find i love you

On a dark winter night, thick ink was smeared heavily on the sky. At some point, feathery snowflakes fell from the sky, dandelion-like snowflakes rippled in the world, and instantly turned into puddles of clear water in the dark night sky. Against the backdrop, it looks extraordinarily bright.

Lin Zitao's car was driving on a quiet and empty road at a high speed of 120 mph. In the middle of the night, he suddenly received a call from Bao Xiaoxiao. He put on his clothes and set off without asking why. It happened that Tao Xingshu was at home off work, and came together .

In the middle of the night, without the obstruction of traffic lights, Lin Zitao and Tao Xingshu arrived at their destination in less than ten minutes.

Since it is a fingerprint lock, there is no such thing as a spare key. When they rang the doorbell, the two of them saw that it was Bai Xuanhai who opened the door.

At this time, Bao Xiaoxiao had already taken the anti-fetal medicine under Bai Xuanhai's treatment, and was dripping on the back of her hand. Slowly flow to the small blood vessels.

Bai Xuanhai was arranging the portable medicine box in the living room. Lin Zitao leaned over to him and asked worriedly: "Doctor Bai, is Xiaoxiao okay? Does bleeding cause a miscarriage?" He knew very little about pregnancy, Caring is wild guessing.

"No." Bai Xuanhai shook his head in denial. "Xiaoxiao is too tired. Keep quiet and take a good rest. She will be fine and won't cause a miscarriage."

"That's good. I'm really sorry for your trouble. You still have to go there yourself in the middle of the night when it's freezing cold." Lin Zitao felt relieved, and thanked Bai Xuanhai with some regret.

"It should be, the doctor's parents' heart, let alone me and Xiaoxiao..." Bai Xuanhai stopped his hands, looked towards the direction of the bedroom, the corners of his mouth pulled up imperceptibly, hesitant to speak. "We are also destined, we should, we should."

Tao Xingshu gently carried the sleeping triplets out of the bedroom, and accompanied the three little ones to sleep in the big room in the living room.Lin Zitao guarded Bao Xiaoxiao who was drowsy during the infusion, and Bai Xuanhai rested in the next room to observe the situation at any time.

Yu Hui drove Yu Qiufeng and Ma Qianli to the Chest Hospital, registered, checked, diagnosed and treated, paid bills, and took orders... Yu Hui was busy in the emergency room. In the cold winter, after taking off his down jacket, his smooth forehead was still covered with sweat beads.

According to the doctor's diagnosis, Ma Qianli had a relapse of an old disease, and a major emotional change induced myocardial infarction, requiring hospitalization for observation and treatment.

After Yuhui's emergency room and the inpatient department went upstairs and downstairs to complete the hospitalization procedures, Ma Qianli was settled in the ward. Ma Qianli, who was infused with fluid, fell into a coma, and it was almost dawn.

While Ma Qianli was asleep, Yu Qiufeng took a nap on the recliner, and Yu Hui bought necessities for hospitalization at the supermarket near the hospital, such as basins, towels, toothbrushes, toothpaste, water cups, slippers, paper towels, lunch boxes, mineral water, bread and biscuits, etc. wait for something.

Ma Qianli was not seriously ill but fortunately his life was not in danger. Under the guidance of a doctor, he could receive infusions and take medicines on time, which can effectively alleviate and control his condition. Heart disease is an incurable disease, so he had to pay more attention in his daily life in the future. fall ill.

Yu Hui arranged lunch for Ma Qianli and Yu Qiufeng, and was going home to get some change of clothes.When they entered the house, they saw Lin Zitao, Tao Xingshu and Bai Xuanhai, only then did they realize that he had left with little things last night, and they were startled and afraid.

Bao Xiaoxiao's condition was not serious, and the bleeding soon stopped under Bai Xuanhai's treatment. After taking medicine, fluid infusion, and porridge, he went to sleep, and his spirit and body were greatly restored. Paper's face has also regained its light and color, but it must lie down and rest, and it is forbidden to walk around randomly.

"Baozi..." Yu Hui's hands were as cold as ice, and his mood at this moment also fell to the bottom. He grabbed Bao Xiaoxiao's hand and danced in his palm. The thrilling scene last night, he couldn't stay by his lover's side. , making Bao Xiaoxiao feel guilty and guilty for bearing this physical discomfort and psychological fear alone.Facing her lover, the words of apology are stuck in her throat, making it hard to say.

