23 days before Christmas

Today is the tenth day of our breakup, fourteen days before Christmas.

Liu Yiming still couldn't let Lin Zhixi go.

"Nevermind, I'll find someone like you..." The random play cut to this song, Liu Yiming's heart tightened, and he couldn't help sighing—"I'mafraid that I'll never find someone like you." Thinking of this, his nose suddenly felt sore, and his heart Secretly complaining, why are you so hypocritical.

The days flowed slowly like water, but suddenly a very close person disappeared from life, this feeling is still not very pleasant.

Orientation party, exam week, fortunately he is busy, otherwise Lin Zhixi will be thinking about all kinds of sadness every day, how can he live...

I take medicine and atomization every day, and I can’t eat anything. Fortunately, the intermittent fever is gone. The inflammation of the tonsils didn’t show immediate results, but it’s on the way to improvement.

When he is free (such as the boring meditation class now), Lin Zhixi will still appear in his mind involuntarily...

I'm bored, I'm bored, I'm bored...

He still didn't believe that Lin Zhixi would be so heartless.

Looking up, the female student in the front seat was knitting a scarf.

Liu Yiming couldn't believe his eyes. She was usually a flirtatious and cool girl, but now she seemed to be illuminated by the Holy Light, like a gentle and quiet good wife and mother. She was very patient with each stitch, picking out a foot that belonged only to her. Heaven and earth come.

"Are you knitting a scarf?" Liu Yiming's throat is better now, and he can speak, but he was choked up a few days ago.

"Keep your voice down!" She lowered her voice and turned to look at Liu Yiming, "Isn't it obvious?"

Liu Yiming nodded thoughtfully: "How do you weave this?"

"Just pass it through like this, then pick it out like this, and then..." The female classmate slightly raised her hand and showed him how to knit.

Liu Yiming looked at it in a cloud of fog, and suddenly an idea popped into his mind.

He wanted to knit a scarf for Lin Zhixi.

In what capacity?

Is it a parting ceremony?

The corner of his mouth couldn't help a wry smile, but he still couldn't restrain the thought in his heart. He had already searched for "weaving scarves" in the mall on his mobile phone.

"Do you want to knit?"

"That's right." Liu Yiming glanced at the columns of wool, and replied without thinking.

"For girlfriend?"

Liu Yiming was a little flustered, and hurriedly said: "I don't have a girlfriend. Weave it for myself... Then let's just accumulate experience, after learning a skill, I will always use it hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..."

"That makes sense." The female classmate didn't feel that there was anything wrong, and nodded, "Then you can ask me any questions. It was not easy when you first got started, such as getting needles..."

"Okay, thank you." Liu Yiming carefully selected the texture, color and pattern of the wool, and finally placed the order before the end of the meditation get out of class.

During the two or three days of waiting for the goods to arrive, Liu Yiming took medicine and atomized seriously, and finally recovered, and searched everywhere for tutorials on weaving scarves.I read the stitches no less than ten times, and then stopped here to prepare to practice when the wool arrived. Hearing what the female classmate said about "positive stitches" and "back stitches", Liu Yiming felt that one day he might be able to use those two knitting needles. Poking yourself with a stick (or strangling yourself with wool).

On the day when the throat was completely healed, the courier arrived.On the way back to the dormitory with the courier box in his arms, Liu Yiming began to complain crazily in his heart, Liu Yiming, are you sick?He took you all over?How many times have you sent friend requests in the past, did he pass it?He didn't.Does he treat you right?He doesn't even want to talk to you.Where was he when you were crying like a dog under the covers?He doesn't know where to be happy and happy.He wants to draw a clear line with you and never communicate with you.And there were other men beside him.And that man is no match for you anywhere.You're still thinking about knitting a scarf for him, you're really a bitch.Do you think he will wrap you up when you send it over after weaving?Maybe you can throw it directly into the trash can without even looking at it.He can do this kind of thing.

Thinking of this, Liu Yiming's heart suddenly tightened, and he couldn't help sighing—oh, what are you thinking about so much, do you still do little things like being cheap?It's not too much... You have such an idea, it's really cheap...

Liu Yiming sighed again, let's treat it as a parting ceremony, and after that, don't bother him anymore.

In fact, deep down in your heart, you still don't believe that he will go so decisively, or believe that he can't let you go, right?

Yes......

My heart sank heavily, it was really uncomfortable.

Liu Yiming shook his head, and the two voices of the needle point facing the wheat awn were completely blocked. He raised his head and walked back to the dormitory quickly.

Back in the dormitory, I dug out one, two, three, four... I don’t know how many scarf weaving tutorials in the favorites. After studying for almost two hours, um, I finally learned Needle up.

Liu Yiming has always felt that he is a person with extremely poor hands-on ability, and now he is actually doing such a difficult thing as weaving a scarf, which is really moving.

