Live with the forensic chief

When Shu Meng saw this line of writing, his eyes began to sore. He seemed to see that slender young man in his early twenties with black and soft hair smiling very gently in front of him.So he hugged Lin Pu's hand slightly tightly, and continued to read.

——Senior Shu Meng, how are you?

If you see this letter, can you come and save me?No matter what I say next, these are real events, please take my word for it.

I am at xx, xx Road, Haitan District. My mobile phone has been confiscated, so I cannot contact you.

Help me call the police, don't report to the local police, ask the police from other places.Help me contact the school tutor for help, and, you must pay attention to your own safety!

I will insist on waiting for you to come here!

……

The first letter is short and ends here.

Lin Pu said, "This is the first letter I wrote to you. At that time, my mobile phone was confiscated and I couldn't contact others."

Shu Meng didn't want to ask him why he didn't run away, or go out to call the police.After all, so far, it doesn't make sense to say these things.

"Why didn't you send it out later?" Shu Meng turned the letter over, and he could see the half-torn envelope on the back, "Because there is no stamp?"

"Well, I only had a bag with a pen and paper with me at the time." Lin Pu said, "I still tried to find a way to send it by courier at night, but they were too strict with me, so I kept trying to send it out... …but after five days with no clue, I ended up dropping it.”

Lin Pu casually said "five days" and "no continuation" at this moment, but Shu Meng could feel how long these five or six days were for him.

He removed the envelope and saw the one below.This one is a bit longer than the first one, but the beginning is almost the same as the previous one.

——Senior Shu Meng, can you save me?

I'm currently in Land X, Haitan City, and I'm in a lot of trouble...

Senior, no matter how shocked you are when you see this letter, you must first help me seek help from the police and tell them that someone has raped me illegally.DO NOT notify my local police, not only will it not help, they will most likely hurt my family.

Senior, if possible, can you help me go to the school to go through the formalities, my thesis has not been submitted yet, and it is on the computer in my dormitory, can I ask the senior to submit it to the tutor for me, because it is very important for my graduation.

I also wrote a report letter and submitted it to the High Court for me while I was locked in. When I come out, I will find a lawyer to compile the materials...

Eloquently wrote a whole piece of paper, describing in detail how to help him do these things.It can be seen that Lin Pu who wrote the first two letters still had some kind of hope. He had nothing else on his mind, only thinking about how to get out and how to save himself.

He didn't have any particularly good friends, or even if he had, it was impossible for other people to respond in a short time.As the only person he can trust in the outside world, Shu Meng naturally becomes his hope for self-help.

But obviously...

"This one hasn't been sent yet." Shu Meng said as he flipped through the next few sheets. Although the content was different, it was Lin Pu's constant attempt to adjust his strategy after he couldn't deliver the letter.

For example, after five days and ten days, Lin Pu began to feel anxious because he didn't know the outside situation.He didn't even know if his adoptive father had been buried.When everything outside resumed normal activities and work, and everyone went back to the original track of life, once this incident passed, it would not be as simple as calling the police.

It's not just one or two of them lying, it's all the insiders who are lying.But the truth is in the hands of a few people, and it is likely to go with the wind like sand.

But these four letters were never sent out.

The evidence collected at that time seems to be of no value now, just a record of some words he could hear.

After that, the content of the letters gradually began to change.

"These are probably almost 20 days ago." Lin Pu pulled out the back, "I know that it is basically a foregone conclusion that the letters will not be delivered, and the mind is gradually disintegrating. The subsequent ones cannot be counted as letters, but should be counted as letters." Diary, or something that keeps me going, I desperately want to write something to make sure I'm still alive."

——I don’t know how many days I was locked up.

Yesterday, I begged for a long time, so that my sister could send me a letter when she was out for medical treatment.If my sister goes well, this letter will definitely be delivered to you as well.

Senior, do you remember me?You will be angry if I haven't contacted you for so long.

"It's really angry." Shu Meng rubbed his back, "I was angry for a month, and I figured it out. Anyway... I really liked you at the time, but I forgot about it in about a month." degree."

"Tsk." Lin Pu glanced back at him, "I can see it."

"Why wasn't this letter delivered to me before?" Shu Meng asked, "You let your sister bring it out."

"Being closely watched, she threw it away halfway. I didn't know until I finished writing this letter, but there was nothing I could do. So this letter was not sent." Lin Pu said, "She is very smart, and I believe she can hand it over. , If you can call the police, you must have done it at that time."

Shu Meng nodded: "...I see."

Lin Pu folded this envelope and opened the back one.

——I wrote you many letters before, but none of them were delivered to you.

Senior, it's hard for me to describe how I feel right now.

For twenty days, I was locked in this place without contact with the outside world. I could only write something to make myself feel alive and alive.I don't have many friends, and no one will be surprised by my sudden disappearance.

There are still more than ten days before school starts, and I don't know if it is possible for me to go back to school.

Anxiety has caused me huge sequelae, but the only person I miss repeatedly in my sleep is you, besides my father.Senior, I feel broken for the first time, and I feel that I can't hold on anymore.

