contract marriage

Why are you crying on such a good day?

It's not unreasonable for such a big person to cry and whimper at every turn, he should laugh, he should smile happily...

Taking a deep breath to suppress the mist in his eyes, Tang Rui stopped and stood still.

"Can't walk anymore?" Sherland asked, and Tang Rui just stood without any reaction, looking at him with foggy eyes, as if trying to focus hard to see Sherland clearly.

Standing in front of Tang Rui, Sherland asked with a smile, "You, you still need to drink when you have a cold. Just drink a little butter beer, but you still have to drink whiskey. Are you drunk or dizzy and uncomfortable, huh?"

"There is no husband and wife in a couple's lung, there is no wife in a wife cake, and there is no butter in a butterbeer. Just a little bit of a cold. A teacher who took me with a cold never took cold medicine, a glass of whiskey, or a bottle of beer... sweating Yes, it can make me better faster." Reaching out and pulling the scarf down, the slightly cool air dilutes the dizziness of the alcohol on the head, Tang Rui self-willedly defends himself in front of Sherland, "As long as you don't take cold medicine You can drink later..."

"Okay, okay, everything you say is right." Sherland smiled wryly and shook his head. It is not a wise decision to drink a half-drunk man to reason. He stretched out his hand to Tang Rui. Spicy, it will definitely make you sweat profusely!"

Tang Rui still didn't move, and looked at Sherland with a pair of half-drunk and misty eyes. There was some kind of longing hidden in the soft and weak eyes, and he was a little embarrassed to say it even if he had alcohol to fuel his courage.

Sherland found that he knew Tang Rui more and more. His Tang Rui lived alone for too long in the past, and he was used to keeping many things in his heart. He would never ask others for help if he could solve the problem by himself. A 360-degree protective shell with no dead ends was set up, but this protective shell was also imperceptibly restraining Tang Rui.

It is very difficult for the introverted Tang Rui to express his pain.

It will not be easy for Tang Rui to express his desire.

Tang Rui can tell Sherland that he loves him without hindrance, and is willing to share all good memories, moods and things with Sherland.

But he couldn't tell Sheland frankly the pain he had experienced or was experiencing, the darkness that had nothing to do with light.

Even for Tang Rui's beloved husband Sherland, it took him a long time to gradually gain a sense of security in Sherland's growing love every day, and finally mustered up the courage to open his heart to Sherland and put His broken and scarred heart, the fear, despair and pain he shared with those he loved.

Sherland knew that the heart under his chest suddenly became extremely soft, crispy, a little painful, and a little sweet.

Tang Rui never reached out to him for anything, never asked him for any real request.

It seems that just staying by Sherland's side is enough, it's too easy to be satisfied.

Even just a family of four sitting around eating together, such an ordinary day in an ordinary family, already made Tang Rui's eyes red, and he used coughing several times to cover up his sweet and sour nervousness.

"What do you want?" Sherland pulled the scarf for Tang Rui, and said lightly, "Tang Rui, I'll give you whatever you want."

Tang Rui smiled, and looked up at the night sky. The clear sky was full of bright stars, as bright and beautiful as Sherland's eyes.

Sherland asked, "Want the stars?"

"The stars only shine in the sky, but on the ground they are big rocks with pits and holes," Tang Rui said, pointing at the sky with his index finger, "What if I say I want to go to the sky?"

Sherland patted her chest and promised: "Okay, okay, I'll take you to the sky to see the stars. I've made a note of this. I can't do it right now. Let's go to the sky together in the future!"

"Okay, I remember," Tang Rui said with a hasty smile, and stretched out his hands towards Sherland, with his head slightly lowered to look at the white snow on the ground, "And this."

"Huh?" Want a hug?

"I can't walk anymore." I was still a little embarrassed to speak.

"What do you want?" With his hands behind his back, Sherland tilted his head and looked at Tang Rui with a smile, "I'm so stupid, I can't even guess what you want."

This guy--

Tang Rui opened his mouth, his voice was as soft as a snowflake falling on the ground.

Sherland heard it, and heard it clearly. He turned around and squatted down in front of Tang Rui, and patted himself on the shoulder: "Come up."

"Don't be brave, I'm very heavy." Tang Rui hugged Sherland's shoulders tightly with both hands, and lay on his back.

"How many times have I carried you to the bathroom, and you still can't carry it? Hold you tight, I stand up."

Out of the footprints of two people on the snow, only one person remained.

The wooden house was not far away, and Sherland deliberately slowed down: "If you weren't still sick, I'd walk around the lake with you on my back."

"That's not romantic at all." Tang Rui imagined the scene, and couldn't help laughing, "It's so stupid."

He lay on Sherland's back, and the weight of his whole body was handed over to the man who was carrying him forward.

The surroundings are very quiet, the sky is a night picture scroll drawn by different shades of blue, dotted with bright stars, in the distance is the bright and prosperous lights of the ancient castle hot spring hotel, and there is a snow field with thick snow under the feet.

I walked step by step, as if I could go on forever.

