[Star Volunteer] Ten years

"There was another time in the first cafeteria. I walked to the end of the endless line and met Guan Guwei at the end of the other line. We were all a little dazed, and Guan Guwei's clear eyes flickered. There were so many emotions that I couldn’t understand. The team in front of him was moving, but he didn’t keep up. I almost thought he was going to walk towards me. Fan Xiaoai appeared beside him from nowhere. I didn’t go to dinner, and ran away, I don’t know if she saw me, I don’t know what he thinks.”

Although Guan Guan was already with Fan Xiaoai at that time, Ruoqi was still in his heart, and he couldn't help but want to comfort Ruoqi who had just lost his father, but Ruoqi ran away.

Not to make excuses for Awei, but Ruoqi herself also bears a lot of responsibility for the passing between him and Ruoqi.But now, it is meaningless to pursue the past. People who are destined to be together will always be together in the end.

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☆, powerless

I was depressed all week, and at Lihua's birthday party, I was blatantly distracted.Of course Li Hua has the ability to rescue me, but there is anger in my eyes looking at me from behind the camera.

The non-stop flashing made me dizzy, and the cheers were deafening, and my eardrums could hardly bear it.

The smile covered my face like a mask, and the man around me could handle everything with ease, with an elegant and calm smile, and no warmth in his eyes.

I suddenly couldn't tell whether we were acting or really falling in love.

EAMI's recording studio is so quiet that there is a sense of sacredness, and the top producers in China are full of expectations for me.I can't even remember when I had all this, I just remember the first time I stood here and put on my earphones, and was ridiculed by Guan Guwei.I know it feels ridiculous, but I really feel like I stole his dream.So the last two songs of the new album were recorded for an extra week in my frequent jams.

Vincent wanted to trouble me at this time, throwing me two scripts and telling me to decide for myself.Wang Ruien's "The Storm" and Li Xiangli's "Silent Forest" are really opposite titles.I took a cursory look absent-mindedly, and compared to the overstretched "Storm", "Silent Forest" obviously has more room for development.

But if you want to talk about conditions, it's another matter.

I went to Rainbow Pictures alone without telling Vincent, and waited in the reception room for more than an hour before meeting Wang Ruien.This kind of drama that impresses the director with sincerity is only loved by newcomers who are looking for opportunities. I didn't expect that I would take this step.

"Ruoqi, sorry to keep you waiting."

"It's ok."

"Are you here to talk to me about a new movie?" Wang Rui'en looked very happy, and he also knew that Li Xiangli was asking me out, so he deliberately raised the price to win.

"Yes, I read the script, the conflict is very intense, it should attract the audience." I was apprehensive, but flattered him with a smile on my face.

He has a tough personality and is usually difficult to please, but now he needs me, so it seems to be very useful: "Yes, the story of this book is very strong, and the heroine has many emotional scenes. With your current strength, you must It can be controlled very well. Moreover," he paused deliberately, speaking with full confidence, "no one except Li Hua has ever gotten this kind of remuneration."

"Director Wang, thank you for treating me with respect, but I have one more request." I was calm on the surface, but my heart was empty.

"You said, I will try my best to satisfy as much as I can."

"I heard that Gao Mingquan and I have only been appointed to play the leading role in this drama. Can you consider Guan Guwei as the second leading role? He is my friend, if you can give him this chance..."

"Guan Guwei has never acted in a movie," Ruien Wang interrupted sharply, "and this role is not suitable for him."

The sudden change made my heart sink, and I mustered up the courage to continue to work hard: "But he has starred in several TV dramas, and the ratings are good. Many artists have the experience of moving from TV actors to the big screen."

I know that my current behavior is reckless and may even affect my future, but I can't think of any other better way.Juzi has a lot of status in the circle, and everyone is afraid of it, but maybe Wang Ruien, who has a decisive personality, will be an exception.Anyway, I want to try it once for Guan Guwei.

My insistence annoyed Wang Ruien: "Never mind, I will never use an actor who is not suitable for the role for any reason. You didn't actually 'beg' me, but came to negotiate with me, didn't you?" ?”

"Director Wang, I..." I was extremely disappointed, and I was so embarrassed that I couldn't help myself.

