jealous tail

After that day, Jin Yeyu didn't come home again, and I became a person again, and stayed alone for two months.

I wanted to call him and tell him to come back, after all, we can't do this, this is his home, but I was thinking again, what should I tell him to come back.

I thought I'd settle the rent for him and move out when he came back, but then I thought, are we done for?Aren't we lovers?Lovers should live together, we haven't broken up, but am I willing to continue to be his lover?I am willing for a while, and I am not willing for a while, like a person with a split personality.

I controlled my psychological tests, received counseling, and my manager allowed me to go back to work.

I looked at all kinds of people in the hotel, and suddenly thought, Jin Yeyu said that he is only obsessed with Du Tingwei, and why is I not with Jin Yeyu, holding on to that point, holding on to that point, which is only so bright to others, and refuses to let go .

I don't even know if I'm clinging to death or to living.

It's just at that place, at that time, comforting a wounded person, I thought, but that's all, why can't I forget it, why do I have to hold on to it?Afraid to die, but now I have tasted worse than death, so can I throw it away now?Closed together in a diary with those dim pasts, never to be seen again.

I looked at the dust floating in the hotel window, and I said, give up, I told myself, give up, leave Jin Yeyu in the past, don’t hold on to him anymore, I wouldn’t die without him, and he wouldn’t die without me Very happy, why bother to find each other unhappy?Also, I want to be selfish, I am a bad person, don't think that I interrupted his world, I did not cause his parents' death, and it will be a matter of time before he loses Du Tingwei, even without me, they would not Together, Du Tingwei always has love.

Moreover, he has already found someone he loves, his body and mind have reached a state of joy, he is doing well, and I don't owe him anything except money.

Yes, I am a liar in love, a scumbag, what do you want to do to me, I am a bitch, I am guilty of myself, no one else can control me, so straighten my back.

With that in mind, at least I can eat.

Chen Jie is going to get engaged, she and Huang Shi have a fruitful relationship, Huang Shi is nine years older than her, always afraid that she will run away, and the grade is too young to get married directly, so it is settled first, she comes to send me invitations, bouncing around, Very happy.

I invited her to dinner, and I said next time I have to invite two people, it's not cost-effective, she smiled and scolded me for being stingy.

"Hey, I want to move the wedding date to a later date."

She didn't look like she had much appetite and I thought she was pregnant.

"What are you doing during the remarriage period? You haven't had enough of being single."

"Not because of my precious writer."

I don't know if Chen Jie was sent by heaven to inform me. We mentioned the wind in the south courtyard again. I sighed, and I couldn't escape this person wherever I went.

Chen Jie likes the wind in the South Yard so much, it is more popular than chasing stars. She said that there are all books in the wind in the South Yard at home, in traditional, simplified, simplified and well-decorated, and she bought them all in various editions.

I finally know how Jin Yeyu got rich by writing. If I had known Chinese well, I would write a story for myself, and I might have a happy ending.

"Why did he hinder you?" I wanted to laugh a little, my boyfriend in name actually wanted to know about him through others.

"He's had a major incident recently. My mood is ups and downs. In short, it's very complicated."

I didn't want to talk about him, but since I mentioned it, let me ask it out of morality, in case something really happened if he didn't go home.

"What's wrong with him?" "This book is three-quarters of the way through, and it's about to end. The type he marked at the beginning was tragedy, and it's destined to be a tragedy according to the current trend. It is he who made it this far by himself, and he deserves it.”

I took a bite of blueberry yam and put it on a plate to stir with the curry meat cubes, with jam in the fat.

"Well, yes, it deserves it."

"Have you read it, Master?" I shook my head, "I guess, that's how it is written in all literary works."

"That's right, everyone is happy if it's a tragedy, but suddenly he didn't know what happened to him, so he forcibly changed the ending for Jin Shen. If it stopped abruptly, it would be a happy ending."

Chen Jie sat forward, she could see that she was very excited, "Do you know how he changed it? Jin Shen met a person when he was sheltering from the rain, and then that person healed all his heartaches for him and brought him back to normal The world of human beings, so he just washed his hands in the golden basin and lived happily with that person. He will not be held accountable for his mistakes and laws. , Just like that, tell me, who will be scolded if he doesn’t get scolded?” I used a fork to smear blueberry sauce on the plate and draw out various shapes, shelter from the rain, cure, wash your hands in a golden basin, happy and happy, I don’t understand him What are you thinking? "So you don't like him anymore?" She ate a piece of meat and muttered, "How can I? Am I that kind of person? Maybe something happened to him, I want to hear his explanation."

