There are always straight men who change

"No...no...no..." Yang Yu trembling hands, wanting to go up to support him.

Something rolled over in the darkness, and when I looked down, I found it was a human head.

The longing for so many years finally broke out at this moment, Yang Yu knelt down on the ground and cried bitterly, picked up the bloody head and began to cry.

As if the mist was blown away by the wind, all the memories immediately flooded into my mind clearly, and the name that I didn't want to be forgotten gradually emerged, Yang Yu cried out: "Si... Yu..."

Si Yu Si Yu, miss Yang Yu.

He came up with the name himself, and changed it to Yanwuyu to avoid the taboo character Yu.A pariah does not deserve to have his own name, but Yang Yu insists on giving him this name.

From the perspective of common people, it is almost impossible for a pariah without status to climb up to the position of general step by step by his own ability. However, this miracle has also been infamous for thousands of years along with the crime of treason.

Those civilians who once envied him, envied him or wanted to be him, now greeted the general's body with their own garbage.

Those dignitaries who once wanted to make friends with him, fearing that they would avoid him, stood up and spurned his treasonous behavior.

However, countless memories emerged in Yang Yu's mind, as well as the evening before he left.Siyu was wearing a military uniform and knelt at the door. The door was slightly opened. He saw himself through the crack of the door, made a face and sneaked in.

Even though there was no one else in the room, he still knelt not far away, lowered his head and whispered, "I'm here to say goodbye to you."

Yang Yu just wanted to get up, but his body was so weak that he could only lean against the bed rail and hum.

"Are you... still... are you okay?" Realizing that the person on the bed seemed wrong, she hurried forward and opened the curtain to check anxiously without being rude.

As soon as the tulle curtain was lifted, Siyu immediately froze in place, it was really indescribably soft and fragrant nephrite, soft and charming.

Yang Yu was leaning against the bed in thin obscene clothes, and when he saw the curtain was lifted, he put his arms around his neck and said with a smile: "Come up and lie down, otherwise I have to sit on the side when I talk to you, I'm tired I'm really too lazy to get up."

Looking at this bed. spring. color, even a normal man should react, not to mention that the one lying on the bed is still his favorite person.

Si Yu hesitated and took off his heavy armor, slipped up from the bed and knelt down at Yang Yu's feet, massaging his calf with his hands.

Hiding his long-awaited desire, enjoying the intimacy of a little skin-to-skin contact.

He is a high-ranking prince, and he is just a pariah. That night was already the biggest reward he gave himself, and now if he goes a step further, it will be the two of them who will suffer.

Yang Yu leaned against the bed, weakly talking about the things that happened in the past few years, all trivial things, while Si Yu knelt at the corner of the bed and listened carefully.

Yang Yu called softly: "Cold."

Siyu finally couldn't help but stepped forward and hugged him, tears fell instantly.

"Yang Yu." Si Yu choked up, "The luckiest thing in my life is meeting you. Ever since I was selected into the palace to be with you at the age of six, I was shocked when I first saw you. I was stunned, there are such beautiful people in this world. When you spoke to me for the first time, I swore that I would always be with you and protect you in this life."

Yang Yu didn't speak, but just giggled and laughed, and only at this time could she start from her heart and laugh so happily.

The body of the person in his arms has no warmth, like a piece of ice.

This temperature stimulated every nerve in Siyu, and anger surged from his heart immediately, and he gritted his teeth and said, "I won't let you suffer in this shabby place anymore, if the emperor wants to invite 'God', why would he use himself?" son as a carrier to make you suffer so much."

Yang Yu stroked his hairy head and said with a smile: "It's okay, I did it voluntarily."

Siyu immediately let go of him, got off the bed and put on his armor, turned his head and said coldly: "Sooner or later, this country will perish, and they will suffer ten times more than you."

"But the country is gone, and I won't be the prince by then, where can I find you?" Yang Yu couldn't help laughing, at the moment he thought it was just a joke of Si Yu.

