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Feng Lichen turned around slightly, and looked at Fu Huai quietly. He had a good appearance, and when he smiled, the corners of his mouth curved beautifully, and those black eyes were as bright as stars. Gentleness in the bones.

Although there are thousands of reluctances in his heart, he still has to admit that this appearance is so perfect that he cannot pick one. When he sees it, he will habitually look forward to something.

The two looked at each other, tacit understanding.

Jun Huai held Feng Lichen's hand tightly in his palm, and the warm feeling invaded Feng Lichen's fingertips, making him tremble and fear.He pulled out his hand with some embarrassment, and pushed Jun Huai away.The soft voice seemed a little silent in the silent night, "Do you want me to remember, or not?"

All the encounters in the previous life not only made him lose hope in Jun Huai, but also he no longer had any hope for feelings.

Jun Huai looked at those purple eyes. In the past, these eyes always contained a lot of emotion, for fear that he would not be able to see them.But now what he can see, seems to be a piece of water without any ripples.

"Of course I hope you will still be the original him." He smiled and said sincerely, this way, he would feel better.

Feng Lichen understood what he meant, and saw something called hope in his eyes.It was himself, and he used to have it all the time.

"It doesn't matter whether you remember it or not."

At the end of the day, his every move, including what he said now, all show the fact that "I don't like you anymore".Jun Huai also understood the meaning of his words, but he didn't want to let him go just like that. The loneliness in the last life made him feel heartbroken, and he didn't want to experience the pain of sleepless nights again.

He already understood his intentions, and naturally he would not let the tragedy happen again.A person's feelings don't mean that if they are gone, they will be gone, not to mention, this is Feng Lichen, the person who has loved him for nearly a lifetime.

He thought, since he gave the two of them time again, he would give Feng Lichen the best affection.

Make up for the regrets of the previous life.

"Well," he smiled, responding to Feng Lichen's words in an unclear manner, then wrapped Feng Lichen's arm, and dragged him to the inner room: "It's late at night, let's rest."

What he thought of was sleeping on the same bed with Feng Lichen.

In the previous life, Feng Lichen wanted to do this kind of thing very much, sleeping together like a loving couple.It's just that Jun Huai never made him wish.

Now that Jun Huai brought it up on his own initiative, Feng Lichen couldn't help but feel uncomfortable because of the comparison between his past life and present life, besides feeling a little more in his heart.

He had done so much in the previous life, but he didn't get Jun Huai to look straight. He didn't see Jun Huai's expression until he died. It was as sad and remorseful as losing a loved one, but his feelings were blurred and stagnant. not before.

He stopped in his tracks, met Jun's suspicious gaze, and said, "I'll go back to my room."

For a moment, Jun Huai showed an expression of grievance on his face, but he restrained himself very quickly.He let go of his hand and let Feng Lichen go.

After Feng Lichen returned to his room, he lay down on the bed without taking off his clothes.There was only a thin wall between him and Jun Huai. He remembered the past life when he leaned against the corner of the wall, carefully listening to the movement in the next room, and couldn't help laughing bitterly.

He felt very close at that time, but he couldn't get into Jun Huai's heart no matter what; now it seems that Jun Huai has his place in his heart, and there is an insurmountable gap between the two of them.

Just as he was thinking, the sound of knocking on the wall entered his ears.

He pretended not to hear and closed his eyes.

When Jun Huai knocked on the wall, he was still thinking about Feng Lichen's reaction, with a smile on his face.He just knocked for a long time, but without getting a response, the smile on his face froze. He suddenly realized that his subconscious action was a bit silly, so he withdrew his hand and gave up.

In the middle of the night, Feng Lichen woke up from the nightmare, his body was drenched in cold sweat, and he couldn't calm down for a long time.

He thought about all the things this time and again, and felt like he had fallen into an abyss, and he couldn't get out no matter what.Fear and doubt surrounded him, not giving him the slightest chance to breathe.

Lying beside him is Jun Huai.

The Jun Huai who appeared in the nightmare never appeared in a protective posture like when he was a child, and the nostalgia he had in his childhood seemed to be just a beautiful dream.

In the middle of the night, Feng Lichen stood by the window again, hoping to use the coldness to quell the disturbance in his heart.

In the early morning of the second day, Jun Huai woke up early in the morning, rested for a night, and his body was more than half recovered.He remembered that Feng Lichen prepared porridge for him early in the morning in his previous life, smiled, and borrowed the back kitchen from the store, wanting to make something for Feng Lichen to eat.

The back kitchen of the store was a bit messy and busy, and it took him two hours to cook the porridge.When the porridge cooled a bit, he filled two bowls and walked towards Feng Lichen's room.

He even thought about what to say in his heart.

The door was not closed, Feng Lichen had already got up, sitting on the stool, Feng Er stood beside her, dessert and a bowl of unfinished porridge were placed on the table.

Jun Huai stood by the door and stopped in his tracks.He looked at Feng Lichen in a daze, and swallowed all the words he had thought up.At this moment, his arrogant temper made trouble, telling him that he should pretend that he didn't see anything at this moment and then leave calmly, but his feet couldn't move.

Feng Lichen saw him, and the two looked at each other.Jun Huai chuckled, "I made some porridge, let's eat together?"

Feng Lichen was slightly stunned, he glanced at Feng You, and then let Jun Huai in.When Jun Huai put the bowl down, he felt a little weak in his hands.

He sat down, holding bamboo chopsticks, a little at a loss.

Feng Lichen looked at the white porridge in front of him, and suddenly felt a strange feeling in his heart, he said: "I seem to have only eaten noodles made by you." He forced Jun Huai to make those noodles in his previous life.

Jun Huai remembered that it was Feng Litian's birthday.He put a lot of salt, he knew it was hard to eat, but Feng Lichen still ate it.

"At that time, even if you just give a little charity, I will be happy." Feng Lichen said with a smile, no sadness could be seen on his face.

However, Jun Huai felt that the curvature of his mouth seemed to be satirizing himself, the perfect disguise, satirizing the unreasonableness of his previous life.

He couldn't speak, and scooped up a spoonful of porridge.When the porridge entered my mouth, it was very bitter and astringent.

hard to swallow.

Obviously he put a lot of sugar.

Two days later, the three set off to return to the palace. Jun Huai wanted to ride in the same carriage with Feng Lichen, but Feng Lichen refused him. He said that there are many things that need to be thought about quietly.

Along the way, Jun Huai thought a lot, he thought about his feelings for Feng Lichen, he thought about the days to come, and he also thought about Feng Lichen's kindness to him in the past...

Feng Lichen treated him very well, he smiled wryly with the corners of his mouth curled up.The cautious love that he didn't pay attention to before has become the best motivation to support him to save Feng Lichen.