Difficult to comfort the dust

Cheng Jin's eyelashes are very long, and they form a fan shape when they close their eyes, like a butterfly's wings that stop and flap slightly.

If Jiang Chaosheng had to tell himself when he fell in love with Cheng Jin, he might not even be able to tell.Before meeting Cheng Jin, all Jiang Chaosheng thought was to make more contributions to His Majesty. The saint is happy, and maybe he will marry him, and his future wife may be a gentle and virtuous girl, who will be with him when he is free. The son reads some small books in the yard, hugs and takes a nap when he is tired, and lives a life of raising his eyebrows; Cheng Jin is indeed the appearance he likes except for his gender, so after knowing that he likes Cheng Jin, he also thought about completing it satisfactorily. After the task given to him by the sage, he resigned from his official position, took Cheng Jin with him and returned to the field, and accompanied him to do everything he wanted to do.

However, everything that happened today was caused by Jiang Chaosheng's own hands in those days.

"It's my fault in the morning. I shouldn't suddenly lose my temper and argue with you." In this case, he only dared to say it when Cheng Jin was asleep. Saying this, I'm afraid that even Da Ya will have to laugh. After laughing, there will inevitably be a few words of Cheng Jin's unique meanness, "But I can't control my temper every time I see you like this. How can we Can't go back?"

"I know you still hate me. I'm to blame for those things, I..." Jiang Chaosheng curled Cheng Jin's loose hair in his hands, muttering to himself, the past scenes are unfolding like a revolving lantern Appearing in front of his eyes, Jiang Chaosheng smiled helplessly, "Yeah, it's all my fault."

"But blame me, blame me. Why do you always use your own methods to torture me? Don't you know your bones?" Jiang Chaosheng took Cheng Jin's scarred hand and gently groped for it. Dao Scar said, "I brought you back under a lot of pressure, of course I hope you are well. If your parents and your eldest brother know what you are like now, how can you sleep peacefully underground?"

Cheng Jin, who was fast asleep, was calm, only the sound of shallow breathing echoed Jiang Chaosheng's murmurs.He slept so peacefully, it actually hooked Jiang Chaosheng's tiredness.

"Go to sleep, wake up tomorrow, don't use your body to get angry with me again."

Jiang Chaosheng blew out the burning candles in Cheng Jin's room, walked out of the room, turned around and walked to the study.

Biyun had been waiting outside the door, seeing Jiang Chaosheng coming out, she lowered her head and whispered, "Master, aren't you going to rest in the room today?"

Jiang Chaosheng shook his head: "Tired."

Naturally, he didn't just say that he was tired. If that was the case, he could just sleep in it.Jiang Chaosheng and Erli haven't arrived yet, he has been away with his troops for a long time, and he is full of vigor, so why would he not want to be more clingy with Cheng Jin when he comes back?

The one who was tired was talking about the psychological game between him and Cheng Jin.

Biyun winked at the little servant who was holding the lamp next to him, and the little servant immediately went to the next room to pick up a quilt, and helped Jiang Chaosheng spread it before he entered the study.

Cheng Jin opened his eyes in the dark night, and his eyes were clear.

"What's with you?"

When Jiang Chaosheng said those words to him earlier, Cheng Jin wanted to say back to Jiang Chaosheng: "The former Cheng family, the former Cheng Jin, were all killed by you, Jiang Chaosheng?" What kind of standpoint came up to accuse him of not living like this?He would rather die, but it was Jiang Chaosheng who stopped him from seeking death time and time again, causing him to spend a few more days in this world unbearably.

It would be great if he died in that catastrophe, at least the last Jiang Chaosheng in his memory was still the little servant of the Cheng family in Jiangnan, the naive, cautious Jiang Chaosheng who was only good to him, at least he didn't have to watch him helplessly The former lover has transformed into an appearance that I have never seen before, and I don't have to struggle every inch between love and hate like now.

Cheng Jin just lay down on the bed and did not close her eyes again the next day.

It was Biyun who knocked on his door first and brought him breakfast.

