Can I compare you to summer

02

Zhou You's face turned pale instantly, and he looked at Xia Shengguang in disbelief.

Xia Shengguang seemed to have just done a very ordinary thing, everything around him had nothing to do with him, talking about Zhou You's sadness.

Zhou You was silent for a long time, and said, "I, I didn't..."

Xia Shengguang curled his lips: "Okay, if you say no, you don't have it. Not only are you gay, you're also a gay liar. Goodbye."

Xia Shengguang took a few steps, and Zhou You, who was caught up before the entrance, grabbed his wrist.

Xia Shengguang: "What are you doing?"

Zhou You grabbed his wrist and asked desperately: "...Is it that obvious?" Even at this time, he didn't dare to say it clearly, he is such a man.

Xia Shengguang walked to the side: "We have blocked someone else."

The pace was taken away by Xia Shengguang.

Xia Shengguang said firmly, "I'm not a fool."

"Do you really think that I don't feel that you are staring at me from morning to night? You are happy when you smile at you, and you are uneasy when you are a little cold. You can see that you like me."

"Do you know that it's really uncomfortable to have a homosexual who covets you all the time?"

Every word he said was like a hard step on Zhou You's heart.

Zhou You felt that there was a handful of gravel stuck in his throat, and he said humbly, "I'm sorry..."

Xia Shengguang replied generously: "It's okay, anyway, tomorrow is the last day of work. Goodbye."

After knocking out Zhou You, he turned around and walked through the entrance.Zhou You was stopped outside and did not catch up again.

Completely leave this dull, clumsy man behind.

The next day, Xia Shengguang continued to go to work as if nothing had happened.

He entered the staff locker room, the door was not closed, he opened the door and entered, Zhou You was changing clothes, topless.Zhou You has a strong figure, and he looks like he works a lot.

Xia Shengguang entered the door suddenly, Zhou You was startled when he saw that it was him, and panicked as if he had done something wrong.

Xia Shengguang put on an industrial saccharine smile: "Hi Brother You."

Zhou You was confused by him, and his heart was in a state of confusion: "...good morning."

There was even a moment when Zhou You wondered if the boy who spoke ill of him last night was just a nightmare of his.

Xia Shengguang even started to take off his clothes in front of him.

The boy's white back was exposed in his sight, his neck was red, his mouth was dry, and he didn't know where to look.

Xia Shengguang put on his coffee shop uniform and apron, turned his back to Zhou You and said, "Brother You, can you tie the knot for me?"

Zhou You walked over stiffly and tied an apron for him.

Zhou You stood behind the young man, even if he didn't deliberately approach him, he could still smell the scent of soap and men's body lotion on his body, which was clean and sweet.

Zhou You tied a firm and beautiful knot, as if putting a bow on his most beloved doll, and said, "It's done."

Xia Shengguang said, "Thank you."

Xia Shengguang became so obedient again, his heart suddenly softened.

Xia Shengguang turned around, faced him, and said casually: "Don't keep staring at me with obscene eyes. Do you think I can't feel it?"

Zhou You: "..."

Zhou You felt as if his eardrum had been pricked, and after a while, the apex of his heart was followed by dense needle pricks.

How could Xia Shengguang say such vicious words with such a cute and kind face?

The words that made him sleepless last night were not hallucinations.

Xia Shengguang is half a head shorter than him, but seems to be condescending:

"Have you ever sniffed the clothes I'm wearing? I heard that you gays are all perverted and would do such disgusting things."

Zhou You was ridiculed until his fingertips trembled. He was sad and ashamed, feeling ashamed, and felt that he was really a scum and should be destroyed by humanity right where he was.

He wanted to run away, but was fixed in place by Xia Shengguang's gaze.

Denial is useless now.

Zhou You said dully and dullly: "...why do you speak so harshly."

"I haven't done anything like that."

"...how dare I touch you."

Xia Shengguang continued to tease him, and leaned closer: "Really? I don't believe it. You lied yesterday."

Zhou You said anxiously: "Really not."

When Xia Shengguang was so close that Zhou You could kiss him with just a little lean over, he pretended to be kind and said, "Brother You, I'm sorry, did my words hurt people too much? I actually don't have any feelings for homosexuals. Opinion."

Zhou You's heart was repeatedly raped by him, and he no longer knew whether he was in the frying pan of heaven or hell.

"I just don't understand, how can a man like a man? Isn't this against the laws of biology?"

"The abnormality I'm talking about is only an academic abnormality. Because it's different from the norm."

"You're gay, can you tell me why?"

"Look, our body structure is exactly the same. I don't have a soft chest, and I have a handle underneath. Why do you blush when you see it?"

Zhou You felt that he was cornered by this boy.

