find i love you

After eight hours of postoperative observation, Lin Zitao's vital signs were stable and he was transferred to a high-level single ward. The patients in the hospital were not accompanied by their relatives, and they looked very pitiful. Regardless of everyone's dissuasion, Bao Xiaoxiao stubbornly wanted to stay and take care of Lin Zitao. I had to promise him.

Ma Qianli put down the food and water he bought and left the hospital to go home. Yu Qiufeng was really worried about taking care of his three grandsons and granddaughters at home alone, so he went back to make some blood-nourishing soup and asked Yu Hui to bring it to him tomorrow to nourish Lin Zitao Body.

Bi Feiyang, Yan Xiaolei, Dong Lili and Jiang Wenming helped with matters such as hospitalization, payment, and ward transfer, and stayed for a while. The hospital stipulated that there should be no more than two escorts, so they all left the hospital one after another. Come back tomorrow.

In fact, Yu Hui and Bao Xiaoxiao only stayed with him till night, Lin Zitao was in a coma all the time, and Bao Xiaoxiao, who was easily tired, spent most of the time lying on the sofa, half asleep and half awake, Yu Hui It's Zhang Luo's necessities for hospitalization, and serving Bao Xiaoxiao's food and drink, so he's too busy.

The operation to remove the steel nails was not successfully completed until dusk. During the operation, Tao Xingshu was devoting himself to it. The moment he left the operating room, he realized that he had to face the cruel reality and accept the tragic fact of losing his own flesh and blood.

Tao Xingshu took a shower, changed his clothes and shaved his beard, asked for leave with the director, appeared in the ward neatly and neatly, replaced Yu Hui and Bao Xiaoxiao, Bao Xiaoxiao was extremely worried, Xu Xu He kept telling Tao Xingshu all kinds of precautions, until he was dragged out of the ward by Yu Hui, still muttering to himself.

At night, Lin Zitao woke up.After he learned the news of the child's miscarriage, he just hummed and said nothing, as if he knew that the child would not be saved, calm and composed.

Yes.

The moment the front of the car hit the windshield, Lin Zitao bounced off the driver's seat with a huge force and fell heavily. No matter how dull you are, with such obvious symptoms, you should also be aware of what happened.

child!It was his dream child!It's the child he misses so much!He is the child who is connected by blood with Tao Xingshu!

What an ironic reality, the moment when he discovered the existence of the child was the moment when he lost the child. He didn't even have time to experience the pregnancy reaction, so he lost his own flesh and blood in a daze!

Lin Zitao's hand holding the belt gradually lost strength, and he leaned on the steering wheel, crying silently until he fainted and the moment his consciousness disappeared, the figure of Tao Xingshu appeared in his mind. No matter how hard he struggled, he couldn't touch it. I can't catch it.

In the middle of the night, Tao Xingshu, who had stayed up for two whole nights, was completely sleepless, and sat beside the bed, silently guarding Lin Zitao.In the darkness, he suddenly noticed the sparkle in the corner of Lin Zitao's eyes, and he knew that it was tears.

Tao Xingshu stood up slowly, leaned over and kissed off the crystals on his slightly trembling eyelashes, the hand holding Lin Zitao was also cold, against the background of the night, Lin Zitao's paper-white face seemed even less bloodless, With a hoarse voice, he slowly said, "Zitao, if you are sad, just cry out! Don't hold back, it will only make you sadder."

"Hmm..." Lin Zitao couldn't hold back anymore and cried in pain while hugging Tao Xingshu's waist, sobbing and crying resounded in the ward, releasing his sadness and sadness without any scruples, crying until he couldn't breathe. "Cough cough...cough cough...cough cough..."

Tao Xingshu didn't say anything to comfort him, and he didn't know what to say to comfort Lin Zitao.

There are no excuses, he takes 100% responsibility for the loss of the child, and it's all his fault, he admits.The only thing he regretted was the hug that shouldn't have appeared.

After Lin Zitao vented his anger, he fell back on the bed exhausted and fell into a lethargic sleep.

Tao Xingshu sat by the bed, holding Lin Zitao's hand, big and big tears dripped on the white quilt cover, gradually the wet area became bigger and bigger.

For three whole days, Tao Xingshu never left Lin Zitao's side, washed himself, fed, dressed, and infused fluids without letting others do it, and slept with his clothes on every night.Lin Zitao's mental and physical condition were quite poor, and his rapid weight loss and malaise made him look weak and weak.

On the fourth day of escorting, Tao Xingshu came out of the bathroom and returned to the hospital bed. He saw the rings placed on the small mobile folding table at the end of the hospital bed. He turned his head and found Lin Zitao's left middle finger that had become empty. ring marks.

"Xingshu, let's break up!" Lin Zitao faced Tao Xingshu calmly, with no trace of emotion in his tone, as indifferent as if he was talking about the weather. "As long as I see you, I will think of my child. I don't want to do this. Xingshu, you can't forget him. Don't deceive yourself, okay? It's best for you, me, and even him to be separated. s Choice."

