I heard that you also like pink frozen milk[Comprehensive]

Looking from the window, the orange sunset is falling little by little, gradually disappearing between the buildings in the distance, and the sky is getting darker.

And in the ashtray on the window sill, piles of cigarette butts are almost piled up into hills.

Only then did kongphop realize that he had been sitting in front of the window for so long.

This discovery made his heart tremble, and his face became even uglier in an instant.

He had quit smoking for several years, but once he picked it up, his addiction suddenly became very strong, much stronger than before.

What's ridiculous is that he quit smoking because that person didn't like it, and now he smokes again, and it's also because of that person's departure.

As a human being, there is probably only one word "vile" to describe him.

Thinking of that person, Kongphop felt another stabbing pain in his heart.

The last cigarette between his fingers was about to burn out, and kongphop inserted it into the pile of cigarette butts. Before he got up, he heard two knocks on the door, and then someone pushed his bedroom door opened.

The person who came in was the second sister.

The smoke that filled the room rushed towards her face, causing her to choke and cough a few times, but the tears in the corners of her eyes were obviously not caused by these coughs.

The second sister covered her nose, stepped forward and pushed open the closed glass window, fresh air rushed into the room, and at the same time dispelled a lot of the smell of smoke.

"Another person hides and smokes!" The second sister's words contained a bit of blame, but what contained the most was still worry.

Kongphop has always been a sensible child, and never made his family worry about anything since he was a child.

But during this period of time, he seemed to be a different person, immersed in his own world, and didn't care about other people's feelings at all.

Hearing Second Sister's words, he lowered his eyelids and said in a low voice, "Second Sister, I want to be alone for a while."

"Quiet, quiet, quiet! You have to be quiet when you come back from the cemetery. Isn't it enough? Arthit has already left! What good does that kid do if he dumps you at this time! You deserve it Is it for him to become this half-dead look?" As soon as arthit was mentioned, the second sister's emotions suddenly became agitated.

And hearing her mention this name, Kongphop's face turned pale again in an instant.

He clenched his hands tightly, and the veins on the back of his hands were exposed one by one, looking very terrifying.

And his voice was even more low as if it came from hell: "Don't mention him in front of me."

The second sister vented most of her high emotions.

She took a deep breath, calmed down for a long time, and then said again: "Kong, don't think too much, if grandpa sees you like this, he will definitely feel uneasy about leaving. Anyway, he is going abroad tomorrow, so let the past go. "

Kongphop didn't want to be seen by anyone at all, and he had mood swings for him again.

He turned his head aside and said dryly, "I know."

The second sister sighed softly before she spoke again: "Eldest sister warmed up the rice for you again, eat a little more. Everyone is having a hard time now, so don't make them worry too much, huh?"

Kongphop nodded mechanically: "Okay."

The second sister couldn't hear his perfunctory, but she knew that it would be useless to persuade her, so she didn't want to say any more.

As time goes by, it will be fine.

She shook her head helplessly, finally turned and walked out, but did not close the door.

A smell of food soon spread over, and the second sister came over again, this time still holding the rice in her hand.

"Eat something." She put the food on the table.

Kongphop nodded, sat at the table, picked up the spoon obediently, and put a mouthful of rice into his mouth.

The eldest sister is sensible since she was a child. She already knew how to help her grandfather take care of her younger siblings when she was seven or eight years old. She also learned her cooking skills at a young age.

Kongphop has always liked her cooking the most, but a few years ago, he spent most of his food and lodging at school. After graduation, the eldest sister's family immigrated abroad.

I remember that before his grandfather passed away, he kept talking to arthit, saying that he missed his eldest sister's craftsmanship.

And even if he is eating now, he still doesn't know the taste.

Seeing his mechanical movements like winding a string, the second sister felt even more uncomfortable, so she didn't continue to watch, and soon went out again.

Even though no one was watching, kongphop didn't stop eating, looking at him, he seemed to have forgotten what he was doing.

I don't feel hungry when I don't eat, and I don't even think of stopping when I eat.

The second sister probably thought the smell of smoke in his room was too strong, so she didn't close the door when she left this time. After a while, there was another sound of pattering footsteps outside the door.

It's just that this time it was much more broken, and it sounded like a child.

Susu poked his head in from the door, looked timidly at Kongphop sitting at the table, and said hello: "Uncle Kong."

Kongphop has always loved his niece very much, and she has been spoiled since she was a child. Even if the little girl went abroad with her parents, she has been clamoring for video contact with Uncle Kong, so there has been no stranger between uncle and nephew.

However, the solemn atmosphere at home has obviously affected her recently. When she called out, she didn't jump into Kongphop's arms as usual, but continued to hide by the door, watching him quietly.

Kongphop forced a smile at her: "What's the matter, Susu?"

