chasing cicadas

Zhu Ranmo actually doesn't remember the hometown where he was born, he only remembers that the sea breeze full of fishy smell can be blown there all the year round.He even forgot his original name, and used the pseudonym "Ranyan" for several years. Later, he couldn't say it out of his mouth. I like the word, I also call you, how about calling you Zhu Ranmo?"

He didn't know what to say or not, but his eyes were red when he learned to write these words.He asked the senior brother about the origin of his name maliciously, and the senior brother did not hesitate at all, and told his life experience exactly:

He was originally the young master of the official family in the capital, his surname was Gao and his name was Guanchan.The emperor punished his Gao family with one sentence, only he was rescued by a monk, and later became the master's apprentice.

"Joe is my mother's surname. At that time, I thought that I would never be able to go back to that temple in this life, and I would not be able to get back the cicada crown and purple ribbon. I simply forgot about these things and called it 'Forget Purple'."

The brother's name is not good, and the story is not good, but he is the best person in the world.

Zhu Ranmo thought sadly, the monk saved him to repay the kindness of the Gao family; the master kept him because he needed someone to exchange blood for him, and why is he not a spare furnace?

It's just that Qiao Wangzi was not as tough as his fate, he didn't survive this, and died in the process of blood exchange.

Ye Congyun has a capricious compassion, and when he heard Zhu Ranmo desperately calling Qiao Wangzi's name, he said that he could use spiritual methods to save Qiao Wangzi.

Ye Congyun put on a posture, the corners of his eyes slanted: "His soul is gone, I can't catch him anymore, but his body is not dead, I can resurrect his body, but the soul is not Qiao Wangzi, are you still willing to let him go?" Is he alive?"

Zhu Ranmo was silent for a moment, he was afraid that he would take anger at the resurrected Qiao Wangzi and hate him for replacing his senior brother.

The master didn't urge him, and said, "Think slowly. It's just that I'm curious, why are you sad when he dies?"

Zhu Ranmo asked sadly: "He is my brother, he is only 17 years old, how can I not be sad?" Only you, the murderer, will not be sad!

"If he is now seven or eighty years old, full of children and grandchildren, and rich in wealth, will you cry when he dies?"

"That's the end of life, of course you will cry if you cry, but how can this be the same?!"

Ye Congyun laughed loudly: "I think he died at a good time. You know he should have died when he was eight years old. I saved him. I'm a good judge of people. At that time, I could tell at a glance that he was very good at learning martial arts. Talented, it is a pity to die without giving full play to the talent given by God. But now that he is dead, in your memory he will always be a young master who learned how to chase cicadas at the age of 17. If you really wait for him Old, not to mention using a sword, the bones may be brittle if you move it, who would believe that this bad old man is a martial arts wizard? And Xiaomo you too, I hope you die when you are young. Don't stare at me, I am not Curse you, I like you a lot because you're beautiful."

"You don't need to show this kind of expression. You should learn to get used to this kind of praise. You may not believe me. People always don't care about what they are born with. In fact, your appearance has saved you several times."

"If I'm not mistaken, you were born in a very poor place, where most of the children died in famine and plague, only you survived because a brothel took a fancy to you and brought you to the city. People are tortured to death almost every day in the brothel. You should have been humiliated, but the old bust was counting on you to make money when you grow up, and almost never beat you. You found a chance to escape and became a little beggar on the street , I always get more charity than others. When you met me later, I took you in. Apart from your talent, the most important reason is that you are as beautiful as my senior brother Hua Zhenyun. Even before this exchange of blood, I was with you and Wang Zi hesitated, but in the end it was beauty that saved you. Do you understand now that a little fisherman who should have died a long time ago can live until now crying for someone else's untimely death because of your undeniable beauty, your life Your value is based on your beauty, and you should end your life before the first wrinkle grows, so that you will last forever."

Zhu Ranmo hated Master's nonsense, and Ye Congyun died before him.Zhu Ranmo didn't have the hatred and determination to kill him. After all, Master gave him real love and brought him a peaceful life.Just to vent his despair, Zhu Ranmo hesitated when Ye Congyun's old injury relapsed and he needed to take medicine immediately.His evasion destroyed Ye Congyun's life. Rather than saying that Zhu Ranmo became extreme because of this incident and the death of his senior brother, it is better to say that no one can stop his cowardice, selfishness and cruelty.

Although Qiao Wangzi was sent to the temple, Ye Congyun also persuaded Zhu Ranmo not to go to him, saying that he is a complete stranger and should have a new life.But Zhu Ranmo couldn't help but run to the temple in order to suppress the disaster that might be brought about by his emotions, and hid in the dark to watch Qiao Wangzi, that familiar face was always flashing with a strange expression.The new Qiao Wangzi resisted the world, and with his self-defense and self-deception, he threw away the good old days that his senior brother had lost forever.

"Senior brother never slackens in order to become famous in the world, this Qiao Wangzi just wants to be happy. I want to see, where can you go!" Such thoughts made his eyes shine again.His life was meaningless. Beauty continued his life, but it took away all joy and hope, leaving only confusion and anger day after day.In this case, use your beauty to smash yourself to pieces!

Now, all the people around him who could vent his despair have been destroyed by him, finally no one can say the terrible words of love, and finally he can find the person who has never said love!

The salty wind blew up Zhu Ranmo's empty right sleeve, standing on the junction line between the black blue water and the silvery white sand, where the sea ends.The end of this sea that devours everything is actually right under his feet. Thinking of this, Zhu Ranmo's timid heart felt calmer than ever before.

Not far away, in a place that seemed to be directly illuminated by the moon, stood a boy in white clothes.He was shrouded in mist, maybe it was just a cloud of mist.

"Little Mo, I've been waiting for you..."

Zhu Ranmo didn't look at him, and said in a lingering tone, "No need, don't know me in the next life."

The young man seemed to smile: "Alright, I should have left long ago. Then, goodbye..." After he finished speaking, he was about to disappear into the endless night.

There was a sound of thumping behind him, and the boy turned his head, looking at Zhu Ranmo who stepped into the sea and approached him with difficulty, and the moonlight shone on his face and eyes.

"Although I can't find you in my whole life, I have come to find you in my whole life."

"It's great to see you..."

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