"Old Yu..." I haven't seen each other for more than ten hours, stubble appeared on Yu Hui's chin, his pale complexion, thick bags under the eyes, his whole body was full of unspeakable exhaustion and exhaustion, exhaustion of physical strength and willpower His depression caused him to lose his former radiance and radiance.

Vulnerability and passivity themselves are the most powerful weapons to stimulate a person's desire to protect.Yu Hui's vicissitudes of face and depressed spirit awakened Bao Xiaoxiao's subconscious strong desire to protect him. Like an elder or father, he embraced Yu Hui's shoulders, pressed his head to his chest, and rested his chin on Yu Hui's chest. On the top of his head, he gently ran down Yu Hui's hair, giving him silent comfort.

In their relationship, Bao Xiaoxiao is strong, while Yu Hui is weak, this is the first time this happens.

Yu Hui's head swayed twice in his arms. In his impression, only on the night his brother Yu Chen passed away, in a home full of sorrow and desolation, he was nestled in the same posture in Ma Qianli's arms. The night weeps silently until dawn.

The life and death in the world may be repeated in his life again, he is like a bird that has lost its nest, floating in the air helplessly, unable to find a foothold or the right way.

Perhaps only in the arms of your lover can you feel the slightest warmth, and the feeling of being helpless will gradually disappear.

For a moment, Yu Hui slowly left Bao Xiaoxiao's arms. He is a man, the pillar of the family, and the backbone of all members of the family. He must not fall down, and must not lose his fighting spirit. To the problem, solve the problem perfectly.

Bao Xiaoxiao was protecting her protruding pregnant belly under the quilt with both hands. When Yu Hui was leaning on his arms just now, the two fetuses seemed to feel the breath from their father, swimming happily in the abdomen, showing their tenacious vitality and vigorous vitality.

"Old Yu, it really doesn't work, let's give up these two children, we already have three sons..." Bao Xiao whispered like a mosquito, but there was a firm expression in his eyes staring at Yu Hui, obviously this decision It was he who had considered it carefully, and never blurted it out on impulse.

"Baozi, what are you talking about!" Yu Hui widened his eyes in disbelief, looking at the calm Bao Xiaoxiao as if he didn't know him, he couldn't imagine how he could say such words, why he made such a decision . "What's wrong with you?"

"Old Yu, listen to me." Bao Xiaoxiao eagerly explained while grabbing Yu Hui's two forearms. "Zitao's classmate and I consulted about this matter. The lawyer said that in our current situation, there is a 50.00% chance of winning. However, if we have another child, the chance of winning will decrease. Whether we have a boy Having a daughter, as the Gao family's parents said, Gao Ge is their only son, and they belong to a family that lost their only child. Considering this, the balance of the law will lean towards them, and Yue'er's custody will definitely be judged. Give it to them. However, if we don't have children, the chances of winning the lawsuit are still very high. Old Yu, it's too late to not have children, I'm afraid..."

"No!" Yu Hui stood up excitedly, facing Bao Xiaoxiao condescendingly. "Baozi, no matter what the reason is, I will never agree to give up these two children! The abortion operation requires the signature of both husband and wife. If I don't sign, no one will dare to perform the operation on you. You should give up on it!"

Yu Hui's reaction was already expected by Bao Xiaoxiao. In the morning, he got in touch with his lawyer classmate through Lin Zitao's relationship. The two sides had a preliminary communication on the Internet about this matter. The lawyer's answer was just like what Bao Xiaoxiao said. .

Bao Xiaoxiao knows the importance of Yu Yue'er to Yu Hui, how can Yu Hui willingly give his heart to others?

How could he have the heart to see Yu Hui's father and daughter separated from each other?

After thinking twice, Bao Xiaoxiao decided to give up the two children in his womb. He and Yu Hui already had three sons connected by blood, and his wish was enough. Two more children and two less were not important to them.

Having said that, people are more ruthless than plants and trees, even though Bao Xiaoxiao's love and expectations for children are not as good as ordinary people, but after all, they are his and Yu Hui's own flesh and blood, the little guy who grew up in his stomach, he has been able to Feeling the movements of the two children and hearing their heartbeats, asking him to give up his flesh and blood is tantamount to killing two innocent and immature lives with his own hands. Is there anything more cruel than this in the world?

