make-up

The child in Feng Lichen's arms grabbed Feng Lichen's long hair, stared at Jun Huai with a pair of clear eyes, and giggled.

This time was a helpless move, Feng Lichen couldn't see any joy in the interview, the indifference in those purple eyes seemed to be an unbreakable barrier, and the tenderness in his eyes could not be seen.

It's not something to be happy about.Jun Huai smiled slightly with the corners of his mouth curled up, and he carefully put those two things away and put them in Xu Mi's hands.Then he looked at Feng Lichen and said with hope: "I know that I can't make up for what I missed in this life. However, I also want to do my best to do something for you. Yes, I cleaned everything for you, and now that you are in good health, there must be nothing wrong with me. Then can I move to your bedroom, so that I can take care of Yu'er conveniently."

In the previous life, Feng Lichen had mentioned to Jun Huai that he should move to live in his dormitory.The result can be imagined, so when Junhuai himself brought it up in this life, he felt uneasy.

His face was calm, but those eyes betrayed Jun Huai.

Feng Lichen pulled out the hair that was about to be stuffed into the mouth from the child's hand, and nodded.On the same day, he asked someone to clean up the side hall.

When Jun Huai lived in, the cold air invaded his body.He put down his things and thought depressingly, Feng Lichen in his last life would not be willing to let him live here.

Three months later, it was Feng Lichen's birthday. Many imperial courts came to congratulate him, and many gave gifts. There were many people toasting that night. As soon as Feng Lichen's body recovered, Jun Huai drank a lot for him. liquor.

Seeing that the person's cheeks were slightly red, and his eyes were a little drunk, Feng Lichen took Jun Huai's wine glass, and said with some hesitation: "You don't have to do this for me."

Jun Huai turned his body slightly, the smiling face in front of people, after seeing Feng Lichen, turned into a wry smile, with sadness in his eyes, "You don't know how helpless I was when you were sick and lying in bed, I hated myself, the feeling of powerlessness was killing me, and I didn't want to go through it again."

Despair seemed to engulf him, his fingers unconsciously struggled in the void in front of him, and his eyes seemed to become hollow, unable to form images.

Seeing this, Feng Lichen held his hand, and said in a warm and amiable voice, "I see."

The slightly comforting words made Jun Huai wake up, he took a deep breath, slowly raised a smile at the corner of his mouth, pretended nothing happened and turned back, still toasting the wine.

Feng Lichen looked at his fingers silently, dragged by the pain in his heart.

That night, the two went back together.Feng Lichen felt a little upset when he thought about it, and his pace was a little fast.Jun Huai drank a lot of wine, and it was a bit difficult to keep up, and then he grabbed Feng Lichen's sleeve because of the drunkenness.

"I heard from Xu Mi that your birthday is on the same day as Feng Litian." While walking, Jun Huai suddenly said something like this.

How Xu Mi knew, Feng Lichen could easily guess.He stopped in his tracks, turned around, and seeing Jun Huai looking at him with a smile on his face, he waited patiently to hear what he had to say next.

I saw Jun Huai took out an exquisite small wooden box from his sleeve, and he said: "I missed your real birthday, so I want to take advantage of today..." As he said, he pressed the small wooden box on the bottom of the wooden box with his fingers. In the hidden compartment, the wooden box lid opened automatically, it was half-covered, and then, the four woodcarved characters "One World Peace" popped out of the box, and the words were also inlaid with fine pearls, and under the bright moon, there was a faint light.

Just like Feng Lichen's weak breathing that is deliberately suppressed at this moment.

"I thought about it, and you don't seem to lack anything, so I made this myself. The value is naturally not as good as what others give you, but I hope you can accept it."

Jun Huai was like an ascetic monk, half kneeling at Feng Lichen's feet, he raised his hands reverently, sending out his whole heart.However, his hands were almost numb, Feng Lichen still didn't move.

Jun Huai suddenly remembered that Feng Lichen didn't want anything he didn't like.For example, Feng Lichen lost all the things Feng Litian gave before.

Accompanied by the sourness on the hands, the bottom of my heart gradually became sour.He curled his fingers hesitantly, and touched those words with his fingertips.With a chuckle, he looked down at the uneven pebbles under his knees, and said solemnly: "If you don't like it, put it in a corner you don't often look at. It's safe, it's not good to throw it away."

After finishing speaking, he waited for a while, and when he was about to withdraw his hand, the palm of his hand lightened suddenly, and Feng Lichen's voice was choked and hoarse, "I like it, thank you."

Feng Lichen helped him up, the wet tears at the corners of his eyes hurt slightly under the moonlight, Jun Huai raised his hand, and gently rubbed the skin with his fingertips, "Are you feeling uncomfortable..."

Feng Lichen didn't speak, but tightly clutched the birthday gift that Jun Huai gave him.He lowered his eyes halfway, his slender eyelashes outlined a beautiful arc, and the slight trembling was like a feather scratching gently on Jun Huai's heart.

There is a saying, how much I loved you then, how much I hate you now.

Jun Huai thought, because of how kind he is to Feng Lichen now, Feng Lichen should feel so uncomfortable when he thinks about the events of his previous life.He can have a lot of words to comfort Feng Lichen, to relieve Feng Lichen, but the pale and empty words are too light, not enough to offset the guilt in his heart.

"Go back first, Yu'er doesn't know if she's asleep at this time." He took Feng Lichen's arm.

Feng Lichen didn't move, he said softly: "I always knew that you are very good. Even if you treated me like that in your last life, I still know that my Huaihuai is the best person in this world," Pretending to be smiling, gentle like water, the bright moon ran into these eyes, adding beauty and brilliance.Jun Huai stared blankly at Feng Lichen, and the handsome appearance of the person in front of him was engraved in his heart.Feng Lichen took a deep breath, and said slowly: "Although you always said that I was a despicable person in your last life, I felt very sad when I heard it. But now, thinking about it from the perspective of the overall situation, it seems to be the same Yes. In my last life, I used power to tie you by my side. In this life, relying on my poor past, I pushed all the blame on you alone... In fact, you never went too far. If it were me, I would I can't see where it will be better than you..."

Jun Huai listened, he shook his head, frowned and wanted to speak, but Feng Lichen made a gesture of silence to him, "I'm telling you this to let you know that I will keep these things in my heart from now on, I won't bring it up easily with emotion, and in the future, don't feel that you owe me, and don't try to make up for me."

Jun Huai thought that Feng Lichen was trying to push him away when he said this, he held his hand tightly, and the grievance in his tone was not half false, "Didn't you say that you don't want Yu'er to lose some love? You Drive me away, I..."

"I didn't want to drive you away." Feng Lichen interrupted him, and said what was in his heart, "Give me a little time, I really don't have confidence, I think you will fall in love with me now..."