Requiem sometimes

The warm sunset slanted into the huge bedroom and shone on the floor of the room. Now there are two people lying on the bed...

Zhao Yunlan turned over and pressed on Shen Wei, touched his face, tapped his chin slightly along the line of his face, and touched his Adam's apple on purpose. The hand that held the gun all day was inevitably a little calloused. It makes the skin feel particularly obvious, and the whole body feels itchy, and the technique is seductive.

"So you like eating raw meat so much! It gets hard so easily?"

His rhetorical question was intentional. If he hadn't entered the illusion, he might not have known that Shen Wei had such a strong desire for Zhao Yunlan in his life, which can be described as "swallowing it alive".Especially the method was "extremely perverted", and he was tied to the bed, blindfolded, and still in the bathroom... Damn it, I swore at that time that I would not avenge this revenge, and that I would not be a human being.Now he can clearly feel that Shen Wei's heartbeat is speeding up step by step, and even the frequency of swallowing saliva has become faster, especially the clock in the bedroom is particularly powerful, and the sound of the second hand "wiping" step by step makes people involuntarily speed up His breathing rate was lowered, and he thought to himself that this is the complete Shen Wei, who has suppressed his entire personality very well, otherwise he would have been eaten long ago with no bones left.

Zhao Yunlan laughed "giggle", and then crawled on Shen Wei's body, listening to his heartbeat in his ears, every impact made him feel that it was true, and he was still provocative just now The hand involuntarily searched for Shen Wei's hand, the moment he just held it, he felt that Shen Wei naturally inserted his fingers into the gap between his fingers, and then put them on his lips and kissed.

Today is a brand new day, everything has been settled, it seems that just like when Shen Wei woke up from the hospital, the breath stuck in his throat has been let go, and the rest seems to be full of life again.Only this time, he will hold him tightly and never let go.

Recalling the day when Shen Wei died, as if everything was still vivid in his mind, Zhao Yunlan looked at his dissipated body, and still had a fluke mentality in his heart, thinking that as long as he found his soul, it would be like Shen Wei did to him many times, Sending him into reincarnation and being reborn, at most, he was waiting for Shen Wei for decades. If he was lucky, he might still hear Shen Wei calling him grandpa...

It's just that he went up to the sky and down to the clear water, but he didn't find the slightest breath of Shen Wei, as if Shen Wei had never existed in this world, everything was so natural and disappeared.

Obviously, the two of them marked each other's soul that day...

Finally, when Zhao Yunlan was about to reach the border of collapse, he recalled the words Powan said before his death: "...the soul has no trace, and it will be reincarnated forever—" His heart has been far away from the luck just now. Duan fell hard into hell, and Poe was so anxious that he couldn't breathe. Sure enough, in terms of sinister and vicious, who can compare with this fairy?

The reason why Zhao Yunlan couldn't find Shen Wei's soul was because the soul was not here.It was only at this moment that he suddenly realized that there had been hints in the dream long ago, but he never believed in dreams, never believed in his intuition... He went back to the past, back to the past, and the days suddenly began to flow backwards a little bit. In the previous life, in the previous life, it was like rewinding, searching step by step, bit by bit, he saw that Shen Wei was by his side every life, either as a teacher, or as an uncle who was not far away, or Or ask passers-by, in short, flickering, piecemeal, but what he can't bear is... Shen Wei seems to be taking advantage of him in every life, but he doesn't arouse any interest, because as long as he can find He, even if he could take advantage of him for eternity, he would still be willing.

For some people, if he is not willing, he will never be willing to take advantage of him; but for some people, if he is willing, he will never be willing to take advantage of him.

In his memory, he walked for more than a hundred lives, and when he almost gave up, he felt more and more that if he couldn't spend this life with Shen Wei hand in hand, he would only go back to gradient to become a monk, back and forth for nearly 5000 years, what kind of mood did he have at the beginning? What about waiting for me to return to him?

It wasn't until the end that Zhao Yunlan realized that he was smart all his life, and he would be a little stupid one day.

When Deng Linzhiyin saw Mr. Kunlun for the first time, his startled glance disturbed my heart.

Shen Wei's soul has already returned to the place where they first met...

Zhao Yunlan had seen this place in Shen Wei's memory, it was as dim as ever, and such an amazing young man was washing his feet by the lake, if it wasn't for the flickering light that came from the lake for no reason, he might never have seen it. People will find that there is a soul with faint light lying under the tree that the juvenile seat is leaning against.

Shen Wei, if I could do it all over again, I still want you to meet me...

Zhao Yunlan half-supported his body, and gently attached Shen Wei's lips lying under him, tears had already slid down his eyes to the corners of his mouth.

Shen Wei's eyes, which had been slightly closed all this time, opened, his eyelashes agitated the red eyes, and tears hid quietly in his hair.

"Don't cry from now on." He turned over and put Zhao Yunlan under him, and put his hands on Zhao Yunlan's face to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

Zhao Yunlan's tears slipped out of his eyes again, and he paused slightly.

Shen Wei's kiss landed on the corner of his lips right away, the kiss mixed with cologne fragrance and tears, but it was still so familiar.

The tie slipped off the head of the bed, and the setting sun also climbed from the floor to the window sill, and finally faded away, only the two dim lamps by the bed were looking at each other.

What I wish for today is fulfilled, I have gone through thousands of hardships to ask for it, I can get it, I am very fortunate!

The author has something to say:

Thinking about finally writing the ending, I originally wanted to torture Zhao Yunlan’s picture in memory, thinking that Shen Wei had waited for him for 5000 years, so that he could feel the pain of missing him, but I thought I still want to Be kind, after all, I am Zhao Chu's real mother fan, and I couldn't bear it, so I simply took it over. As for the specific method of abuse, please make up your own mind...