The moment Bao Xiaoxiao decided to give up the two children, his heart was suffocated, and those who were not involved could feel the pain. The wet eye sockets and the hands protecting his lower abdomen for a long time were enough to show his reluctance and guilt for the two children.

"But, Lao Yu, are you willing to give up Yueer? What if Yueer is really sentenced to Gao's parents? If we give up Yueer, we will blame ourselves! Like father and father, this self-blame will Accompany us for the rest of our lives, and will accompany us into the coffin." Bao Xiaoxiao leaned back slowly, holding the quilt tightly with her hand resting on her lower abdomen, and said in an unhurried manner, as if she was scolding Yu Hui, and As if blaming himself.

"Baozi." Yu Hui calmed down, sat next to Bao Xiaoxiao, touched his face affectionately, and said softly. "Do you think we will win the lawsuit if we give up these two children? Even if we don't want these two children now, will the lawsuit win? Don't be stupid, Baozi, no. If we give up these two children If you are a child, won’t you blame yourself? The same will! Because they are our flesh and blood, our own flesh and blood! Children are innocent. Baozi, believe me, we will not lose Yue’er, Yue’er will always be with us By my side, you are Yue'er's father, and I am Yue'er's father, and it will never change. We will grow up with her, watch her get married, and help her take care of her children. Baozi, believe me, everything Nothing will change."

Yu Hui's words were injected into Bao Xiaoxiao's body like a shot in the arm. His head rested on Yu Hui's shoulder. Out of his trust and dependence on his lover, he firmly believed in Yu Hui. His Yu Hui was an invincible fighter. , will not be easily defeated by any difficulties, he will definitely think of a way to solve this matter, the family will not be separated, the daughter will not leave, and nothing will change.

Ma Qianli and Bao Xiaoxiao have different degrees of physical problems. One is hospitalized and the other is resting at home.

Fearing that Yu Qiufeng and Ma Qianli would be worried, Yu Hui intentionally concealed Bao Xiaoxiao's accident of bleeding in the middle of the night from them. Every time Yu Qiufeng asked about the situation of the three precious grandsons and Bao Xiaoxiao, Yu Hui would say that it was okay and wait for the answer.

Ma Qianli's illness must be recuperated in a quiet environment. For this reason, he was transferred to a single ward that is in short supply at his own expense. In addition to accompanying Yu Qiufeng and Yu Hui, he also hired a nurse to do all the washing, cleaning, and moving. to the nurse.

On the third day of Ma Qianli's hospitalization, Gao's parents found out the news from nowhere, and came to visit the doctor uninvited, carrying fruit, milk and nutritional supplements.

The Gao family's parents are neither cold-blooded villains nor heinous villains. It is also a helpless move to compete with the Yu family for the custody of Yu Yueer. The only son has passed away, and the age is getting older. Isn't it the experience of others.

The purpose of the Gao family's parents is very simple. As Ma Qianli said, to raise children for old age, they just hope that they can rely on something in their old age. No bleak situation.

The parents of the Gao family knew the reason for Ma Qianli's illness. It was because they visited and were aggressive last time, and they knew they were wrong, so they did everything possible to find out which hospital Ma Qianli lived in, and they came here to visit to show their concern. .

Gao's father didn't lie, he really didn't want the two families to go to court for Yu Yue'er's custody, it would be like breaking the relationship between the two families to the Bo court. Not worth mentioning.

Now, the parents of the Gao family only hope that they can bring their granddaughter back to them in a peaceful and smooth manner, and do their best to raise her up, so that they can have someone to accompany them in their later years, so that they can rely on them in old age.

Yu Qiufeng and Yu Hui were a little surprised by the Gao parents who were carrying things. Yu Qiufeng's attitude towards them was naturally not good. After all, they were the main culprits of Ma Qianli's illness. When there was a conflict, the two of them were ignored without saying a word.

Yu Hui took the things brought by the two, said hello, gave up his seat and poured water, and said a few polite words, with a thoughtful and respectful attitude.

Yu Qiufeng and Ma Qianli ignored Gao's parents, they had to gossip with Yu Hui, asked about Ma Qianli's condition with concern, and said some comforting words to Yu Qiufeng and Yu Hui, the atmosphere was always neither awkward nor embarrassing. Feeling bored, and didn't drink any water, he got up and said goodbye. Yu Hui sent the two of them to the gate of the hospital, and hailed a taxi. He didn't turn back until the taxi was out of sight.