……

I thought of many ways, but they threatened me with my sister, and I didn't dare to take the risk at all.

what do I do?Senior?

……

Anxiety, pain... I drank the wine they put in the warehouse secretly to fall asleep for a while, but when I woke up, I would feel a huge sense of frustration and powerlessness. I was awake and alive when I wrote to you.

……

I scared my sister yesterday, and I dare not lose my temper in front of her again.

There is no way, I think there is no way.

I would have fought them to my death without my sister, but I want her to be safe, she's the only one I have.

……

School starts, senior, will you try to find me?Will you see these letters later?

我 很想 你.

The windows here are battened with wooden slats, and only light leaks in through the gaps, but the lighting is good.Whenever the sun sneaks in through the gap, it is very warm, and I will miss the time when I was hugged and held by you.

Get through each day with this.

……

So the occasional rainy day is really difficult.

……

I didn't seem to be able to survive the rainy day. I couldn't help but cut my wrist with broken glass that day. My sister cried and called for help.

I attempted suicide and they tied my hands for two days.On the third day, they were afraid that I would go on a hunger strike, so they released me.After that, my sister kept crying, and she told me that even if it wasn’t for me, it would be for the future to meet the person I have been writing to.I thought about it, I really want to see you.

I ate three bowls of rice that day, and all I could think of was this sentence, I have to live, I still want to see you.

……

"I don't think you miss me." Shu Meng buried his face in his back after watching, "Do you just think the food is delicious?"

"...I really starved to death that day." Lin Pu recalled helplessly, "You don't know how much rice was at that moment..."

Before he finished speaking, he heard a low inhalation sound from the person behind him. The trembling sound made Lin Pu startled, and said in a blink of an eye, "...what's the matter with you?"

"..." Shu Meng was silent.

"...Look." Lin Pu couldn't see his expression, his brows and eyes relaxed, "Did I stop reading it? It's really disgusting and disappointing."

Shu Meng raised his eyes slightly, and took the letter in his hand: "I'll read it myself."

He turned to the latter one.

— It has been raining for a week.

The house smelled of damp and moldy, and it never saw light again, and it was winter.All the sharp weapons in the house were confiscated. They didn't know why they were so afraid of my death.I was very strange, but thinking about it later, it may be because I am still a "connected" person, and my death will cause trouble for them, rather than being afraid of my death.

I got my phone back, it seems because someone from school called me.They didn't want to make a big deal out of it, and finally let me leave here.

But my sister wanted to stay. They threatened that if I called the police, they would blind her other eye.

But if I don't call the police and don't pursue it, I can come and pick up my sister later.

First thing after I came out, I called you and you blocked me, and I saw a long string of text messages you sent me, and you were mad.

You said that I was playing with you, and you never wanted to see me for the rest of your life, and you said that you have a new partner so that I should never come to you.After reading it, I suddenly didn't want to explain the ins and outs so much, so I put you on the blacklist.

I was literally back in school and it felt so unreal.I spent nearly 100 days in it, and from summer to winter, I was amazed at how I survived.But I'm going back to report on the weekend, and I'm going to see my sister.My classmates asked me why my body was full of scars, and I was so thin that I was out of shape. I really wanted to find someone to talk to, but the words came to my mouth, but I didn't say it.

There is always an invisible force that frightens me, so in the end I can only leave it like this.

This is my last letter, and I did not send these letters to you in the end.I made a box and will keep them, these belong to the seniors.

Thank you senior, you may never know that you were my light.

After reading it, Shu Meng folded up the letter and put it back on the table.

From "senior save me" in the first letter to "thank you senior" in the last letter, there are fifteen letters in total. Standing at the end of eight years, Shu Meng met face to face with that young junior eight years ago. dialogue.In the interlaced moment of time and space, his memory of eight years ago was slowly awakened.

It's like watching a flame gradually go out.That kind of process was struggling and painful, no matter how flat his narrative tone was afterwards, there was powerlessness and despair between the lines, and the parties involved could not empathize with them.

Who can be forced to be locked up in a closed environment for nearly four months except for eating, drinking and drinking, and keep asking for help from the one he loves but getting no response at all, how desperate.

Since Shu Meng and Lin Pu dated, there has never been a sadder moment than this moment.

"Okay." Lin Pu turned around and sat astride him, took off his glasses, and wiped the corners of his eyes with his wrist, "It's all over."

"I'm really..." Shu Meng hugged his waist, buried his face in his neck, and said with trembling shoulders, "I'm really scared, Lin Pu."

Fear of almost, almost losing you.

Lin Pu held his head up, rubbed his forehead lightly against his, and said in a low voice, "It's all right."

Shu Meng turned his head sideways, pressed his cheeks with both hands and kissed him, Lin Pu responded enthusiastically.The letter in his hand was not grasped firmly, and it was scattered all over the floor.He really seldom watched Shu Meng shed tears. His eyes were red and he looked at him with suffocation, holding his waist so that he couldn't breathe.

Lin Pu rubbed his lips, and said lightly, "... May I read your letter to me?"