Detailed report on your death

Guan Yuli was flustered all day because of the shocking glimpse in the morning. He was out of state throughout the summit that day, and he called the doctor in charge of post-rehabilitation as soon as it was over.

"Retrograde amnesia is not a mental disorder. Your hallucinations at that time may have seen someone or something, which touched the memory center of the brain."

"I have completely forgotten that I have been to City C before." Guan Yuli lowered his head in frustration.

"You recall, explain what happened, and finally see what made you hallucinate."

Guan Yuli said uncertainly: "I was on the phone, and the car encountered a red light at the intersection..." There was a slight pause at this point, and he suddenly said, "This scene is very familiar, as if I have experienced it before!"

The doctor said slowly: "This is a psychological reaction, commonly known as 'déjà vu'. Sometimes it is the memory of a dream, and sometimes it is an illusion. Everyone will have a similar reaction."

"How do you understand that I will have hallucinations that do not match the environment?"

The doctor pondered for a moment and said, "It doesn't match the environment? Tell me."

"In my subconscious mind, it's midsummer, the air conditioner is on in the car, I see the heat wave shaking outside the car, and the sanitation workers are sweeping the road..."

He suddenly had a sore nose, and stared straight ahead, speechless.

The sudden sadness, where this feeling came from, he couldn't tell, just like he would do something, and he couldn't tell why he did it afterwards.

He changed the baby's paternity test results, did not ask Cao Zan to be in charge of his rehabilitation, and even did not have any physical relief for two years, and at the same time he was wary of everyone around him.

He could feel Mrs. Guan's affectionate care, Xiao Qinzheng's ever-deep affection, and the care of his friends around him, but he instinctively rejected him, secretly fighting with each other.

"The hallucinations you mentioned should be your personal experience before you lost your memory. A scene, a character, or a certain picture that you didn't remember with your heart may stimulate the cerebral cortex. Let me ask you, the 'illusion' just now , which time period did it start?"

"The car stopped and I took a look at the red light to start."

"Continue until the green light turns on and the car starts?"

"Correct."

"The ten or so seconds before and after are beyond the conditions for the memory to flash when the scene overlaps. Let's assume boldly. The moment you see the red light, it stimulates your memory to flash, and you subconsciously repeat that action. Go to the car. Looking out of the window, the scene you see is exactly the same as before, so you can’t believe such a coincidence, think it’s an illusion, I suggest you go again, and sit in the car at the same time as today..."

I attended a reception in the afternoon. I wanted to drive there again in the evening, but I was worried about the baby, so I went straight back to the hotel. When I arrived, I found out that the nanny driver and the company's senior management were all in the standard room downstairs. Xiao Qinzheng and him It's a suite.

This is not the first time that he travels far away, even when he travels, he sleeps in his own room, not to mention it is work this time, Xiao Qinzheng has never been so disrespectful like today.

"The baby just fell asleep." Xiao Qinzheng said softly, and when he took the suit off Guan Yuli and hung it on the hanger, he turned his head slightly to observe his expression.

"Go and open another room." Guan Yuli unbuttoned the cuffs of his shirt and gently rolled up, and walked lightly to the bedroom, "I'll sleep with the baby."

Xiao Qinzheng spread his hands, and said helplessly: "There are no vacant rooms, and you also know that there are so many people coming to this summit, there are simply not enough rooms in star-rated hotels."

Guan Yuli leaned over to listen to the baby's lung sounds, raised his head when he heard this, and looked at Xiao Qinzheng who was standing at the door expressionlessly for a long while.

After receiving the invitation letter, Xiao Qinzheng began to prepare for this trip. He said that it was his suggestion to take the baby out to relax, so why can't he even book an extra room?

Guan Yuli carefully picked up the baby and walked to another bedroom. Xiao Qinzheng followed closely behind him, stomping on the carpet full of anger.

Guan Yuli turned around suddenly, and Xiao Qinzheng had to stop abruptly, and murmured, "Why are you staring at me?"

Guan Yuli glanced at him heavily, went into the room to put the baby in place, and quietly walked out with the door behind him.

"One," Guan Yuli gestured with a finger, and said solemnly: "Unless I have recovered my memory, let nature take its course. Second," he gestured again, "Unless the relationship is confirmed, mutual respect and mutual respect Don't interfere, three—"

Xiao Qinzheng laughed at himself and said: "Three, I, Xiao Qinzheng, can terminate the agreement at any time, and the decision is in my hands?" He smiled bitterly: "Guan Yuli, you have no heart at all!"

Guan Yuli loosened the tight tie around his neck, and slowed down his tone, "I owe you eight years, and I won't be able to pay it back in my life, but I'm trying my best to make it up, and I can give you everything you want, except feelings. .”

