These days, kongphop has always wanted to put on an indifferent look in front of him, but every time he failed at the last minute.
Arthit certainly wouldn't pretend to think that his behavior was because he still loved him.
Between them, there was no thrill when they met, and no twists and turns when they fell in love. No matter how you look at it, they will not love to the point of unforgettable.
But even in such an ordinary time together, they have fantasized about the future related to each other countless times.
And the attachment to each other seems to seep into the flesh and blood bit by bit in such a plain stay together.
Before I knew it, it was already unforgettable.
So the subsequent separation inevitably left a bloody wound on their hearts.
It has been so many years, arthit's wound can't heal, in fact, he believes kongphop is the same.
Even if he already has someone else he likes, even if he is ready to spend the rest of his life with others, it is still impossible for him to just forget what happened back then.
There will always be a corner of kongphop's heart reserved for the past, whether it's out of resentment or whatever.
So he understands kongphop's grief now.
Obviously, it was the lover who thought they would spend their whole life together, but in the end, they didn't even know what kind of danger the other party had experienced.
Even long after things have changed, this momentary feeling of powerlessness is enough to overwhelm a person.
Seeing kongphop like this, arthit's nasal cavity became sore uncontrollably, he squatted down, stretched out his arms to hug him, the water stains on kongphop's body soon soaked through his clothes, and made people feel a burst of coolness.
Seeing that kongphop still cares about him so much, arthit really doesn't know whether the emotion surging in his heart is happiness or sadness.
He sincerely hoped that kongphop could let go of the past and live his bright and happy days.But seeing that he would still be like this because of his out of control, Arthit felt that his heart, which had been hanging in mid-air all this time, finally had some relief.
He knew it was shameless to feel like this, but he couldn't control it.
Maybe fate made them meet again this time just to give them a chance to settle their accounts.
Only by healing the wounds left by him and making up for the regrets left by him, can kongphop really let go of his past and move forward.
The memories of the past are beautiful, but it is enough for him to indulge alone.
Such thoughts made Arthit feel bad, but he didn't let himself show any emotions.
He lowered his head and kissed Kongphop's cold lips.
In the past few days, the two have kissed quite a few times, but it was the first time he took the initiative.
Kongphop shook his whole body, and seemed to have finally regained consciousness.
"I'm really fine. It's just a minor operation. It's not a big deal. Don't you think I'm still here?" He actually smiled at Kongphop.
Kongphop still refused to give up, and asked hoarsely, "What kind of surgery is it?"
Arthit was at a loss for words.
With almost zero medical knowledge, he really couldn't make up any reliable lies.
Seeing his hesitation, kongphop's expression changed: "You...we broke up at the beginning..."
Seeing his hesitation, Arthit immediately understood what he was thinking, and quickly interrupted his train of thought: "Don't think about it, you thought you were acting in an idol drama!"
Kongphop probably also felt that this kind of thinking was a bit too self-indulgent, so he pursed his lower lip and turned into a sulking expression again.
Arthit knew that if he didn't tell the reason, this guy would definitely not give up, so he could only vaguely perfunctory: "It's just a tumor, benign, and everything will be fine after surgery, look at me now Does it look terminally ill?"
Kongphop looked him over carefully, and seemed to finally believe his words.
"When did it happen?" he continued.
Regarding the time, Arthit didn't hide it from him: "Five years ago."
"Then it was there when we parted?"
Arthit froze for a moment, then nodded lightly: "Yes, but at that time... I didn't know either."
His words are puns, but it is impossible for kongphop to understand another meaning in them.
Kongphop was silent for a while, and suddenly asked: "Then when you were lying on the hospital bed, did you regret breaking up with me?"
Arthit trembled in his heart and looked at him helplessly.
The answer was almost on his lips, ready to come out, but he couldn't say it calmly.
Ever since he knew that he and kongphop had a child in his stomach, after the initial pain and confusion, arthit actually thought about this person all the time.
Pregnancy is a hard job, let alone for a big man like him.
Morning sickness almost accompanied him throughout his pregnancy, because there was no other doctor he could trust, and when he finally had to let pik take action, he even thought he would die on the operating table.
At that time, he wished he could see kongphop again, but at that time kongphop was already far away on the other side of the earth.
