23 days before Christmas

After eating, shopping, shopping, and walking around the school a few times, it will be four o'clock in the blink of an eye—"You have to study hard at school, don't just think about playing all day long. Let's go first."

Liu Yiming nodded repeatedly, sent his parents to the subway station, listened to the instructions for ten minutes, and finally said goodbye.

Liu Yiming rode a shared bicycle back to school—during the few hours he spent with his parents, he still couldn't help but think about Lin Zhixi.Especially... Thinking of that scene, he couldn't help but sigh again.

During this period, he secretly sent a message to Lin Zhixi - "Let you spend time with your parents, don't play with your mobile phone, don't play with your mobile phone, don't play with your mobile phone! I'm fine alone!"

At 03:30, he sent another message: "I'm leaving, see you tonight."

"See you tonight."

"Second back? Tell you not to play with your phone."

"I counted the time well and turned on the phone when I knew you might be leaving..."

"Oh. I'm on the subway."

"Well, see you tonight."

As soon as I got off the subway station, I saw a message from Lin Zhixi: "I'm here."

"have a good time."

"I know."

"See you tonight."

"will you miss Me?"

"Of course." His face appeared in Liu Yiming's mind, "I've been thinking about it since we left this morning."

"Is it disgusting?"

"???" Liu Yiming expressed doubts.

"I believe in you asshole."

"That's right." Liu Yiming expressed his grievance.

"Oh, all right. See you tonight."

At 04:30, parents left, Lin Zhixi also went to play with classmates, two roommates went out, and the rest were playing games in the dormitory, Liu Yiming was lying on the bed in the dormitory, staring at the dark phone screen, inexplicable The only thing is, feel lost.

Sincerely suggest, don't play ranked when you feel lost.Your body is manipulating the character, but your soul has drifted away to nowhere.Playing ranked without soul is extremely irresponsible to yourself and your teammates.

One, two, three, connected in a line...

Fortunately, today is a solo row, and I can only smash teeth and swallow blood, and I will bear it silently without bringing other people.

He understood Lin Zhixi's feelings more and more.

Feeling abandoned.

Playing games sucks, watching dramas and variety shows can't get into it, why not read a book for a while-forget it, I have a headache.

At six o'clock, Lin Zhixi got out of bed, ready to go out for dinner.

The hour and a half just now was definitely the longest hour and a half in his life.He secretly thought, Lin Zhixi, you are wrong, I am the same as you now, I can’t do anything well without you, I still have so many things, but I pretend to have you in my heart, so I can’t do anything. Can't do it anymore.

Liu Yiming, you are also wrong, you are very good at finding things to do for yourself, you do have a lot of things to do, but when you think of Lin Zhixi, you are in a mess and can't do anything.

Thinking of this, Liu Yiming couldn't help but smiled coldly, and shook his head helplessly.

Rejecting his roommate's request to help bring dinner, Liu Yiming walked out of the dormitory, looked up and saw the house number of Lin Zhixi's dormitory, and his heart sank.

He misses him so much.

Liu Yiming laughed at himself, it was only a few hours apart, as for...

That's all.

The number of quarrels with Lin Zhixi has been increasing for some reason recently, it seems that this has entered a bottleneck period.From the first day Liu Yiming was with Lin Zhixi, he was afraid that one day Lin Zhixi would not like him, get bored with him, dislike him, and leave him.Recently, however, this feeling has intensified.He felt that he had done everything he could, but Lin Zhixi felt that it was far from enough.

Why is this happening?

He couldn't give an answer, so he could only comfort himself that it would be fine, Lin Zhixi still liked her and would not leave.

Dinner was braised noodles from that Treasure Shop, and I walked alone for more than 20 minutes. I usually come here with Lin Zhixi and I don’t think it’s too far away. How could it be today...

After dinner, he sent Lin Zhixi a message to ask about the situation. He had a great time, and Liu Yiming's feeling was beyond words.Then I went back to the dormitory and watched the drama for a while, but I couldn't stand it at all.

Watching roommates playing games, wandering from one dorm to another dormitory.After finally making it to 08:30, Liu Yiming felt that the time was almost up, and since there was nothing else to do, he wanted to take a casual walk, and then walk slowly to the subway station to pick up Lin Zhixi.

Before going out, I changed my clothes, which were new clothes I bought today.It must be decent to pick up your boyfriend!

In the south in late November, the night was cold and windy. Liu Yiming pulled the collar of his sweater, covered his chin tightly, and wrapped his arms tightly around the down jacket.Walking in the campus, familiar scenes, familiar dim street lights, it seems that there are traces of him and Lin Zhixi walking everywhere.

Thousands of emotions rushed into his heart, Liu Yiming clenched his lips, the music in the earphones suddenly turned into a cell phone ringtone, he took out his cell phone from his pocket - Lin Zhixi called.

"I'm back baby! I'm on the subway." Hearing his tone, he was very happy, very happy.

