Detailed report on your death

"At the critical moment when life is threatened, you should stand up and resist. Out of instinct, you should use the most convenient posture. Qin Zheng is not left-handed. Doesn't Mr. Guan want to know why he uses his left hand?" Mimi asked with a half-smile.

Guan Yuli could no longer think.

Mimi waited patiently for him to digest. Seeing him pinch the bridge of his nose, he suddenly went to open the drawer. His fingers didn't hook the invisible handle firmly.

He rummaged through the drawers until he finally found a pack of cigarettes, and shivering like an addict, he put the cigarette in his mouth and lit it.

There was a bloody fingerprint on the cigarette, and the nails of the middle finger holding the cigarette were covered in blood.

"I asked him why he didn't use his right hand, and he said he still plays the cello."

I don't know if it's because of the smoke, Guan Yuli's face is blue, the eye sockets are red, and the whites of his eyes are also red.I have never seen the boss look other than arrogant, which makes Mimi very uncomfortable.

She lowered her eyes, Guan Yuli took three puffs of a cigarette in a row, put out the end of the cigarette, and asked her: "Qin Zheng is not of a calm nature, but he didn't mention this to me. What kind of medicine did you give him?"

Mimi said frankly: "I told him Mr. Guan went to the United States to visit his lover's grave. He was stimulated by this incident at the time, and maybe he suddenly figured it out. My original intention was to hope that he would focus on work. First, don’t think about those unrealistic things, this is the real way out for him.”

Qin Zheng is a talented person, and he is also a fool who regards shortcuts as shit. He can completely pretend to be a snake, and try to get as much benefit from Guan Yuli as possible. When he has a place in the entertainment circle one day, he won't be as miserable as he is now.

Mimi is angry with him, mourns his misfortune, and has no choice but to give up on him.

Guan Yuli had already guessed before asking for proof.

Why did Mimi give up Qin Zheng?There is no other reason, as he also knows that everyone around him knows that Qin Zheng is stubborn.

He didn't know how to turn around, he didn't know how to give up his car to protect his handsome man, he went all the way to the dark, he would rather be trapped to death than go against his heart.

He is just so stupid, so stupid that everyone looks down on him, and anyone can easily give up on him. It is obviously not his fault, but he always pays for others.

Fool!

Guan Yuli rubbed his eyes and looked at Mimi opposite, his eyes made Mimi feel cold all over his body, he sneered and said, "It's all for him, if you are really good for him, why are you still defending your hand? The best actor who came out?"

Cold sweat broke out on Mimi's forehead.

"What do you rely on as a stepping stone to your career? Send the artists in your hands to the management's bed? Cover up and condone crimes, encourage climbing high and stepping low, and the award you brought out with Shidi is your gold medal manager's resume, even if you leave Company, your qualifications accumulated by pimping are enough for you to start your own business, you have a good plan!"

"Before I came here today, I was ready to quit this business." Mimi took a breath and looked at Guan Yuli, "President Guan said I was a pimp, I admit it, but you should be clear that I did not set this precedent, there is a demand There is only supply, take the incident three years ago as an example, I think Guan always knows better than me what the cause is."

Guan Yuli nodded, humbly receptive.After living for 38 years, it was the first time that he realized that these 38 years were really useless. He regretted so much that he wished he could tear himself apart in the middle, to see if he could change the color of the dirty core.

"Mr. Guan, I would like to ask, what kind of thoughts do you have towards Qin Zheng?" Mimi said softly, "If you just feel sorry for what happened to him, then let him go. It's just a heavy burden that he can't bear."

She retreated to the door of the office, hesitated for a moment, then turned around and said, "If possible, Mr. Guan, please say 'I'm sorry' to Qin Zheng for me, and I won't go see him."

Mimi left without a sound, Guan Yuli slumped into the boss's chair, his head was full of all kinds of truths about "that's how it is", each of which was a debt he couldn't afford to pay.

Qin Zheng was destroyed bit by bit by him, just like dismantling toys when he was a child, he dismantled it without hesitation, and after dismantling it into a pile of parts and returning it to its original state, he pulled his hair belatedly—what the hell did I do?

