Being woken up early in the morning feels like being picked up from the cold water on a hot day, but it's winter now, why do you feel that way?Zhang Xiaoruo opened her eyes with difficulty, and then her head felt really dizzy, curled up on the sofa, helped her to sit up, and found that Zhang Mingming was sitting beside her, her sweater and suit had already been neatly dressed, she was completely flustered like last night The house was not built, and he looked very serious, and said: "You have a fever...I'm going to work!"

This is gone?Knowing that you have a fever, it's fine if you don't say caring words, how can you be so indifferent? !

Zhang Mingming went downstairs and got into the car, thinking, Zhang Xiaoruo should be able to take care of herself, since she is such an adult, she is not a child, so don't worry about it!But the fact is that while driving on the road, Zhang Mingming has been distracted, and has been dependent on her since she was a child. She moved out of the house in the past few years to live independently. However, living alone has realized how troublesome it is. It's full of dust, why do you have to wash the dishes two or three times a day?Clothes and shoes... After tidying up and flipping through the clothes, the clothes are messy. What's more impatient is that the clothes have to be put back to the original place after washing... I don't even remember where they were...

It turns out that life is more tiring than work, but Zhang Xiaoruo has seen all of this. Last night she saw that the house was in such a mess, and it was cleaned up so cleanly. If she hadn't been sleeping on the sofa, she would have thought her parents had come over. But what kind of person is Zhang Xiaoruo? Man, why does she stay up in the middle of the night and clean up the house?Maybe it's because I read it, or maybe...can't sleep?Thinking of this, Zhang Mingming stopped worrying about this issue.

In this indulgent world, if you want to get more, you have to fight. I don’t know if people are like this. Once they are comfortable, they don’t want to fight. Of course, what most people fight for is their career, but Zhang Mingming’s desire to fight I think it was when she was in college, she wanted to fight for a woman, the goddess in her heart, and wanted to occupy the heart of a goddess.At that time, Zhang Mingming did not believe in love, let alone the so-called fate. However, that person appeared in her life in just one day, in that instant. Yes, a college classmate and friend——Feng Yeer .

A goddess is always a goddess, visible but untouchable.

At that time, Zhang Mingming was quite against homosexuality. Although she liked women for no apparent reason, she would not admit it.In the era of heterosexuality, people's views on homosexuality are demeaning and repulsive. Zhang Mingming is no exception. With inflated self-esteem, she treats homosexuality indifferently in front of others. She dare not express any opinions. She always feels that the next person The homosexuality in my mouth is myself, and this feeling of wanting to cover up my sense of shame has continued to work after graduation.

When Zhang Mingming learned that the goddess would have a child without getting married, that originally sweet secret love turned into deep disgust, yes, disgust!The goddess is not pure, which is undoubtedly the most heart-wrenching. While Zhang Mingming pays attention quietly, he loves and hates at the same time. This kind of complex that no one knows, wants to let go of it, but has a lot of expectations in his heart. Over the past few years, I don’t know how much I have expected. Still not reconciled much.

At the age of 28, I have been obsessed with a woman for four years, and I have loved and hated a woman for another four years, but eight years have not alleviated this obsession, nor have I taken away any missing.

Sometimes thinking about someone is a very happy and sweet thing, but sometimes, thinking about someone is a madness that will destroy all thoughts and lose oneself.

Why did I choose psychology to understand the goddess? Why did I choose the profession of a psychiatrist, because...the goddess needs it!She will come to accompany her if she needs it. This is something she can only wish for. Sometimes Zhang Mingming is made to cry by herself, knowing that the goddess already has her own heart, but she is still such an overconfident moth to the fire!

As long as you turn around, I'm right behind you...

These words were beautiful, but the goddess did not turn around, even if she was like a shadow, she was never looked at directly.

Zhang Mingming stared at the email on the screen of the mobile phone. She didn't know how long she had been in a daze. She didn't even know someone came in. She suddenly raised her head and stood up, completely stunned...

"haven't seen you for a long time…"

Wearing high heels, wearing light makeup, a pair of red phoenix eyes, a tall woman dressed in a serious white-collar dress, is Zhang Mingming's goddess Feng Ye'er, but I didn't expect the goddess to come back to downtown A, Zhang Mingming was so nervous that he didn't know what to say , my mind went blank, what did the goddess just say?

"Ye...Ye'er, you...you...okay" Zhang Mingming rolled her tongue, originally wanted to ask the goddess why she was here, but immediately realized that she couldn't be so stupid to ask this, let alone let the goddess see that she lost points...beginning intentionally or unintentionally He touched his hair and straightened his shirt collar. Why is there lipstick marks on the damn shirt collar?Wait... Morning... Are you wearing the wrong clothes?Impossible, I took out the clean clothes last night... Could it be that Zhang Xiaoruo cleaned up the room and took the wrong clean clothes to wash?this woman!It must be so!

Feng Ye'er stepped on her high heels and walked over, "Student Xiaoming, you still haven't changed."