Yu Hui returned to the ward, and Ma Qianli, who had closed his eyes from the beginning to the end, opened his eyes slowly, glanced at the things piled up in the corner, and snorted contemptuously: "Weasel pays New Year greetings to chickens."

From the time Gao's parents entered the door until they left, Ma Qianli kept his eyes closed, with an attitude of refusing to leave.

"Father." Yu Hui pulled a chair and sat down beside the bed, took an apple and a fruit knife, pretended to peel the skins, but in fact wanted to be righteous to Ma Qianlixiao. "Gao's parents are Yue'er's grandpa and grandma after all, and Yue'er is also their granddaughter. It doesn't matter who provoked my brother and Gao Ge at the beginning, it is already a fact that cannot be changed. My brother He and Gao Ge are gone, leaving Yue'er, we treat Yue'er as the apple of our eye, and Gao's parents also regard her as a sweetheart..."

"Sweetie?" Ma Qianli snorted and sneered. "If they really took Yue'er as their sweetheart, would they have patted their buttocks and left when they were in the hospital? I know what kind of people they are! Selfish and mercenary villains! I used to despise Yue'er as a The deaf children, afraid of becoming a burden to them, refused to recognize this granddaughter. Now that Yue’er’s ears are good, and they come to the door again, why should Yue’er be asked to take care of them? They don’t deserve it at all!”

"Father." Yu Hui, who was interrupted by Ma Qianli, didn't get angry, cut the peeled apples into pieces, put them in the lunch box, inserted toothpicks, and handed them to Ma Qianli. "Let's let the past be the past. Why bother to hold on to it?! Comparing your heart to your heart, Gao Ge is their only son. Losing a son means losing support in his later life. I think even if Yue'er's ears are not healed Well, they will also come to bring Yue'er back to their side, and they will find a way to heal Yue'er's ears. Dad, I know you have been holding this breath in your heart, whether it is good for my brother, for Gao Ge, or for Gao Whether you are my parents, you are angry, and you are also angry with yourself. But, Dad, you always have to let this tone go! No matter how angry you are, my brother will never come back to us. In the end, bitter It's not about you. Dad, about Yue'er, our two families take a step back. We definitely can't hand over the custody rights, but Gao's parents can come to see Yue'er, and I can also take it with me on a regular basis. Let Yue'er go to see them, Yue'er also has to admit their identities and call them grandparents. Dad, the relationship between Yue'er and Gao's parents cannot be changed. Yue'er should not be deprived of her right to be loved and cared for by her grandparents. You say, don't you?"

Ma Qianli turned his head to stare at Yu Hui. He was surprised to find that his son, who was once naive and immature, had become so mature and steady. Still stuck in the young child dragging his trousers, crying and acting like a baby for a piece of fruit candy.

Time flies, and the little boy at that time has grown into a thoughtful and sophisticated man. Suddenly, Ma Qianli realized that he knew too little about his son, as if he knew Yu Chen back then. If you talk to your son or pay more attention to your son's thoughts and psychology, then perhaps such a tragic tragedy will not happen.

Ma Qianli didn't answer, he closed his eyes slowly, this attitude was tantamount to tacitly acquiescing Yu Hui's actions.In fact, Yu Qiufeng and Yu Hui have similar ideas and have no objection to his decision.

The next day, Yu Hui visited the Gao family's parents, and clearly expressed to them his attitude towards who Yu Yue'er's custody should belong to, without any negotiating tone, without leaving any room for it.

"Uncle, aunt, Yue'er's custody right can't be given to you, I can't leave Yue'er, my father and my father can't leave Yue'er, Yue'er can't leave us, our family can't be separated , This is an indisputable fact. Even if I go to court in the future, I think the judge will carefully consider who should award the custody in view of my previous upbringing and dedication to Yue'er. You and us, we don't have to I'm sure of winning. Since it's not possible to get things done by tearing up the face, it's better to discuss everything. The two of us each take a step back. As for me, I will take Yue'er to visit you regularly. We are not far away, during winter and summer vacations or small long vacations Even on weekends, as long as conditions permit, I can take Yue'er to your place, and you can come over at any time, and we will never prevent your grandparents from meeting. Of course, Yue'er can say that she doesn't know you at all now, I You must be by her side. In the future, when you get to know Yue'er well, even if we are alone with Yue'er, we will not have any opinions or concerns. You can rest assured about this. Uncle, aunt, I also know It's useless to ask for more and better things. Verbal promises are backed up if you say you can't go back. There is no evidence. This is an agreement drafted by a lawyer, which indicates your right to visit Yue'er and the responsibilities we should perform. This agreement It is fully legal. If any of us violates the content of the agreement, both of us will bear the corresponding legal responsibility. Uncle, take a look, if you agree with my suggestion and approve of this way of getting along, please be on it with your aunt Sign it."