Toys can be bought again, which is the cognition he has cultivated in his superior life since he was a child.

But Qin Zheng is a human being, he doesn't have the super power to turn back time with one hand covering the sky, and he doesn't have the talent to mend the broken heart.

Everyone said that he should let go, but how could he let go! ?

Can't let go!

He scratched at the wound between his fingers and said to himself, he couldn't let go.

He can't let go because of emotion and reason, he has to treat Qin Zheng well and mend him bit by bit...

Mimi asked him what he thought of Qin Zheng, but he didn't know, when he was so in love with Xiao Qinzheng, he thought that that person was the whole world because of selflessness and paranoia.

But later, there was no sound of water in only eight years, how dare he talk about "love" so easily.

The phone rang, it was Cao Zan.

"Old Guan, Xiao Qinzheng is awake."

……

Now only Gao Jianxin was left in the ward. He stood bowed by the bed, just blocking Xiao Qinzheng. From Guan Yuli's perspective, he could only see that the gastric tube, urinary tube, and drainage tube that had been attached to the patient before had been pulled out. With the oxygen inhaler plugged in, Gululu was steaming.

Xiao Qinzheng finally woke up...

finally woke up...

Guan Yuli took two steps back, crossed his hips, looked up at the ceiling and blinked violently, then took a long breath, stood at the door for half a minute, and pushed the door open.

Gao Jianxin turned back following the voice, Guan Yuli didn't look at him, and walked straight past Gao Jianxin, Xiao Qinzheng who was wearing an oxygen mask jumped into his eyes, opened his eyes, and stared at him.

For eight years, this world has been like a flashy dojo, and the people living in it are going through a long meditation, thinking that yesterday is far away, but when they open their eyes, they realize that yesterday is right in front of them.

"Qin Zheng." Guan Yuli called him in a calm and familiar tone.

The oxygen mask on Xiao Qin's face was covered with a layer of water vapor in an instant, and a muffled voice came out from the mask, shaking with excitement: "Hi! Long time no see."

Very casual and humorous meeting words, if he can hold back the tears, it should be perfect.

Gao Jianxin turned his head, took a serious look at Guan Yuli, quickly took a small towel to help Xiao Qinzheng wipe away tears, and said softly, "Don't cry, what did the doctor tell you this morning? Don't get too excited..."

Xiao Qinzheng's gaze was always on Guan Yuli's face, and he turned a deaf ear to Gao Jianxin's comfort. He raised his hand with difficulty, pulled off the oxygen mask, and gasped from crying, "I'm sorry, Ah Li, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

Guan Yuli was about to walk towards Xiao Qinzheng's bedside, but took it back.

He stood at the end of the bed, his temples twitched, and he had a bad feeling, as if a pair of invisible hands were pushing him towards a dilemma.

……

Xiao Qinzheng just woke up, his body was exhausted more than when he was in a coma, so he fell asleep gasping for breath from crying.

The two exited the ward, Gao Jianxin gently closed the door, and just as he turned around, his knee suddenly hurt. He prostrated himself on the ground due to inertia, and slid backwards for seven or eight meters on the smooth hospital floor before stopping.

Guan Yuli followed him like a shadow, and before he got up, there was a muffled sound in the vest, and the internal organs in the chest cavity seemed to be shattered, and he retched for a while.

Guan Yuli grabbed the clothes on his back and punched his lower abdomen with his fist, and Gao Jianxin immediately spat out a mouthful of acidic water.

The nurse on duty on the island covered her mouth and screamed, and the security guards rushed up from all directions, surrounding Guan Yuli.

Gao Jianxin clutched his stomach and curled up into a ball, seven or eight doctors and nurses struggled to lift him up.Guan Yuli squeezed the knuckles of his fingers that were too hard, and pushed aside the security guards in front of him. Those people didn't dare to do anything to him, they could only stick to him cautiously, so as not to hit him again.