"Yeah, I'll pick you up at the subway station." Liu Yiming suddenly felt warm when he heard the familiar voice with a rising tone, and couldn't help but say, "Come back, come back, come back, I really want to you."

Lin Zhixi on the other side suddenly paused, and after about ten seconds, she smiled and said, "I miss you too."

"Really?"

"fake."

"Huh?" Liu Yiming's heart sank.

"Just kidding. I really miss you too. I can't wait to add a sprint buff to the subway. It's about half an hour away. You have to come and pick me up."

He was happy, he hadn't been this happy for a long time.Liu Yiming's eyes moistened inexplicably, and his voice was even a little choked up: "I didn't do anything well today, thinking that you are in a mess. You lose points when you play games, and you can't watch books and dramas at all... Alas, I understand how you feel now...Baby, I'm out of the apartment now, wandering around the school, and the whole school is full of your shadow. It's only a few hours apart, Why do you miss you so much?"

Lin Zhixi on the other end of the phone paused again, while Liu Yiming was waiting for his reply, so he couldn't help but stop.The two just held their phones like this, neither of them spoke.

About a minute later, Lin Zhixi said, "Okay. See you later."

"Are you going to hang up?" Liu Yiming suddenly felt anxious and couldn't help asking.

"Ah? What?" Lin Zhixi was also confused, "It should be..."

Liu Yiming pursed his lips and said, "Don't you miss me? You can't talk for a while longer?"

"I think I need to calm down right now."

"My heart is beating so fast now, I don't know what to say..."

Liu Yiming's ears felt hot for no reason, and his mouth suddenly became stupid: "Ah, what's the heartbeat, uh, okay... I, okay, hang up, hang up, you. Calm down. Uh, I think I too Need to calm down, um, hang up. See you later."

"Then, see you later."

The moment I hung up the phone, my emotions suddenly rose for some reason, and an inexplicable joy bloomed in my heart.

After standing in the cold wind for a long time, Liu Yiming couldn't help but coughed twice, let out a few breaths, and couldn't help shivering. He looked at the time and figured it was time to go to the subway station.

He quickened his pace, and even trotted, just to keep his body warm.

Squatting in a corner of the subway station and playing with the phone for almost 10 minutes, Lin Zhixi's message popped up: "I've arrived at the station. Where are you?"

"Do you remember where I was waiting for you at the subway station last time?"

"clear."

"I'll wait for you there."

"Okay baby, here I come."

Liu Yiming raised his head, just in time to see Lin Zhixi walking out with a smile and waving at him.

Liu Yiming hurried up to meet her, and took Lin Zhixi's bag in a very natural way, and put it on his shoulder.

"Yo, so good?" Lin Zhixi turned her head to look at Liu Yiming, "It seems that she really misses me."

"I really wanted to." Liu Yiming put his hand on Lin Zhixi's shoulder.

Lin Zhixi glanced at him again, and stopped talking.

Liu Yiming could tell at a glance that his expression was wrong, and said, "What do you want to say?"

"Your pants..." Lin Zhixi finally couldn't help laughing, "It looks like your legs are so thick, it's a bit ugly."

"I'm afraid that what you want to say is not a bit..." Liu Yiming rolled his eyes, "I specially changed my clothes to pick you up today, but you are paying attention to these pants?"

"Shouldn't it be..." Lin Zhixi's eyes widened, "Where should my focus be? Should I praise you?"

Liu Yiming sighed, bit his lips slightly: "Not really...I think..."

A sense of powerlessness exploded in his body, sweeping through every cell.Liu Yiming had some words stuck in his throat and couldn't say anything. He just felt that the person who had been missing him all day was finally staying by his side at this moment, but he didn't seem to think much about himself... The joy of anticipation has not yet come. To, thus forming a kind of psychological gap.

"What do you think?" Lin Zhixi didn't notice the change in his mood.

"Did you miss me today?"

"It's okay." Lin Zhixi thought for a while, and said, "Before I met my high school classmates, I thought about it a lot. Then I went crazy and..."

"Just forget about me." Liu Yiming lowered his head and couldn't help but sigh.

Lin Zhixi turned her head to look at him, was startled, and asked tentatively, "I'm angry."

"How can an angry person say that he is angry..."

"That's how I am..."

"Then what should I do now?"

"Coax me." These three words blurted out.

As soon as Liu Yiming finished speaking, he wanted to withdraw: "Forget it, you don't know how to coax people. I don't want to force you to do anything."

The atmosphere was getting colder and colder, and neither of them spoke. After walking for a while, Liu Yiming suddenly raised his voice: "Tell me about what you went to play today."

Lin Zhixi began to talk about how much fun she had with her high school classmates today, and went all the way to the door of the dormitory, kissed farewell lightly, and chatted for a while after returning to the dormitory, and said good night to each other, and then went to bed.

That episode doesn't seem to have happened.

It seemed to be stuck in my heart, and it didn't disappear.

On two people's hearts.