Destiny's Son is fascinated by me

...

Xinghe spent the whole night tidying up his mood.

When he came to school the next day, Jiang Chuanxu arrived in the classroom early, which was strange.

"It's so early?"

Xinghe was a little puzzled, asked casually, and was about to put the schoolbag in the table hole.

"What's wrong, I have to study hard, is it strange?"

Jiang Chuanxu nodded, and then showed a flattering smile.

"did you have breakfast?"

"Touch the hole in the table."

Xinghe moved the schoolbag away and looked inside.

"Steamed soy milk, surprise!"

Jiang Chuanxu clapped his hands exaggeratedly.

Xinghe sighed, still led the plastic bag out of the classroom, and finished the breakfast brought by Jiang Chuanxu in the corridor.

"Don't bring it to me in the future, I've eaten it."

Back in the classroom, Xinghe touched his round belly.

"Hey hey, okay."

Jiang Chuanxu looked at Xinghe's face again and again, and felt that it was almost the same as before.

"Which school did you go to?"

He asked again casually.

Xinghe paused, and answered while writing the question, "The local A university."

"Good job A, good job A."

Jiang Chuanxu happily continued.

Galaxy can go to a better school, but University A is the most cost-effective choice.

It is also Jiang Chuanxu's most sure wish.

"We can still go to college together, maybe we can be arranged in the same dormitory."

"How about it?"

Jiang Chuanxu leaned into Xinghe's ear and said softly.

"Okay."

Xinghe agreed.

He looked into Jiang Chuanxu's eyes, and his words were clear and firm.

"Brothers."

...

Yan Mingzhao heard the girl ask him, "Do you have someone you like?"

At this moment, he thought of Xinghe sleeping with his head tilted and leaning against a tree in physical education class.

His eyelashes are long and curled, his lips are slightly pursed, a little dry and peeled.

From trance to clarity, probably only one sentence is needed.

Yan Mingzhao has someone he likes.

He nodded to the girl.

"So you can't consider me?"

The girl was a little sad, but she still tried to smile.

"I'm very sorry."

Yan Mingzhao responded softly.

My liking is not a whim, nor is it like a gust of wind.

Rather, it is like a quagmire, with deep deposits, and like a volcano, which forbears and does not break out.

When Yan Mingzhao saw Xinghe again, his heart was very peaceful.

But some feelings have changed.

"Hi, how are you today?"

Yan Mingzhao stood behind Xinghe, following his line of sight, he saw Jiang Chuanxu in the corner.

Xinghe's eyes were a little sad.

Yan Mingzhao sat beside Xinghe's bed, watching him in a daze.

"Are you not happy?"

"Don't be unhappy, do you like the gift I gave you? It took me a long time to finish it."

Yan Mingzhao found that he could occasionally put some gifts in Xinghe's table hole.

He tilted his head and smiled.

"I have prepared a new gift. It is a beautiful chain with your name engraved on it."

"I'll give it to you when it's done, okay?"

Xinghe finished his homework seriously with his head down.

Yan Mingzhao is used to this kind of days without reply.

He just sat quietly, watching Xinghe tenderly.

After Xinghe finished his homework and reviewed his homework, he was ready to wash up and go to bed.

"Do you want to have a rest?"

Yan Mingzhao sighed a little bit more.

Xinghe climbed onto the bed, covered the quilt, and closed his eyes.

Yan Mingzhao sat sideways on the side of the bed, trying to reach out to touch Xinghe, but he passed through anyway.

"Good night."

After whispering goodnight, Yan Mingzhao leaned down, touched Xinghe's forehead, and kissed him lightly.

"I don't want to be your friend anymore."

Yan Mingzhao's nose was a little sore.

"I like you."

...

On the eve of the college entrance examination, the atmosphere was already very tense.

Jiang Chuanxu also stopped playing, preparing to make the final assault with Xinghe.

Carelessly pressing on Xinghe, Jiang Chuanxu was chattering about planning his college career again, of course, there was Xinghe in it.

"Hey, why don't you take the college entrance examination? I can't wait."

Jiang Chuanxu dangled around Xinghe with his arms around him.

"Stop shaking me!"

Xinghe was dizzy.

"If you fail the exam, it will be miserable. Why don't you study hard?"

Pushing Jiang Chuanxu away, Xinghe rubbed his temples.

"how is this possible?"

After muttering a few words in a low voice, Jiang Chuanxu picked up the pen resentfully.

"It's going to be a holiday before the exam this week, I'll find you then"

He was worried, and leaned closer to Xinghe's ear and asked.

Xinghe reluctantly complied, and urged him to study again.

By the week before the exam, the school emptied out.

