Demolition

"Chen'er, be careful! That crow next to you is a liar!"

It was Ying Yuanzhi's voice that resounded outside the house!The third prince who was ordered to go on a tour unexpectedly appeared in the Tzu Chi Hall. At this time, the outside of the Library Pavilion was full of flames, bright as day, surrounded by heavy soldiers, not to mention a crow, not even a fly could fly out.Ying Yuanzhi straddled the horse, raised his sword and shouted into the room.

The sound of horseshoes, people's voices, and the wind whistled in Lu Chen's ears. After the whistle, what was left was a wasteland-like emptiness in his heart.Ji Chuan neither refuted nor panicked. He picked up the book on the floor again and handed it to Lu Chen stubbornly. The pattern that he had been thinking about day and night was right under his eyes, but he had no interest at all. His eyes were dead. staring at each other.

"Look, I found it, maybe it will help me in the future."

Lu Chen didn't answer, and he didn't pay attention to the thousands of troops outside. He just wanted to take a good look at the man in front of him. The flickering lights made his facial features unclear, just like him.

"Chen'er!" Ying Yuanzhi didn't know the situation inside, and shouted anxiously outside, Ji Chuan persisted for a while and finally lowered his hands dejectedly, there was a breath in his eyes, so that's it, it's over here, So be it.It's really funny that this person, obviously he started everything, why he can give up first.Lu Chen laughed back angrily, Ji Chuan froze for a moment, and lowered his eyes.

"So he called you Chen'er."

"answer me."

"Don't you know who I am, young master?"

"I want you to say it to me again."

"I am Ji Chuan. I am a monster born of humans and crows. I grew up in Yinling Mountain. I was taken care of by everyone and grew up reluctantly. I have lived in a muddle for more than twenty years."

'I came to you for a purpose. ''I don't say it all to make you believe me, otherwise we will be fighting each other at this time. ''I'm a crow, so I don't have a choice. ''Can you tell me the contents of the book? '

There was a soreness in Lu Chen's right chest, he said, he was always calm, he never lied to himself, didn't he know that he was a crow from the beginning?He came here with a purpose and never shunned him?Believe him, like him, isn't it all your own choice?Why is it still so sad at this moment?His fingertips still have his tenderness from that day, why suddenly it was broken into thousands of pieces, how could the collage be incomplete?

"Shen Jichuan! Don't act rashly, I have dozens of crow-removal men here, you can't escape!" Ying Yuanzhi paused, and added in a cold voice, "If you hurt a hair of Lu Chen, I will let you go!" You would rather die than live!"

"As a crow of the northern kingdom, you built an army of ten thousand people in private. If you failed to rebel and were beaten to the south by the king of the north, do you still want to continue to do evil? You ignored the innocent people and called ten thousand crows to attack humans. You have ulterior motives and are very vicious. Today, the king I will do justice for the heavens!"

"Lu Chen!"

Big teardrops rolled down from the corners of Lu Chen's eyes, burning his cheeks sorely, he didn't want to cry, it would be too embarrassing to cry at this moment, but he couldn't help it no matter what.Can one person's kindness to another person really be so seamlessly disguised?His sacrifice, he fought the enemy bravely behind his back, he pushed himself to Chaohu Lake with his last breath, were these all calculated by him?Is it his, with ulterior motives?

"Are you going to kill me?" Lu Chen didn't know how he had the courage to ask this sentence, he didn't believe a word Ying Yuanzhi said outside, what he wanted to believe was what Ji Chuan said.This is what he asked him, 'Do you believe me? '.I believe in you, as long as you are willing to say it, I will believe in you.

"You kill me." Ji Chuan's voice was as calm as if he said, "Go to a bar today." Lu Chen laughed uncontrollably, his face was full of tears and this expression of crying and smiling seemed like a lunatic, he felt that with Ji Chuan's temperament, saying "drink" is really more reliable than "kill me" Spectrum.Kill him, kill him, kill him!How could he say this so calmly!

"Young master, please kill me."

Lu Chen covered his face and wept loudly.He admits it if he has the ability!Admit that approaching him is for the sake of the sun!It is to become a three-legged crow!To avenge his uncle!What is he doing like this? Is it compensation for saying 'kill me'?Is it a debt?Is it a write-off of all the previous things?From then on, you walk your Yangguan Road, I walk my single-plank bridge, the two have nothing to do with each other, life and death will never meet again.

"why why!"

Lu Chen yelled uncontrollably, Ying Yuanzhi heard the movement inside and became restless

"Chen'er! Are you okay! Shen Jichuan, measure yourself, if I let you walk out of here alive today, I will hold my head up and meet the [-] people in Anqing Mansion! You won't be able to run away! Just arrest!"

"Why?" Ji Chuan raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Lu Chen's face, but Lu Chen threw it away and fell against the wall. Why? I also want to ask why, but who can answer me?"

Lu Chen crawled to his hand with hands and feet, wanted to grab his clothes, then withdrew his hand, propped it on the ground, tears fell on Ji Chuan's hand, and said very fast

"You tell me, it's all fake, you don't want to be a three-legged crow, and Anqing Mansion has nothing to do with you. It's impossible for Ying Yuanzhi to hurt me. If you take me as a hostage and kidnap me, you can definitely escape! You Tell me, it's all fake! It's all fake! Okay, okay, I beg you! It's all fake!"

Lu Chen saw a trace of pity in Ji Chuan's eyes, and he shook his head

"Why is the young master always deceiving himself?"

'Boom! ', a tight nerve in Lu Chen's mind was snapped sternly.He deluded himself, he sat slumped on the ground, feeling that no part of his body belonged to him anymore, his head, his hands, his feet, his voice, his hearing, his thinking, all of them were not his.Yeah, why does he always lie to himself?

