Requiem sometimes

The Buddha said: People have eight desires: appetite, desire for emotion (sex), desire for pleasure, desire for material, desire for fame, desire for life, desire for possession (control), and desire to excel. These eight desires constitute the array of desires.

Normal needs are not desires, but desires that exceed normal needs are called desires.For example, always wanting to eat delicious food, eating delicacies from mountains and seas, is called appetite; always looking forward to traveling in mountains and rivers, playing games or seeking comfort is called hedonic desire; working around all day to make money to buy real estate, land, materials and utensils is called appetite Desire for material things; racking one’s brains to make people say that one really wants to maintain a good reputation is called desire for fame; eating tonics and nutritious products to practice meditation for the sake of health is called lust for life; racking one’s brains to possess and control resources or others or status is called possessiveness; Searching hard, trying to be different, seeking spells and supernatural powers is enviable, which is called the desire to stand out. □□ refers to the desire of an individual to have sexual relations or physical contact with another individual, which is called affection (sexual) desire;

Usually, people are used to dressing their desires in an evil cloak, reminding themselves and others to control their desires; but in the illusion, no one can hide their desires.

The same goes for Shen Wei.

Zhao Yunlan followed the world one by one, he never thought that one day he would suddenly find that he didn't seem to know Shen Wei that well, that polite professor, that person he wanted to give up everything to protect.

He saw Shen Wei in various worlds, yearning for family, friends, and affection.Only then did he realize that he took Shen Wei home again and again, inadvertently planting the seeds in Shen Wei's heart of wanting to have a family, parents, and in Shen Wei's world, he saw himself transformed into His parents are so similar to his own parents, he still clearly remembers that in that world, he grabbed Shen Wei's hand, wanted to tell him that this was a dream, wanted to smash it with his own hands, but... He can't do it again!

This should be the most recent world that made him struggle.

In one small world after another, he saw Shen Wei when he was a child, the little ghost king, with two pointed teeth, even if his face was covered with blood, he never felt that he was dirty , but what he didn't expect was that in this world, Shen Wei's desire was bloodthirsty... He clearly remembered the bloodthirsty desire and murderous nature on Shen Wei's face, which made it open its bloody mouth and spit out the blood. Tongue drooling.

He only remembered that he watched the little ghost king bloodthirsty and went into a state of madness. Although he knew that all of this was fake, all the creatures here were illusions, and only he and Shen Wei were real, but he still endured He couldn't help but want to stop, wanted him to learn restraint, before he was about to turn a river into blood red, Zhao Yunlan picked up the dagger he carried with him and cut off heavily on his wrist, blood gushed out immediately.

The little ghost king seemed to be able to smell Zhao Yunlan's blood, as if he had been guided by something, and came towards Zhao Yunlan's arm. At this moment, Zhao Yunlan could feel two hot lips clearly attached to his arm , the whole person seemed to be hit by something, and there was a sudden numbness, and something surged and passed away in the body.

It turns out that my heartache hurts so much, but I shouldn't owe you anything!

Just like that, his body sank and he fell into a coma. He didn't know what would happen to him next, and he didn't know how many fragments were waiting for him. He didn't think about anything.

You don’t have lovesickness in your life.

But what makes him most memorable should be the last world, because Zanhundao is searching for it in thousands of worlds where he can sense it. Sometimes it takes hours, sometimes it takes days, or even several days. Yue, fortunately, now there is only one fragment left...

When he fell, he was in the boundless darkness, his hands were tied, he thought he had fallen into the illusion that Shen Wei had before he broke through the seal, because everything was so unfamiliar, he had never experienced it before. Having lived through chaos, one naturally doesn't know what it's like in chaos.

But then he suddenly felt that the covering on his body was ripped off, and his eyes were bound by black cloth strips, but a little light could still penetrate into his eyes. Although he couldn't see it, at least he knew it. Not in chaos.

So, where is it?

Before Zhao Yunlan could think clearly, he felt that the person who had been standing next to him climbed up on him, and he turned his hands to touch the things that bound his arms, including his feet. It turned out...it was a rope.

He wanted to raise his head to find out what the world was like, but the man on his body was rudely picking up the only piece of clothing (pajamas) on him. He felt that the belt on his body was loose, and it was obvious that the air conditioner in the room was blowing. As soon as he saw that his whole body was full, Zhao Yunlan realized that Shen Wei's desire in this world was not power, survival in chaos, and even less love.

Yes!

He once felt that Shen Wei was definitely not one ten thousandth as good as him in terms of sex. It was not until he experienced Shen Wei in this world that he really knew what it means to have a person's absolute desire to possess another person's body.

Zhao Yunlan clearly felt that his arms and legs were half-hanging on the four legs of the bed, pressing heavily on him, rubbing against him, rubbing against him, explaining the profound things on him.

At this moment, Shen Wei has the meaning of releasing his desire to the extreme. He has no scruples about what Zhao Yunlan is like. The illusion is to magnify people's desire by a hundred times and a thousand times. Without Professor Shen's tenderness of one ten thousandth, there is no After the so-called blushing and shyness, the only thing left in my heart is physical pleasure.

Zhao Yunlan was biting hard and didn't know if it was a corner of the pillow. Sweat had already soaked his whole body, and his whole body fell into a state of madness. He didn't know how to resolve it in this life. After all, He had never experienced Shen Wei like this before.