He opened the window and lit a cigarette, "Many people have told me how I loved you before, and I also want to remind myself as soon as possible to love you without any grievances, instead of letting others demand how I should love You, sorry, I really can't do it."

After all, he never learned to express euphemistically.

Those words such as "this is not fair to you" and "I am afraid of hurting you again" are too hypocritical.

It may also be that he wanted the other party to give up in his own heart, Xiao Qinzheng's existence was his burden, everyone warned him in unison to treat Xiao Qinzheng well, but he just wanted to use amnesia as an excuse.

When you don't like someone, the door of your heart is like a lock that you can't unlock. Loving someone is not just studying and studying, but you can do it by forcing hard work. He is very clear that he doesn't like Xiao Qinzheng. Now, maybe he will recover So is memory.

His refusal of Xiao Qinzheng's overtures was not because he was restless, but simply because he didn't want it. This was caused by the exclusivity of self-protection consciousness.

Guan Yuli put out the cigarette butt, and Xiao Qinzheng hugged him tightly from behind without paying attention.

"Let go!" Guan Yuli was afraid of disturbing the baby, so he lowered his voice very low. It was precisely because of the lack of deterrence that Xiao Qinzheng turned a deaf ear to it. Instead, he tightened his hand and even raised his lips on tiptoe, "Ah Li, let's try again." try……"

It didn't take much effort to get rid of Xiao Qinzheng, who was half a head short. Guan Yuli's over-the-shoulder throw still had a bottom line, and he gave him a hand when his body fell to the ground, so that he didn't fall too badly.

He hurried back to the bedroom and closed the door.

The sound of the baby's heavy breathing filled the whole room, and Guan Yuli's hostility disappeared when he closed the door. He gently climbed onto the bed and kissed the baby's face.

It doesn't matter who the baby's biological father is, the baby is his real son.

Tear open the collar, and pull out a red string from his neck. The pendant is a platinum ring, which was given to him by the doctor after waking up. The inner circle of the ring is engraved with the word lb. Maybe finding this person first is the only way to search for memories. the correct way.

The baby woke up at five o'clock in the morning, humming uncomfortably in the quilt, Guan Yuli checked his temperature, but luckily he didn't have a fever.

"Baba...cough..." The baby hooked Guan Yuli's neck and asked, "...for an injection, Baba will accompany you..."

Other children are afraid of injections, but their baby asks for injections, hoping to recover soon. One can imagine how uncomfortable the baby is when he gets sick.

Guan Yuli hugged his son distressedly to wash up, ate some porridge with him, and called the driver to go to the hospital with him at [-]:[-].

He didn't expect that the baby would get sick, so he had to let the following people go for the next two days' itinerary. In his eyes, his son was more important than everything else.

After nebulization and injection, the baby came out of the hospital in much better spirits. Guan Yuli had already forgotten what happened yesterday until the car was stopped by a red light again.

"Qiaoqiu! Qiuqiu!" The baby slapped the car window on Guan Yuli's lap, "Qiaoqiu wants it!"

"It should have said 'I want a balloon'." Guan Yuli corrected him patiently.

A balloon arch is placed at the entrance of a newly opened wedding shop, pink and purple overlapping, very beautiful.The clerk seemed to want to replace the flower arch, and two sanitation workers helped dismantle the balloon arch next to it. A long string of balloons was as light as clouds, and several children scrambled to be the first to share the colorful balloons with their hands raised.

At a glance, it is a very harmonious and lively picture.

The baby was impatiently twitching in Guan Yuli's arms. In a hurry, he threw the "how to use Chinese correctly" instilled in the early childhood education to the planet M, and said in alien language: "A da da! Uh huh! *&... ￥#@**&…”

Then came the scream, the scream of the magic sound piercing the brain.The woman passing by on a bicycle next to the car stopped for a while, and stared suspiciously at Guan Yuli who was holding the child.

When the green light came on, the traffic started to move, Guan Yuli hurriedly asked the driver to turn the car around to the corner, and got out of the car with the baby in his arms.

"Uncle, I want pink! I want pink, I want two!"

"I want purple, I want three!"

"I want four!"

"I want five!!!"

"It's all mine!!!"

Qin Zheng's head was numb from the noise, he looked at his watch, there was still a quarter of an hour to class.

"Okay, okay! Come one by one!" Qin Zheng hurriedly took the scissors handed over by the clerk, and scissored them down, "Hey!!!" The colored fragments exploded in his hands.

The children were quiet for a second, then suddenly became excited, clapping their hands and shouting: "Come again!"

"Smashing milk, smashing milk!" A strange thing mixed in, simulating a balloon explosion, "Crack! Crack! Crack!"

Everyone followed the voice and lowered their heads.

Seeing that he has attracted so many people's attention with a few words, the baby's natural dramatism immediately gained the upper hand, shaking his head and shaking his head to show off his 360-degree prosperous beauty, and put his hands on his hips (actually, it should be shrugging), He stretched out his small hand and demanded: "Qiuqiu wants it!"

