Different ways

On this day, the ninth team had just finished training, and He An threw a mobile phone over, "I have a call for you."

Gu Yan took it with a little doubt, "Hello?"

"Xiaoyan?" Lin Xi's clear voice came from the phone, with a little imperceptible fatigue.

"Lin Xi?" Gu Yan was a little surprised, "What's wrong with you?"

"I'm fine, you, can you come back?" Lin Xi asked hesitantly.

"What's wrong? What happened? Is it grandpa..." Gu Yan panicked.

"No no, Grandpa Gu is fine, don't worry."

Gu Yan was relieved a little, "What's the matter? Are you in a hurry?"

"It's Fan Dong."

"..."

"Xiaoyan, I know that such a request makes you very embarrassed. After all, after all, his father..."

"I don't blame him. It has nothing to do with him. In my heart, he is still the brother who loves me." Gu Yan was silent for a long time before he said.It can be said that ever since he brushed shoulders with death several times, his grandfather found out that someone was manipulating him, and he told himself that Fan Leiguang might be the mastermind who killed his father, or that he might be the person behind several "accidents". uncomfortable.The result was really as grandpa expected, Gu Yan was more sad than angry.

Gu Yan can still often think of when he was a child, Fan Leiguang always took him around to play, and always brought him delicious food when he came back from business trips.In his memory, Fan Lei loved himself more than Fan Dong, so at that time Fan Dong always hated himself and made fun of him from time to time, while Lin Xi was protecting him.I don't know when, Fan Leiguang's smile no longer spoiled him, Fan Dong stopped teasing him, and treated him better and better, and Lin Xi gradually stopped being so close to him.

Everything was changing, but he was still stuck at that time. Compared with the father he had never met, Gu Yan had more and deeper feelings for the Fan family and his son.

"Xiaoyan," Lin Xi's voice choked up slightly, "Thank you, your forgiveness is the best comfort for Fan Dong. If possible, can you come back? Fan Dong is not feeling well right now."

"What's wrong?" Hearing this, Gu Yan asked nervously.

"Since his father's accident, his whole body has collapsed. He can't accept that the father he has always admired is such a person. He feels ashamed to see you. He has been hiding in the old house for a month, and no one wants to see him. SAR I don’t want to go back, I drink without eating, I am very worried about him, now, maybe only you can persuade him.”

"Okay, just wait, I'll go back right away." Gu Yan hung up the phone, immediately asked for leave, went back to City A, and went straight to Fan's old house.

Gu Yan had just entered the room when he saw Fan Dong pushing Lin Xi out of the room, yelling hysterically, "Get out, get the fuck out of here." Lin Xi was pushed to the ground.

"What are you doing?" Gu Yan strode forward and dragged Fan Dong away, "That's all you have? You know how to ruin other people's good intentions?"

After drinking too much for a month, Fan Dong's body was exhausted, and it took all his strength to push Lin Xi away just now, how could he stand up to Gu Yan's forceful tugging?Being dragged, he staggered and fell heavily to the ground.

Lin Xi quickly crawled over to help him, "Are you okay? Where did you fall?" Fan Dong swung him away, "Don't worry about it."

Gu Yan couldn't see it, so he went up and pulled Lin Xi to leave, but Lin Xi begged him, "Xiaoyan, don't argue with him, it's because he feels uncomfortable, you can persuade him."

Gu Yan's heart softened, and he stopped in his tracks. Seeing that he was willing to help, Lin Xi happily pushed him back, "Talk, I'll cook for you." After speaking, he hid in the kitchen, giving the two of them a space to spend alone.

Gu Yan turned his head and glanced at Fan Dong who was collapsed on the ground, and felt uncomfortable. Fan Dong, who had always been handsome and handsome, was now as thin as a drunkard, decadent and lifeless.

Gu Yan went up to help the man sit up, "Why do you do this? If you do this, everything can return to the way it was before?"

"Why don't you blame me?" Fan Dong buried his head in his palms in pain, "Why did you come? You go, I have no face to see you."

