jealous tail

Every day I worry about what to do in the days ahead, do I have to keep finding excuses not to do it?Since the golden leaf elm is already healed, there should be no chance to do the above one again, but I really don't want the golden leaf elm to touch my place.

Every time I think like this, I slap myself. I keep telling myself, don’t do this. As it should be.

But I still bite the wrapper into my mouth while eating bread, and scribble gibberish on my score sheet at work.

During lunch, I heard that the main store of the hotel is going to hold a media conference. This is the first time to undertake an entertainment project. The main store needs manpower, and the branch store will send out an assignment. I should sign up enthusiastically, but I press myself, I Tell yourself, don't run away from Jinyeyu again, don't feel sorry for him anymore.

God seemed to understand my mind, and wanted to do it against me. My little determination was instantly crushed. I looked at my happy and happy expression in the bathroom, and slapped myself hard.

You're not a fucking thing, I scold myself.

When I went back at night, I cooked a table of dishes with a guilty conscience. My fingers were cut as usual. The potatoes were too hard. When I cut them hard, I would slip and fall. My wrists were burned as usual. I put the tomatoes in the pot and they would explode. Open, I touched a lot of soy sauce on my hand, it was dark.

I know I'm sorry for him, so I'd rather be hurt a little harder.

"Well, Ayu, I, I may have to go on a business trip."

I had a hard time swallowing that bowl of rice.

"Oh, when are you leaving?"

He spat out the chicken wing bones in his mouth, but there was no reaction at all, instead, he felt relaxed?I let out a sigh of relief, but I think his indifferent attitude is very good, obviously our current relationship is already deformed.

"tomorrow morning."

"Okay, I'm going to catch up on the manuscript tonight, it's almost the finale, I'll fix it."

I nodded, and he slapped the rice into his mouth a few times, then wiped his hands and entered the room.

I ate a few mouthfuls of it without any taste, and I tried not to waste any food, and finished the white rice, because no one would eat my leftovers.

After washing the pots and dishes, I went into the bedroom, he was typing in front of the computer, and I got into the quilt, thinking that if he said to do it, I would do it. I can't hide forever, I have to live with him, I can't hurt him Heart.

But he didn’t. When I woke up, he was still revising the article, saying that the whole manuscript was in good condition after the revision, and he also finished writing the extra episode.

I got up to wash up, made him breakfast, and then walked away with the suitcase. He just said goodbye without even turning his head. I counted the days. Could it be that we have reached the seven-year itch?

The branch is in the Second Ring Road of Beijing, but the head office is in Nanjing.

I got along very well with the people there at the main store. I met a few friends and we got along very well. At the press conference, I also saw the very popular star Qin Shang. At the end of the serious interview, he suddenly announced that he already had a lover. and showed off his ring on the spot.

There was a frenzy at the press conference. His little assistant with a star face was running around in a hurry and was about to cry, but he watched and laughed. The media and fans went crazy.

At the end of the day, when I was cleaning up the venue, I saw Huang Shi there. He came to say hello. I lost my original job as a foreman and went to seek a living elsewhere. This kind of encounter was a bit embarrassing.

It turned out that the manager was suddenly transferred away, so he was successfully promoted to become the new manager. His words were a bit showing off, but I didn't feel anything. If I stayed, it might be because of my promotion. Since I didn't get a chance, it means I don't have that fate either.

I asked him if he was here for tourism, and he said he was here for work. Their hotel took over a business in Nanjing and wanted to cooperate with the hotel here.

After a few small chats with him, there is nothing to talk about, and there is nothing to talk about when we were working together, and there is nothing to talk about now.

When he had nothing to say, he started chatting about other things. After chatting, he received a call from Chen Jie. It turned out that she was here too. Jie has become his girlfriend now, and it happens that she is resting, and she asks for leave during the holidays, so I bring her here to play at my own expense.

I am very happy, that girl Chen Jie is finally not alone, Huang Shi is actually a very good person, and Chen Jie should be happy after following him, I smiled and congratulated, I didn’t expect that the person who was disgusted at that time is now his prospective Mrs.

He doesn't care about Chen Jie's clinginess to me. In his opinion, we will never develop into a couple. He is very relieved of me, but when Chen Jie came to hug me happily, he pulled me away. Chen Jie If you scold him for being narrow-minded, he also accepts it.