Seeing him bowing his head in silence, kongphop said suddenly: "Okay, you don't need to answer...you were accompanied by someone at that time, how could you think of me."
As he spoke, he stood up with the floor propped up, wiped his face tiredly, and was precariously ready to go out.
"Kong..." Arthit called out in a low voice.
Kongphop's footsteps paused, and he said hoarsely: "You are still sick, take a bath first."
Such a gentle and non-aggressive kongphop is really rare, but arthit made his appearance even more poignant.
The original ambiguous atmosphere was completely washed away by this accident. After the two of them took a bath and lay down separately, there was still some lingering embarrassment in the air.
Just like the night before, there was another distance between them.
It is clearly only a length that can be touched with one hand, but it seems to be separated by an impenetrable wall.
Both of them closed their eyes, but they were both full of thoughts and couldn't fall asleep for a long time.
After an unknown amount of time, kongphop suddenly turned over and hugged arthit in his arms.
Arthit was startled, and opened his eyes suddenly, his eyes were clear.
Kongphop looked at him stubbornly, as if he had already thought of the reason for hugging him: "It's all agreed, now you are mine."
This kind of words with a strong sense of belonging made Arthit's heart tremble violently, and he hurriedly looked away in embarrassment.
In the past few days, although the two of them haven't made it to the last step, they have done it many times with more intense kisses and embraces.
Unexpectedly, just such a simple hug actually made each other feel unspeakable shyness in their hearts.
It's like two young boys who haven't seen anything in the world yet, just embracing has exhausted all their courage.
"Go to sleep." Arthit urged in a low voice.
Kongphop was still looking at him quietly for a long time before speaking again: "Nuan Nuan."
Arthit was shocked.
He thought that it would be impossible for him to hear this title from Kongphop again in his life.
Arthit raised his eyes and looked at him helplessly.
Kongphop's star-like eyes seemed to be filled with pleading: "In the future... no matter what danger you may have in the future, can you let me know... at least let me know, just know."
Arthit's heart trembled uncontrollably.
He knew that he must refuse, this time, kongphop really completely belonged to another person, how could he disturb his peaceful life again.
But for some reason, looking at kongphop's deep pupils, he could only answer the syllable that was not in his plan.
He said, "Okay."
Arthit certainly wouldn't pretend to think that his behavior was because he still loved him.
Between them, there was no thrill when they met, and no twists and turns when they fell in love. No matter how you look at it, they will not love to the point of unforgettable.
But even in such an ordinary time together, they have fantasized about the future related to each other countless times.
And the attachment to each other seems to seep into the flesh and blood bit by bit in such a plain stay together.
Before I knew it, it was already unforgettable.
So the subsequent separation inevitably left a bloody wound on their hearts.
It has been so many years, arthit's wound can't heal, in fact, he believes kongphop is the same.
Even if he already has someone else he likes, even if he is ready to spend the rest of his life with others, it is still impossible for him to just forget what happened back then.
There will always be a corner of kongphop's heart reserved for the past, whether it's out of resentment or whatever.
So he understands kongphop's grief now.
Obviously, it was the lover who thought they would spend their whole life together, but in the end, they didn't even know what kind of danger the other party had experienced.
Even long after things have changed, this momentary feeling of powerlessness is enough to overwhelm a person.
Seeing kongphop like this, arthit's nasal cavity became sore uncontrollably, he squatted down, stretched out his arms to hug him, the water stains on kongphop's body soon soaked through his clothes, and made people feel a burst of coolness.
Seeing that kongphop still cares about him so much, arthit really doesn't know whether the emotion surging in his heart is happiness or sadness.
He sincerely hoped that kongphop could let go of the past and live his bright and happy days.But seeing that he would still be like this because of his out of control, Arthit felt that his heart, which had been hanging in mid-air all this time, finally had some relief.
He knew it was shameless to feel like this, but he couldn't control it.
Maybe fate made them meet again this time just to give them a chance to settle their accounts.
Only by healing the wounds left by him and making up for the regrets left by him, can kongphop really let go of his past and move forward.
The memories of the past are beautiful, but it is enough for him to indulge alone.
Such thoughts made Arthit feel bad, but he didn't let himself show any emotions.
He lowered his head and kissed Kongphop's cold lips.
In the past few days, the two have kissed quite a few times, but it was the first time he took the initiative.