Siyu turned her head, put away her previous indifferent expression, and said with tenderness in her eyes: "No matter what you become, wherever you go, I will find you. This is my promise to you and my vow of eternal life."

"Actually, I really don't care, and it doesn't hurt as much as when I was a child." Yang Yu muttered.

"Wars continue in the west, I'm going to go tonight." Si Yu hoarse voice, avoiding to answer.

Yang Yu thought for a while, supported the bed rails and got out of bed, put on a coat and handed him the jade that she wore next to her body, and said: "No matter where you go, this jade will be with me."

Thoughts came back to the present, the head that was held in his arms disappeared without a trace, the piece of jade that didn’t know where to throw disappeared, rolled over again, Yang Yu looked at the things on the ground in pain, closed his eyes Said: "I remembered, I remembered everything."

The real reason for the country's demise was not because someone else was him. After Siyu's death, he lost control and bloodbathed the entire palace.

Including the father who claimed to 'love' himself since childhood.

The crime of patricide entangles Yang Yu. This man with a pure appearance has a filthy soul, and now his hands are stained with his father's blood, making him even dirtier.

The surrounding environment immediately darkened, and all the scenes disappeared, only Yang Yu was left sitting quietly in the darkness.

"You remember it all?" A familiar voice suddenly came from behind, Yang Yu turned his head in surprise, and what caught his eyes was a familiar face that could not be more familiar, a face so familiar that it made people afraid.

The young man behind him was wearing white clothes, with snake scales on his body, squinting his eyes and smiling at himself. This face is not someone else's but his own. Isn't this the shadow that has been following him all the time?No matter where I go, will I follow my shadow hiding in the dark?

"Where is this?" Yang Yu stood up and looked around vigilantly.

"Don't you even remember your own heart? This is your memory." The boy snapped his fingers, and the surrounding environment immediately changed. A bench appeared behind him at some point, and the boy didn't even look at it. Just sat on it.

This chair is very familiar, the one in my palace, every summer I have someone place the bench in the yard, it is very comfortable to lie on it and bask in the sun.

"This chair is very familiar." The boy laughed and snapped his fingers again. The bench immediately changed from red sandalwood to an ordinary bamboo bench.

I am also very familiar with this bamboo chair. I also have one on the balcony of my home in Hangzhou. Even though I lost my memory, I still haven’t changed my habit of loving the sun.

"Wait, I want to correct you!" The young man lay lazily on the bench, pointed at himself and then at Yang Yu and said, "It's not you who love to bask in the sun, it's me!"

After realizing that the thoughts in his heart were easily known by him, Yang Yu opened his mouth wide in surprise and asked, "Who are you?"

Boy: "Didn't you remember everything?"

Yang Yu: "That's right, I've memorized everything about Siyu." He paused and continued, "For me, he colluded with the enemy country to destroy this country, but he was informed by others before the matter succeeded. They were secretly handled and brought back to the palace."

The past flooded into his mind bit by bit, Yang Yu closed his eyes and looked at the pictures in his mind, and said: "Siyu's physique is different from ordinary people, he can endure the cold of my body, he was sacrificed to my body since he was a child by my side to ensure that I can be surrounded by yang energy and not be eroded by the things in my body."

The boy looked at him lazily, "Go on."

Yang Yu: "I have only had him as a playmate since I was a child, no matter what I say or do, he is the first to agree with me. He saw me being tortured by the priests when he was a child, and secretly decided to rescue me. Being an accompanying bodyguard can't do this, so he joined the army... If I had... I would have found out earlier that it would be better to stop him."

Boy: "Then do you remember who I am?"

Yang Yu shook his head.

The young man: "It's boring, it seems that you just got a little bit of stimulation again, do you think Xiao Ji doesn't love you anymore?" These words pierced into Yang Yu's heart like an awl, and this tiny thought even hit him. He didn't even notice, he could see through it at a glance.

After he came out of the master's house, Xiao Ji didn't call him for a whole day, his silence on the last phone call made Yang Yu a little scared.