Tang Rui hugged Sherland tightly, put his lips against his lover's neck, and whispered softly: "Ask again what I want."

"what do you want?"

"Just go on like this, go on forever."

Sherland raised the corners of her lips, smiled silently, and responded readily, "Okay."

Tang Rui laughed, resting his head on Sherland's shoulder and rubbing his cheek, maybe it's going to rain?His eyes were covered with a thin layer of mist: "I feel like the luckiest person in the world."

"Mr. Tang Rui, the luckiest person in the world, we are home."

Sherland put Tang Rui down, and held Tang Rui's hand when Tang Rui was about to turn on the light. He met his lover's puzzled gaze in the night, put his arms around Tang Rui's waist and hugged him horizontally: "You You'll thank me later for not asking you to turn on the light."

Tang Rui found that he was almost used to being picked up suddenly by Sherland. He let Sherland carry him into the bedroom of the log cabin, and then put himself on the bed in the middle of the bedroom.

Sherland sat down by the bed. He took off the heavy coats of the two of them and threw them aside, then bent down to help Tang Rui take off his shoes: "I asked the wooden house hotel to remodel the roof of this wooden house. No matter how tall, but they don't allow guests to modify their cabins."

After taking off the heavy coat and boots, the whole person felt a lot easier. Tang Rui nodded on the bed: "It seems that money is not everything."

Tang Rui was very curious about how Sherland wanted to modify the wooden house, and Sherland quickly answered his words. Although the lights were not turned on in the room, Tang Rui could see Sherland winking at him triumphantly through the street lights outside the house: "So I bought it. This log cabin hotel."

Shrugging his shoulders helplessly, Tang Rui lay lazily on the bed in a big character shape: "I take back what I just said."

His head was always a little dull, until the roof began to slowly spread to both sides like the wings of a swan, Tang Rui blinked his hot eyelids, so Sherland's modification is to remove the roof?

Sherland closed Tang Rui's legs, folded Tang Rui's open hands on his chest, and lay down beside Tang Rui.

The two of them didn't talk anymore, shoulders leaning on shoulders, feet touching feet, quietly enjoying the peace and warmth of this moment, lying on the bed, looking up at the suffocatingly beautiful night sky.

"It's twelve o'clock soon."

Sherland took Tang Rui's hand, hooking one finger after another, tightly intertwined. He turned his head and looked at Tang Rui's quiet side face: "Happy birthday."

Brilliant fireworks bloomed in the night sky, dimming even the brightest stars.

"I didn't tell Mom and Dad that today is your birthday."

"I can't help it. Your husband and I are so selfish. I don't want to share your first birthday with me. It's just the two of us, just you and me."

Sherland turned sideways, he propped up his upper body, and lightly touched Tang Rui's cheek with his fingers, hot liquid streaked across his fingertips.

He leaned down and kissed those hot, bitter tears that he held back again and again but finally couldn't hold back.

"My father once told me that the people he loves the most in his life are his wife and my mother, and they are the ones who can accompany them in the end. What we should cherish the most is the lover around us."

"I love my family, Tang Rui, but you are the only person I love the most, and you are the most important thing to me. Even if we have children in the future, they will not take away my love for you."

"Nothing can take away my love and attention from you."

"You bastard—"

Not knowing whether to laugh or cry, Tang Rui covered his eyes with his hands, he was so nervous about meeting Sherland's parents that he even forgot his own birthday.

In the past, there were no special people around him, and neither was a person's birthday.

Sherland was too foul.

This is the first time since his parents divorced, on his birthday, he has someone he loves and someone who loves him by his side.

Today he has too many firsts, too many things that he didn't even dare to think about before.

He was so happy, he didn't want to cry, but he couldn't help it.

Once the valve of tears is opened, the tears accumulated in the past so many years are all about to flow out at once, and it is impossible to hold back.

"Cry, don't hold back." Sherland embraced the trembling and sobbing man into her arms.

Whether it is sad or happy, with him here, there is no need to wrong yourself to hold back and pretend to be strong from now on.

The last time Tang Rui cried so heartbreakingly was when his father abandoned him after his parents divorced and locked him out of the house.

Tears are not just sadness.

There is also joy, joy and happiness.

Gently caressing Tang Rui's trembling back with palms, Sherland lowered her head and kissed the top of her lover's hair: "Do you want paper?"

"You guy—" couldn't help laughing, Tang Rui sniffled, "Where's my birthday wishes?"

"I wish Mr. Tang Ruitang, who is 29 years old and about to enter the [-]th mark, will live younger and younger. Like a child, he can cry when he wants to, and laugh when he wants to laugh."

"What kind of blessing are you, come one more."

"Tang Rui, I love you."

"anything else?"

"Love you forever, only love you."

"It made me cry. Will I be in such a mess for a lifetime?"

"In this life, in the next life, in the next life, I will only love you, okay?"

"it is good."

"Shelander."

"Ok?"

"Me too."

In this life, in the next life, and in the next life, I will only love you.

--Finish

I wish all lovers in the world will finally get married