Seeing his smile, Susu finally got bolder, trotted to his side, raised his face to comfort him: "Uncle Kong, don't be sad, mother said that grandpa will be reborn in bliss."

Seven or eight-year-old children probably don't even know what it means to be reborn in bliss, and they are already trying to comfort others.

Kongphop sighed, reached out and rubbed her head: "Uncle knows."

Susu tilted his head and smiled cautiously at him: "Uncle Kong, are you thinking of Uncle Arthit?"

Kongphop's heart trembled violently again.

It was the second time he had heard arthit's name tonight.

Children are the most innocent, but what they say out of innocence is also the most difficult to resist.

As she said, the whole afternoon after returning from the cemetery, his mind was full of that person.

It has been two months since they broke up.

This is the most difficult two months that kongphop has lived so far.

First, the grandfather suddenly became critically ill for no reason, and then the person he loved broke up with him.

Those days were so chaotic, so chaotic that he didn't even remember how many times he begged arthit.

But those scenes of begging in a low voice, he still remembered clearly.

In order to beg arthit, even the night when grandpa left, he didn't stay by his side.

It was also from that night that he finally gave up.

Grandpa watched him grow up and loved him all the time, but he ran to beg the man who was determined to abandon him when grandpa's life was at stake.

Even, until now, I still can't forget him.

Thinking of this, Kongphop wished he could kill himself.

Susu doesn't know this.

She is still young, no one will explain to her these complicated relationships between adults, she only knows that Uncle Kong has been grieving over the death of his grandpa, but the person who can make Uncle Kong happy has never appeared.

She bit her lower lip, and suddenly raised her hands that had been hidden behind her back to her front: "Uncle Kong, I couldn't find Uncle Arthit, but I found this, pink frozen milk."

Kongphop stared at the glass of pink liquid in her hand, and clenched his fists tightly again.

But susu is a child, but he doesn't know how to perceive words and emotions at all.

"I sneaked out to buy it, Uncle Kong, isn't this Uncle Arthit's favorite? Take this to him."

In order to impress his family with maturity and stability, arthit has never drank pink frozen milk in front of them.

And Susu is just a child, in front of her, Arthit didn't try to hide it.

But how did she know that the world of adults is fundamentally different from that of children, and how can a person who is determined to leave turn back just because of a cup of pink frozen milk.

Kongphop smiled wryly, reached out to take the transparent bag containing the cup, and rubbed Susu's long hair: "Thank you, Susu."

Susu tiptoed and hugged his waist: "My mother and my aunt don't allow me to mention Uncle Arthit, but I like him very much. My mother said that you will go abroad with us tomorrow. I don't like going abroad. I will see you every time I get there. Unless you and grandpa and grandma... After you go, you will not see Uncle Arthit, and you will miss him very much."

There are only simple causes and consequences in the children's words, because they can't see it, so they miss it.

However, these simple words made Kongphop's heart tremble.

How could he not know?

For the whole afternoon, this idea was the one that was spinning in his mind.

After leaving, it was difficult to see him again.

And now, he still thinks about these things - this behavior itself is enough to make Kongphop full of humiliation.

Susu's little head rubbed against him: "Go to Uncle Arthit, will Uncle Kong be happier?"

Kongphop's throat was so dry that he couldn't speak a word.

And he didn't know the answer to that question at all.

But Susu's words undoubtedly shook his mind again.

After susu left, he lowered his head and took a sip of pink frozen milk.

The sweet taste instantly activated his taste buds, and the mood that had been so stuffy that he was about to faint slowly subsided.

Even now, it is still something related to that person that can bring him some comfort.

It's really worthless!

Kongphop's eye sockets felt hot again.

He clearly knew in his heart that he shouldn't, but he still took advantage of the darkness and went out quietly.

He has walked the road from his house to Arthit's house many times, and he is so familiar with every plant and tree on the roadside that he seems to remember it clearly.

But tonight might also be the last time he saw them.

Between him and arthit, there is no tomorrow.

Arriving downstairs at arthit's house, looking up at his dark window, kongphop couldn't help but think to himself, there is actually not even tonight between them.

He was probably destined not to even see this last side.

Before coming here, he had been hesitant and hesitant to move forward, but he was really sure that it was impossible to see him, but kongphop felt like a stone was pressed on his heart, and he was so heavy that he could hardly breathe.

He sat quietly under his window, feeling completely bewildered.

Arthit's figure appeared in his mind again uncontrollably

Turning around, at this time, kongphop regretted not bringing the remaining half cup of pink frozen milk - that thing seemed to have been subconsciously regarded as a tranquilizer by him.

Suddenly, two beams of car lights came on not far away, and Kongphop's heart moved, he stood up subconsciously, and hid in a shadow that the car lights couldn't reach.

