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This person seems to be completely crazy.

Feng Lichen thought, when he told Jun Huai without any reservations about his love, he gave all his sincerity, and all he got was Jun Huai's indifference and calculation.Sometimes I can't sleep at night, and when I think about it, I can't help but compare myself with others, and the pain is so painful that I can't sleep all night.

But not like Jun Huai.

Feng Lichen smiled wryly, watching Feng You walk in in a panic and protect Xu Mi behind him, he clasped Jun Huai's hand, his voice was cold like metal, "If you had even a little bit of him in your early years, It will not be like this now.”

If he was in his heart... Feng Lichen grinned, if Jun Huai had him in his heart, he would not put all his eggs in one basket, and would not leave himself any escape route.

After ten days, Jun Huai was completely awake.Xu Mi waited for him to recover a little before telling him what happened outside these days.

After Feng Litian married Yiming, she was buried in the imperial tomb.He also announced to the world that within half a month, the whole country will ban red and happy events, and every household must eat fast to comfort them.

Who is the Empress of the Underworld, the two of them knew each other.Xu Mi worried that Jun Huai would be stimulated by this, and repeatedly advised him.Fortunately, Jun Huai just nodded and didn't say much, and there was no sign of madness.

That night, Feng Lichen went to Jun Huai's room after her children had fallen asleep.

Before entering, I heard someone calling my name, and there was a lot of helplessness in those words, as if I took this name as a life-saving tool.

Leaping over the wall, he saw Jun Huai curled up, his fingertips were pale, and his face was dripping with cold sweat, as if he had entered a nightmare.Before he got close, Jun Huai suddenly opened his eyes. He lay on the edge of the bed, stretched out his hand to pull a square scarf, and covered his mouth.

Bright red blood soaked through the small square.

Jun Huai threw the blood-stained scarf under the bed, leaned against the corner of the wall, and panted with his head raised.

He is not in good health.Feng Lichen had only one thought in his mind, he thought that Jun Huai would go to Feng Er the next day and let him have a look at his body, but he would still tease Jun Zhi as usual the next day, and then he seemed to be going to Like making up for the love that was lacking in the past, she cared for Feng Yu and Feng Ming meticulously.

At night, he woke up again in the middle of the night, vomiting blood, and lost his mind.

Repeatedly, another ten years passed.Feng Lichen stayed by his side for another ten years, watching Jun Huai's changes day by day.

Jun Huai has reached the point where the oil is exhausted, and the face that everyone is flocking to seems to have been devastated, and there is no more handsome appearance.

He lay on the bed unable to move, and could only make a weak sound from his throat.The three children have also grown up. You know that you can't read well, so Xu Mi teaches him how to do business. Feng Yu is sensible, so Xu Mi teaches Feng Yu how to deal with affairs, and Feng Ming assists him.

The entire Jun family has assisted the emperor for generations, and in this generation, they have violated the ancestral precepts and have abandoned their official positions to go into business.

When Jun Huai passed away, he said that he didn't do much in his life. He lost the person he loved the most and his heart.

He told Xu Mi to cherish it, he saw the incident between Xu Mi and Feng Er.

Back then, no one taught him how to like someone, and no one taught him how to protect someone.Now, he regretted it. This kind of loss made him feel heartbroken, and the hope in his heart was hard to be satisfied.

Xu Mi didn't say much, just nodded vigorously.

He closed his eyes and had a heavy dream.

He dreamed that he had arrived at a very strange place, where the sky was dark, filled with an oppressive atmosphere that could not see any hope, only the white flowers reflected the light.

His wife came to him, with whisk in hand, eyes closed, back and forth, just saying "this is your doom."

He asked her what robbery was and where it came from, but she still muttered those six words as if she couldn't hear it.He stopped talking, and she fell silent.

She opened her eyes, there was a little bit of water in her eyes, and she was full of emotion.She seemed to be back to normal, and said: "Husband, please allow me to call you like this once."

He parted his lips slightly, but did not speak.His wife's expression seemed to have become a little hollow, but her voice was a little more tender.

"I am a green fox in another world, and I was lucky to be rescued by the young master. I wish to be with the young master forever, but the young master lives in the temple and has shelter. I can't get close, so I can only watch from afar. I once made a divination, the young master will be with you in this life. There is no destiny for a beloved, and I have never figured out the way to decipher this hexagram, so I can only hide my selfishness and approach you through another identity."

"It was only after I gave birth to Junzhi that I learned that you, my son, were my fate. I didn't choose to let go because the person in my heart is not me. It's just that this is the reason I have to cultivate."

She spoke slowly, and she was smiling, "Since the young master has helped me, I will use my strength to fulfill the young master's long-cherished wish, so as to repay the kindness of saving my life that day."

She knelt down and muttered silently what she didn't understand.He suddenly became irritable, and then the scene in front of him was distorted little by little, and the darkness seemed to swallow everything.

He thought that the dream seemed to be waking up.

There was a little bit of light ahead, and he stretched out his hand, wanting to catch it.Immediately afterwards, the hand was grabbed, and there were many voices in the ears.

The first person she saw when she opened her eyes was Feng Lichen.

He is holding his hand.

Red clothes and black hair, handsome face.

"Feng Lichen." These three words seemed to be uprooted from the bottom of his heart, which made his heart ache, and tears fell down wantonly, but regardless of how embarrassed he was now, he grabbed Feng Lichen's hand. hands, tirelessly shouting these three words over and over again.

His voice was hoarse, and tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes. This name was as painful as if it was written in blood.

Feng Lichen's expression never changed.

After a long time, my heart calmed down a little, Jun Huai reasoned out his thoughts and the heavy dream he had before, and soon understood the meaning of his wife's words.

She said that he had no destiny with his lover in "this life", so she gave him a later life, and hoped that he could spend the rest of his life with the person in his heart.

Jun Huai thought, perhaps, he was reborn.

"Is it better?" Feng Lichen asked softly, his words were soft, but mixed with indifference that was hard to get close to.

Jun Huai nodded, looked at Feng Lichen, with tears on the side of his face, he smiled a little awkwardly.

Feng Lichen pulled his hand out, pointed to the boiled medicine and clear porridge on the table, stood up and said slowly: "You have a fever, first drink some clear porridge to warm your stomach, after half an hour , Wait for the medicine to cool down before you drink it."

Jun Huai wiped away the wet tears on his face, and said "OK", he saw Feng Lichen showed a surprised expression, he thought he was going to say something, but in the end, he didn't look at himself again , turned and walked towards the door.

"Where are you going?" He was in a hurry, and he lifted the brocade quilt to hold him back, but at this moment, a tearing pain came from somewhere in his body, and he let out a cry of pain.

Memories of the previous life slowly came to mind, he looked at Feng Lichen's stiff back, held back a painful laugh, and asked again, "Where are you going?"

Feng Lichen turned his face sideways, Jun Huai could only see the delicate half of his face without any expression, as if he had merged with the cold sky.

"I'll go get you the medicine for Fengli's cold illness, and I'll be back soon."

His voice was so cold that there was no emotion at all.