He frowned, his eyes were so sharp that he wanted to tear me apart, and there was uncontrollable anger in his low voice: "Fang Ruoqi, I always thought you were a smart, energetic and self-loving entertainer, but I didn't expect you to use your role to talk I am so disappointed in you under such conditions!"

Without giving me an apology or a chance to say anything, he got up and strode out, leaving me alone in the drawing room.

Wang Ruien really had a tough personality and didn't leave any room for me, but I thought he would at least keep his mouth shut. Unexpectedly, I was scolded bloody by Vincent that night.

"Fang Ruoqi, how could you do such a thing?! Now even if you want to play "The Storm", Wang Rui'en will not agree."

"I'm sorry, it's my fault, I will prepare for "Silent Forest"."

"Don't think that you can be confident just because you are popular now, do you know that even Li Hua can't protect you if this kind of thing spreads?"

I didn't think so much, but at this moment, I suddenly had a strange thought, if this incident ruined my reputation, would Li Hua still stand by my side?

"This matter is my fault, but I thought Wang Rui'en wouldn't talk too much." I said it a little bit angrily.

"Wang Rui'en is doing it for your own good! If he really doesn't care about your face, he can spread the matter to gain attention for the movie. Why should he remind me in private?"

I knew he was right, but I couldn't calm down at all.

During the six years when I got along with Guan Guwei on and off, I always had a vague resentment towards him, because he failed to reciprocate my affection, because he made me worse when I was most vulnerable.

Maybe I would rather not know anything, and continue to be friends with him confidently, while complaining about his indebtedness in my heart.Unlike now, the truth overthrows all paranoia, and I suddenly don't know what to do.

He used time to prove me wrong, and how can I repay him for everything he silently endured?

I always thought that as long as I was strong enough, there was nothing I couldn't do. It turns out that even if I am infinitely close to the queen today, I will still be so powerless.

"Vincent, what should I do..." I curled up tiredly on the sofa and muttered into the microphone, "I don't know what to do..."

I thought he wouldn't understand, but he knew everything: "Fang Ruoqi, believe me, nothing in the entertainment industry is static, time will change the status quo soon, Guan Guwei will not be like this forever."

"But how long will it take? One year? Ten years? He took me to "Dancing in the Chaoyang" and wrote songs for me, but why can't I do anything for him?"

Vincent sighed softly: "Have you ever thought that what you did for him may be just to make yourself feel at ease, not necessarily what he wants?"

The author has something to say: Everyone has been waiting for a long time~~~~

This chapter is too much, and the next chapter will have a very intense plot development~~~~

☆、Christmas Ball

Time flies in the non-stop work and endless waiting.

At the Golden Melody Awards in August, I missed the best singer award, and the album "Departure" won the best album of the year award.It’s not regrettable, but such a result is more reasonable. When it comes to singing, I have always been very self-aware.

I go to NO.19 tavern once every two weeks, listen to Guan Guwei sing, and then sit at the bar and have a drink together.He was very calm about the status quo, and he was still joking, as if nothing had changed.

We chatted, laughed, and kept silent, just like before, but we will never go back to the same way.Once some words are spoken, they can never be taken back.

At the Academy Awards in November, I won the Best Actress Award with "Silent Forest", but I couldn't even squeeze a tear from the stage. Too many disturbances killed my persistence in my dream.

But no matter what, I have finally become the Queen of Heaven, and I can justifiably stand side by side with Li Hua.

In the past six months, Li Hua and I only met twice in private, apart from tacitly expressing our affection for the camera at the workplace.On my birthday, he took me for a ride in his Porsche.And on a sunny October day, he taught me how to play golf once.More often, we are in two places, each busy with work, and sometimes there is a time difference of half a day.

Li Hua seems to be very satisfied with this kind of relationship, maybe he already enjoys such inseparable love.I didn't think there was anything wrong with this. The increasingly heavy workload made me have no time to take care of him, and he would always appear in time when I began to speculate about his whereabouts.

Love in the entertainment industry is like this, it is extremely gorgeous under the spotlight, and most of the time it is self-aware.

