Destiny's Son is fascinated by me

【The original world of Xinghe】

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Xinghe grew up in the orphanage.

In preschool class, he learned the word "parent" for the first time.

"Where are my parents?"

The little Xinghe was white and tender, with his face upturned, tugging on the dean's mother's pants.

"Xinghe's parents have something to do."

"They were worried about our little Xinghe, that's why they put you by my side."

The dean's mother lifted Xiao Xinghe up and turned it around in a high circle.

"Xinghe was named after his parents."

"Every time I look up and look at the starry sky, it means we will be with you forever."

Xiao Xinghe nodded, and smiled with eyebrows bent.

But then Xinghe grew up.

He never asked about his parents again.

Little Xinghe read the book, learned to read, and understood what the adults said.

"Shh, don't tell the dean's mother."

Xiao Xinghe fiddled with the toy in his hand, and sighed at the air around him.

"Everyone said that mom and dad won't come back."

"Don't tell the dean's mother, she will be sad."

The dean's mother came in, pulled up Xing He who was sitting on the ground, and helped him pat the dust off his body.

"Xinghe, who are you talking to? Come and eat quickly."

Being dragged away in a hurry, Xinghe finally twisted his body.

"What's your name?"

The room was empty.

Xinghe was a little confused and rubbed his eyes puzzled.

Am I wrong?

Strange, obviously personal.

The dean's mother didn't care, and simply hugged Xinghe.

"You can't stay alone next time, or I won't give you cookies."

Xinghe quickly hugged the dean's mother's neck tightly, "Jiujiu" kissed her twice, acting like a baby.

"boom"

The door was closed.

...

Yan Mingzhao's face was still covered with sand, and his eyes were a little dazed.

He squatted on the dirt field of the park, then stood up helplessly and looked around.

"Mom, I just saw..."

Yan Mingzhao ran up to Mother Yan in a panic, stammering.

I saw a child with long eyelashes and crooked eyebrows when he smiled.

He told me a secret.

We also ticked off.

But he suddenly disappeared in front of me.

Yan's mother has been watching Yan Mingzhao play, he has been alone, there are no children.

She gently touched the top of Yan Mingzhao's head and smiled.

"Baby must have read it wrong."

"Otherwise you tell mom, what's his name?"

What is his name?

Yan Mingzhao closed his mouth blankly.

"In fact, when my mother was young, she also had an imaginary good friend."

"I know he's there, just watching him quietly is enough."

"Don't talk to yourself like that from now on, okay?"

Yan's mother thought this was a child's normal imagination, and after a few instructions, she stopped.

Just my fantasy.

Yan Mingzhao was a little disappointed, he opened his mouth and wanted to say something.

Mother Yan squeezed Yan Mingzhao's mouth and sighed.

"Didn't my mother say that you can't announce this matter loudly?"

"And don't tell dad and friends, it will scare everyone."

She took Yan Mingzhao's hand and planned to go home.

Yan Mingzhao remembered his mother's words and lowered his eyelashes.

Mom said, "If you keep pestering him, he'll disappear."

So, even though it's just my fantasy.

But as long as I don't break it, the other party will always exist.

Hope to see him again soon.

...

...

Xinghe grew up a little more.

He is sitting in the library, reading and studying seriously.

The children are noisy and want to go out to play.

Gradually, Xinghe was the only one left.

"Some uncles and aunts will visit me recently."

Xinghe suddenly mentioned it lightly.

"Mother Dean talked to them."

"Afterwards, no one came again."

Xinghe stopped turning the pages of the book, and tiny teardrops slowly fell down.

Once he hid outside the room, leaning gently against the door, holding his breath.

Xinghe heard the anxious voice of the dean's mother.

"Xinghe's heart has some problems, but they can be treated."

When the couple left, they gave Xinghe a big bear.

Promised to come and see him some day.

The dean's mother's eyes were very red, but she showed a big smile at Xinghe.

Xinghe doesn't like bears.

Also understand that the couple will not be coming back.

