I heard that you also like pink frozen milk[Comprehensive]

Days of vomiting had made his complexion sallow, and at some point, his full chin could be described as thin.

Arthit's gaze moved down bit by bit through the mirror in front of him, and finally landed on his protruding belly.

Many people may not be able to believe it, but he, a real big man, is actually pregnant with a child in his belly at this moment.

Even he himself felt that everything in front of him was like a dream.

He wished it was just a dream.

However, reality is like this sometimes. It is even more absurd than a dream, but it makes people have to face it.

Looking at himself in the mirror who looked neither human nor ghostly, arthit felt an unspeakable depression in his heart.

Human emotions are always complicated, and many things are in a gray area that is neither black nor white.

His feelings for the child in his womb are probably in the same state.

It has been almost four months since I broke up with kongphop.

If his past life was written as a memoir, the four-month journey would probably account for one-fifth of it.

Breaking up with the lover who was supposed to spend a lifetime together, after a period of time like a walking dead, suddenly began to vomit faintly.

Arthit thought he had some terminal illness.

It was a bit useless to say it, but at that time, he actually felt somewhat relieved.

All along, arthit has always looked down on those men and women who are desperate for love, so even when he is almost suffocated with heartache, he still misses the three elders in his family.

There is not only love in this world, he understands that his parents and grandpa have worked so hard to raise him up, not just to see him stand apart for a man.

But there are some things that you really need to experience to understand. When you lose such a person in your life, then everything else becomes "have to".

I have to take into account the feelings of my parents and elders, I have to pretend that everything is fine in front of my friends, and I have to continue to live as if nothing had happened...

However, this pretense is actually very hard.

But after a lot of tossing, instead of "leaving" easily, his body carried another life.

For a long time, Arthit was left with nothing but confusion.

Or it should be said that until now, he is still confused.

After living for more than twenty years, he certainly imagined that he would have both children, but as a man, he never thought that the child would be born by himself.

Such a weird thing, even if the person involved is himself, Arthit still can't help but feel some subtle disgust when he thinks about it.

For pregnancy, he is really repulsed.

But what he rejected was the pregnancy itself, as for the child in his belly...

Arthit's hand slowly caressed his stomach.

Four months pregnant, his lower abdomen is already slightly swollen, although he hasn't felt its existence in other ways except vomiting into the dark every day, but it is his and kongphop's common flesh and blood.

Every time he touches it, arthit's disgust and emotion will be intertwined contradictoryly, making his confusion more concrete.

"Nuan Nuan, I'm not here to look for you." Mom's words sounded outside the door.

Due to physical reasons, arthit has already quit his job, and stays at home all day, living in seclusion and rarely interacting with others.

But Not knew his situation, and probably guessed that he was not in a good mood, so he would come to visit him from time to time.

Arthit hurriedly took a large coat and put it on over the T-shirt: "Okay, let him in."

He is still young, wearing such a coat, he can hardly see anything outside.

Not opened the door and walked in, holding a glass of pink frozen milk and shaking it in front of him: "Auntie said you didn't eat much for dinner, so I bought this specially."

Seeing the pink drink in the transparent plastic cup, arthit choked, and instantly thought of kongphop's smiling face.

Every time he brought him pink frozen milk, he almost always had that expression.

Seeing his expression change slightly, not thinking of this incident from the belatedly, his face was a little embarrassed, and he hesitated to make amends: "Oh yes, you don't seem to be able to drink this now, but it should be fine to have a couple of appetizers .”

It's really better not to say this, Not closed his eyes annoyed.

Arthit didn't want him to be uncomfortable, so he smiled at him quickly, reached out to take the drink, and lowered his head to take a sip.

Although his mouth was full of bitterness, he still smiled and thanked: "Sure enough, it's much better, thank you."

Not patted him on the shoulder: "Thank you so much, do we still need to see each other like this?"

Really not needed.

It's just that now he has too many things in his mind all day long, and he is slow when getting along with people. Apart from these unfamiliar politeness, he rarely thinks of other interesting topics.

Not knows that he is having a hard time recently, so of course he won't bother with him.

He shook the car key in his hand, and said with a smile: "I'm bored at home recently, let's go, I'll take you for a drive."

It seems that he came prepared today.

Arthit subconsciously refused: "Forget it, I don't want to go out."

"It's not good for your health to be bored at home all day. Uncles, aunts, and grandpas will be worried." Not moved the elders out in a timely manner.

Arthit froze for a moment, with some hesitation on his face.

Not then comforted: "Because the stomach is not obvious now, I can go out for more walks. In two months, even if I want to go out, there is no way."

Arthit doesn't have any obsession with whether there is a way to go out, but he also knows that his parents are really worried.

He sighed, adjusted his coat again, and said, "Let's go."

Sure enough, seeing that he was going out with Not, Nuan's father and Nuan's mother showed joy, and they chased after them and told them carefully: "Be careful when you go out, and I didn't eat anything at night. If you see more on the way, you can buy something." .”

Nuan Ma paused, wanting to remind him to eat healthier, but after thinking about it, as long as he can eat more, it doesn't matter even if he is not so healthy, so she swallowed the rest of the instructions.

Arthit looked at her hesitant to speak, and felt a little guilty in his heart, so he nodded to her obediently: "I see, Mom."

But even if they went out as they wished, it was no different to Arthit at home.

He was able to respond to every topic not mentioned to him as usual, but he just looked out of the car window quietly, but his eyes were blank.

Not turned his head to look at him, shook his head helplessly, and finally couldn't help but said: "Arthit, if you continue like this, your body will not be able to bear it, and..."

He hesitated for a while before continuing: "The child can also feel your emotions. Being so depressed all the time has affected him too."

Arthit has been trying his best to show his normal side, but the emotions he shows still can't deceive anyone.

He stared blankly at Not, not knowing how to react.

Not looked at him seriously, and said seriously for the first time: "Arthit, if you really can't accept this matter, take it away."