The students also returned home one after another.

Jiang Chuanxu always stays in Xinghe's room and calls it "study tutoring".

"So can you not press on me?"

Xinghe moved his left arm, turning his head to look at the smiling Jiang Chuanxu.

"Do you know that your expression is very awkward now?"

Unbearable, Xinghe desperately pushed Jiang Chuanxu away.

Jiang Chuanxu still hugged Xinghe tightly and didn't let go, and even got a little closer, so cheap.

Xinghe was a little annoyed, so he pulled back his hand vigorously.

"Boom."

Jiang Chuanxu was suddenly pulled by Xinghe and kissed him on the chin.

It hurt a bit from being knocked by the teeth, but Xinghe froze on the seat, rubbing his chin dully.

Jiang Chuanxu also opened his eyes wide in shock, keeping this posture and not daring to move.

The two were silent for a while.

"stand up."

In the end, Xinghe took the initiative to push Jiang Chuanxu, showing no emotion.

Jiang Chuanxu hugged Xinghe's arm tightly, and then tightened his lips, swallowing nervously.

He slowly leaned up and kissed lightly where he bumped.

Xinghe trembled and lowered his eyelashes.

"Get up." His words lost some confidence.

Jiang Chuanxu wanted to follow Xinghe's gaze, and gently pecked upwards from the bump, and approached his lips little by little.

"do not do that."

Xinghe tensed his body, and covered Jiang Chuanxu's mouth with his hand.

Jiang Chuanxu was a little confused and stunned, he let go of Xinghe's arm, and smacked his lips a few times before realizing what he had done.

"Are you tired? Let's go home and rest quickly."

Xinghe lowered his head, not looking at Jiang Chuanxu's face, and tried his best to maintain a kind of calm.

Stumbled to his feet and picked up his schoolbag, Jiang Chuanxu left Xinghe's room in a hurry.

Xinghe raised his head and looked out of the window, just in time to catch the back of him leaving.

Xinghe felt that there were still tiny sparks hidden in the ashes of the extinguished flame in his heart. Even if he refused to admit it, or covered it up with firewood, he couldn't deny this throbbing.

It's only a gust of wind away, and it will rekindle.

...

Yan Mingzhao carefully looked at the chain in his hand.

"do you like it?"

Mumbling to himself, Yan Mingzhao smiled shyly.

"If only you could know who I am."

"Even if it's a fantasy, there will be an end."

"I don't know what will happen then?"

Yan Mingzhao saw Xinghe again.

He seemed to be in good spirits, his brows and eyes revealing ease and joy.

Have you finished the exam?You should have done well in the exam, right?

Yan Mingzhao followed closely behind Xinghe, and quietly stuffed the chain into his bag.

Xinghe returned home, relaxed his body, and began to tidy up his schoolbag and the books in the room. He took out the chain from the schoolbag.

He turned the chain carefully, looked at it, and found his name.

Xinghe smiled.

Yan Mingzhao stood happily behind him, "Do you like it?"

"There are stars, and there is your name."

"Hurry up and try it."

He stared at Xinghe intently, his eyes filled with anticipation.

Xinghe carefully put the chain into the box.

"bang bang"

There was a knock on Xinghe's door.

Jiang Chuanxu walked in.

Yan Mingzhao looked at Jiang Chuanxu on the left, and Xinghe on the right. He was sensitively aware that something was wrong with the current situation, as if something special had happened.

Jiang Chuanxu slowly moved in front of Xinghe, his eyes dodging.

Xinghe's eyes could not hide the anticipation and joy.

Jiang Chuanxu seemed a little embarrassed, but he couldn't say anything after murmuring his lips a few times.

He just tentatively stretched out his arms slowly, hugged Xinghe lightly, and rested his head on his shoulder.

Yan Mingzhao seemed to understand something.

He could only watch as Xinghe lifted Jiang Chuanxu's chin and kissed him on his lips.

"Thank you."

Xinghe smiled softly, and thanked Jiang Chuanxu in his ear.

Thank you for the gift, I like it very much.

Yan Mingzhao suddenly remembered the smile on Xinghe's lips when Jiang Chuanxu carefully touched the sleeping Xinghe when he was in junior high school.

I also thought of the sun shining brightly, the peach blossoms falling, Jiang Chuanxu hooking his shoulders, chattering in Xinghe's ear.

Xinghe rested on Jiang Chuanxu's lap to bask in the sun, and Jiang Chuanxu ran wantonly in the street with Xinghe on his back.

The difference between Yan Mingzhao and Xinghe is not just the untouchable distance.

It is the time and real emotions of those years.

