He Zengren

He Ren pushed the cart and followed Zeng Luli to pay the bill.The boss talked to Zeng Luli while scanning the QR codes pasted on the products: "It's not uncommon for you to come to our house to buy things these days. This year, this supermarket will lose money if it closes, and it will lose even more if it doesn't close."

"Don't worry, only your supermarket is still open on this road. People who live here can only come here if they want to go shopping." Zeng Luli comforted, also because of the actual situation.Because people living in this area still have to eat no matter how long they stay at home.The ingredients for dinner are running out, and I will definitely come out to buy one day.

I just don't know if the cash flow of the boss's family can last until the end of the day.

He Ren waited for them to come out of the supermarket, and said: "This flu has had a great impact, and my hotel has been requisitioned for isolation. In addition to other loss expenses, it will take a long time to recover. "

Zeng Luli sneered at his words, and said, "Did you hear what Uncle Jiang said just now? Your company has a solid foundation and a big business. Even if you lose a little, it's just worse than last year's financial report. But like just now People like Uncle Jiang spend decades of hard work saving money, and when a natural disaster occurs, all the proceeds are paid into compensation, and then start all over again in middle age. If you want to say suffer, such a person is."

What he said was loud and loud, and He Ren couldn't help but argue for himself: "Why do you have such a big reaction? I just thought of my own company in terms of facts and sighed. I may not understand what you said, but I just didn't have time Just mentioned."

"Really?" Zeng Luli said indifferently, "But isn't your first reaction still concerned about yourself?"

He Ren felt very uncomfortable with the sudden confrontation he showed.This kind of discomfort had never been felt before when they got along with each other.When they first met, Zeng Luli had always acted as a person who was neither humble nor overbearing, and didn't care about the various natural differences between the two of them.But now, I don't know if it's because he's too lazy to hide these trivial emotions, so he always talks to him in an opposing manner and stabs him all over.

After eating at noon, Zeng Luli hid in his room and read the books he bought when he was going to school.He Ning came to look for him, and he just opened the door and walked in as if the two of them were getting along in the past.Zeng Luli's reaction was great. Seeing him walk into his room, he threw the book aside and said coldly, "Can't you knock on the door before you come in?"

He Ren took a deep breath, told himself to be patient and patient, silently picked up the book from beside him, handed it to him and said, "I just forgot, sorry."

This was the first time he apologized to others with such a reason, but Zeng Luli looked at the book he reached out to in front of him, and there were four words written on the cover: "From the Deep".

He suddenly smiled and asked He Ren: "Do you remember this book?"

He Ren didn't read the book, but said, "Why don't you remember?" He paused for half a second, and suddenly began to mutter the sentences in it.

"Our rough, unfortunate and heart-wrenching friendship has ended with my ruin. However, that long-term relationship is always with me in my memory, and when I think of the place in my heart that once held love I would be deeply saddened by hatred and bitterness, contempt and humiliation forever."

Then he smiled and said to Zeng Luli, as if begging for praise: "I read it many times later, and I can almost memorize it."

Zeng Luli looked at him for a while without changing his expression, and with his clean eyes praised by countless directors, he suddenly said: "In the end, I don't even have the right to be ruined."

He Ren was right in front of him: "You know the reason why we separated back then, I can't be with you anymore." There was a distance of a book between them, but the book itself also spanned five years.

It was the first time he had the opportunity to talk to Zeng Luli about their past, but as soon as they talked, both of them flinched almost at the same time.It is a cruel thing to cut a piece of healed flesh and blood out of the original wound again, especially if the person who did the knife is himself.He was tormented by the tearing pain, so he couldn't wait to get close to his body, and forcefully pulled Zeng Luli over to rise and fall together.

Zeng Luli lay under him, letting him move as if unconscious, neither struggling nor obeying, only humming from his throat when he was finally pulled away.He Ren didn't touch his top, but the clothes underneath were removed one by one under the cover of the quilt.He threw the last layer of clothing on the bottom of the quilt, and was about to start—

The person who came this time knocked politely on the door before entering.He Ren got out of Zeng Luli's body, lay down next to him, saw Zeng Luli turned sideways all of a sudden, and forced a smile to his mother: "Mom, what's the matter?"