I think you still want to hear his explanation, even the protagonist of the story can't get his explanation, his explanation is too precious.

"Then let's just wait, wait, what's bothering you?" And more people paid attention to it, but it was revealed yesterday that his article actually plagiarized."

I'm very strange, is there another me in the world, we live the same life in the parallel world, I don't know, what will happen to me?Chen Jie was a little excited and slapped the chopsticks on the table.

"That novel is about Tanmei. Youfeng in Nanyuan originally belonged to the main male lead, so it is basically a novel in two fields. Usually, no one notices that the plot is the same, but after it became popular this time, there will be Danmei. The sisters over there took notice and came out with the palette."

I'm not interested, "Palette? For painting?" "Oh no, just compare and paste all the similar parts in the two novels for everyone to judge."

I picked the tail of the shrimp with a fork, but I still couldn't peel the shrimp. Since Du Tingwei left, I haven't eaten shrimp for a long time.

"Everyone is really free, don't you have to go to work or school?" The ending was changed, and it was nondescript. As far as the plot is concerned, Danmei’s work is fluent and coherent, the writing is beautiful, and it is especially romantic and healing, so the people who eat melons are led astray.”

"Is there a lot of copying?" "Classic plots, such as mother's death, hot hands, grandma's funeral, and meeting a bosom friend at the terminal, have all been copied, so I changed it a little bit. It's a coincidence, you know, It’s just that you can’t say they are the same, so his fans argue that the plots of the two are not the same at all, and that such plots are very common, I’ll go, the common one is hot, there are such miserable things in real life Anyone?" I laughed and asked, "Probably not, so who copied whom?" "It must be the Tanmei book, but when the Southern Academy opened the book, it was written for a week, so his The fans became even more rampant. A big fan from the South Campus went to explain it, but they bit back and said that the South Campus should explain the ending that couldn’t be written, and who might copy who. Anyway, the writer is fictional, who knows what’s going on behind the scenes The confusion."

"Have you read that book?" "Ah, I read it on purpose. Although I have never been in touch with Tanmei, after reading it, well, even though this is not good, I still have to praise him. His writing is really good. If he doesn't plagiarize Well, I still like that story better, it's really healing."

"The protagonist in that book, how is the ending?" "Very good, I walked with the person I love. Although I am not a woman, and there is no crystallization of love, I am really happy and have no worries for the rest of my life. Please let me know." , I kind of want to get involved in the Tanmei circle, it's a little bit enjoyable."

My eye sockets became hot, and I felt ridiculously grateful from the bottom of my heart.

"Ah, it's good that you don't die, it's good that no one dies alone."

"Master...you..." "Hurry up, it's getting cold, don't appreciate novels, enjoy the food."

After dinner, Chen Jie went back to see Huangshi. I walked home along the small street full of camphor plants. The time was so fast, it was already autumn, and soon, it was going to snow again.

I watched the people hurrying on the street, and I suddenly understood that I would not be lonely if I lived alone, because people would feel lonely only when I was in the bustle, but the people around me were not so lively.

The phone rang, strangely, it was Chen Jie.

"Did you forget something?" She was crying uncontrollably, and I was frightened, thinking that Huang Shi was hit by a car and died.

I couldn't stand the girl crying, "Don't cry, what's wrong, tell Master, don't cry, where are you, I'll come to you."

I turned around and walked back, but she was still crying very sadly, unable to complete a sentence.

"Master, I...I just saw...the South Courtyard, he issued a statement."

I stopped and sighed, it turned out to be this.

"He, he said that his work is completely adapted from real people and real events, and he also attached a photo of the back of that... the main character."

My feet were so stiff that I couldn't even stop a bicycle from coming. I was hit on the arm and cursed. The man said I was looking for death.

"Master, that person...that person's clothes are the same as the one you are wearing today."

I looked down dully at the short sleeves on my body, and then I remembered that the one I have always liked the most, and the one I loved to wear the most, turned out to be the one that Du Tingwei hand-painted for me.

"Master, you... You really, don't know Nanyuan?" I don't know what to say, telling him that I am the male protagonist who deserves it, will she be embarrassed and sad.

I was silent, and she cried louder over there.

That evening, under the crowded camphor tree, smelling the smell of autumn, I coaxed a girl to sleep crying over the phone.

I told her, look, I'm not dead anyway.

I am the Danmei writer, but I did not plagiarize, it was Xiaoxia who told me in bed