"Do I want to thank you for not slapping your face?" Gao Jianxin wiped the filth on his chin in embarrassment, and smiled at him with bared teeth, but the smile was uglier than crying, "You know that Xiaozheng opened his eyes the first time What did the sentence say? He asked where you are..."

Guan Yuli remained unmoved, turned his eyes around, and waved to the people around him.

The crowd quickly dispersed within a few seconds, Guan Yuli walked back, opened the door to the ward, took a look, and quietly took it in again.

Gao Jianxin limped after him, Guan Yuli went all the way to the safety stairs, kicked open the swing door, grabbed Gao Jianxin's skirt with his backhand and threw him inside.

Gao Jianxin's back slammed into the wall, and Guan Yuli, who came in after him, pinched his jaw. Gao Jianxin's eyelashes trembled wildly, but the expected fist did not hit his face, but hit the wall behind him heavily, crisp and clear. There was a sound, and it hurt to hear it.

"Three years ago, you met Qin Zheng in the bathroom of the hotel." Guan Yuli stared at him bitterly.

The tone of these words was not questionable. Gao Jianxin was stunned for a moment, then nodded, "Yes, I was drunk at the time, and thought he was Xiaozheng. He didn't tell you about this?"

Before he finished speaking, Gao Jianxin turned to a smile, and mocked: "But he told you that you didn't care about his affairs. Your heart had already flown at that time, and you flew to the United States to find Xiao Qinzheng who had woken up. Guan Yuli, you put us A circle of people cheated miserably."

He was kept in the dark by Guan Yuli at that time. Xiao Qinzheng had an accident in the United States. His father died early and his mother married to Singapore. No one cared about the affairs behind him. When his friends and old classmates in China received the news, he was already in the United States " Burial".

Guan Yuli kept the address of Xiao Qinzheng's cemetery a secret, and no one said anything about it. Three years ago, he learned that Guan Yuli was going to visit the grave in the United States. He originally wanted to go with him, but he couldn't get away because of the constraints of the elders in his family, so he could only watch Guan Yuli fly away. U.S.

He was very depressed that day. He had dinner with his friends and drank a lot of wine. He went to the bathroom and met Qin Zheng. In fact, he knew that there was such a person a long time ago. He was different from Guan Yuli and had no interest in fake ones. Thinking about it, as soon as my head became hot, I hugged that person.

"Gao Jianxin!" Guan Yuli creaked his fist against the wall, "I wish I could kill you!"

Gao Jianxin frowned because he didn't understand. Whether it was the kidnapping last time or the offense three years ago, it was already in the past tense. An agreement had been reached, so where did the murderous intent in Guan Yuli's eyes come from?

"Because of your harassment, he had no choice but to walk back to the alley from the safe passage, and was ambushed by others! Kidnapped!!!" Guan Yuli roared under his throat.

Gao Jianxin stared at him dumbfounded, but didn't realize it for a while, "Abducted?"

Guan Yuli let go of his hand, and if he didn't let go, he might not be able to control his desire to strangle him to death.

What's the point of strangling Gao Jianxin to death?No one can pick it out, including himself.

……

The inpatient department where Qin Zheng is located is a newly built building of the hospital, similar to a nursing home, a distance from the main building of the hospital, surrounded by lush vegetation, fresh air, and an artificial lake.

Although the trees are dense, there is a disadvantage in the midsummer season, that is, the cicadas are too noisy.

In the evening, a blazing setting sun dyed half of the sky red, the window was half open, and the hot and humid wind swept in the cicadas singing one after another. Li Tao muttered and was about to close the window, but Jian Ning, who was taking notes in the ward, said : "Don't close the window."

"It's so noisy." Li Tao said.

Jian Ning didn't even look at him, she moved her brush like flying, "You can go back."

Li Tao glared at Jian Ning dissatisfied, but dared not answer.

"Tsk!" He picked up the backpack on the hanger, slammed the door angrily and left.

Jian Ning stopped the pen in her hand, put the cap on and put it in her pocket, looked thoughtfully at Qin Zheng who was sitting on the bed with dull eyes, and was about to speak when the door was pushed open again.