The car was parked next to the building, and two familiar figures got out of the car, and one of them was Arthit whom Kongphop wanted to see.The person standing beside arthit is plame, another senior of his.

The car turned off, and Kongphop looked over from the shadows, and the two people under the streetlights were clearly illuminated.

Arthit's face looked a little pale, as if he was sick.

Kongphop clenched his fists unconsciously again, and pressed his lips tightly, a little hating his worry at the moment, "Do you really not need to see a doctor? Why are you vomiting so hard?" Plame asked.

Arthit shook his head, his smile looked a little weak: "It's okay, I'm probably tired, I've been a little busy with work these days."

In fact, he deliberately kept himself busy.

Only when you are busy can you think about other things.

Plame still looked unconvinced: "That can't always be like this. Forget it today. If it doesn't work tomorrow, I'll take you for a checkup. You've lost a lot of weight recently. If you don't pay attention, your uncles and aunts will be worried."

Arthit hesitated for a while, but finally nodded and agreed: "Understood, it's getting late, you go back first, and we'll talk about it tomorrow if you have anything to do."

With that said, he turned around and walked in.

"Wait!" plame called to stop him.

Arthit paused.

"That..." plame hesitated, and it took him a long time to say it. "I heard from Ward that he is the ticket for tomorrow. If you want to regret it, it's still too late."

Hearing them mentioning him, kongphop's heart was instantly suspended, and he even stopped breathing.

Arthit stood there for a long time before slowly opening his mouth: "Thank you for telling me, but don't mention him in front of me in the future."

Kongphop felt a pain in his heart.

Plame was a little anxious: "But what's the purpose of this? Okay, we'll break up after saying it! Ask you and refuse to say anything!"

Arthit smiled, but that smile seemed to be full of pain: "Because I'm afraid."

"Fear?"

Arthit shook his head and turned to look at him: "It's okay to be separated, it's just a relationship, you can forget it after a while, and then find a girlfriend, get married and have children, there is nothing wrong with this kind of life, Isn't it?"

Next, kongphop couldn't hear what else they said.

He clenched his fists tightly, his nails dug deep into his flesh, and stared at Arthit's direction.

Arthit seemed to sense his gaze, and suddenly looked in this direction.

"What's wrong?" Plame followed his gaze.

It was pitch black here, and it was impossible for them standing under the streetlight to see anything clearly.

Arthit shook his head, finally bid farewell to plame, and entered the building.

Plame watched him go in, sighed, and drove away.

None of them saw that Kongphop in the darkness was already full of tears.

He thought it was enough to support the relationship that lasted forever, but in the eyes of that person, it was finally summed up as "just a love affair" in an understatement.

Kongphop didn't know whether to hate him for being cruel, or to blame himself for being too stupid.

The other party was already ready for a normal relationship, but he even pretended to give up.

That's right, because of that person, he didn't even see his grandfather for the last time, so it would be too unfilial for him not to let go.

But this resignation is only for others to see.

Only he knew that as long as that person hooked his fingers a little, he would return to him without hesitation.

However, that person never wanted to turn back.

He's a complete fool by comparison.

Kongphop's cell phone buzzed and vibrated, it was the second sister's call.

He didn't pick up at all.

If the second sister complains why he still remembers "that kid" until now, he will not even have the position to tell her to shut up.

The phone vibrated for a long time, and finally stopped, but the second sister quickly sent a text message.

"Where have you been? Come home quickly."

Maybe she already guessed it, guessed where her silly brother went.

If he didn't come over, he had already saved enough face for him.

Exit the conversation page with the second sister, there are two prayers he sent to Arthit before.

It's just that Arthit has already blocked him, and there is a red exclamation mark in front of the messages he didn't send.

It's like laughing at his stupidity.

Kongphop went crazy and deleted that conversation page, then call logs, photo albums...everything related to him.

Because he was afraid of seeing his smile in the photo and his heart softened, kongphop didn't even look at the contents of the photo album carefully, so he chose to delete all of them.

Although deleting the record itself can only mean that he cares too much, but sometimes people really need to use some behaviors to force themselves to really give up.

Time to end.

Otherwise what can we do?

The reason why he tried his best to keep him was because he felt that the person loved him too.

But people's hearts are so changeable.

That being the case, he can do it too.

Maybe one day, if you say you don't love me, you won't love me anymore.

The next day.

Arthit was alone under the quilt, and suddenly a message popped up on his phone that someone he had been quietly following had just updated his status.

When he clicked in, there were only a few words.

"as you wish."

The accompanying picture is the crowd in a hurry at the airport.

And all the previous states of a certain person have been completely deleted, so the accompanying picture looks even more eye-catching.

Is it what he wants?

Arthit smiled wryly.

I'm afraid that person will never know that in his life, he will never be able to fulfill his wish again.