'Because gaining your own trust is the only thing that matters, it's no use lying to others. '

As long as you convince yourself, it doesn't matter whether others believe it or not.It turned out that he had been using this sentence to comfort himself.Convince yourself that your parents were not killed by others, convince yourself that you can only find enemies if you stay away from Ying Yuanzhi, convince yourself that you can get revenge if you live like an ascetic monk, convince yourself that Ji Chuan is trustworthy, convince yourself that you like him .

"I like you."

For some reason, it seemed that the night suddenly turned into day, and it snowed suddenly on a sunny day. Lu Chen saw the white snow covering the only road between him and Jichuan.He didn't feel cold, he just felt that he had walked hundreds of thousands of miles on foot, and finally he was relieved of his burden and felt relaxed.

Ji Chuan's eyes widened suddenly as if he had heard some bad news, and he couldn't believe that these words came from Lu Chen's mouth.

Heh, you are finally no longer looking like you have a chance to win. Lu Chen was so calm that he said, "I like you, even if you want to use me, I will admit it. You can kill me. I am willing to become a three-legged Crow, you can definitely escape."

He closed his eyes, Ji Chuan's affectionate brows, straight nose, and flirtatious lips were vividly visible in his memory.His hair hanging on his forehead, his gently drooping eyelids, the shadows left by his slender eyelashes on the eye sockets, his cheekbones are like sharp knives that will scratch anyone who caresses him, he His cheeks were thin and sunken, and the corners of his mouth were slightly upturned, like a big liar.

Remembering a person means that everything about him becomes a knife on your bones, in your flesh and blood, leaving painful memories. The pain is eternal, and this is the price.

The moment he stood in his room and said to him, "Little Master, come and eat", the moment he held his hand and fought against Jue, he almost killed dozens of raven-removing people to cover himself. The moment he held his hand, the moment he held his fingertips and told him the sign of Yin Xiao Tower, the moment he and he witnessed the massacre of thousands of crows in the middle of the night, he used his back to help him block the enemy The moment when he stabbed in the back, the moment when he caught the seriously injured himself outside the city wall of Anqing Mansion, the moment when he jumped on the horse and hugged himself from behind, the moment when he cried on his shoulder at night, He calls himself 'little son' every moment.

They are all very sweet, Lu Chen is like a squirrel storing things for the winter, seeing every pine cone feels like the happiest thing in the world.He doesn't blame Ji Chuan, he is the ray of light that he finally met again after living for so many years, it is he who is willing to become a moth to the flame, and he is the one who desperately fell into this secret love that should not have started.It's all his fault, let him end it all.Tears rolled down his eyelashes, he remembered the first time he discovered his feelings for Ji Chuan in Chaohu Lake, and he was shocked at that time, when he met him again, he felt that it must be destined.

All fate is due to another person's painstaking efforts.

"Kill me." Ji Chuan grabbed his hand, his abnormal temperature made Lu Chen open his eyes, only to find that both of Ji Chuan's lips had turned blue in just a short while.It's cracking crows!Ying Yuanzhi couldn't wait any longer and let the crow demolition man dismantle the crows directly!Fortunately, the miscellaneous pills that Ji Chuan took before contained medicines for stabilizing his soul power, which enabled him to resist with all his strength. He had no strength left in his hands, so he held Lu Chen's hand in vain.Lu Chen panicked immediately, grabbed his hand and shook it vigorously

"Ji Chuan!"

Ji Chuan smiled, neither his usual foolish smile, nor the kind of disappointed or mocking smile.It was a very sincere one, like a child who got candy, a tear fell from the corner of his eye, and Lu Chen was horrified to find that it turned out to be a tear of blood.

"Ji Chuan! You can't die! You hold on! I still have medicine, I can save you!"

Ji Chuan held down his frantic hand, stroked his hair, his eyes were full of nostalgia and reluctance

"I'm very happy, the little boy said he likes me."

His voice is as gentle as water, but he has reached the limit, blood overflows from the corner of his mouth, black feathers gradually cover his limbs, making his complexion pale, his facial features have changed, the corners of his eyes are cracked, and his cheeks are sunken like dehydration , Ji Chuan wanted to raise his hand to wipe away Lu Chen's tears, but he lost the strength after trying.

"Brother Chen," it was too late, Ji Chuan felt that his consciousness was becoming more and more blurred, and those familiar soldiers were about to occupy his body, "You saved my life, and I want to die by your hands."

Lu Chen shook his head vigorously, tears dripped on Ji Chuan's feathers, and soon disappeared, he held his face

"You'll be fine, I can definitely save you!"

"Brother Chen, it's too late, kill me, hurry up." It's too late, if you don't kill him, he will be dismantled by others.

Lu Chen felt that the dark room locked him up again 17 years ago, the despair of that year came exactly the same, and the redemption would never appear again.He wanted to see Ji Chuan's face clearly, but tears poured down like a spring.Those feathers that unscrupulously occupied Ji Chuan's body touched his hand, and he raised his hand in despair. With a thought, ten faint golden threads grew from his fingertips. These golden threads entangled Ji Chuan's wings and strangled him to death. Die, Lu Chen raised his head to meet Ji Chuan's eyes, he should have lost all five senses, but those eyes were still full of affection, as if calling him

"Little boy."

The golden light shrouded Ji Chuan, a wave of heat ran wildly in Lu Chen's body, a force was stealing his soul, he bit his lips tightly, his face was ashen, he forced himself to ignore the trembling voice in his ear, suddenly With a pain in his heart, the golden light disappeared suddenly, and the black feathers scattered all over the sky, slowly falling around him, and he knelt on the ground in a daze.

"Jichuan."