find i love you

"Hey, I said, why are you lying when people ask me how old I am? Are you afraid that people will say that you are an old cow eating young grass? Also, why are you lying to people that I am a university teacher who also teaches Chinese? To be honest What's the matter? You don't think confinement sister-in-law sounds good, so why don't you just call it a baby nurse?" Yu Hui chattered endlessly, slightly dissatisfied. "The most important thing is, why do you tell others that I am your boyfriend? Huh? Is it a face for me to pretend to be your boyfriend? Yes, I am handsome and have a better temperament. Going out or something will definitely make people look good. But shouldn’t you also say hello to me in advance? What kind of thing is it to kill me by surprise? It’s like a romance novel idol TV series. Vanity! You are vanity! Face! You are too Good face!"

As night fell and the hotel was near the river, Bao Xiaoxiao and Yu Hui strolled along the river.

Yu Yue'er's kindergarten organizes suburban camping for the children of senior and junior classes on the weekend before the summer vacation, and Yu Hui doesn't rush home.

The two bought three or four cans of beer at a nearby convenience store, imitating the scenes that often appeared in TV dramas, and sitting on the benches in the Linhe Square, which meant having a long talk.After the time for taking a walk after dinner, there are not many people in the square.

"Tell me, you and the groom are more than just high school classmates, right?" Yu Hui pulled the tab of the can with his index finger, pressed it down with his thumb, white smoke rose instantly when it mixed with the air, he asked out his doubts directly, and made a bold guess. "First love? Secret love? It can't be that you and him fall in love with the same person at the same time, right? Such a bloody rival in love."

Bao Xiaoxiao drank a few sips of beer, stared at the grandpa and aunt who were keen on square dancing, and sighed vaguely: "He is my high school deskmate, and he is also my roommate in the same dormitory. It’s been three years. Because of him, I chose liberal arts. In fact, my grades in history and land administration are not good, especially in geography. Everything about him. We are at the same table, but I dare not talk to him. I read his favorite comics, I listen to his favorite songs, I am a fan of his favorite idols, and I pay attention to everything he likes, isn’t it stupid?”

Facing Bao Xiaoxiao's self-deprecating smile, Yu Hui stared at him and shook his head: "No, no, no, this is not stupid. Falling in love is actually a job that lowers IQ and tests EQ. People who are too rational in their minds and their hearts are too clear are not People who fall in love are crazy. Does he like you? Or does he not like you?"

"I don't know. I don't know if he likes me or not. I never asked him if he likes me." Bao Xiaoxiao played with the can in his hand, falling into reminiscence of the past.

"You should have made it clear to him at the time, what if he likes you too? Isn't this a good story about a good relationship on campus?! This person, you have to work hard for what you should fight for, and you have to work hard to get what you want. If you miss it, It may be a lifetime. You see, he has found his other half now, and he is very happy. And you, a lonely family, of course, I am not saying that you are not happy now. If you took the initiative at the beginning, your happiness will be improved to a higher level now. " Yu Hui deeply regrets that Bao Xiaoxiao didn't take the initiative to confess his love at the beginning.

"What about you?" The past has become an irreversible past, Bao Xiaoxiao has long let go of his feelings for the object of his crush, and has no other thoughts about him other than wishing him from the bottom of his heart. He turned his head and asked Yu Hui enthusiastically about his emotions. "Who is Yue'er's other father or mother? What kind of story is this? Started in chaos and ended up abandoning? Parted ways? Or has he already..." Bao Xiaoxiao was embarrassed to say that he was not alive, and pointed implicitly. Sky.

Bao Xiaoxiao's question was obviously too heavy for Yu Hui, his expression changed, he avoided Bao Xiaoxiao's sight, drank more than half of the can of beer in one go, held his breath, hiccupped, squeezed hard to flatten the can, and threw it at different places. The trash can in the distance was hit with one blow, took a breath, and slowly told the truth: "Yue'er is not my child."

Bao Xiaoxiao stared in puzzlement, isn't Yu Yue'er Yu Hui's child?

However, the little girl's appearance is clearly similar to Yu Hui's. If what he said is true, how can it be possible that two people who are not related by blood can look similar?

Like a roundworm in his stomach, Yu Hui had anticipated his doubts at the moment, opened another can of beer, took a few sips, and said, "Yue'er looks a lot like me, doesn't he? Yue'er is my brother The child of my brother and his boyfriend. My brother and I are identical twins. We look exactly the same. We are so similar to ordinary people that it is difficult to distinguish them. The funniest thing is that when we were young, even our fathers were confused. , I often call my brother's name at me, or call my name at my brother. My name is Yu Hui, and my brother's name is Yu Chen. I look like my brother, but my personality and temper are not. Since childhood, My brother is better than me. He is better than me in every game in school. His academic performance is particularly good. He is the number one student in the school every year from elementary school to high school. My two fathers love my brother more than me. They have high hopes for my brother and hope that my brother will be successful. My brother fell in love with his freshman in their school when he was a junior, and the two of them moved out of the school secretly. Our family didn’t know about living outside. Later, in the second half of my senior year, my brother and his boyfriend had a car accident in the suburbs. They collided with a big truck in order to avoid a stray dog ​​lying in the middle of the road. The doctor and the police When we arrived at the scene, we found that my brother, who had been seriously injured, had given birth to a child, a girl. Until then, my two fathers and I stopped school until my brother was pregnant with the child without telling everyone. The child luckily survived My brother's boyfriend died on the spot, and my brother died on the way to the hospital. My two fathers were angry and sad. I have never seen my father cry. That time, my father cried all night After my brother's funeral was done, the child became a problem. My two fathers were too sad to accept the reality of my brother's death. Until now, they didn't mention my brother anymore, as if they didn't have this son at all. How could they accept Yue'er? My brother's boyfriend's parents and the child's grandparents think that my brother killed their son, and they don't recognize their granddaughter. Yue'er was kicked around like a ball by them. She is my No one wanted my brother’s child, so I had to take care of it. I was an intern in a middle school as a Chinese teacher. I resigned and had no savings, so I boldly took Yue’er, who was not yet full moon, to be self-reliant. Thinking about it now, it’s a little bit I am afraid, I have no money and no place to live, and I am thankful that the elder and the younger did not starve to death. Yue'er was born prematurely for more than a month, and was born with dystocia. After holding on for too long, she had ear problems and congenital deafness. The doctor said to wait When the child is older, he can have surgery and cochlear implants. I have worked hard to earn money all these years in order to save enough surgery fees before the age of five, which is the best time for surgery. So, before I found The money you want...hehehe."