On Christmas Eve, I accepted Li Hua's invitation to accompany him to a friend's ball.It wasn't until the day of the ball that I learned that his friend was the stock market tycoon Hao Youqian.

The magnificent Baroque architecture is like a European castle in the [-]th century. The gorgeous crystal lamps illuminate the entire banquet hall like daytime. With the scent of food and roses, the strong sense of unreality made me dizzy.

The famous ladies and rich businessmen in brocade clothes and elegant manners chatted or shuttled back and forth with goblets, and many eyes were focused on us, which was more difficult than attending any award ceremony.I took a deep breath, then adjusted my smile and responded to all the small talk as gracefully as I could.

Li Hua has a wide range of contacts, and there is an endless stream of people who come to chat with him, including dignitaries, celebrities and famous families, and I also get acquainted with him through this.

"I thought it was a private banquet." I complained in a low voice while we were alone.

He unhurriedly handed me a glass of champagne, and sipped it elegantly by himself: "Knowing more people will be very helpful to your career."

Of course I understand this truth, but the extravagant entertainment gives me a headache. "Now that we have known each other, can we leave early later?"

He refused very euphemistically: "This level of ballroom dancing, you are absolutely fine."

"You mean to jump from beginning to end?"

I broke down when I asked, but his expression suddenly froze, and the conversation was interrupted without warning.I followed his gaze without knowing it, and saw Hao Youqian, the host of the dance, stepping down the spiral staircase. What shocked me was that the female companion next to Hao Youqian was actually Gu Qianjing.

In all fairness, Hao Youqian's appearance is not too bad, even showing the grandeur of a business tycoon in his gestures, but Gu Qianjing obviously has no intention of accommodating him, wearing a green dress with youthful fair skin, retro hairstyle and delicate red lips He is bright and charming yet noble, making Hao Yougan next to him look like an ordinary middle-aged man.

A big man like Hao Youqian who is in charge of the wind and rain in the business field should have many small stars flocking to him, but Gu Qianjing is neither short of money nor arrogant, how could he fall in love with such a man... Both of them are very good at dancing Yes, but the picture of them embracing and dancing always has an indescribable sense of disharmony.

Just when I was lost in thought, a hand appeared in my line of sight, Li Hua stretched it out in front of me, with a charming smile on his face: "May I?"

I put my hand into his palm, and as he stepped onto the dance floor, although my dance steps are a lot rustier than in "Dancing in the Chaoyang", as long as he is comfortable, I feel at ease.

"It seems that you are right. Dancing is easier than socializing."

He moved the corner of his mouth, and there was a hint of slyness in his tone: "We may have to exchange partners later."

"Eh?! No way..."

"That person, the executive director of the Yongbang Consortium," he pointed his gaze in the direction, and then gently turned me around so that I could see the person he was talking about, "I am very interested in you, and I will probably come to invite you to dance in a while. "

"Can I say no?"

"In terms of etiquette, this is very rude."

"So you're just happy to watch your girlfriend dance with other men? Or do you want to invite others to dance yourself?" I said half mockingly, half defiantly, trying to get on his nerves.

However, I forgot that Li Hua is an invulnerable person, he just pursed his lips and smiled, staring at me with a pair of deep eyes, I was defeated by his gaze.

Sure enough, the executive director came to me at the first moment of the end of the song: "Miss Fang Ruoqi, can I ask you to dance?"

I couldn't avoid it, so I had to pull out a standard smile and prepare to dance with him, but a lazy and unquestionable voice sounded beside me: "Sorry, Mr. Song, Ruoqi and I don't intend to exchange partners tonight." , excuseus."

I raised my head in surprise, and Li Hua looked at him without looking sideways, with a smile still on the corner of his mouth, but his eyes were cold, revealing a clear determination and vague arrogance.He is always so unexpected, but at this moment, my heart beats.

"Thank you for being rude to me." I sincerely thanked Li Hua.

He led me to the second dance: "No way, my girlfriend complained."

"Since it works, I will complain often."

He smiled, and there was still something I couldn't understand in his smile, but that smile calmed my heart, and I enjoyed the time of this dance with him quietly.

After two dances, we exited the dance floor, and Hao Youqian came forward with Gu Qianjing.