"Can I stay by your side forever?"

"I will be very good and study hard."

Like when he was a child, Xinghe tugged at the corner of the dean's mother's clothes.

Since then, the orphanage has become Xinghe's home.

...

Yan Mingzhao looked at Xinghe in a panic and shed tears.

He stood stiffly, rubbing his fingers and digging in his pocket.

If I knew it earlier, I would have listened to my mother and brought paper with me.

Yan Mingzhao pinched his sleeves, pursed his lips, and stepped forward to help Xinghe wipe away his tears.

But Xinghe closed the book, wiped his face indiscriminately, and left the seat.

Yan Mingzhao was at a loss.

The other party asked his name several times when he was alone, and would ask him questions with a smile.

But Yan Mingzhao didn't dare to respond.

"It's just an illusion."

"If you respond to the other party, he will disappear."

Yan Mingzhao watched the other party's smile fade day by day, the other party gradually stopped talking to him, and learned to ignore Yan Mingzhao.

before today.

The other party hadn't talked to Yan Mingzhao for a long time.

And just now, when the other party's tears slowly fell down.

Yan Mingzhao suddenly had a premonition.

Some opportunities have been permanently lost.

...

Xinghe decided to abandon all the past and start a real life again.

"When I was young, I always felt that I had a playmate by my side."

"It was only later that I realized that it was probably a phantom that I did not want to face reality and escaped from myself."

"Only I persisted in asking each other, it seems that we really got in touch with each other."

"Actually, it's just me getting hot."

Xinghe is about to enter junior high school.

At the same time, from the day he stepped out of the library, Xinghe never saw this phantom again.

In Xinghe's heart, there are some regrets.

"I asked your name when we first met."

"But you didn't answer me until you woke up from this dream."

...

Yan Mingzhao developed the habit of carrying tissues with him.

"Next time! You must answer him next time."

He secretly made a decision in his heart, whether or not the fantasy would really disappear.

Yan Mingzhao was so eager to talk to Xinghe.

He kept practicing in front of the mirror.

"My name is Yan Mingzhao, what's your name?"

"Can we be friends?"

"Don't cry in the future, I will always be by your side."

Yan Mingzhao thought about it day and night, looking forward to the next meeting every day.

And that day finally came.

It should be a road to school, and students in school uniforms ride bicycles, which is the breath of youth.

Yan Mingzhao saw Xinghe.

That is the season of peach blossoms.

Yan Mingzhao plucked up his courage, walked to Xinghe's side, and walked slowly with him.

"Where do you go to school?"

Xinghe didn't answer, just looked straight ahead and walked towards the school.

He should be angry, right?

Yan Mingzhao thought to himself, because I never answered him before.

The peach blossoms fell into Xinghe's hair, Xinghe swept the peach petals and dropped them all on the ground.

Yan Mingzhao saw that Xinghe hadn't shaken off.

"There are no peach blossoms in our house."

He walked quickly a few times and stood in front of Xinghe.

"Let me pick it up for you, there are broken leaves."

Yan Mingzhao didn't touch each other like the first time they met.

Xinghe passed through Yan Mingzhao's body and left without looking back.

Yan Mingzhao finally knew what he had missed.

It turned out that he was not angry and didn't want to respond to me.

I was no longer in his eyes.

"My name is Yan Mingzhao, what's your name?"

And this sentence that has wandered around my lips countless times, I never had a chance to say it again.

...

This "fantasy" companionship begins at an early age.

Little Xinghe stretched out his fat and short little fingers, and hooked up with the bewildered Yan Mingzhao.

The two of them meet to guard a secret.

Xiao Xinghe likes this playmate, and always finds various opportunities to be alone with him.

But Yan Mingzhao never spoke, and Xiao Xinghe was very disappointed.

Finally one day, Little Xinghe grew up.

He understood a truth.

Love is a very precious and luxurious thing.

Begging for love from others all the time is exhausting.

For Xinghe, it's all over.

It's just a dream.