Bao Xiaoxiao didn't expect Yu Yueer's background to be so pitiful, nor did she expect Yu Hui's experience to be so twists and turns, and she couldn't help admiring, admiring and admiring him for taking the initiative to take on the heavy responsibility of raising Yu Yueer, and for giving up his professional counterpart job.

"Do you regret it? Raising children is not like raising kittens and puppies, and Yue'er has defects, so there must be many difficulties, right? Isn't it psychologically unbalanced if you don't become a teacher or a confinement wife?"

"I can't talk about regret, and sometimes I feel very tired. Yue'er is too young, I can't go out to work, and I don't have any savings. Let alone a nanny, I don't have money to ask my aunt to read it. I don't feel at ease. I just write columns at home. Being a shooter, proofreading manuscripts, doing everything anyway. Do you know that?" Yu Hui suddenly smiled as he recalled his poor life in the past. "I even worked as an agent on Taobao! At that time, it was popular to buy directly from manufacturers without hoarding goods, just like an intermediary. Don't tell me, I made a lot of money. Yue'er is one year old and knows the neighbors well. Yes, Teacher Yan’s mother saw that it was not easy for me to be single and bring up children, so she kindly helped me with Yue’er. We live in the opposite door, which is also convenient. I started to go out to work, and I worked in a magazine. I always worked overtime and had no time to take care of Yue’er. I worked for three months. I quit. I changed three or four jobs intermittently, either earning too little or taking too long, and I couldn’t find a suitable one. When I was working in a website company, I came into contact with the industry of confinement maids. The key is that I earn a lot of money and have flexible time. I also have experience in childcare. After paying the tuition fees, taking classes and getting the qualification certificate, I officially became a childcare teacher. I have been working for almost three years. Time flies by like running water, and in a flash, Yueer is already four years old. We The days are getting better and better, and Yue'er's surgery fee is almost saved. When the spring of next year begins, she will be ready for surgery. With the cochlear implant, Yue'er will be like a normal child, able to hear and speak."

For some reason, Yu Hui and Bao Xiaoxiao open up their hearts without any scruples. Bao Xiaoxiao is not good at comforting others, and the atmosphere between the two is inexplicably low, and they are speechless.

Yu Hui was the first to break the deadlock, got up and patted his butt, and stretched out his hand to Bao Xiaoxiao: "It's late, let's go, I'll take you home."

Bao Xiaoxiao looked at Yu Hui's face, then at his hand, and stood up with the help of his palm: "My house is near us, let's go back."

The night is like a curtain of navy blue, and the sky like an inkstone is dotted with bright pearls, which makes people deeply intoxicated.

The two walked slowly, talking occasionally.

"Are you hungry? Is there anything to eat at your house? Shall I buy you something to eat? What do you want to eat?" Yu Hui felt that Bao Xiaoxiao, who left the wedding ceremony before the wedding ceremony, should be hungry, after all, Bao Xiaoxiao eats a lot. seen.

"Me?" Bao Xiaoxiao stopped with his sideways eyes, pointing to the bottom shop facing the street. "I want to eat cake, let's buy two cakes."

"Hey." Yu Hui grabbed Bao Xiaoxiao who was already walking towards the cake shop, and kindly dissuaded him. "It's not good to eat sweets at night, especially this kind of cake, haven't you read the news? There are trans fatty acids in the cream, which are harmful to the body and have no benefit. Try not to eat it. Change to something else, you see , the biscuits I bought for you last time were all digestive biscuits."

"Then what to eat?" Bao Xiaoxiao, who was stopped, was impatient and frowned unconsciously. "I just want cake! I just want cake! I just want cake!"

"Okay, okay!" Yu Hui comforted the irritable Bao Xiaoxiao. "Then what, you wait for me, isn't it just a cake, you wait."

Yu Hui strode like flying into the life supermarket next to the cake shop, and returned to Bao Xiaoxiao within 5 minutes.

Bao Xiaoxiao, who was waiting on the spot, turned around irritably, saw Yu Hui holding a shopping bag in his hand, and opened his mouth to ask, "Where's the cake?"

"Cake?!" Yu Hui pretended to be mysterious and laughed. "I'll take you home and make one for you."

"What do you mean? What about the cake? I want to eat cake today! Yu Hui, let me tell you, if I can't eat cake today, you... you just... just wait and see!" Bao Xiao The little unknown just followed him nagging.

The author has something to say:

Thanks a lot! ^_^