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The classes in the medical school are really busy, and I have to practice in my junior year. The child runs between the laboratory and the classroom every day, let alone dating, and usually can’t even answer the phone. The mobile phone is placed beside him like a decoration. It usually takes at least an hour or two to see this message.

Generally, he doesn't reply to the unimportant ones. Only Luo Zijun's news is a must-return. In order not to miss it, he deliberately puts Mr. Luo's news at the top, and takes it out for a look in two or three hours.

The classmates all laughed at whether he was a girlfriend who took care of him tightly, or whether he made a mistake and coaxed others, and the child replied solemnly: "It's a boyfriend."

Others just took him as a joke and didn't care.

Occasionally he can go home on weekends, but he is so tired that he wants to lie down on the ground when he enters the door. After closing his eyes for a few minutes, he jumps up to cook again. He is thinking that someone in the family has not eaten normal meals for a week, and he must be malnourished. .

But Mr. Luo didn't want him to do it, and felt sorry for the child's tiredness. It's better to rest more and spend more time with him during the limited time at home, even if we don't talk and hug together to watch movies.

The child laughed at his pitiful appearance, just like a lonely left-behind old man.

He said: "Teacher Luo, if you bear with it, I will graduate soon."

Luo Zijun gnawed on the chicken paw angrily: "You are lying to a three-year-old child! I have never heard of any doctor who is comfortable in his class."

Teacher Luo regretted that he agreed to Dudu to choose this major, and Teacher Luo felt unhappy.

So he went back to his old job and went to visit Xu Chen's house with a wine jar, but Xu Chen laughed at him: "You still have today. Thinking about what you swore at the beginning, Dudu won't suffer if you follow me. I will cover him for the rest of my life. Look now, our Dudu family is very promising, it's not sure who will cover who."

Luo Zijun was so angry that he almost stuffed the whole apple into his mouth: "Hey, it belongs to my family! Don't be complacent, is your wife back from her concert tour, did she take you with her? They don't bring you with Chao Yun, hehe, In terms of dissatisfaction with desire, you are not much better than me."

In the end, Xu Chen threw them out of the house in the middle of the night, along with the trash.

Another weekend, the child finally had no classes and was able to come back for two days. When he entered the door, he saw Lao Luo talking about instant noodles while staring at a food variety show on TV. The female anchor on the screen licked some sauce with the tip of his chopsticks After one bite, he looked intoxicated, and he used all his lifelong idioms, boasting that this dish is the same as the agar jade dew in the sky.

Dudu raised his chin and knocked on the table: "Does it look good?"

Luo Zijun said, "It's beautiful."

"How beautiful is it? The nose is fake, the double eyelids are cut, the eyelashes are planted, and even the chin is transparent under the sun. When you eat, pick a little with the tip of your chopsticks. What can you taste? There are more frog droppings than this. Mr. Luo, I never expected that after so many years, your bad taste still hasn't changed."

The child refers to the blind date someone found for himself because of an oolong 800 years ago.

Luo Zijun put down his chopsticks to hug the child, and couldn't stop laughing: "Then what can I do, some people don't come back, I eat boiled cabbage every day, at least let me watch TV to masturbate."

The child glared and grabbed his neckline: "What are you masturbating for? Tell me who you are watching masturbating!"

Luo Zijun said: "You, there is a smell on the phone screen, you smell it."

He rubbed the screensaver of his mobile phone in front of the child, and at some point the screensaver was replaced with a photo of Dudu sleeping in the bathtub after exhaustion. The marks of strawberries in the nest are all clear.

"Luo Zijun, you are really shameless."

"Thank you, I think so too, do you like it?"

The child sighed, clung to Lao Luo and kissed: "I like it, I like it so much."

It’s a long vacation, and I have more free time. Dudu will take Lao Luo back to the orphanage to do volunteer work, and Xu Chen and Li Liang will follow when they are free.

.The dean of the orphanage hasn't seen the child for more than ten years since he left when he was eight years old. The old lady's hair is also gray, and her eyes always squint when she looks at things. She laughs at herself that she is useless, but seeing The child looks very happy now.

The Sun Welfare Institute is the home of Xu Chen and Dudu. Later, several bigwigs donated a large sum of money to help improve the environment here, build a new building, and replace all hardware and software facilities. There is also a doctor's home check-up.

The current orphanage is very different from that of Dudu.

The dean sat in the yard and took Luo Zijun's hand: "Oh, time is so fast, I still remember the way you saw Dudu the first time you came back."

