take in

Stay on your body and open another hole.

A fresh and elegant figure came slowly from the busy crowd, the misty "gauze curtain" made way for him, and the beautiful face and tall figure clearly fell into Pei Sheng's eyes.

Pei Sheng wanted to get up and call him, but his body was so heavy that he could only watch quietly no matter what, so he could only call out in his heart: Du Ruo... Ruoruo... Du Ruo sat down beside him, with a drop of crystal clear water falling under his eyes. tears.

He choked up and said, "I heard what you said - I want to know you and live forever."

That day in the Buddhist hall, it was not just an old friend falling into a dream, it turned out that Du Ruo had been watching him quietly all along.

It was he who was trapped by love, restless, and couldn't detect the strangeness around him.

Pei Sheng wanted to move his fingers to hold Du Ruo's hand, but he couldn't control his hands and feet.

It has been a long time since Pei Sheng held his hand quietly. He used to be able to bear the burden, but now even holding his lover's hand is an extravagant hope.

When Abbot Zhiming was still alive, Pei Sheng once asked: "Life is supposed to accomplish a lot, but is it worth it to be trapped by love?"

The breeze is blowing all around, the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, Bodhi soars into the sky, and the roots are densely entwined.

No Bodhi tree, nor stand mirror.

But if Bodhi can't cut off the redundant roots, and the mirror reflects the person in front of him, wouldn't he eventually become a mortal thing, trapped in entanglement?The abbot clasped his hands together, recited the Buddha's name silently, and said, "Whether it's worth it or not depends entirely on your heart."

With no one to ask now, he had to ask himself—was it worth it?A drop of tears fell on Pei Sheng's lips, he suddenly tasted the pain and hatred he had never experienced before, and all kinds of past events reappeared as if they were flying around.

In the last scene, he saw himself stretching out his hand to Du Ruo, Du Ruo looked at him tenderly, and carefully held his hand... Pei Sheng woke up from a strange dream, and his daughter, whom he had only seen a few times, was obediently lying beside his bed , looked at him curiously with blinking eyes, while the lover he was thinking of was standing by his bed, with his head buried in his arms, and fell asleep quietly.

When Pei Sheng woke up, he still had some thoughts in his dream, his eyes were slack, but Du Ruo's figure was clear in his eyes, and he murmured: "It's worth it..." Pei Sheng was in a coma for two or three days in the National Teacher's Mansion, and then raised him at home again. The injury lasted half a month, and since he woke up, Du Ruo hasn't appeared again.

After finally being able to get out of bed and walk around, he just sent Mian Cui to the National Teacher's Mansion to inquire about the news, and another person from the East Palace was sent to invite him.

It was evening, and the people around Donggong were waiting in front, their heads were getting dizzy, General Pei still put on airs and refused to come out.

Inside the house, there was a fluttering sound of wings, and the domesticated homing pigeon lightly landed on the window. At that time, it was raining outside, and it landed on the eaves of Qingwawu.

Pei Sheng took out a roll of secret report from the thin green bamboo tube next to the carrier pigeon's leg, read it word by word, held it between two fingers, and moved it to the side of the oil lamp to light it.

He said in a deep voice: "I won't go to the banquet in the East Palace.

In other words, I am seriously injured and have not yet recovered, so I cannot get out of bed and walk around. "

"Yes, master."

Waiter Wei Lan replied outside the door.

Although separated by a door, the voice is soft and steady, which shows the deep breath inside.

She paused, and then asked: "Do you want your servant to invite the young master back?" Pei Sheng said without hesitation: "No, I will go find him myself."

Wei Lan and Yan Cui are one of the slayers he trained, they usually dress up as maids, but they do bloody things that cannot be seen.

Five years ago, it was Wei Lan who was ordered to monitor Du Ruo and report his usual whereabouts to Pei Sheng, now it is inappropriate for her to see Du Ruo.

"Yes, master."

After finishing speaking, Wei Lan's petite figure had disappeared outside the door.

Pei Sheng carefully examined the wound, and changed into a set of clothes for going out. During the process, the wound was involved, and the white gauze was stained with bright red blood, and the pain caused cold sweat to ooze from his forehead.

After several actions, he was unable to do what he wanted.

He gritted his teeth, endured the pain of tearing and put on the last coat.

The raindrops hit the solid eaves, dripping down along the eaves, forming a thin curtain of rain, which is as clear as a glass lamp, and the green leaves and flowers are blurred into a ball behind the rain curtain.

Pei Sheng pushed open the door, and a green bone bamboo umbrella came into view, and the rain curtain flowed and splashed along the umbrella ribs, flowing like a stream.

The visitor lightly raised the umbrella, revealing a face wearing a mask, with a pair of full eyes sunk in the shadows.

The representative face just covered the cheeks, revealing the rosy lips and the tight jaw.

The two looked at each other quietly, and the sound of falling rain enveloped them in a small world, isolating them from everything outside.

"In a hurry to go out?" Du Ruo was the first to break the stiff atmosphere, looking at his neat and formal clothes.

Pei Sheng stared at him intently, then nodded silently.

Du Ruo frowned and said, "The injury hasn't healed yet, so I'm running around."

