I heard that you also like pink frozen milk[Comprehensive]

arthit always sleeps, especially when sleeping in kongphop's arms.

But this day, he didn't know what was going on, the genius had just dawned, but he suddenly woke up.

Opening his sleepy eyes, he saw that the door that was supposed to be closed seemed to move slightly.

How could there be someone else at home... As soon as he thought of this question, Arthit's consciousness instantly became clear.

Although it was not the first time I saw the furnishings in the room, it was not the house he and Kongphop rented at all.

He actually forgot that they stayed at Kongphop's grandfather's house last night.

That... the person who just pushed the door was...

Arthit looked down at his exposed arms and chest. A series of hickey marks were clearly visible on it. Coupled with the mess on the bed, anyone who is not blind can definitely see what they did.

Arthit's heart trembled, and he sat up abruptly.

Kongphop woke up because of his movement, opened his eyes to look at him, and stretched out his arms around him in a daze: "It's not yet dawn, sleep a little longer."

"You...you go to bed first, I'll go to the bathroom."

Kongphop obediently rolled aside, Arthit picked up his clothes and put them on, got out of bed and walked slowly to the door, hesitating for a while with his hands in mid-air, and finally chose to open the door.

The living room was quiet, and there was no movement in Grandpa's room.

Maybe he was overthinking... Both he and kongphop forgot to close the glass windows last night, so the door might have been blown by the wind.

However, his heart hadn't dropped halfway, when he heard a thump in Grandpa's room, as if something had fallen heavily to the ground.

Arthit rushed over with a stride and pushed the door open.

Grandpa was already fully dressed, and he seemed to have gotten up, but now he was lying on the ground, his body convulsing.

"Kong! Kong, come here, grandpa fell!" Arthit yelled in a panic.

Kongphop quickly rushed out of the room, and the situation that followed could only be described as chaos.

Grandpa had a sudden cerebral congestion and was admitted to the intensive care unit that day.

But only Arthit knew what triggered his sudden illness.

He repeatedly tried to explain to kongphop, but every time he saw kongphop's worried expression, he couldn't say a word.

Grandpa was rescued and came back, but according to the doctor, his blood vessels are already very fragile, and it may explode again at some point.

And because of the sequelae left before, the old man could only lie paralyzed on the hospital bed, struggling to speak.

Guilt and shame churned violently in Arthit's heart.

In fact, before this, arthit had always wanted to please his grandfather, and the relationship between the two was naturally good.

But right now, he felt guilty even in front of his grandfather.

And Arthit didn't dare to provoke him anymore.

He didn't even dare to appear in front of kongphop's family easily, and every time he accompanied kongphop to the hospital, he just hid quietly by the door, not even daring to approach the hospital bed.

Kongphop was so busy taking care of his grandfather, he didn't notice his abnormality.But there are some things that can't be avoided if you just want to escape.

A few days later, when Kongphop came home to rest, Kong's mother called him: "Grandpa wants to see you alone, don't tell Kong."

Arthit rushed to the hospital anxiously, and saw Kong's mother's red eyes from crying as expected.

"Auntie..." You already know...

For the last half of the sentence, facing a person who was about to lose his father, he couldn't ask him no matter what.

This incident, in the final analysis, does not seem to be a mistake.

But the fact that Grandpa became like this is indeed because of his relationship with Kongphop.

Arthit found sadly that many things are not divided into right and wrong.

That was the first time Arthit looked seriously at his grandfather lying on the hospital bed.

Grandpa, who always looks good, has become skinny and skinny in just a few days, obviously looking terminally ill.

He has seen kongphop secretly wipe tears more than once.

In fact, they all understand that grandpa's life is hanging by a thread, and the end is approaching.

But since kongphop doesn't have to harbor guilt, at least his heartbreak is healable.

Apparently, both grandpa and Kong's mother understood this, so they tacitly did not disclose any information to Kongphop.

"I... can't do it anymore." Grandpa's voice to him was also ambiguous, "I can't, I can't let my grandson be with a man... Just, I should fulfill my old man's last... wish, You go...leave him..."

Arthit is a big man, his tears are so turbulent: "Grandpa... I will treat him very well and treat him well for the rest of my life. Please, don't let us separate?"

Grandpa's dry eyes could no longer secrete tears, but his eye sockets were still red: "I, I beg you too, leave, leave him... he will die... he will die... he can't... suffer from that..."

I don't know if it's because he was so sick that arthit couldn't understand what grandpa said, but his begging still hit arthit's heart every word.

"Please... let's go..."

Even if Arthit is hard-hearted, he can't stand a dying old man begging him so hard.

But how could he be separated from kongphop.