Chen Jie and I made a dinner appointment in front of him. I invited him to join me. Chen Jie's eyes drifted away. He refused again and again, saying that there was still work to be done. It seemed that I wouldn't worry about it.

I found a high-end restaurant, and I said I would treat her to a big meal, but it didn't happen, so I will make it up for her now.

He said he wanted to kill me, and when ordering, he asked for all the lowest-priced dishes. I forced her to change them. Although I am poor now, it would cost at least 500 per person to invite her to a meal.

The two chatted a lot together, and she became more lively than before. I don't know if it is because of the nourishment of love.

At the end of the chat, she started gossiping again. She didn’t know that I was gay. She said mysteriously that she had seen the handsome guy with me in the hotel. She saw him having a room with someone else. Later she checked the hotel corridor I heard the man in the room groaning as I removed the decorations.

The chopsticks in my hand fell to the ground, and my head was hit by the table when I got up. She rubbed my head in a hurry, scolding me and laughing, she said, didn't you think of it.

My lips were a little frozen, and I wanted to speak a few times but they stuck. Then she asked me what Brother Du was up to recently.

The gas in my chest was suppressed, and I remembered that Chen Jie had also seen Jin Yeyu.

I was only immersed in the world where it was Jin Yeyu and not Du Tingwei who was having a room with a man, and I forgot that they were having a room with a man. I didn't realize it until the dinner was over and I packed my luggage and sat on the high-speed train. Jin Yeyu, he and Someone else opened the room.

He had sex with someone else while I was on a business trip.

After he recovered, he started sleeping with other people.

I began to be confused, how could this happen?Aren't we a couple? Can a couple sleep with someone else when there are people at home? Isn't that the case? If you're a couple, you should only be able to sleep with each other. When I slept with Du Tingwei, we didn't have a sure relationship.

But what's going on, why didn't I have the rage I imagined, I just felt abandoned and felt a strong sadness.

Jin Yeyu, don't you like me?It must be my fault, otherwise, why would he suddenly dislike me.

I went online to search what to do in this situation, but everyone said that this kind of man should be kept for the Chinese New Year without distinction?I shook my head, no way, I can't break up with Jin Yeyu, I traded Du Tingwei for him, I only have him, I can do whatever, I can't separate from him, but I can't let him mess around with others outside , so I have to do something.

I got off the high-speed train, obviously when I called him yesterday he said he would pick me up later, but I waited there for two hours, but he didn't come and the phone was turned off.

I took a taxi back by myself, and there was no one at home, so maybe he was held back by others?on the bed?When I was ready for dinner, he came back, hurriedly, and hugged me from behind as soon as he entered the door. He had a very strange smell on his body. I seemed to have smelled it, but I couldn't remember it.

He said he was sorry, he forgot the time when he went out to talk about publishing, and his phone was turned off because of the dead battery. I smiled and said it was okay, and I also forgot to wait for him, so I took a taxi and came back.

After healed, he felt that he had to release all the depression accumulated in the past, not counting doing it outside, but now it is against my buttocks.

I clenched my fists, and I said to myself, you want to save him, you only have him left, you can’t even throw away the golden leaf elm in the end, it can’t be like this, so I put down the vegetables in my hand and wanted to hug him for sex, in the kitchen On the table, let me ache on this cold marble.

But his cell phone rang, and he suddenly became embarrassed, and hung up the phone, saying that he had temporarily recharged it in the office of the publishing house. I didn't say anything, but the sex was suddenly interrupted, and he didn't seem to want to continue anymore. , I humbly tried to open his belt, doing some ridiculous seduction, but his phone rang again.

He interrupted me impatiently, took the belt away from my hand, and then said to answer a call from the publishing house, and asked the other party to wait reluctantly, and answered it when he walked to the bedroom.

Someone was crying over there, it was a boy, and the tomatoes on the chopping board rolled to the ground.

He stayed in the bedroom for 2 minutes, then went out again, saying that a friend of his had an accident, he went out to have a look, I didn't even finish my sentence, he had already closed the door and left.

I ate the cabbage and tomatoes raw on the chopping board, and then sat on the sofa watching TV. Jin Yeyu didn't come back that night.

I didn't realize until dawn that I had lost the golden leaf elm.

I can't even keep the golden leaf elm anymore.

Even throwing a matchstick at random will draw a shape in the air, and I seem to be reaping the consequences.