"Li Hua, it's really a compliment that you even brought Miss Fang here." Hao Youqian was all smiles, but Gu Qianjing beside him raised her head proudly and didn't even look at me.

"This is Hao Youqian, the boss of the stock exchange," Li Hua introduced us, "This is my girlfriend Fang Ruoqi."

"Miss Fang, it's a pleasure to meet you. I thought you were gorgeous in front of the camera, but I didn't expect you to be more beautiful in person."

"Mr. Hao has won the award. I have admired your name for a long time. It is my honor to come to the ball today." I shook hands with him with my signature smile.

"Miss Fang, you're welcome, just let Lihua call me Richard." Hao Youqian is gentle with others, and can't see the slightest bit of hostility of a businessman, but I don't know if it's an illusion, but I always feel that Gu Qianjing is looking at me from the corner of my eye with full of guard. .

"Then please call me 'Ruoqi' too."

"Okay, Ruoqi, you and Qianjing must have known each other, right?" Hao Yougan was probably afraid that Gu Qianjing would be left out in the cold, so he graciously started a conversation for us.

I had no choice but to deal with it with a smirk: "Of course."

"How come you don't know each other, Fang Ruoqi is a queen," Gu Qianjing said quietly, speaking in a strange way, "All the movies he made have box office worth hundreds of millions, which makes people jealous."

Hao Youqian hurriedly responded: "I will also invest in a movie some other day, let you be the female lead, and guarantee a big hit."

"That's what you said." Gu Qianjing gave him a charming smile, which made my skin crawl.

This drama made me more and more confused. Even if Gu Qianjing wanted to develop her stagnant acting career, even if she made up her mind to fight me to the death, Joya Films would tailor several high-investment movies for her. It's not a problem at all, why bother to climb the high branch of Hao You's career?

The mind of the rich girl is really hard to understand.

"I'm sorry, Richard," Li Hua stepped forward in an awkward moment, "Ruoqi has caught a cold these two days and is not feeling well, so we want to say goodbye first."

Li Hua is really a considerate and considerate boyfriend. Knowing that I am not used to such occasions, he calmly led me away. I was both surprised and moved. I could no longer hold Hao Youqian's social smile and Gu Qianjing in my eyes. enmity.

Li Hua escorted me to the door of the apartment, and I asked him for the first time if he wanted to go upstairs for a sit-down.

He was surprised, then hesitated, and told me to go back early and rest.

Our relationship has been at a standstill for a long time, and now I try to break the ice and he is so nonchalant, I am disappointed, but try not to show it, smile and thank him for breaking me, thank him for sending me back.

I unbuckled the seat belt smoothly, but he didn't move, he stared at me intently, some indescribable emotions surged from his eyes, and before I had time to think about it, I was overwhelmed by the bitter kiss.

His lips and tongue were so fierce that they were almost rough, completely different from his usual gentleness, I couldn't feel lust, only strong uneasiness pouring out from the bottom of my heart, overturning all the previous tenderness.

Respecting each other like a guest always feels so special, but at this moment I feel terrified, I suddenly forgot what love looks like, it seems that nothing is right.

He ended without warning, and I was gasping for breath, struggling in the dark of the car.He reached out and ruffles my loose hair, a gesture that would have been so gentle if his eyes hadn't been so cold.

"Li Hua, what do you like about me?" I have never asked him, but at this moment I really want to know.

"Your... is different." His half-smile expression was unpredictable, but there was no flaw in it.

He has always been such an ambiguous person, making people crazy and at a loss.

There are many things in this world that we will never find the answer to, I think I should learn to get used to it.

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1. The postcards of relatives who have privately messaged my address have been sent, other relatives can continue to send me their private message addresses through Du Niang or Koukou. It is best to explain your favorite CG pictures~~~

2. I have only written four chapters from June to now, so the recent update progress is really slow, but it is almost finished at hand. After the completion, custom printing of physical books will be done as usual, and there will be one or two limited episodes (bought Parents of "Twin Years" will know how valuable the extra episode is!), I am asking for everyone's opinions here, what extra episode do you want to see?