"Answer, promise me..." The medical equipment connected to Grandpa suddenly sounded an alarm, and Kong Ma, who was waiting at the door, rushed in. Then, there was another chaos.

The doctor once again issued a critical illness notice.

"Please, Nuan Nuan, Grandpa hangs this breath and refuses to swallow it, just to get you to agree, you... don't let him suffer this kind of torture again." Even Kong's mother began to hand over this "power of life and death" to her. into his hands.

It seemed that if he refused to agree, he would be a heinous murderer.

"Don't you want kongphop to know that grandpa will do this because of you? Do you want him to live like this for the rest of his life?" Kong's mother's attitude is so tough, "Nuannuan, even if you don't agree with grandpa, as a daughter, I can't help it." Look at the murderer who killed my father who continues to be with my son. If kongphop knows about this, his love for you will gradually turn into resentment. Instead of breaking up again at that time, it is better to leave some thoughts for yourself... that's okay Let Grandpa go more comfortably."

These words and phrases sound reasonable, but why did he become the murderer who killed grandpa?

"Kong..." When he asked this question, he was holding Kongphop behind his back, because he didn't dare to let him see his expression, "If you accidentally killed someone you like, would you forgive yourself?"

Kongphop has lost a lot of weight because of his grandfather, but when he heard him ask this question, he thought he was so sad because of the impermanence of life and death, and patted his hand comfortingly: "Don't worry, I Will not hurt the one I love."

"I mean if."

"If... I accidentally killed your life, I will never be able to forgive myself in this life." Kongphop sighed softly, "Probably, I will choose to leave with you. So, we all have to live well, you know ?”

For the rest of my life... can't I forgive myself?

Then if he really knew that it was they who killed his grandfather, he would definitely be in pain for the rest of his life.

In fact, arthit can understand the selfishness of grandpa and kong's mother not wanting to tell kongphop the truth.

Because even he didn't want kongphop to suffer like this.

"Okay, I promise you...break up."

Memories of that time flashed through Arthit's mind like a revolving lantern.

Every scene is heart-wrenching.

However, it has only been six years, and Kong's mother looks like she is ten years older than before.

Just like his parents, she will become so old, probably because of kongphop.

The purpose of the two people was not to eat, they ordered some casually, and fell into silence facing each other again.

It's not a problem to be relatively silent all the time, Kong's mother sighed, and broke the tranquility first: "Nuan Nuan, I think you should know why I came to you."

Arthit held the water glass in front of him and nodded slightly.

What else could it be other than getting him out of kongphop?

"At the time he was going back to China, I was always afraid...so I chased him early, but I didn't expect you to still..." Kong's mother paused for a while before continuing, "Nuan Nuan, Kong is a dead man Xinyan, last time you were determined to separate, this time, you..."

"I'm also stubborn." arthit interrupted her suddenly, "I'm not the one who says you can just let go, he's the one who provoked me, at the beginning, and now, why do you always let me do it? As that cold-blooded and ruthless villain, I was also raised by my parents, so I deserve to bear this!"

Arthit became more and more excited as he spoke, and the hand holding the cup even trembled slightly: "I don't want to be hated by him for the rest of my life just because I abandoned him..."

Probably the biggest mistake in his life was that he failed to resolutely refuse kongphop's courtship that night at his grandfather's house.

Mama Kong probably didn't expect him to explode suddenly, her mouth opened in shock, unable to say a word.

"Nuan Nuan..." Her voice was choked with sobs, her eyes flushed, and the guilt on her face couldn't be concealed.

Arthit turned his head away.

For so many years, he said what he always wanted to say, but it was not as refreshing as he imagined.

A mother naturally puts her son first.

If it were his mother, she might make the same choice as her.

Probably he chose to hide everything from Kongphop at the beginning, so he should bear this kind of result.

What's more, at that time, he was really afraid that the relationship between him and kongphop would be wiped out by the guilt of reality.

If he had to choose again, he might choose not to let go, because now he has already understood that all the expected bad results are not as important as staying with kongphop well.

But he has no chance to choose again.

"Sorry, I'm too excited." Arthit stood up, and if he stayed here for another second, he couldn't help but feel suffocated, "I will draw a clear line with him as soon as possible, you eat slowly, I have something to do, first gone."

Before he finished speaking, he wanted to get up and leave in embarrassment.

"Nuannuan!" Kong's mother called him from behind, "...I'm sorry, I really have a problem, I can't say it. After all these years, Kong still refuses to look at others more. Instead of letting him stay single for the rest of his life, It's better to let you... But, really, really can't..."

Kong's mother's words were like a thunderbolt, which exploded in Arthit's ear, making his mind go blank.

After a long time, Arthit managed to regain his voice: "You... what are you talking about? Kong is... single?"