"Huh?" Hasn't changed? Dressing has improved several steps, isn't this considered tasteful?Zhang Mingming questioned in her heart, in fact, because she was complained by the goddess four years ago and dressed too casually, she has tried to change a lot now, are you still not satisfied?

Feng Ye'er raised her hand to straighten Zhang Mingming's collar, and suddenly smiled, "So you are so sloppy?" Zhang Mingming immediately tightened her collar, and lowered herself a little awkward I lowered my head, even though I was about the same height, I felt that I was half short. I finally practiced wearing high heels. I was awkward and wanted to be at the same level as the goddess, but now I was right in front of my eyes, at such a close distance, even the faint scent of her body was not enough. I can smell it, but... I still don't have the courage to confess my love to her, maybe I'm even more afraid that I won't be able to make friends!But then again, the goddess is so outstanding, she has a successful career, and her dreams have come true. Now there is only one marriage partner, but why is she still choosing?

"Okay, I won't tease you anymore, I have some personal business with you today."

That's right, I only come to find myself when I have something to do. Isn't it like this all these years, why do I still expect her to look at me specially every time?Zhang Mingming put away her melancholy and asked, "You said..."

"I mentioned to you last time, my friend's problem, you know this kind of thing best, she is still having nightmares..."

Zhang Mingming suddenly realized, remembering what Feng Ye'er said half a year ago, I don't know what kind of friend it is that Feng Ye'er cares so much, it must be a very important person, so he said, "This is a psychological problem, we need to call her Come on, let me talk to her to know the root of the problem, besides, you are not her... Sometimes, I can't tell the exact feeling..."

"Do you have to talk face to face?"

"If you can enlighten others without meeting, then you don't need a psychiatrist, huh?" Zhang Mingming gave an affirmative and questioning look, Feng Ye'er nodded, turned around and walked as if to leave, Zhang Mingming held her back in a moment of impatience The hand that is about to leave, the temperature of the palm, the slender white fingers, this feels too real, no...it was not a dream...Zhang Mingming grasped it so tightly, feeling cold sweat on the palm of his hand, "You...you, you want Back to England?"

"I won't leave now if I have something to do, I will come to you at night!"

what?Come tonight?What is the goddess going to do?Wouldn't it be... dinner?If you have a meal, you will say it directly. Could it be... a date?Zhang Mingming was still thinking wildly, Feng Ye'er had already left.

As night fell and the lights dimmed, City A, a familiar city, seemed to have a beautiful encounter in every corner. Zhang Mingming imagined this, listening to the songs on the radio, he was in a particularly good mood.The lyrics are good, "The sky is so blue, but you are so far away from me." This is really Zhang Mingming's mood. He can contact and meet each other, but he is as far away as a stranger. The distance may not be pierced. , the goddess will not know, but how can there be a chance to fight for it if you don't expose it?The more Zhang Mingming listened to it, the more sad she felt. Turning off the music, the car had unknowingly driven to the community. She came home from get off work early to change into clean clothes.

As soon as he entered the door, he saw Zhang Xiaoruo lying on the sofa at home. In a hurry, Zhang Mingming went directly to the bedroom to change clothes. When he came out again, he saw Zhang Xiaoruo get up to drink water. That's great, I just remembered that she had a fever in the morning. When I got up, I saw that she hadn't covered her quilt. When I covered her with the quilt, I found her face was hot. I don't know what's wrong now, but then again, how could she still Don't go home?

"Cough... Zhang Xiaoruo... has your fever gone?"

Zhang Xiaoruo suppressed her throat and couldn't speak, so she could only nod her head, which was actually quite uncomfortable.

"Then why don't you go home?"

Zhang Xiaoruo was so wronged that she almost couldn't shed tears, now Bei Ming has become not only indifferent, but also ruthless!

"Talk!" Zhang Mingming said again because he was in a hurry, "I'm too late, I have to go." After speaking, the door had already opened, Zhang Xiaoruo heard a 'bang', and saw Zhang Mingming leaving in a hurry, her heart was broken Stuck for a while, then the whole person sank into the ice cellar, couldn't move anymore, stared at the door for 5 minutes, expecting Zhang Mingming to open the door suddenly, and said with a big smile, "how could I Don't worry, nothing is more important than you'. Although I have heard it many times, Zhang Xiaoruo still wants to hear it. Every time I listen to it, my mood suddenly becomes brighter, and the sweet taste fills my heart. But now Zhang Mingming is What's the matter, it seems like a different person suddenly.

It is said that lovers are meticulous and meticulous. If they are not careful, it means that the other party doesn't care, but they don't care at all!Thinking of this, Zhang Xiaoruo suddenly hated this kind of mood. Following Zhang Mingming's words, she lost her mood. Once this kind of loss of self happens, it will be out of control, because some understandings can't be solved by tolerance...but they can't Not to mention, it's already too late, falling into love, who can control it, won't be unable to help it?No matter how indifferent Zhang Mingming is, she is Bei Ming, the Bei Ming she misses so much, Bao Ruo promised that Bei Ming would always stay by her side and never leave, yes yes yes, never, never!

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