☆, memory fragments

Guan Guwei didn't wait too long. The showbiz had just started in the new year, and the entertainment industry had undergone drastic changes. Due to poor management, SUN and YOGO Records were acquired successively and merged into a brand new Sun Moonlight Records, trying aggressively to compete with EAMI. All courts stand against each other.

The talented producer, Xiao Xiong, who has been suppressed for a long time due to internal strife in the record company, was promoted to the executive president and chief producer of ASE, and the first artist he signed after he took office was the one who had been banned for a year and a half. Guan Guwei.

I don't know whether I should be happy for Guan Guwei, because the condition for Bear to sign him is to release an album of nursery rhymes for him.In my opinion, making Guan Guwei pretend to be crazy and sing unnutritive nursery rhymes is more humiliating than being a resident singer in the NO.19 tavern, but we also know that banned artists have no right to choose. The only possible chance to bring the dead back to life.

Maybe it's because the record market has been in the doldrums for too long, and the uniform rough works have caused serious aesthetic fatigue, but the simple but sincere nursery rhymes are refreshing. Popular, this album of nursery rhymes released in April, which is not the peak season, sold well, even approaching Guan Guwei's favorite "Wind Bell" album.

Occasionally, when I saw Guan Guwei bouncing up and down on the stage singing nursery rhymes that were completely unsuitable for him from the entertainment news, I felt mixed feelings.During this period of time, I was also very busy. I won the best model award back to back at the Golden Star Awards at the beginning of the year, and I was qualified to compete for the entertainment king of this cycle. As if to live up to my achievements today, I worked even harder. Day and night around the notice, Vincent couldn't stand it, and asked me several times if I needed a break.

In every interview I received, I was asked about Li Hua without exception. When I was asked about marriage for the first time, I was shocked and found that I had never really considered my future with him.Our relationship is very stable, so stable that it seems that there will never be any changes, and marriage sounds so out of reach.

We would go on a date once a month, and he would pick me up and drive me home, and it would start and end like a whole episode of a TV show, with new stuff, bowling, climbing, dancing.We kiss, sometimes because of the atmosphere, the starry sky and the evening breeze; sometimes just to say goodbye, like all couples in love.But no matter how it starts, it will end hastily, and no one will indulge too much.

Maybe this kind of relationship doesn't bring me pressure. I am more and more confused about love but also more and more indifferent.

However, there are always some people who will be favorably treated by God and have a love that others cannot envy, such as Mo Xiaoyun.Gao Mingquan announced that he will officially marry Mo Xiaoyun on May 5th, her birthday.

Mo Xiaoyun hopes that I can be her bridesmaid, and I am obliged to do so, even though it may take a lot of energy to deal with the media that day.

The wedding was very grand, and it was held in the suburban villa Gao Mingquan bought. The ceremony was held in the garden in the afternoon, and a buffet party was held in the villa in the evening.Gao Mingquan was very popular in the circle, the wedding day was full of stars, and the media with good relations with him were also allowed to enter the venue, just like a small gathering in the circle.

The bigger the scene, the more things I have to do. I was in a state of desperation throughout the morning, until Uncle Mo handed Xiaoyun's hand into Gao Mingquan's in the afternoon, and my hanging heart finally settled down.

The best man was Guan Guwei. He was handsome in a white shirt and black suit. His hair was neatly combed and he looked energetic. We stood side by side, watching Gao Mingquan and Mo Xiaoyun read the oath, watching them Putting rings on for each other, watching Mo Xiaoyun cry like pear blossoms and rain, his heart was very moved.At the moment when Gao Mingquan leaned over to kiss Mo Xiaoyun, I looked up at the people around me, just in time to meet his gaze, the whole blue sky was reflected in the clear eyes.

"It's so touching, it makes me want to get married." He squinted his eyes and smiled, his expression was so gentle that he couldn't bear it.

Such frankness made my heart skip a beat, and I didn't know how to answer the question for a while.Guan Guwei is 27 years old, and I am 26 years old. If we lived the lives of ordinary people, this should be the age to get married and have children. Now, our youth and many other things are lost in the entertainment industry in the torrent.

A noise behind us attracted our attention. Li Hua, who was standing in the front row of guests, was surrounded by several media. It turned out that he was the one who caught the bouquet thrown by Xiaoyun.For some reason, the heart that I had just let go was up and down again.