Zhou You said: "I don't know... I was born to like men. I like you."

Xia Shengguang said: "Why do you like me? When I first came to work, I found that you looked at me wrongly. At that time, you didn't understand me at all, right? I think you just like my body and face. It feels so superficial. .”

Zhou You became even more anxious, his eyes were red: "Stop talking."

Forced to nowhere, Zhou You smashed the pot and asked with a heartache: "Since this is the case, why do you agree to go out with me every time? You don't refuse when I give you something?"

Xia Shengguang took some time off, and asked unhurriedly: "Zhou You, did I ever ask you?"

Zhou You was speechless again.

Xia Shengguang said: "Nowadays there is a kind of appellation used to describe people like you, you know? Licking dog. You are just a licking dog."

"Did I take the initiative to ask you to invite me to a movie? Did I ask you to invite me to dinner? Did I ask you to leave me a cake?"

Xia Shengguang spread his hands: "I haven't, not even once."

"It was you who insisted on licking me."

"If you want to lick me unilaterally, do I have to respond?"

Zhou You felt that it was difficult to breathe, was he humiliating himself from the beginning to the end?

Although he somewhat noticed that Xia Shengguang was not as innocent as his face looked, but he did not expect Xia Shengguang to be so venomous.

Zhou You took a deep breath, relieved the dull pain in his chest, and said, "I never expected a response from you. I just feel happy if I can make you laugh."

Xia Shengguang said: "Oh? You mean you have no other plans at all?"

Why does this boy poke at people's sore spots as soon as he opens his mouth?

How could he really have no illusions at all?

Is there really someone in the world who is nice to another person for no reason?

When Xia Shengguang smiled at him, of course he had fantasized many times that they might be happy with each other, and he wanted to get close secretly so as not to scare his little rabbit away.

Xia Shengguang is so cute, but he didn't even dare to smell or touch him. He only dared to peep from a distance and secretly feed him snacks.

Zhou You was really cornered, he reached out his hand and picked up Xia Shengguang.

Xia Shengguang was suddenly lifted up: "What are you doing? Are you going to moleste me? I knew you were a pervert."

Zhou You was so anxious that his eyes were red, he pressed him on the table.

Xia Shengguang sat on the table, dumbfounded.

Zhou You looked at him with red eyes, and he couldn't bear to say a harsh word: "Xiao Guang, stop teasing me."

"It's nothing more than you don't like me, I know. I won't bother you anymore."

"You think I'm...I'm licking dogs, which makes you uncomfortable, so I won't do that kind of thing. I'll try not to like you anymore."

Done.

Zhou You ran away before Xia Shengguang could play with him again.

Last day of work at loveholiccafe.

Zhou You didn't even look at him.

The proprietress, that is, Zhou You's mother, settled one month's salary for him.

Xia Shengguang always felt that something was missing, looked around, but didn't see Zhou You, and asked, "Auntie, where is Brother You?"

The proprietress said: "He said he was a little unwell and went home early."

The rare fun is gone.

Have to find another toy.

so boring.

There is still a month left for school.

Xia Shengguang slept upside down at home for two days, chatting online, playing games, watching cartoons and TV series, from morning to night, there was no one to talk to.

In a blink of an eye, it was his birthday.

Xia Shengguang slept until noon, and there was no one at home.

The little sister said that she wanted to go to Disneyland in the United States, and her father and stepmother took her with her. Now the whole family is playing abroad.

Xia Shengguang saw the family photo on the table, and he stood aside like an outsider.

He picked up the frame and wanted to smash it.

Xia Shengguang put down the photo frame, and sent a message in the classmate group: [Today is my birthday, I have a treat, is anyone coming?No presents are required. 】

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Two in the morning.

Zhou You still didn't fall asleep, he looked at the gift wrapped by himself on the table.

Previously, Xia Shengguang mentioned the time of his birthday once, and he kept it in his heart. He carefully selected the gift, but before it was delivered, the two had already fallen out.

Time to sleep.

Zhou You set the wake-up alarm.

The caller ID popped up suddenly, and the caller's name was [Xiaoguang].

Zhou You was taken aback, and answered the phone anxiously: "...Hello?"

Xia Shengguang was arrogant and arrogant, so he opened his mouth and directed him: "Zhou You, I'm drunk, come and pick me up."

Zhou You said in embarrassment: "Didn't we agree not to get involved anymore? You told me not to lick you."

Xia Shengguang said straightforwardly: "I didn't tell you to stop licking me. You said it yourself."

How can there be such a bad child?Zhou You was so angry.

Xia Shengguang was confident, and asked impatiently: "Do you want to pick me up or not? It's fine if you don't."

"I'll find someone else."

Zhou You seemed to be on a dog leash, and hurriedly said, "I'll go."