At that time, the child was five or six years old, introverted and autistic. When others asked him ten questions, he couldn’t answer a single one. He still couldn’t hear, and his reaction was slow. After a long time, no one in the orphanage wanted to play with him, and he always bullied him. .

Only Xu Chen kept him with him, and he was willing to talk to Xu Chen and Li Liang.

Then Luo Zijun came.

The dean smiled and recalled: "When he saw you, he was like a mouse falling into a rice bowl, and his eyes would shine when he followed you."

"I might be more fun."

The dean sighed: "It may be fate. This child has suffered since childhood. Now that he meets you, I feel relieved."

Dudu brought a lot of books and toys, and distributed them to the children in the orphanage. He also asked them to line up on the playground and give them regular physical examinations.

From height and weight to tooth development, all instructions are carefully recorded.

The dean said that someone would take charge later, but he didn't listen to him if he told him not to worry.

At the end of the day, his face looked a little tired.

Luo Zijun looked at him, his eyes were full of tenderness: "Just don't worry."

On the way back, Lao Luo drove the car, put on a U-shaped pillow and closed his eyes to rest

Luo Zijun looked at his face and asked, "Are you tired?"

"A little bit," said the child.

"Actually, I regret letting you study medicine at that time. I'm so tired and I really feel bad."

The child said with a smile: "Actually, I am quite happy to learn Western medicine. I used to, I mean a hundred years ago, you probably don't remember. Although I also studied medicine, I actually studied it. What a righteous thing."

Luo Zijun said: "Nonsense, I heard that you were helping the poor people in the village to see a doctor at that time."

The child shook his head: "That's what you do. If you want me to help, I will never refuse. I will give you my life if you want. But what I am really researching in my own hands, apart from you and me The person in the Golden Luan Hall has no other use, you know, so I have never realized that in my hands, medicine and medicine are of any use."

As the sun set, the golden light shone on the child's delicate side face, like a soft filter. Luo Zijun turned his head and looked over, thinking that he was quiet and beautiful at the moment, even the tiny fluff on the child's face was now So clear and vivid.

"But it's different now. Now I think medical skills should be something that gives people light. Look at my cochlea, there is a big difference between having one and not having one. Also, during my internship, those in the hospital who wanted to live were full of survival. The people who wanted to be alive, they looked like they were alive and kicking when they recovered from their illness, and they held my hand to thank them, and they pointed to the skill in my hand. So then I thought, studying medicine is really good, it can give people The hope of living, I have this ability, why not do it."

Teacher Luo listened carefully for a long time, and suddenly laughed: "You have a lot of thoughts in your little head all day long, I thought you were only thinking about letting me fuck you."

The child kicked him hard.

Teacher Luo squeezed his face: "You also thought a lot when you were young, but that kind of overthinking is that you are confined to your own world and only care about yourself and my affairs, um, no, strictly speaking, Just focus on my business."

"That's for sure. After all, you are my god. Then you just say that I was autistic when I was a child and I'm done."

Luo Zijun waved his hand: "It's not that I didn't mean that, my wife is very aware."

Dudu also laughed, and rubbed the green stubble on his chin: "What about now?"

Luo Zijun stopped talking, and when the red light stopped, he just looked out of the window in a daze.

He remembered that the two of them were in the school cafeteria a while ago, and they couldn't get a seat at meal time. They sat down when they finally saw an empty table, but a person came from the next door and said that the seat was his.Luo Zijun got up and let him go. When the seat was empty, the man ran away again. Just as Luo Zijun was about to sit down, the man came back again.Once two or three times, the child teased him and said, "I'll pay you back when your man comes. Before your man came, this was mine. If you agree, that's it. If you don't agree, I'll beat you."

Then I remembered that my car had been inspected last year. When I went out to take the subway, I met a little doll. Luo Zijun gave up her seat, and Dudu gave up his seat to her mother.What Dudu said at the time was: "Although I don't have parents, I know that children usually want to sit next to their parents in the car, not strangers. Look at that little girl, her legs are so tense that they are about to twist into twists." gone."

All kinds of things, arrogant and kind.

Seeing that Luo Zijun kept silent, the child couldn't hold back any longer, and bumped his elbow several times: "Tell me what I'm doing now."

Luo Zijun smiled and closed his eyes: "It's really good, really."

So good that he wants to continue this good.

"Let's get married, let me marry you, or you can marry me."

I want to bring back the dream that was not realized more than 100 years ago for you.