"It's not your fault, why did you wrap yourself up? I know, you can't accept what happened to your father, but it has happened, and we should face it bravely. If you are sorry for what your father did If you feel guilty, try to be different from him. If you continue to be decadent like this, you will not be able to change anything except to make yourself more miserable and those around you who care about you will also suffer with you.”

"But now as soon as I step out of the gate, I feel that everyone is looking at me with contempt, and I can't meet people." Fan Dong clearly remembered that after his father's accident, those who used to hang around him all Look at him like that.

Gu Yan said angrily, "I've said it before, those people don't really make friends with you. If you don't believe me, now you know their face. People who really treat you as friends will not be friends with you because of your father. You are far away from your mistakes. Think about Lin Xi, think about the brothers who were born and died in the special zone, would they see you like this?"

Fan Dong was silent. These days, Lin Xi was always by his side, not leaving for a moment, no matter how much he beat and scolded, he just wouldn't leave.The brothers in the SAR also often come to see him from the SAR, and accompany him whenever they are free.Immediately feel better.

Gu Yan persisted, "If you trust the leaders of the special zone, they value you so much. Now you just leave for a small matter. Are you worthy of their cultivation?"

Fan Dong felt a little guilty, he clamored to leave the special zone regardless of his care, the captain almost died of anger, he didn't criticize anything, and yelled to give him time to digest, retiring from the army is absolutely impossible, don't even think about it!

"Think about your father again. If he knows that his fault will ruin your life, will he feel better?"

"You don't hate him?" Fan Dong raised his face and asked in surprise.

"Hate, I don't hate. In fact, I hated it at the beginning, but these days, I have also thought a lot. Instead of living in hatred for the rest of my life, it is better to let the hatred stop at the moment when your father pays the price for it."

Gu Yan really didn't want to continue the hatred, and he was able to put it down so quickly because Gu Yan didn't know anything about his father.Gu Guoan didn't tell him about Gu Shaocheng, firstly because he was afraid that Gu Yan would be sad, and secondly, every time Gu Guoan was mentioned, his heart ached.

"Your grandpa..."

"Give him a little more time. Even after so many years of guessing, he still finds it hard to accept after he really knows."

"sorry."

"Okay, does it have anything to do with you? You just take it? What you have to do now is to adjust yourself, go to where you should go, and do your duty instead of dying for someone else's fault here. I have to live. Let me tell you, I really look down on this kind of person, don't make it up to me." Gu Yan stretched out his hand and pulled Fan Dong up from the ground, "Go and wash, I'll go and see Lin Xi."

Fan Dong grabbed Gu Yan and hugged him from behind, feeling the person in his arms was slightly stiff and bitter, "Thank you, Xiaoyan. If it wasn't for this, would you accept me?"

Gu Yan was stunned for a moment, and then confessed, "I'm sorry, Fan Dong, I, I have always regarded you as an older brother, even without this matter, we would not be able to do it."

"Then what if there is no Mo Bei?" Fan Dong asked unwillingly.

Gu Yan didn't expect that he would mention Mo Bei. This assumption stung Gu Yan, his eyes turned red, and his voice revealed a sadness that he didn't realize, "Isn't it gone now?"

That inadvertent sadness stung Fan Dong's heart, so what else to say?How can there be so many ifs?Gu Yan just met Mo Bei, or fell in love with Mo Bei, no matter how much he assumed, he couldn't get in between the two of them.

In the kitchen, Lin Xi leaned against the door, slumped on the ground weakly, her eyes were red.He didn't know what the two were talking about, and what was that hug, all of which deeply hurt his heart that had been in love and chasing for so many years.No matter how hard he tried, Fan Dong couldn't see it, maybe he didn't want to see it.The two of them hugged each other outside, which made him feel ridiculous that he was clinging to each other.

During the meal, the three of them were happy and harmonious, and no one mentioned what happened just now, as if they had returned to the past.But they all know that they can never go back, whether it is business or emotion.