But he secretly laughed in his dream again, he didn't expect Shen Wei's desire to be so strong, when he goes back...

I don't know if I can go back alive!

Zhao Yunlan then entered a dream. In the dream, he saw Shen Wei's soul wandering around. He wanted to run to catch him, but as soon as he left, his soul entered the running stage. He didn't dare to move forward. To be able to look at it like this, he is lying on a tree... What exactly is he looking at?So mesmerized!

He woke up in his and Shen Wei's house. For a moment, he couldn't see whether he was in an illusion or in reality. He had too many memories that he had already arrived in a place when he woke up. A safe environment, every time, because every time Shen Wei is by his side.

But he immediately denied the suspicion just now, because the sweat on his body was still not dry, and the clearly visible mark on his hand that had just been strangled by the rope reminded him that this was in an illusion.Zhao Yunlan suddenly thought of a very serious question:

Damn, the broken bowl won't be able to see the contents of the illusion!

"woke up?"

A familiar yet unfamiliar voice sounded at the door of the bedroom. With his habitual description, he stood at the door. It was Shen Wei, or it wasn't Shen Wei, it was just this Shen Wei who didn't seem to be wearing glasses or a tie... ...just wearing a white bathrobe!

The two of them never seem to have bought white bathrobes!

"Ok!"

……

Zhao Yunlan looked at him carefully, what kind of bathrobe is he wearing in broad daylight?Seeing that he was also wearing a bathrobe that he should have just put on himself, Zhao Yunlan wanted to get up and go to the bathroom to take a shower, just now he was... covered in sweat all over his body!It's just that when he got up this time, his waist felt that he couldn't exert any strength at all, instead he leaned back, his whole body was like a dilapidated machine, he lamented in his heart, with Shen Wei around, he probably wouldn't be able to repair it in this lifetime!

Seeing the situation, Shen Wei quickly ran over to help him, but just now, Shen Wei stared at Zhao Yunlan's face for a long time, then stretched out his hand and pinched Zhao Yunlan's chin roughly and kissed him, this kiss The extraordinarily skillful, it made Zhao Yunlan feel suffocated for the first time!

If Shen Wei was in his memory, he would definitely not be like this!

What Zhao Yunlan didn't expect was that Shen Wei wanted to stretch out his hand to untie the pajamas he had just put on for himself, so Zhao Yunlan hurriedly pushed away as if waking up from a dream.

"Damn it, big brother, isn't it, come back!"

Zhao Yunlan's tone was obviously a bit tough and he was saying no, but Shen Wei seemed to be used to it. Standing by the bed, he smiled evilly, lifted Zhao Yunlan's chin, and kissed him, just like the previous him It's still the same, I still like to be neat and tidy, I unconsciously tugged on my wrinkled pajamas, and then went out.

Zhao Yunlan fell on the bed as if he had fallen into a hell. Looking at the ceiling of the same room as before, he lamented that life is always giving him surprises!

Although he is a rough man in his 30s, the weather is so hot, and he sweated so much just now, and he feels sorry for himself for not taking a shower. He took a suit of clothes from the closet as before, and he had to admire Shen Wei Wei's memory is really good, so good that every detail in the illusion has evolved. (The illusion is formed based on a person's memory) Including every book on the tatami next to it, including the "Kangxi Biography" that he especially liked to read before, it is amazing, if it wasn't for Shen Wei's fucking... …□□Him, he really can't tell whether this is reality or an illusion.

Sometimes, some things, true and false, false and true, who can separate them so clearly?

Zhao Yunlan went straight to the bathroom after looking for clothes in the cloakroom. He likes to soak in the bathtub for a long time, and for no other reason, he feels that since many things are set up, they should play their role to the greatest extent.He had purposely ordered a bathtub big enough for two people, just thinking that maybe Shen Wei would be willing to take a bath with him at that time...

As a result, this idea lasted for more than two years without realizing it.

I don't know what Shen Wei went out to do, it seems to have disappeared, if he could get Zhao Yunlan soup, medicine, etc. according to before, but this Shen Wei, he is not sure... Thinking about it Zhao Yunlan actually fell asleep in the bathtub...

In a trance, someone was hugging him, the feeling was still obvious, but Zhao Yunlan was so sleepy that he didn't even intend to wake up, he slept in the dark until he felt that he was being stabbed by something, so painful that he had to When he woke up, he found that Fa's whole body was restrained by Shen Wei.There are a lot of red rose petals in the bathtub for no reason...

What the hell is this?

Shen Wei looked at him very complacently. Zhao Yunlan was sitting on Shen Wei's lap at the moment, but the teasing under him didn't stop for a moment. After he woke up, it became more serious. Alas, this is not what he thought of sharing a bath!

Originally, as long as he didn't move, Shen Wei naturally wouldn't do anything to him, but who would have thought that Kunlun Lord, the majestic mountain god, and Zhao Yunlan, the director of the special mediation department of the soul-suppressing order, also stumbled, and he made the worst decision in his life , just got up and ran away, but was grabbed by Shen Wei from behind and pressed on the bathroom mirror, until after he walked out of the illusion, he couldn't look directly at the mirror of their two houses.

At this moment, Zhao Yunlan's heart os: Shen Wei, you wait for me!

The author has something to say:

The previous paragraph is about how many desires I found on Baidu. Let’s take a look at this, because I also searched for ten kinds of desires for scholars. I think that our professor Shen should not have so many desires, so there are only eight kinds. Bar……