The children let out a fuss and exclaimed, and immediately surrounded the baby.

The sun is warm, the children are cute, the surroundings are very lively, the streets are full of traffic, and there are even two skylarks parked on the treetops.

Qin Zheng stood against the sun in the various "lively" scenes, but he had the illusion of being separated from each other.

He held the sharp blades of the scissors without feeling any pain until Ben's aunt exclaimed: "Li Bo! What are you holding the scissors for?"

He looked away in a panic, lowered his head stiffly, and could almost hear the "click" of the joints in his neck.

Fortunately, his hand wasn't cut, he stared blankly at the open palm, his mind was terribly blank.

Guan Yuli was standing three steps away. From the moment he saw this young sanitation worker, he was a little out of shape. His first thought was, what a pity that such a young man at such a good age, how could he become a sanitation worker?

Then his eyes met, he followed the baby's footsteps and stopped inexplicably, and the young man changed countless complex eyes within a few seconds, and he seemed to understand them all.

It's like a novice acting, being substituted into a role by the other party's superb acting skills, all emotions are instantly aroused, and he believes that his eyes are more complicated at this time.

Then he saw that hand, the palm was spread out in the sun, the scorched yellow callus was more eye-catching, but he saw a thin white scar on the palm at a glance.

Then he involuntarily held that hand, but the other party pushed him away like an electric shock. Guan Yuli was pushed staggered, and then suddenly came back to his senses, and said incoherently, "Sorry, sorry!"

Qin Zheng was full of anger and panic, like unraveling a sweater, the rows of wool were pulled out, and then formed into an inextricable mess.He stared at Guan Yuli's eyes suspiciously and cautiously, trying to find a flaw in his disguise.

Then he heard Guan Yuli ask uncertainly: "Did we meet somewhere?"

"No." Without consideration, he blurted out, "I haven't seen you, I don't know you."

"Oh." Guan Yuli nodded, disappointment flashed in his eyes.

"I've seen it!" Another strange thing mixed in.

The baby's Chinese can be used as an example of children's oral English this time.He held up the spoils that came from his looks, and wanted to give it to the uncle who teased him the day before yesterday, "Qiuqiu!"

Because of what happened the night before yesterday, Qin Zheng instinctively rejected this child. To be precise, he couldn't like anyone related to Guan Yuli.

He turned a blind eye to the baby's overtures, turned his head to say hello to the aunt in the opposite class, and left in a hurry.

The rejected baby pursed his mouth aggrievedly, and looked up at his father with big watery eyes at a 45-degree angel angle, trying to seek comfort. Unexpectedly, his father ignored him and looked into the distance with a sad and bright 45-degree angle.

For the first class, Qin Zheng was 10 minutes late. There were more than a dozen people in the class, most of whom were fresh graduates aged [-] or [-], and he was the oldest.

As long as young people are willing to learn, they can quickly absorb what the teacher says, especially the new class is all about theoretical knowledge for the first few days. For a former top student like Qin Zheng, it is simply a piece of cake.

After class at noon, someone came to him to borrow notes, Qin Zheng pushed the notebook, the student opened it, read it, and returned it silently—an eight-page ghost drawing talisman.

While eating, I received a call from Li Tao, saying he would be back for Christmas.

It is said that there is still a lot of the living expenses he prepared for Li Tao abroad. He went to school and worked part-time with a few foreign students in China. If he didn't spend extravagantly, he could guarantee food and clothing.

Qin Zheng knew that Li Tao was probably afraid that he would have no money to spend, so he came back to give money during the vacation, and the round-trip air ticket would cost a lot of money, so Qin Zheng refused him and asked him to stay there.

Li Tao cursed a few more words, which were mixed in English, and Qin Zheng hung up the phone.

Then I received a call from Gao Jianxin, and the first sentence asked: "Where are you?"

Ten minutes later, Gao Jianxin was picked up at the station from a taxi.

"I still have to go to class." Qin Zheng implicitly expressed that he could not entertain him as a landlord.

"What class?" Gao Jianxin looked in the direction, "Vocational training school? What do you study?"

"Car beauty and simple maintenance, mainly beauty maintenance."

"Not bad!" Gao Jianxin was very happy. "The prospect of learning this industry is very good. Now that family cars are popular, I will not worry about no business in the future when I open my own shop."

"Well, I think so too." Qin Zheng said casually: "It costs money to open a store, I'm going to put the house on the brokerage, and then go to check how much money is left in the bank and fund, and take it out if I can." .”

Gao Jianxin stopped and looked at Qin Zheng suspiciously.

Qin Zheng also stopped, and turned to face Gao Jianxin, "Brother Gao, a lie like 'Wolf is coming' won't work if you tell it three times."