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Feng Er walked out in silence.

There were few people talking, and the bedroom was so quiet that the sound of candlelight dancing could be heard.Feng Lichen looked at the door, Feng Er had already walked away, and the expression on his face completely sank.

The joy and anticipation of that moment, followed by Feng Er's indifferent words, fell from the bottom of my heart, followed by an irreparable emptiness and loss.

At that time, he only thought that there was really a life in his stomach, which was the bond between him and Jun Huai, like a red thread, which would lead the two of them to walk together in the end.

But now, he realized that his position was wrong from the very beginning. He regarded the child as a tool to hold Jun's arms.

He is using his own flesh and blood.

What's more, what Feng Er said was right, if Jun Huai didn't love him, he might not love children.If his birth was not expected from the very beginning, then who will give him the love he lacks in the future?

He couldn't be more aware of this feeling.Instead of letting your children follow in your own footsteps, it is better to wipe out the bad luck from the beginning...

Feng Lichen's hand pressed lightly on his abdomen, he really couldn't imagine what it would be like to have a life conceived here, he was looking forward to it, he was reluctant...

"If so, he likes me a bit..." He murmured, then paused and closed his mouth again, with a wry smile remaining at the corner of his mouth.

He thought, call Feng Er tomorrow and give himself medicine.

However, as soon as he had this idea, Jun Huai had already pushed open the door of the palace, and came in with a whole body of air-conditioning.Feng Lichen had already given an order that as long as Jun Huai came to look for him, he didn't have to report it, so when he saw someone, he sat on the chair in a daze, thinking about the child.

"You need to transfer Li Tian to the frontier."

Jun Huai stood in front of Feng Lichen, without the courtesy of a monarch and his ministers, let alone the distinction between superiority and inferiority.He just stared straight at Feng Lichen, the indifference in his eyes was like the chill radiating from his body, which made people tremble.

He wasn't asking him, the affirmation in his tone and the implied disgust seemed to be that Feng Lichen had done something heinous.

Feng Lichen pressed the child's matter to the bottom of his heart, and raised the corners of his mouth habitually, "Huaihuai, that's his job. The imperial court doesn't raise waste."

The sarcasm in his words made Jun Huai frowned fiercely.Feng Lichen knew that Jun Huai was not happy to say that about Feng Litian, but seeing that Jun Huai missed that person so much, he still wanted to fight.

But after speaking, he regretted it.It's just that I can't take back what I said, so I can only pretend to be stupid and grin, "Huaihuai, what do you think?"

"You know he's not in good health." Jun Huai said coldly, without any emotion in his eyes.

"I sent the imperial doctor to see him last time, and he said that he is almost in good health." Feng Lichen still maintained a smile on his face, he stood up and walked in front of Jun Huai, and handed over a small heater next to him, "You don't have to worry too much, after all, you are a prince, and you won't treat him badly."

Jun Huai didn't answer, and deliberately took two steps back to avoid Feng Lichen's contact.Feng Lichen was a little uncomfortable by his actions, and was about to speak, but Jun Huai said: "Okay, then I will go too."

He looked over and saw that Jun Huai's face was expressionless, letting him smile alone, Jun Huai was not moved at all.

"Huaihuai, you are the empress, the imperial tutor."

Feng Lichen's words were to let Jun Huai understand his identity.But in Jun Huai's eyes, apart from Feng Litian, he couldn't hold anything.

"Be sympathetic to the people." He said slowly, with indifference in his eyes that did not want to give in.

The two just stared at each other, deadlocked.What Feng Lichen pretended to be was Jun Huai's expressionless face.He suddenly thought of the child in his womb again, and chuckled lightly, "If it were me, would you let me go?"

He asked this question in vain, Feng Lichen knew the answer in his heart.It's just that he is still unwilling to win a place in Jun Huai's heart.

He saw Jun Huai speaking coldly, four words spilled out of his thin lips, "I wish for it."

Feng Lichen had expected it a long time ago, and it wasn't that she couldn't bear the pain in her heart.He laughed a few times, seeing that Jun Huai was still as cold as ice, he stopped laughing, his eyes finally had the majesty of an emperor.

"Huaihuai, then I can't wish for it." Jun Huai's face was very ugly at that moment, Feng Lichen pretended not to see it, he went to the table and poured himself a cup of tea, Jun Huai still stood there, wrinkled His brows were frowning, his eyes were cold.

How much he wanted to go up to touch him, hug him, and tell him that he was pregnant with his child, so he would stop holding Feng Litian in his heart in the future, and leave him a little space, let him have something to look forward to.

It's just that Jun Huai's sharp eyes make him flinch.

Actually, Feng Litian doesn't have to go this trip, there are so many generals in the court who can replace him, but he just doesn't like the way Jun Huai cares about Feng Litian, he just wants Feng Litian to stay away from Jun Huai land.

If... Jun Huai is a little bit softer, he can take back the order.

But the arrogance in Jun Huai's bones will not let him bow his head to him.

"Huaihuai, I've made up my mind, so you don't need to mention it anymore. Of course, don't even think about leaving. As I said, I have various ways to prevent you from leaving. "

He broke Jun Huai's wings again and again, and hit Jun Huai's arrogance time and time again.Just because of his unilateral liking, Jun Huai had to sacrifice his own ambitions and obey him with humiliation?

This is called Jun Huai, how can he not complain or hate?

"I have thought about having a good time with you, Feng Lichen." Jun Huai said lightly, without the sarcasm, but mixed with the disappointment that Feng Lichen still couldn't bear, "But you, every time Made me hate you."

"I……"

"Don't say you like it," Jun Huai interrupted him mercilessly, "Every time you say this, it makes me feel that it has a purpose, even with these two words, you defiled."

"If you like me, you should be prepared to bear the consequences. Just accept what I give you, and you can't force what I can't give you."

His words were as cold as this night.

"Huaihuai, I didn't force it either. I just hope that you can spend some time on me." Feng Lichen said softly, as if afraid of disturbing someone, his already unwell face became even paler .

"Why? Just because you like me? Should I just focus on you?"

Feng Lichen didn't speak.That's what he thinks in his heart, he doesn't expect Jun Huai to give him everything, but every time he pays for Jun Huai, he thinks that he can give him a little from Feng Litian.

His appearance is the default.

Jun Huai was irritated by him, so he didn't show him any sympathy, and sneered, "I didn't ask you to be nice to me, but if you want to be so humble, you can blame others?"

He would say that, but he didn't have the same feelings that Feng Lichen had for him.If so, he would understand the depression and longing in Feng Lichen's heart, and he would not be able to understand Feng Lichen's desolate loss that he couldn't ask for.