Cheng Jin sat up from the bed in silence and began to dress. Seeing that he had woken up, Biyun came up to change and wash him: "Master Jin must be starving, right? The cook in the kitchen got up early in the morning and cooked sweet porridge for you , eat it while it’s still hot.”

Under Biyun's expectant eyes, Cheng Jin sat at the table with a sullen face, holding up the bowl of sweet porridge with one hand, and holding the spoon into his mouth with the other.

After taking only one mouthful, Cheng Jin put down the bowl and hung her head in silence.

Biyun cautiously said: "But this porridge is not to Mr. Jin's appetite?"

"fall down."

"Falled?!" Biyun was startled.

Cheng Jin sneered: "How can a person like me afford such generous treatment from the cook in this mansion?"

If it was really just the sweet porridge made by the cook, why did Bi Yun mention that it was made by the cook early in the morning?

In the blink of an eye, he had spent three years in the Jiang family and Jiang Chaosheng, and Biyun had also been between him and Jiang Chaosheng for three years as a peacemaker.

"Master Jin..." Biyun knew that Cheng Jin already knew that Jiang Chaosheng made the porridge, so he no longer concealed it, "The general rested in the study last night. He knew you didn't eat well yesterday, so he deliberately..."

Cheng Jin rubbed his brows: "Biyun, after three to five years, aren't you tired?"

Biyun was stunned.

Without waiting for Biyun's answer, he continued on his own, "I'm tired."

These words were actually the same as what Jiang Chaosheng said yesterday.

Biyun bit her lip and remained silent.

"Jiang Chaosheng and I can't go back. No matter how many years you persuade him, nothing will change."

"The slaves don't understand."

Cheng Jin didn't intend to share her state of mind with Biyun: "If you don't understand it, don't understand it. Anyway, you can't understand it."

One sentence blocked everything again, and brought them back to the predicament again.

Cheng Jin's eyes fell on the sweet porridge that he had only tasted, and the sweet porridge had already formed a layer of mush due to the cooling.

"Mr. Jin, don't blame this servant for not being able to see. I still have to mention it. The general must have caught a cold last night. I thought you might as well..." Bi Yun bit the bullet and told Cheng Jin about Jiang Chaosheng's condition today.

"What's with me?"

Sure enough, what he got in exchange was such a ruthless sentence.

Biyun stopped talking, put the food on the table, and prepared to leave the house.

"If he's sick, let him go to see a doctor. What's the use of telling me?" Not to mention whether this is Jiang Chaosheng's trickery, Cheng Jin will not be the medicine for his cold.

When Biyun turned her head, Cheng Jin looked tired, obviously struggling mentally before saying such a sentence.

After he finished speaking, he regretted it again. He could already imagine that when Jiang Chaosheng came, Biyun would add fuel to it and say, "Young Master Jin knows that you are sick, and you are very worried. Let the servant tell the general that you can only get better if you listen to the doctor and take medicine."

Sure enough, after Jiang Chaosheng came back, Biyun misinterpreted Cheng Jin's words and conveyed it to Jiang Chaosheng in an attempt to ease the relationship between the two.

Jiang Chaosheng naturally knew that Cheng Jin would not say such appropriate words, but he also understood that Cheng Jin did tell him to go to the doctor, no matter what, Cheng Jin still cared.Thinking of this, the corners of Jiang Chaosheng's mouth rose slightly.

For several days, Jiang Chaosheng did not stay overnight in Cheng Jin's room.These days, the weather is much warmer, but it is still very cold at night and in the morning. At first, Jiang Chaosheng thought that he just caught a cold, but after a few days, it didn't get better, so he asked the doctor for a pulse and said it was a wind chill.He was afraid of passing the cold to Cheng Jin, so he only took a look at Cheng Jin's sleeping face after Biyun came to report that "Mr. Jin has fallen asleep".

Jiang Chaosheng is a military general with a healthy body, and he is not likely to get sick on weekdays.Probably due to the accumulation of worries, and the relapse of old injuries caused by the season change, this illness was fierce, and Jiang Chaosheng developed a high fever all at once.