"Li Hua, congratulations on receiving the flower ball..."

Li Hua interrupted the reporter with a smile, apologetic for stealing the newcomer's limelight: "Today is Gao Mingquan's big day, I should congratulate them."

"Of course," the reporter said with a flattering smile, "Since you were lucky enough to receive the bouquet, does it mean that you and Fang Ruoqi are getting closer?"

Li Hua smiled calmly among the crowd, and no one noticed that he gave me a look without anyone noticing it, which was a signal to get away before I was caught.Our love is elusive, but I am sure of our tacit understanding.So I gladly accepted his rescue, and dragged Guan Guwei into the villa while others were unprepared.

Li Hua's unhurried and even lazy voice sounded behind him: "Ruoqi and I are very satisfied with our current state, and we won't consider getting married for the time being. If there is any good news in the future, we will definitely let you all know."

Sure enough, as long as I leave it to him to deal with it, I don't need to worry at all.

"Is this true?" Guan Guwei turned around and asked me the moment he stepped into the villa, "You don't want to get married? Or Li Hua doesn't want to?"

When he said the last sentence, his brows frowned slightly, as if he was apologizing for me, I blurted out with some guilt: "What he said is true, we are so busy with work now, how can we have time to plan for marriage..."

"There is never enough work to be done, not to mention that work and marriage do not conflict."

"Marriage is a major event in life, of course you have to think about it."

"Didn't you already think about it when you decided to be together?"

"Dating is not the same as getting married..."

"Anyway, it's your own youth, you can waste it if you want!"

His last sentence was extremely blunt, which made us realize that we were too serious about each other. There was no need for Guan Guwei to be concerned about Li Hua's perfunctory words, and I didn't know why I worked so hard for me. Argue with Li Hua.

He laughed embarrassedly, patted his chest and said loyally: "But no matter what you do, I will support you to the end!"

My heart was warm, and some unknown feelings spread quietly.

The dinner at night was not necessarily easier than during the day. Guan Guwei and I were best man and bridesmaids who were dedicated to each other. We accompanied the couple every step of the way to toast the guests and drank several glasses for them.

Although I seldom drink alcohol, my alcohol strength is not bad, but after a few drinks, I feel a little drunk. In addition, there are many people and the air is cloudy, which makes me feel very uncomfortable.

It happened that several guests had just arrived from other places, and I was able to escape for a while by making the excuse of putting the congratulatory gifts upstairs.

Compared with the mingling of wine and chips downstairs, the upstairs is much quieter, and I subconsciously walk lightly when I walk.The empty corridor was dark and quiet. Except for the owner’s house, few people came up today, so when I saw a light shining from the room at the end of the corridor, I thought it was just someone who forgot to turn off the light when he went downstairs.

I put away the congratulatory gifts, then went to the last room to turn off the lights, and the pictures that appeared in my vision bit by bit made me unable to move in shock.

Under the bright lights, Li Hua and Gu Qianjing embraced and kissed each other.She dyed her hair a flamboyant green, entangled with his red hair, shocking.They kissed so passionately, as if they only had each other in their hearts, and everything around them became a meaningless background.

I have known them separately for many years, but the Gu Qianjing and Li Hua in front of me are so strange.She was always arrogant and indifferent, but at the moment she was full of flair.He is always elegant and distant, but at this moment he is tender and sweet.

If I'm not mistaken, it's a memory error.Many pictures are like old photos that have been dug out, falling from the eyes.

A poster of their co-starred "Crazy Knight Lu Xiaoxiao" hangs on the outer wall of the mall.

In the competition of "Dancing in the Sun", they danced a flawless tango.

At the Christmas ball, he had me on his arm, and she had Hao Youqian on her arm.

Whether she came between us, or I came between them, I suddenly couldn't tell.

They kissed endlessly, as if they would never stop, but I just stared blankly, unable to make any sound.

"Ruoqi, why don't you come down?" Unknowing Guan Guwei went upstairs to find me, and Qingyue's voice echoed in the whole corridor.

Li Hua and Gu Qianjing turned their heads in surprise.I have never seen such flustered emotions in Li Hua's tepid eyes, but what is even more unforgettable to me is the deep sorrow that flashed across Gu Qianjing's proud and beautiful big eyes.