Zeng Mu was still holding a plate with cut fruits in her hand. When she saw the two people lying side by side on the bed, she said in a daze, "I brought some fruit for you two."

Zeng Luli only felt that He Ning's hands were not well-behaved, and he was playing wantonly below, so he tightened his legs, and Quan said to Zeng's mother as if he was filming a movie: "Then you can put it on the table. I will I was reading a book to He Ning just now." He grabbed the book that He Ning had thrown on the quilt, and waved to Zeng Mu as a gesture.

When Zeng Mu went out, He Ren hugged him from behind. Zeng Luli pursed his lips and asked him in a low voice, "Aren't you engaged?"

He Ren bit his neck: "No, it's fake."

The two of them separated so suddenly that they couldn't take it anymore. He Ren couldn't wait to stick to her. Zeng Luli frowned tightly the whole time, and stretched out his hand from under the quilt to fumble on the bedside table. Accidentally pushed and fell to the ground, hot water flowed down the table, and reunited with the broken glass on the ground.

He Ning kissed his earbone, and asked him in a gentle tone: "What did you think at the beginning?"

Zeng Luli asked in a daze, "What did you think at the beginning?"

"Back then," he said, "when we parted."

The bodies of the two of them were still unbreakably glued together.Zeng Luli thought, and suddenly felt a little funny, because in this situation, he felt that he couldn't express himself even if he wanted to spurn himself.

Over the years, because of several martial arts performances, he has been exercising, and his body has changed from thin to stylish.He Ren's hand slid from his chest and abdomen to the measuring line behind him, and then pressed his head on his body again, asking him unstoppably: "You haven't answered me yet, what did you think at the beginning?"

Zeng Luli wanted to break free and say another harsh word, but the pain that remained in his memory from that year came back again, so he just let out a low □□□, spread his arms, and used his body to bear the disobedience.

In the afternoon, Zeng Luli came out of the bathroom with wet hair, bangs on his forehead hanging down to his eyes.At this time, Zeng Mu suddenly came out from the stairs to the second floor and met him, beckoning him with her eyes.

Zeng Luli thought of Zeng's mother's expression when she entered the room just now, and obediently followed her downstairs.Zeng Mu let him sit by the dining table and asked him calmly, "Lu Li, do you like He Ren?"

"I liked it." After a long time, Zeng Luli said it in a very relaxed tone, his eyes were slightly red, "Mom, did you see it?"

"Do you like boys?" Zeng Mu just held his hand and said, "I didn't see it before, but now I see it. Lu Li, Mom feels sorry. He Ren didn't understand when He Ren first came to our house. Come here, are you tired of nagging in your ears all these years that you need to quickly find a girlfriend?"

Zeng Luli kept shaking his head: "Mom, of course not." He seemed to lack the talent to shed tears since he was born, but now he threw himself directly into his mother's arms, and the hair that wet Zeng's mother's apron has not been wiped off. water and tears.

Zeng Mu hugged him and asked: "He Ren must like you very much, right? Otherwise, the good Baicheng will not wait, and we must run to Qingnan at this time."

Zeng Luli covered his eyes with his hands and said in a low voice, "He's torturing me, Mom."

"He made me sad."

He read Wilde's "From the Deep" for the first time when he was a student, and the word "friendship" appeared frequently in the translation he read.But as he watched, he thought, why use friendship to describe this relationship?Obviously it's just love.Wilde wrote at the beginning:

"However, that long-standing relationship is always with me in my memory, and when I think that the place in my heart that once contained love will always be occupied by hatred and bitterness, contempt and humiliation, I will feel deeply sorrow."

He had the same feeling in his heart as what Wilde wrote, so he carefully folded a corner on this page, thought for a while, and marked this paragraph with a ballpoint pen.He read the book from cover to cover, and again, and again.

Then one summer, a person came all the way to his home, picked up the book from the bookshelf, turned to this page accurately, and read out this passage.

Later, it was the same person, and a book lay in front of them.The man recited this passage without blinking his eyes.But he couldn't remember what was written in it at that time, because after that person left, he never wanted to read that book again.

Zeng Mu hugged him tightly and murmured to comfort him: "It's okay, it's okay, everything will be fine, nothing is difficult..."

He didn't know what to do to get better.He only felt that he was just like in that passage, his whole body was filled with embarrassment, despair and numbness, but he was still full of loopholes.