The nerves that have collapsed for a month finally relaxed today. When she came back tonight, she had to see Su Li, so she forced herself to cheer up. When she came home, she saw her own bed. , Drowsiness flooded in, although his nose was blocked and his hair was not dried.But it didn't affect her to sleep at all. .

Qingping had a dream.She dreamed that she was standing in the heavy rain, and someone told her that she had cancer and had only three months to live.Qingping was very sad, standing in the rain and kept crying.It was the kind of hoarse crying, Qingping felt that she had never cried so sadly.In Qingping's dream, only one thought popped up in his mind, "I'm going to die, I'm going to see Su Li."

After washing all the things, Su Li opened the door and came in to tell Qingping to borrow Qingping's bed to make do for the night, but saw Qingping lying on the bedside wearing pajamas and fell asleep, the quilt was not covered, and her hair was hanging wet on the bed By the side, the sheets were wet.Hurry up and find a hair dryer to dry her hair. She will definitely have a fever when she sleeps without drying her hair on such a cold day!

Qingping was woken up by the sound of the hair dryer.When he opened his eyes, he was in a daze for a moment, but when he saw Su Li beside him, tears streamed down his face, and he couldn't stop it no matter what.

This frightened Su Li, "Qing Ping, what's wrong with you?" He quickly turned off the hair dryer and wiped Qing Ping's tears with his hand. The more he wiped, the more fierce he was, Qing Ping pulled Su Li's hand and said, "You said I couldn't see you." , but in fact I have been waiting for you to look over, but you always don't look towards me. You look at me, even if you say a word more. "

Su Li was speechless, looked at Qingping blankly, and wanted to wipe her tears, but Qingping grabbed both hands.She suddenly felt that nothing in the past was important anymore, it was enough to have Qingping in front of her eyes.She lightly kissed the corner of Qingping's eyes and said, "Qingping, let's start over."

"I reject."

The author has something to say:

Qing Ping felt that he was unrequitedly in love with Su Li and exhausted all his courage to confess. Su Li felt that Qing Ping could not see and understand himself, so he refused Qing Ping's confession.

Both of them are stuffy, and neither can express their inner thoughts.

Then there must always be someone who takes the initiative.

Su Li: "Hey, I was the one who lost. I came back to take the initiative after licking my face."

Qingping: "Hmph, good."