Gu Yan then returned to the no man's land, and Lin Xi continued to stay to take care of Fan Dong and help him recuperate his body.

A week later, Fan Dong's body had almost recovered, and it was time to return to the special zone.After sending Lin Xi to the plane in the morning, Fan Dong drove to a dirty rental house, because he had to do one more thing before returning to the special zone.

"Tuk Tuk" knocked on the door.

Mo Bei looked at the strange man outside in surprise, "Who are you looking for?"

"I find you."

"I don't know you." Mo Bei searched his brain, which was not much in stock, and said with certainty.

"You knew me before."

"Who are you?" Mo Bei looked at the man in front of him warily.

Ever since Fan Leiguang's accident, Mo Bei hadn't looked back at home, and always felt a bit awkward staying in Gu's house.So I found a random place to settle down, and made a living by going out to do coolies from time to time.So regarding Fan Dong who came uninvited, he was a little confused.

Regardless of Mo Bei's reaction, Fan Dong stepped into the somewhat shabby rental house, "I'm the one to tell you the truth."

"What truth?"

"Your memory, your past." Fan Dong turned his head and stared at Mo Bei.

"What?" Mo Bei couldn't believe it. What does this person mean is that his memory loss was not an accident?

Fan Dong looked at Mo Bei sincerely, "I'm sorry, you didn't lose your memory, it was I who asked someone to extract your previous memories."

"What?" Mo Bei rushed up angrily and picked up Fan Dong's collar, "Why did you do this?"

"I think you should leave Gu Yan as far away as possible, and it's best never to see each other again." Fan Dong relieved his anger more than his guilt. The person he fell in love with first turned out to be the one who got ahead of him. Can he not be angry?

"You!" Mo Bei waved his fist at Fan Dong. No wonder he and Gu Yan were so in love at the time, but they suddenly left without saying a word. I dare say it's the bastard's fault, and it's not that he was so tired of making up nonsense that he was afraid of Gu Yan. Haunt yourself?Thinking of the harm he caused to Gu Yan by leaving, Mo Beiqi didn't want to fight.

Fan Dong dodged the punch and explained, "I'm here to ask you if you want to replant that memory? If you want to, follow me. I'll tell you everything after the surgery. If you don't, just pretend I didn't do it today." came."

"Yes." Mo Bei said firmly, "I want to know everything." These days, I have been guessing wildly, so I might as well just remember it.

Fan Dong drove him to a secret medical research institute. After muttering to a doctor for a long time, Mo Bei was pushed into the operating room.

After three hours, Mo Bei woke up from the anesthesia, and all the memories emerged. Gu Yan's frowns and smiles, and every minute and every second they spent together, were truly presented in his mind.

When the sweet memories of the past were connected with the memories after the two met, Mo Bei felt very distressed.At the border, what he did made him want to beat himself to death.

From Fan Dong's mouth, he knew the truth about leaving that year.Fan Dong hated Mo Bei for taking the lead, and even more hated that he couldn't protect Gu Yan and made Gu Yan suffer.And this incident happened because of him, Fan Dong couldn't let him stay by Gu Yan's side no matter what.

At that time, the intimate video of the two was exposed, Gu Yan was taken back home, and Mo Bei rushed to Gu's house in a hurry after hearing the news, but was intercepted by the people sent by Fan Dong on the way, he was beaten with both fists and four hands, and was finally arrested Entering a house, he was forced to undergo a memory extraction operation, and then was thrown to country O by Fan Dong.Mo Bei, who had lost his memory, was rescued by Luo Xiu. Mo Bei, who had just undergone my operation, murmured Gu Yan's name from time to time in a coma because his consciousness was too strong.Luo Xiu couldn't hear clearly and thought he was talking about Lu, so when Mo Bei woke up, he told him his name was Lu.

Everything was clear and clear, Mo Bei just wanted to see Gu Yan immediately, apologize to him, tell him everything, tell him that he has always loved him deeply, and has never changed.

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