But Yang Yu didn't hate him, and he couldn't get away with Bai Ze's death.

That is a fresh life, because I have become gloomy.

I still remember that Bai Xuan lit a cigarette, looked at himself with a wry smile, and said, "I like what he likes." I couldn't understand the other meaning of these words, and I had clearly experienced the pain of losing my beloved. Once, why let others feel it again.

It doesn't matter if it's the Holy Mother, but the last thing Yang Yu wants is to inflict pain on others.

Because he himself grows from pain, whether it is body or mind, he is being whipped cruelly by pain every day, knowing the taste of pain, he doesn't want others to try it again, this is the gentleness in Yang Yu's character, and also Siyu I want to protect something for a lifetime.

The boy pouted, lying on the bench and looking at him bored.

Yang Yu lowered his eyes to look, once again confirming that this person had the same face as himself, he couldn't help asking: "Who are you?"

"You asked me that before, did you forget?" The young man squinted his eyes, put away his previous lazy expression and said seriously: "Who am I? I am the past so the future is the present. I don't exist in this world." In the world, and in every part of the world, even if it is a grain of sand or a drop of water, there is my shadow and yours."

The young man paused, his eyes were full of danger, he stared at Yang Yu like a beast and said, "I am you and myself, there is no difference, because you made me, and I made you, We are not one, but we are one."

Yang Yu stood where he was, trying his best to digest the young man's words, saying that he was recovering his memory, but he seemed to remember only things about Siyu.

"I don't remember." Yang Yu said bluntly.

"It's normal, you gave me all your memories." The boy stuck out his tongue and made a hissing sound like a snake, and his eyes narrowed like a snake, shining a dark golden light in the darkness.

"Why should I give you these?" Yang Yu frowned and asked.

The boy pouted, "How would I know?"

Yang Yu stood there annoyed, and when he was about to speak, the boy suddenly appeared behind him, spitting out a snake-like letter and said with a smile: "I feel like I have become stronger again, thank you for eating those little desserts for me, it is the last That old thing is a bit hard to digest, you must have been throwing up for a long time."

Are the little desserts those babies?Yang Yu looked at him curiously, and asked, "Are you talking about those little ghosts raised by Master?"

"Well, the baby's wraith is the best. You have been tempting me since you were a baby. The body of that old thing is the most disgusting. No one in this world can compare to you, my little prince. "The boy's body became softer and softer, wrapping around Yang Yu's waist bit by bit, his figure became more and more like a snake. "You are already so filthy, but you still pretend to maintain your pure heart, and you can bloom clean lotus flowers even when your body is covered in mud. You are much better than that old thing."

Yang Yu shook his head and said, "I don't quite understand what you mean. If you mean killing people, I didn't enjoy it."

But the young man didn't seem to listen to what he said, and the body wrapped around him was perfectly combined with the snake tattoo, and he put his head on his neck and whispered: "You can come here because I want me to keep you dirty and full of sins." Let’s have a good memory, what’s the name of that little guy? What’s the matter with Xiao, I’ll help you forget him..."

Yang Yu stood there blankly, looked into the distance and murmured: "His name is Xiao Ji. He said we must have met somewhere. He likes to sleep with his arms around me, likes to take a bath with me, and likes to play with me." Hair, likes to take me around, likes to teach me how to use the phone, he likes me..."

The boy thought for a while and said seriously: "He also likes his friend, but that person died because of you, didn't he?" The light in Yang Yu's eyes dimmed instantly.

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An OOC yellow storm murmured:

[Erha] His name is Xiao Ji, he said that there is nothing in this world that cannot be solved by deception, if there is, then he will fool you twice.He likes to hold my [beep ^] in front of people and pretend to be 1 and go home as 0, he likes to go in a little bit and then rub lightly and finally push in hard, he likes to make me yell when he is high-[beep] His name, um... he likes it - [beep] more.. probably

Juvenile: Single snakes are also animals, please take care of single snakes, thank you!I'm not here to collect these memories.