Kongphop shook his whole body, and seemed to have finally regained consciousness.
"I'm really fine. It's just a minor operation. It's not a big deal. Don't you think I'm still here?" He actually smiled at Kongphop.
Kongphop still refused to give up, and asked hoarsely, "What kind of surgery is it?"
Arthit was at a loss for words.
With almost zero medical knowledge, he really couldn't make up any reliable lies.
Seeing his hesitation, kongphop's expression changed: "You...we broke up at the beginning..."
Seeing his hesitation, Arthit immediately understood what he was thinking, and quickly interrupted his train of thought: "Don't think about it, you thought you were acting in an idol drama!"
Kongphop probably also felt that this kind of thinking was a bit too self-indulgent, so he pursed his lower lip and turned into a sulking expression again.
Arthit knew that if he didn't tell the reason, this guy would definitely not give up, so he could only vaguely perfunctory: "It's just a tumor, benign, and everything will be fine after surgery, look at me now Does it look terminally ill?"
Kongphop looked him over carefully, and seemed to finally believe his words.
"When did it happen?" he continued.
Regarding the time, Arthit didn't hide it from him: "Five years ago."
"Then it was there when we parted?"
Arthit froze for a moment, then nodded lightly: "Yes, but at that time... I didn't know either."
His words are puns, but it is impossible for kongphop to understand another meaning in them.
Kongphop was silent for a while, and suddenly asked: "Then when you were lying on the hospital bed, did you regret breaking up with me?"
Arthit trembled in his heart and looked at him helplessly.
The answer was almost on his lips, ready to come out, but he couldn't say it calmly.
Ever since he knew that he and kongphop had a child in his stomach, after the initial pain and confusion, arthit actually thought about this person all the time.
Pregnancy is a hard job, let alone for a big man like him.
Morning sickness almost accompanied him throughout his pregnancy, because there was no other doctor he could trust, and when he finally had to let pik take action, he even thought he would die on the operating table.
At that time, he wished he could see kongphop again, but at that time kongphop was already far away on the other side of the earth.
Seeing him bowing his head in silence, kongphop said suddenly: "Okay, you don't need to answer...you were accompanied by someone at that time, how could you think of me."
As he spoke, he stood up with the floor propped up, wiped his face tiredly, and was precariously ready to go out.
"Kong..." Arthit called out in a low voice.
Kongphop's footsteps paused, and he said hoarsely: "You are still sick, take a bath first."
Such a gentle and non-aggressive kongphop is really rare, but arthit made his appearance even more poignant.
The original ambiguous atmosphere was completely washed away by this accident. After the two of them took a bath and lay down separately, there was still some lingering embarrassment in the air.
Just like the night before, there was another distance between them.
It is clearly only a length that can be touched with one hand, but it seems to be separated by an impenetrable wall.
Both of them closed their eyes, but they were both full of thoughts and couldn't fall asleep for a long time.
After an unknown amount of time, kongphop suddenly turned over and hugged arthit in his arms.
Arthit was startled, and opened his eyes suddenly, his eyes were clear.
Kongphop looked at him stubbornly, as if he had already thought of the reason for hugging him: "It's all agreed, now you are mine."
This kind of words with a strong sense of belonging made Arthit's heart tremble violently, and he hurriedly looked away in embarrassment.
In the past few days, although the two of them haven't made it to the last step, they have done it many times with more intense kisses and embraces.
Unexpectedly, just such a simple hug actually made each other feel unspeakable shyness in their hearts.
It's like two young boys who haven't seen anything in the world yet, just embracing has exhausted all their courage.
"Go to sleep." Arthit urged in a low voice.
Kongphop was still looking at him quietly for a long time before speaking again: "Nuan Nuan."
Arthit was shocked.
He thought that it would be impossible for him to hear this title from Kongphop again in his life.
Arthit raised his eyes and looked at him helplessly.
Kongphop's star-like eyes seemed to be filled with pleading: "In the future... no matter what danger you may have in the future, can you let me know... at least let me know, just know."
Arthit's heart trembled uncontrollably.
He knew that he must refuse, this time, kongphop really completely belonged to another person, how could he disturb his peaceful life again.
But for some reason, looking at kongphop's deep pupils, he could only answer the syllable that was not in his plan.
He said, "Okay."
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