Ever since Lin Zitao was hospitalized, Yu Hui and Bao Xiaoxiao had to come every day. The two carrying black-bone chicken and wolfberry soup happened to hear Lin Zitao's words at the door. It is not easy for outsiders to intervene in the separation and combination of the time.

The two people who were tugging suddenly felt a shadow from the side, turned their heads in unison, and saw a strange man stopped not far away, staring at the door of the ward with complicated expressions, walking back and forth.

Yu Hui looked at it for a long time, and recognized him as the owner of that famous noodle shop, but he didn't know how he appeared here?

It is now that everyone understands the ins and outs of the whole incident.

There is no holiday for Tao Xingshu during the Spring Festival, and he is on duty as usual, and even has to work overtime.Lin Zitao felt sorry for his hard work, and he had to cook in person every day, cooking all kinds of delicacies in different ways, and thoughtfully sending love bento to the hospital.

The fourth day of the Lunar New Year was Tao Xingshu's night shift. During the Spring Festival, the hospital cafeteria did not provide late-night supper service. Lin Zitao was afraid that he would be hungry, so he went to the kitchen to make his favorite curry fried chicken rice, and sent it to the hospital full of joy.

Lin Zitao didn't see Tao Xingshu in the duty room, and asked the little nurse that he was in the lounge.

As he approached the lounge, he vaguely saw two figures inside, and there was an indistinct conversation through the small crack in the door.

It turned out that the person in the lounge with Tao Xingshu was Xu Mosheng.

In order to save enough down payment to buy a house as soon as possible, Xu Mosheng and his wife opened noodle shops during the Spring Festival, and provided food delivery services as usual.

Xu Mosheng's lover unfortunately encountered a car accident on the way to deliver food. He was crushed heavily under the electric car. The road was wet and slippery.

Xu Mosheng's lover delivered meals to the hospital where Tao Xingshu was located. When he was sent to the hospital, he was bloody and unconscious, with many scars on his body, making it difficult to distinguish his identity.

Tao Xingshu, who is in charge of bone trauma consultation, met Xu Mosheng in the emergency room, only to learn that his lover was injured.

During the preparations for the operating room, the two chatted in the lounge. In this situation, the content of the conversation inevitably involved all kinds of previous contacts.

The words Tao Xingshu and Xu Mosheng said came to Lin Zitao's ears intermittently. Lin Zitao, who was so clever, managed to smooth out the relationship between Tao Xingshu and Xu Mosheng, and his heart was suddenly cold. Through the glass door, he watched the two bodies get closer and closer until they were completely closed.

The reckless little nurse rushed to the waiting room without knocking on the door, and went in directly: "Doctor Tao, the operating room is ready, you should change your clothes!"

The moment the door opened, Tao Xingshu and Xu Mosheng let go of each other in a panic, and were surprised to see Lin Zitao standing at the door with an insulated lunch box. Lin Zitao stared fixedly at Tao Xingshu, and the lunch box in his hand fell to the ground, Turn around and walk away quickly.

"Zitao!" Tao Xingshu was caught off guard by the unexpected situation, he ran after Lin Zitao, grabbed his forearm, and spoke anxiously. "Zitao, listen to my explanation, I..."

Lin Zitao turned around and looked directly into Tao Xingshu's eyes. Tao Xingshu clearly saw the disappointment and hatred emanating from his usually clear eyes at this moment. His back sighed.

Lin Zitao drove the car at a speed of more than [-] mph, and the biting cold wind gushed into the car through the open windows, mercilessly blowing on his face, causing his skin to ache.

The heart-piercing pain paralyzed Lin Zitao's nerves, and he couldn't feel the slightest cold and stinging pain. He never thought that Tao Xingshu would deliberately conceal his past, and contact his ex behind his back. There was also an intimate move that made it hard for him to accept.

Thinking back to the scene he witnessed just now, Lin Zitao's heart felt unspeakably painful as if thousands of needles had been pricked, indescribably uncomfortable and sad, indescribably lost and angry.

It turned out that he was just a tool used by Tao Xingshu to escape from the previous relationship. It turned out that he was just a spare tire used by Tao Xingshu to heal his emotional injuries. It turned out that this relationship was all his wishful thinking and self-indulgence.

Lin Zitao smiled wryly, the scene ahead became blurred, the headlights of the opposite car flashed in a daze, and the steering wheel subconsciously turned, and then there was a loud bang, and the wreckage of the windshield hung in front of the car...

Tao Xingshu looked at Lin Zitao silently, Lin Zitao, who was more sad than heartbroken, was not afraid to look at him, and the two looked at each other without saying a word.

After a while, Tao Xingshu picked up the ring, held it in the palm of his hand, and slowly clasped his palms together, as if speaking to Lin Zitao or talking to himself: "I will wait for you. I believe that time will tell you, I am right Your heart is real."

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