Gao's father and Gao's mother listened carefully to Yu Hui's words, picked up the agreement, put on their glasses, read the content of the agreement in detail, and talked in whispers about the terms listed in it from time to time.

After a while, Father Gao put the agreement back in place, hesitatingly said: "Huihui, you are a good boy, uncle believes in you, and has never doubted your character and integrity, it's just...you know, me and Your aunt is getting older and older, and she can't bear to toss about when she's old, running back and forth, I'm afraid..."

"Uncle, I understand what you mean. Your concerns are justified. In fact, I think so. Running around is really not a long-term solution. My wife has a friend who has a house nearby, which is vacant all year round. No rent or sale, fine decoration, complete supporting facilities, ready to move in at any time, if your elders don't mind, you can live here for a long time, no rent is charged. In fact, Yue'er is usually busy with school, you and your aunt come to live in winter and summer vacation That's fine, or, you usually live here, and I can take Yue'er to your place during the winter and summer vacations. In short, as long as you and auntie agree to the conditions I put forward, I will do my best to satisfy the rest as long as you two elders ask "The friend Bao Xiaoxiao mentioned by Yu Hui is Bi Feiyang. Bi Feiyang is a veritable landlord in the financial circle. There are as many as seven or eight properties under his name, most of which are idle and vacant. He and Bao Xiaoxiao kissed each other. For example, brother, don't talk about borrowing, even giving it away is fine.

It can be said that Yu Hui has considered every aspect of the situation, so that Gao's father can no longer find any reason or excuse for his refusal.

Father Gao is a sensible person, just as Yu Hui said, even if he really goes to court, he may not be completely sure of winning.

What's more, even if he narrowly wins the lawsuit and wins the custody of Yu Yue'er, as Yu Yue'er's grandfather and grandfather, Yu Qiufeng and Ma Qianli also have visitation rights, and it is impossible to completely isolate Yu's family members.

Rather than making troubles in the future and causing many troubles, it is better to let it go now.

How could the shrewd Father Gao not understand that the change in the current situation will benefit them and not harm them at all. Now it means that they have given up the favor to the Yu family, and the Yu family has accepted their favor. How dare they not call them How about you?

Gao's father also understands that for Yu Yueer, he and Gao's mother are equivalent to strangers, and Yu Hui's help is indispensable for knowing and getting along in the future. It needs Yu Hui's guidance to Yu Yue'er.

Gao's father remained calm on the surface, but his inner thoughts turned. For a long time, he pretended to be reluctant to pick up the pen, and sighed softly: "Huihui, uncle and aunt trust you 100%. If you sign this, there will be no regrets. When the time comes, Just don't disappoint us!"

"Uncle, aunt, I, Yu Hui, never speak big words. I can do what I promise to others, and I will not promise what I can't. Uncle and aunt, don't worry, just sign, I will arrange for you to meet Yue'er as soon as possible. Although Yue'er is not very old, she is very sensible, and I think you will get along well with her." The agreement is in duplicate, and Yu Hui will sign the signed one Leave it to Gao's father and Gao's mother, fold the other copy and put it in the bag, and solemnly promise to Gao's father and mother.

After leaving Gao's father and Gao's mother's house, Yu Hui rushed to the hospital non-stop and asked Yu Qiufeng and Ma Qianli to read the agreement.

Flustered but not flustered, not afraid of danger, Yu Hui experienced irritability, sadness and helplessness, forced himself to be calm and calm, and came up with this compromise after careful consideration.

As he said, no matter how difficult the problem is, no matter how difficult the problem is, in the end, we have to face and solve it.

Self-pity and self-abandonment are not his style and style. He must cheer up and face up to difficulties bravely. This is the afterglow that is as proud and confident as ever.

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