After learning how to use needles, Liu Yiming decided to take advantage of the victory to pursue - but I really don't understand the next steps, what the hell are these...

"What happened after the injection..." Liu Yiming decided to ask the female classmate.

He is also kind-hearted, and within 10 minutes, he sent both text and video tutorials. Liu Yiming combined the online video tutorials, and when his eyes were staring, he finally understood what is "positive needle" and "reverse needle"—— —Although after knitting a small part, it was completely messed up, and the wool was twisted together indiscriminately!Then, very unfortunately, he poked his finger hard.He sighed helplessly, the stitches he worked hard before, forward!achievement!do!abandoned!

Liu Yiming almost spit out a mouthful of old blood, rolled his eyes, took scissors, cut off the tangled wool and threw it into the trash can, then threw the two sticks aside, and went to play with his mobile phone.

It's okay, it's okay, come on, come on, heh, I don't believe that I will be defeated in front of a scarf.

Come back tomorrow, come back tomorrow, today is already great!

Liu Yiming looked at the two sticks and frowned, as if facing a formidable enemy.

After finishing the needle, Liu Yiming stared at the neat row of threads for a long time.Those beautiful tricks emerged in my mind, and I gestured twice with a stick in my hand, but still didn't dare to do it.

I clicked on the video tutorial recommended by the female classmate again, and asked again and again about the difficulties——Liu Yiming, Liu Yiming, your high school mathematics, physics and chemistry students are so poor that you refuse to ask the teacher. If you put in such effort to ask more times Teacher, why don't you worry about your score in the college entrance examination?

Liu Yiming rolled his eyes and knit little by little following the techniques in the video. This time it was much better than last night, although it was not smooth at first, but the female classmates comforted him, it was like this at the beginning, it was normal—— — He gradually gained confidence.

On the night of the 11th day of the breakup, with the help of video tutorials and female classmates, Liu Yiming finally learned how to knit straight stitches, and became more and more proficient.Even though he was exhausted from going to class all day, he quickly washed up and went to bed.His eyes were fixed on the screen of the mobile phone to follow the drama, and his hands were moving hard.Although at first it wasn't obvious that it was the prototype of the scarf, but after one episode of the TV series, it really looked like it.

Very happy!

Tired of hand-knitting scarves, I took out my textbooks to have a look. The exam week was just around the corner. During the time when I was in love with Lin Zhixi, many courses were passed without seriousness. He vaguely remembered his midterm exam. Those ugly grades - I said that I have to work hard to get a good university, but... Now that I think about studying hard, it should be too late to make up for it...

Tomorrow night there will be club program rehearsals, so it is inevitable to meet him.

By the time......

Thinking of this, Liu Yiming frowned, but why, there was such a faint feeling of joy in his heart?

It's so easy to let go.

Liu Yiming has seen Lin Zhixi from afar several times during meal times these days—he was with his classmates, not the boy from that day.

Far away, Liu Yiming couldn't help his heart beat faster, seeing his back disappearing from sight little by little, he couldn't calm down for a long time.

But when he failed to meet by chance, Liu Yiming was looking forward to thinking again, his eyes never fell on the food, and he kept looking around looking for his trace.

Can't see, very lost.

AhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhIt made me unable to eat well these days!

And every time he left the dormitory door, Liu Yiming would always unconsciously look at the house number of Lin Zhixi's dormitory, and even hoped that the door would open and Lin Zhixi would come out from inside—several times the door opened, and his roommate never Walked out from inside... Liu Yiming expressed his speechlessness and disappointment, then turned his head and walked away as if nothing had happened.

I was sleepy after looking at the textbook. Liu Yiming turned on his phone before going to bed, and clicked on the familiar profile picture in the group list of the club. His finger landed on the column of the space, which was still locked. Sighing lightly, he used the privilege of a distinguished yellow diamond user to delete the visit record - these days, he did not know how many times he did this action, knowing that it was locked, he still wanted to open it.

It's ridiculous.

I can't continue to think about it, and I will feel sad again after thinking about it.

The last time I cried under the covers was last weekend, when the two of them knew each other for three months.The two of them met each other three months ago and had a good chat. Who would have thought that they would break up.

Liu Yiming bit his lip, taking advantage of the bright mood now, he couldn't just think that there were dark clouds and thunder and rain just because of this little thing.So he clicked on the short video app, Big Data knew his preferences, and wished he could stay in this app forever.

It was already 01:30 in a flash, and the eyelids were too heavy to lift. After countless yawns, Liu Yiming wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, threw the phone to the pillow, and closed his eyes to sleep.

Just like every day before, as soon as I closed my eyes, Lin Zhixi's face appeared in my mind, always smiling, calling him "baby" softly.