draw a gun and talk about feelings

Qiao and Jun kept cursing while taking a shower, he didn't know the bastard's name but he could also scold vigorously.

"Fuck you, bite me on the shoulder! Fuck your sister, leave so many teeth marks on me! I'll fuck you..."

Qiao Yujun couldn't come out after cursing, because he felt something sticky dripping from his leg, accompanied by a dull pain somewhere behind his back after washing with warm water.

Qiao and Jun almost cried against the wall when they were taking a bath. He never thought that he would have such an experience in his life. When he discovered his sexuality in high school, he accepted it at that time, but he felt that in terms of offensive and passive attributes, He still belongs to the side that is more active and strong, but now it seems that he may have overestimated himself.

At such a time, Qiao and Jun are full of sadness and anger, but they can't help recalling their high school and college years, which can be regarded as examining what kind of type they are.

The time when Qiao Yujun realized that he was different from others was after he finished the arts and science class in the sophomore year of high school. At that time, he met He Xiaozhou for the first time. They were rare boys in the arts class, and the teacher specially arranged them to sit at the same table.He Xiaozhou is not tall, but as a boy, he is still ranked behind, so he often cannot see the writing on the blackboard, and his notes are often messy.

Every time Qiao Yujun looked at He Xiaozhou who fell asleep with his head resting on his arm, Qiao Yujun felt weird, and then he took the initiative to write two notes for He Xiaozhou, and as for whether He Xiaozhou would use it or not, where would he throw it away? Yes, he didn't really care about it.

He Xiaozhou's family conditions are not good, single parent, it is not easy for his mother to take him alone, but He Xiaozhou is very optimistic, all kinds of worries, if it is not good, it is a bit heartless. The more familiar he became, Qiao and Jun knew everything about him. At this time, when Qiao and Jun looked at He Xiaozhou who smiled every day and seemed to have no troubles, he wanted to protect He Xiaozhou for no reason in his heart.

He Xiaozhou is very good-looking. Some girls are delicate, and they are more boyish than girls. He looks a few years younger than his actual age. His eyes are big and bright when he is not smiling. When he smiles, he will squint and have two dimples. Qiao Yujun thinks that He Xiaozhou is the most beautiful person he has ever seen.

He has been in contact with He Xiaozhou for a year. It was not until the third year of high school that he realized that his relationship was not in the right direction. He felt more and more that his feelings for He Xiaozhou were like love, and he had never liked girls. The word homosexuality is At this time, Qiao Yujun searched and inquired countless times, and later he also accepted his specialness, but he didn't know what happened to He Xiaozhou, another uninformed participant of his special feelings.

Just watching silently until the college entrance examination, He Xiaozhou's grades are not ordinary bad, it is impossible to go to undergraduate, if you go to junior college, you have to find a low score, and finally choose a police officer At that time, Qiao Yujun could apply for a grade, but he also applied for the police academy because of He Xiaozhou, but he is a police undergraduate, and the campus and He Xiaozhou are still together.

After filling out the application form, He Xiaozhou smiled and said to Qiao Yujun, "Junjun, did you apply for the police academy for me?"

Qiao Yujun blushed at the time, and he almost suspected that He Xiaozhou had seen his inner thoughts, "Xiaozhou, I'm afraid you won't be able to handle it by yourself. You are too thin and not tall. Don't talk about going to school. In the future, you will really When you become a policeman, can you catch the bad guys? I can't protect you?"

He Xiaozhou said nothing, and Qiao Yujun was actually very disappointed at that time.

Later, when the two of them went to college, He Xiaozhou was always bullied by others for some reason. Maybe he was too thin and could always arouse the desire of others to bully him. When Xiaozhou went to find those people, his arm was splinted and his nose was almost broken, but when He Xiaozhou asked about him, he just replied, "I didn't step on it when I went downstairs, I fell."

He Xiaozhou looked at Qiao Yujun, who had a bruised nose, swollen face, and smell of plaster all over his body, and laughed, "Junjun, why didn't you get brushed out during the physical examination when you are so uncoordinated?"

Qiao and Jun also laughed a few times after hearing this, but they always felt that there was bitterness in the smile.

After both of them graduated, Qiao Yujun gave up many better opportunities and entered the police station with He Xiaozhou, became a small policeman, and was injured for He Xiaozhou during several missions, although it was not too serious But at any rate, he protected He Xiaozhou without even a scar on his body. Even Qiao and Jun usually protect He Xiaozhou. He thought he liked He Xiaozhou, so he wanted to protect him like this, but he never thought about it. confession.

It wasn't until later that he was 28 years old, and his family urged him to get married and arranged a blind date for him. Only then did he realize that only he knew his feelings, and everyone else regarded him as someone who was devoted to work and had no time to find love. The general nature of the girlfriend is a good young man.

So Qiao Yujun pondered for a long time. He felt that it was necessary to confess his feelings to He Xiaozhou, but what he got was an invitation card handed to him by He Xiaozhou himself.

The news of He Xiaozhou's marriage came without warning. The other party was several years older than He Xiaozhou, beautiful and rich. He didn't know how he fell in love with He Xiaozhou, but he thought that woman was not worthy of He Xiaozhou. He is so perfect in his heart that no one deserves it. If you ask him if he is worthy, he also feels that he is not worthy.

Now Qiao Yujun has completely given up on He Xiaozhou, not only because He Xiaozhou is married and going abroad, but also because of his current situation, he was raped by someone, that guy is probably a pile driver level, his current The degree of pain was really not normal, he didn't know whether it was a psychological effect or it was really so painful, anyway, he was in pain and aggrieved now.

It was only when Qiao and Jun took a shower to check out that the bastard really did not lie to him. This hotel is the best and most expensive in the city. If he really missed the check-out time, he would have to make up as much money as he did. monthly salary.

When Qiao and Jun walked out, he always felt that his walking posture was strange. Although he tried his best not to limp or act unnaturally, he still felt that someone was watching him. Although it might be just a psychological effect, but Qiao and Jun are still the bastards they have scolded countless times in their hearts.

Although they were late, Qiao and Jun went to the police station, and they were surrounded by two colleagues as soon as they entered the door. "How did you solve it? How much did you pay?"

Qiao and Jun couldn't understand "how much did you lose?"

"Yesterday you vomited up his suit, and the boss said he wanted you to settle the score."

When Qiao and Jun heard what the hell was going on, they decided to settle the score?He hasn't settled with that bastard yet.

"Boss? He's a rapist!"

Qiao and Jun's expressions at that time could be described as filled with righteous indignation. There was a real sense of justice in their facial expressions, and the two colleagues looked at each other in blank dismay.

"A rapist? Which province is wanted?"

When Qiao Yujun heard this question, he immediately silenced. He didn't want to reveal his experience last night, so he coughed lightly twice, "I'm going to change my uniform. I won't call the police today, shall I?"

"Who can't tell, I'm going to Ruijin's warehouse in the afternoon, someone reported smuggling."

When Qiao Yujun heard this, a layer of sweat immediately broke out on his forehead. Now his legs are weak and his waist hurts. His buttocks are covered with bruises and teeth marks all over his body. Although none of them hurt, he just feels that The part where the marks were left was burning badly, and the part on the back was really painful. He didn't want to move at all, but he had no reason to ask for leave. After pitying himself for a while, he thought that if He Xiaozhou wasn't here, at least he didn't need it. I always want to protect others, maybe this time I can relax a little bit.