"Ruoqi, why are you ignoring..." Guan Guwei walked over ignorantly, saw Li Hua and Gu Qianjing also there, and stopped without knowing why.

Li Hua came back to his senses, leaving Gu Qianjing behind and walked towards me. I had no time to think, so I instinctively dragged Guan Guwei out: "What's the hurry, it's coming down now."

Li Hua quickly grasped my other hand, and there was pleading in his restrained tone: "Ruoqi, let's talk."

I took a deep breath secretly, adjusted my expression, and turned my head away as if nothing had happened: "I'm going down to help Xiaoyun touch up her makeup, let's talk about it later."

He insisted on not letting go, and tried to get his hands on Guan Guwei: "Awei, I have something to tell Ruoqi, you go down and wait for her first, okay?"

My hand was still holding Guan Guwei tightly, hoping that he could save me from this embarrassing situation.He glanced at me, then held my hand back, and said to Li Hua with a wry smile: "A large group of people are still waiting for us, let's talk about it after we're done."

He was ignorant and simple-minded, but he trusted me without hesitation with just one look in his eyes. I seemed to see a glimmer of life in the vast wasteland, and those withdrawn consciousness gradually returned to my body.

Li Hua had to let go, I pulled Guan Guwei and ran downstairs without looking back, not daring to look at him and Gu Qianjing again.

"Awei, I'm sorry, I can't stay here anymore, can you handle it alone?" I avoided the eyes of the media and guests, and walked out through the back door. Car and driver to send guests home after convenience.

Guan Guwei looked worried: "Where are you going? Wait for me, I'll go tell them and go with you..."

"No, it's embarrassing for the bridesmaids to leave halfway. You can't leave anymore. Go back and say sorry to them for me. I will personally apologize to them someday."

He knew I was right, but he still hesitated.

"Don't worry, I just want to think about something calmly by myself, nothing will happen, I promise."

He sighed a long time, nodded and said: "As long as you need, anytime, call me."

I opened the door of a car and motioned for the driver to take me away.Guan Guwei stood motionless behind the car, his expression dim in the dark night.Behind him is a villa full of happiness, which is still brightly lit at this moment.

The warm wind in May blows in from the car window, and the desolate street lamps pass by one after another outside the window. The uninhabited road leads to the endless distance, and I close my eyes tiredly.

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☆, this situation can be waited for

The gorgeous crystal lamp was shining with dazzling luster, and the melodious piano sound was gurgling, but the person opposite was sitting on pins and needles, shaking the red wine glass around and around, and the knuckles holding the wine glass turned white.

No one spoke for a full five minutes, and I knew that Gu Qianjing's patience was reaching its limit.

After I got off the car at the door of the apartment last night, I thought about it and took a taxi back to my mother's house so that no one would find me.Last year, I bought a single-family villa for my mother, but I seldom went back due to busy work, and even if I went back, I would only stay for a few hours to accompany my mother to have a meal, so the sudden running back to spend the night in the middle of the night really scared her Jump.I made an excuse that after attending the wedding, I had no work the next day, so I temporarily decided to come back and stay with her for a day.

Over the years, my mother's mentality has become better and better. After retiring at home, she is very interested in planting flowers and grass, weaving and cooking.At first I was afraid that she would be lonely after moving into the villa, but unexpectedly, she got quite close with the old American lady next door. Chinese, from time to time, go to the other party's house to have a cup of tea and a snack.She didn't ask too much about my affairs in the entertainment industry, even though my relationship with Li Hua was so sensational, she just asked me a casual question during the meal.I instinctively felt that she didn't like Li Hua very much, after all, the mood of watching a celebrity is completely different from watching a son-in-law, but she didn't interfere much after all.

Seeing her living comfortably and indifferently, I am both relieved and disappointed.I am proud of being able to create a superior living environment for my parents, but compared to my mother's orderly life, I am simply a mess.

But whose life has not experienced one bad day after another?Right now, I just can't wait for this to end.

I didn't turn on my mobile phone all the time, I slept in the room until noon, and spent most of the afternoon in front of the piano