jealous tail

After I hung up the phone, my hands were sweating a lot. Du Tingwei's last tone couldn't hide the anticipation and joy. My heart seemed to be pulled. The person I don't want to hurt in this world is Du Tingwei, but I don't know how much what I'm going to say will hurt him.

I was tearing the wool on the ground, and I found that the wool was shaking constantly. I followed it, and it turned out that my legs were trembling.

Is it so difficult that you feel scared even thinking about it?There may be a world without Du Tingwei.

He will know that I have slept with Jin Yeyu, he will also know how obsessed I am with Jin Yeyu, and he will know that his cousin is always thinking about him, which one will make him sick?Which one will make his heart ache?What else would make him angry?Or, these emotions played a part in each event.

I will also tell him, I have heard everything you said in the hospital, I have no intention of becoming a lover with you, I have already chosen Jinyeyu.

In this way, in a distorted space where the person he likes doesn't like him, and the person he doesn't like prefers him, he will choose which direction to go.

Still, he will be disheartened, turn around and leave, Jin Yeyu and I have a love-hate relationship, he will never intervene, nor will he appear again.

Where is the golden leaf elm?After my beloved cousin is forced to leave by me, how will he react?Turned his face and refused to recognize anyone and drove me out, or he just kept his heart and lived happily ever after with me.

It seems that there is no ending that I am satisfied with. There is no answer that can make me calmly carry out everything I have planned. I have no self-confidence, and it seems that I have no courage.

I'm not afraid of Jinyeyu, I'm afraid of Du Tingwei, he is a victim both here and Jinyeyu.

Suddenly I feel that I am very much like myself when I was a child. I have no way to face the predicament in front of me. It seems that living and dying are two simple choices, but I can’t go on with either one. I am confused, cowardly, fearful, and flustered. ..none of them got me through, but all made me more tired.

The sudden ringing startled me. I saw the strange incoming call and picked it up dryly, hoping it would bring me some unknown good news. My place sucks.

"Hey."

"Hello, is this Mr. Xia Zhushen?" No, the tone and source of good news are not good.

"Am I Xia Zhushen, won't you confirm before calling?" The other party was rushed by my unfriendly tone, and said very sorry: "Hello, sir, I would like to ask you to give to the little saplings in the Hope Project every year." The plan is to make money, right, it is a subsidy project for children in impoverished mountainous areas to go to school.”

I didn't expect Uncle Li to be playing every year. I thought he donated all the money at one time. It seemed to be 16. I haven't checked it all these years. In fact, even if he pocketed the money himself It doesn't matter to me, anyway, for me, those money are ghost coins, and it's not good luck to hold them.

"Correct."

"It's like this. I'm the owner of this grocery store outside your community. A child has been hanging around here since the morning, saying that he came from the mountains and came here specially to thank you. He will leave as soon as he sees you."

I gasped, I don't fucking do charity, all ghosts and monsters will be involved.

"I'm not free. Where did he come from? Goodbye!" I hung up the phone and threw it aside. The call didn't come back. I looked out the window, and when I lowered my gaze, I could see the sky. The wind is obviously invisible. But I could tell from him that the weather outside was very bad.

I struggled to stand up, grabbed the side of the piano and looked outside. Sure enough, the wind blew up, and the leaves were rolled up layer by layer, dragging each other into fights.

I followed the wind to see the rolling leaves, and when my body was shaking, my hands moved to the side, and the mellow piano sound came out lonely and abruptly. I used to press a black key, but I still often press and play with that one.

A happy castle in the heart of a small candle.

Ugh.

I went to the closet to find a coat, pulled down Du Tingwei's sports trousers that were rolled up for fear of rubbing against the wound, covered the thick gauze, and went out.

People say that helping others is helpful, I have to go to the Castle of Joy.

The dark gray linen slippers showed white and tender toes, and the sky outside was terribly gloomy. The color of my slippers looked pure and lovely in this situation. When I was blown by the chilly wind, I felt that the pain was greatly eliminated , Fighting poison with fire turns out to be like this.

I dialed the number, it rang for two seconds and I got it.

"Is the child still alive?" The other party was dumbfounded, and then said with a smile: "Brother, you really know how to joke."

I don't know what's so ridiculous, "Where are you?" "Have you come?" "Then I'll go back."

"Don't, don't, the child is waiting to cry, I was thinking about what to do."

"Tell me the location."

"Come out from your east gate, and there is a seafood market on the oblique right. You go in, turn left at the end, and then enter a small alley. At the end of the alley is our grocery store. Pepper noodles are ground at the door. Once you enter the path You can follow the taste."

I'm not familiar with this area, because I haven't bought meat and vegetables at home, I always buy food that looks more foreign, so I don't know where the store he mentioned, but I feel dizzy when I hear this description, I came here to do such a stupid thing because I was so angry and stupid.

I looked down at my ankle that was still swollen, endured the pain and dragged out of the community, then reached out to take a taxi, the driver asked where to go, I pointed him to the seafood market opposite, and I said I was going to the small shop there. shop.

The driver shook his head. He said that there were all paths that were wide enough for one person, and it was impossible for the car to walk. He closed the window and flew away.

Damn it, I told you to find something to join in the fun if you have nothing to do.

I looked at the traffic lights and simply hopped on one foot. I can usually walk freely, but I still pay attention to the traffic rules if my legs and feet are inconvenient. If I am hit and disabled, I will not pay compensation.

I finally walked to the end of the seafood market while leaning on the wall. My head was covered in cold sweat, half tired, half hurt. I walked to the entrance of the trail as he said, and I smelled the pungent smell of prickly ash.

I coughed a few times, my throat was itchy because of the choking, the pocket bell rang, I answered Du Tingwei's call while coughing.

"Xiaozhu, have you gone out with Jin Yeyu? Why are you coughing, have you gone out to get dressed?"

It seems that he has already arrived home. If I went out with him and fucked, I would be kind if I didn't tear his face.

"No, the pepper noodles are too choking."

"Where did you get the pepper, where are you?" "I am..." "Xiaozhu!" The phone hit the ground, and I was hit hard on the back of the neck, so I couldn't reply to him.