Pei Sheng's eyes lingered on the slender, white neck in front of him, and said, "I'm going to find you."

Du Ruo raised his head slightly, revealing his small Adam's apple. The fine raindrops wet his neck. A few drops of dew could not bear the weight. Under the eyes of the other party, they slowly slid across the delicate collarbone and fell into a taboo area under his clothes. He seemed to be licked and wet by the rain.

Du Ruo looked at him for a moment, then smiled and said: "The general really knows how to joke.

I was almost cheated by you, I know you are going to the prince's banquet. "

"I didn't lie to you, I sent someone to refuse."

Pei Sheng remained as still as a mountain, reached out his hand to close the umbrella for him, and said calmly, "Since you're here, I don't have to run around.

Come in and sit? "No, I'm just here to return something." "

Du Ruo opened his hand to show him, a string of simple Buddhist beads hanging on Yubai's five fingers.

Pei Sheng froze rarely, and said, "This is yours."

He took a deep breath, exhaled slowly, and said, "You forgot to take it away."

Du Ruo lowered his eyes and said calmly: "I don't want any more, many things were returned to the general five years ago.

The general and I have long since settled. "

"There are some things that cannot be counted."

Pei Sheng took a step closer and said, "I know you still blame me."

He was a bit taller than Du Ruo, looked down at Du Ruo, but was cautious for no reason, like a tiger or leopard suddenly abandoning the meat and smelling the delicate flowers.

Du Ruo immediately answered, "I didn't."

"Then why don't you want to see me?" Du Ruo was speechless, bowing her head in silence.

The hand that was raised in the air was sore, and he was about to stop when Pei Sheng grabbed the Buddhist beads and threw them into the rain.

The sound of the rain became louder, and the sound of the falling rain overshadowed the sound of the beads falling to the ground, as if being thrown into a sea of ​​ups and downs.

Du Ruo said anxiously: "What are you doing!" "If you don't want it, just throw it away. There is no reason to take back what I gave away."

After he finished speaking, he went straight into the house, sat down on the stool, poured tea and drank sullenly.

Du Ruo hesitated, but remained silent, followed into the room and sat down opposite him.

The two sat quietly for a while, Du Ruo lowered his head and said in a hoarse voice, "Is the general's injury better?" Pei Sheng held the tea and didn't answer for a long time, then said after a while, "Not good."

Du Ruo frowned.

"Why is it bad? Is it because the medicine doesn't work, or..." "I can't get better if you're not around.

I miss you and miss you every night. I toss and turn and can't sleep, and my wounds are open. "

Du Ruo pursed her lips, then exhaled, and said, "...Then be careful not to press on the wound... Does the wound still hurt?" "I guess, it hurts when I was born without you."

"..." "Is the little girl alright, isn't she scared?" "No...she's a little afraid of you."

"She is very like you, especially her eyes, every time I see her eyes, I think of you.

That time outside the temple, I was thinking, when will you come back..." "General! "Du Ruo cut off in a panic, he seemed unable to bear to listen, fearing that he would no longer be firm, he calmed down, and said calmly, "... I am here this time, besides returning the things, I will also bid farewell to the general.

The matter between me and the general has been cleared up, from now on, there is no need to meet again..." Pei Sheng chewed on the words "no more meeting", his expression was in a trance for a while, then he regained consciousness, and said hoarsely: "... I understand that you don't want to see me.

But I hear you. "

"...What did you say?" Du Ruo paused and looked at him.

Pei Sheng said slowly in a low and hoarse voice: "I want to know you well, so that my life will last forever."

Du Ruo met his dark eyes and said in a trance: "There are no hills on the mountains, and the rivers are exhausted.

Winter thunder is shaking, Xia Yuxue.

The heaven and the earth are united, but dare... to break with the king.

?” He got up abruptly, wanting to run away, even forgetting to take his umbrella.

Pei Sheng grasped his hand effortlessly, the wrist under his palm was pale and fragile.

"let me go."

Du Ruo didn't dare to look back.

"If you dare to look back at me, I will let you go."

Pei Sheng softened his tone, and softly called him coaxingly, "Ruoruo..." Du Ruo naturally didn't dare to look back, because the moment he got up, tears burst out of the embankment and flowed wantonly behind his face.

He is still so cowardly, cowardly, and indecisive.

With a little tug, Pei Sheng easily pulled Du Ruo into his arms. He carefully took off the mask and wiped away Du Ruo's tears.

"Are you determined to break up with me because you hate me, or because you are afraid that you won't remember me in the future?" Du Ruo trembled her fingers and said in a trembling voice, "You...understand?" Recurrence every day, if you want to recover, it will take a few years.

But I don't care if you remember me or not," Pei Sheng put his lips on Du Ruo's forehead, "I just want you to stay, and when things are over here, I'll take you out of here, okay?We can go back to the south of the Yangtze River, and I will take you to swim in the lake and go to the market in the city..." "...What if I don't agree? "Pei Sheng stopped, took his hand and put it on his wound.

"Then you kill me now.

Otherwise, I will keep pestering. "

Unexpectedly, Chapter 67 is not over yet, ahhh, I will definitely be