Yan Mingzhao was willing to become a shadow, so he gradually disappeared like a shadow.

For the next seven years.

Yan Mingzhao couldn't forgive himself since he was a university student and a graduate student.

...

Xinghe found out that when Jiang Chuanxu didn't give him any more small gifts, they had been dating for a year.

"You don't give me presents like you used to."

Xinghe complained softly.

"what do you want?"

"I gave myself to you, but it's not enough, so greedy?"

Jiang Chuanxu always hugged Xinghe to tease, and put a light kiss on the cheek.

This is a very happy time.

They met in junior high school, fell in love after the college entrance examination, spent four years in college, and three years as graduate students.

A full 15 years of student life.

Jiang Chuanxu gave him the love that Xinghe once thought was extravagant and precious.

So when the blow comes.

Xinghe felt that he could not accept it.

"I really can't take it anymore."

Jiang Chuanxu collapsed and crawled on Xinghe's lap.

His parents put too much pressure on Jiang Chuanxu, even though he repeatedly evaded, explained and fought, he could not get the approval of his family.

Jiang Chuanxu has guarded Xinghe for 15 years. He once thought that they would spend this life like this.

But in his life, apart from Xinghe, he also has parents, relatives, and friends.

It's not that he hasn't tried.

Just really can't take it anymore.

Xinghe calmly chose to break up. In fact, over the years, very few people knew about their relationship, and the two of them didn't make much publicity.

There was no tearing faces, no quarreling and cursing.

Xinghe deleted Jiang Chuanxu's contact information, found a new job, and moved.

He is alone again.

...

Yan Mingzhao has always resisted this illusion.

He hopes that Xinghe can live happily, but the happiness brought by others is too cruel.

He closed his eyes and covered his ears, trying to avoid this torture.

But every day and night for seven years, he tossed and turned, and he could never forget it.

He tried to love another person in the past, but when Yan Mingzhao looked into other people's eyes, he always thought of the falling peach blossoms and the curved eyebrows of Xinghe.

Yan Mingzhao eventually became a psychiatrist.

But he was immersed in his own fantasy and couldn't extricate himself.

Until this day, he saw Xinghe dragging his luggage and quietly leaving Jiang Chuanxu's home.

This may be a bit despicable.

Yan Mingzhao could not deny the joy in his heart.

He reappeared in Xinghe's life, as if Jiang Chuanxu had never appeared before, only Xinghe and him.

...

Two years later.

Xinghe received a job change, and soon he will be transferred from City A to City S.

At the same time, he also received a text message from Jiang Chuanxu.

Jiang Chuanxu is getting married.

Xinghe rejected the other party's request to meet again.

But he agreed to put through another call.

Yan Mingzhao heard the conversation.

"I wish you a full house of children and grandchildren, and a smooth life."

Xinghe is really blessing Jiang Chuanxu.

As for how much regret and pain the other party has, it is no longer related to Xinghe.

"I'm going to be transferred to City S, and I probably won't see you again in the future."

This is the last line of dialogue between Xinghe and Jiang Chuanxu.

Yan Mingzhao stood there in a daze, his hands and feet were cold.

City S?

Yan Mingzhao always thought it was an illusion, and all the characters and things were fabricated illusions.

Just like his first meeting with Xinghe.

"S City has no peach blossoms."

He was so sure that he believed that he was sick.

But he heard the name "S City" from Xinghe.

That was the hometown where he grew up.

Yan Mingzhao shook his hands for the first time, and entered the name of Xinghe's junior high school.

In all the news introductions, Yan Mingzhao saw the familiar scenery of peach blossoms.

15 years plus two years.

Yan Mingzhao knew it at the cost of 17 years.

Fu Xinghe in City A is not an illusion, he really exists.

...

Unfortunately, when Yan Mingzhao found Xinghe, it was too late.

"Why didn't you say so sooner?"

Xinghe felt very sorry.

"If there is another chance, I like you too."

Yan Mingzhao wanted a second chance.

I also want to stand in front of Xinghe honestly and tell him.

"My name is Yan Mingzhao, and I have loved you for many, many years."

"Even if you don't know my existence, I know all your stories."

"Did you like my gift?"

"If you like it, I can give you a lifetime."

Yan Mingzhao waited for too long, and finally got this opportunity.

"At least the moment you leave, I am by your side."

"Every world after that, when I meet you, I will never escape again."

"I want to grow old with you forever."

"I want to tell you that I like you so much."

【Original World End】

The author has something to say: I said these photos are a bit cruel, but you are actually commenting hahaha, sad, very sad~(poor)

Later, I will make up for you in two small follow-up chapters and smile sweetly~ Then the book will end~