Jian Ning turned her head, Guan Yuli carefully closed the door, stood at the door and looked this way.

Guan Yuli raised his chin, meaning how is Qin Zheng today, can he come over and see.

Jian Ning looked at him expressionlessly, but Qin Zheng, who was sitting blankly behind him, suddenly turned his head, half of his face was blocked by Jian Ning, only one eye was exposed, Guan Yuli was overjoyed, and was about to pass, but Qin Zheng's eyes showed panic, In an instant, his face was snow-white, and his pupils were endlessly black.

Guan Yuli was careful, and in just a moment, Qin Zheng lifted the blanket and rolled out of bed.

Jian Ning turned her head when she heard the sound, and quickly walked around to the bed. When Guan Yuli followed, Qin Zheng was shivering under the bed.

"Mr. Guan, don't come here, stand by the window!" Jian Ning ruthlessly reprimanded: "Stand back! Stand over!"

Guan Yuli still kept his stepping posture and froze in place, his eyes fixed on Qin Zheng, who was half blocked by Jian Ning. A big man can shrink himself into such a small ball, what happened to him!What's wrong!

The bitter taste permeated from the root of his tongue, like chewing a mouthful of Coptis chinensis, he was so bitter that he wanted to vomit.

He backed away slowly, drawing himself back to the window like a puppet.

"Okay, I'll block him. If he can't get through, don't be afraid." Jian Ning supported Qin Zheng's shoulders, her voice was light and flat, "Can you do it with a deep breath? Let's try it, shall we?"

Guan Yuli saw Qin Zheng raised his head, half of his eyes passed over Jian Ning's shoulder, and quickly glanced in this direction, then he closed his eyes and shuddered greatly.

"Come on, breathe in—"

With his eyes closed, he obediently took a breath, only halfway through, as if he was choking on water, coughing so hard.

Guan Yuli subconsciously covered his chest, and his respiratory tract seemed to be out of breath following the piercing cough.

Last time, Jian Ning told him that Qin Zheng's symptoms were obvious - obstructed breathing, which is a kind of functional chest tightness after being frightened, the nerves are in a state of tension for a long time, and psychological pressure leads to dyspnea.

He was dubious at the time, but today he saw the process of Qin Zheng's illness with his own eyes, and he was so frightened just by looking at him...

The heat wave of midsummer was on his back, but his heart fell into an ice cellar, like an ice cube that had been baked by a fire, before it could melt, it crackled and shattered into slag.

"Let him out!" Qin Zheng was flushed from coughing, grabbed Jian Ning's sleeve and yelled, "I hate him! Let him out! Get out!!! Get out!!!"

He was so excited that he touched the cup on the bedside table with his backhand. On the way Jian Ning reached out to stop it, the cup flew out of his hand and hit Guan Yuli in a whirl. The latter was too stupid to hide, and the porcelain cup hit his forehead , and fell to the ground again, the bone rolled a few times, but it didn't break.

Jian Ning turned her head with an expression of "please cooperate".

Guan Yuli, who was hit by a blow, stood straight, unresponsive like an iron head, but his face turned pale.

One word and one knife uttered from Qin Zheng's mouth, it could really stab him so heartbroken that he couldn't even die.

Guan Yuli nodded blankly, said "Okay", but didn't make a sound, and wandered out like a wandering soul, almost bumping into the door frame when he went out.

Half an hour later, Mama Zhang came over with a thermos bucket. When she saw Guan Yuli who was leaning against the wall at the door, she gasped and asked, "Mr. Guan, you have a big lump on your forehead. I'll call the doctor to give you some medicine."

Guan Yuli drooped his eyelids in dismay, Zhang Ma curled her lips in boredom, and entered the ward.

Then Jian Ning came out, and he leisurely patted his white coat with his hands behind his back and the medical records behind his back, and walked over slowly.

This young doctor doesn't look rough, on the contrary, he is very beautiful, but he can always give people an invisible pressure. He has a calm demeanor and calmly attracts people's attention.