chasing cicadas

Qiao Wangzi did not expect to celebrate the Spring Festival in the dungeon one day. The place where he and Zhu Ranmo lived was dirty, smelly and damp. The only small hole in the wall told him that they had stayed here for a day and a night.

Zhu Ranmo didn't take the shoulder injury to heart, as if he didn't feel any pain.It's just that in this cold winter season, it's really cold, and he leans tiredly against the corner, seemingly asleep.

Qiao Wangzi found the organdy in his pocket. He should have pawned it long ago, but he kept it on him for various reasons.This piece of yarn is like mist under the moonlight, just waiting to be blown away by the wind one day.The mist born for death turned into something tangible, and floated to the back of Zhu Ranmo's hand, which was bruised and purple from the cold. Qiao Wangzi hesitated again and again, warmed his palm, and gently pressed it against it.

What was in contact with his palm was a cold and alive living body; wrapped by this living body was a dead heart like a landscape painting.When they met for the first time, Qiao Wangzi's sharp insight saw through Zhu Ranmo's bewildered desire to die.

Qiao Wangzi was born with a lot of gloomy psychology that is difficult to explain, and Zhu Ranmo seems to be a beautiful failure evidence that visualizes these glooms and presents them in front of him.

At some point, Qiao Wangzi began to hear the crackling sound of the burning fire in his heart. He placed certain expectations on Zhu Ranmo, hoping that one day he would be able to ignite a young heart for bright things and free himself from worries. liberated from.But the pride and low self-esteem in his bones prevented him from stepping into danger, if he stepped on it, it would be over... Cheng Wen would be the end.

To be honest, he blamed Chengwen for stripping Zhu Ranmo out of An Yuyi's cocoon alive, making his darkness more bloody.

Qiao Wangzi seemed to have returned to the night in the ruined temple, looking at the junior brother who was close at hand but seemed to fly back to the sky at any time, he couldn't restrain the urge to mourn, took the veil and covered Zhu Ranmo's face .His younger brother was still so beautiful, as if he had merged with the mist, becoming the moon, stars, and clouds.He finally leaned over and touched the corner of his lips lightly through the veil.

The four eyes meet in an instant.Zhu Ranmo didn't respond, Qiao Wangzi didn't know how to react, he was still holding Zhu Ranmo's hand, his throat seemed to be blocked, and he couldn't speak for a long time.

"The wound was quite painful just now, and it feels better now, maybe it will be fine tomorrow." Zhu Ranmo said in a natural tone.

Qiao Wangzi responded vaguely.

"It turned out that you hugged me like this when you had a fever."

Qiao Wangzi was puzzled.

Zhu Ranmo held Qiao Wangzi's hand instead, and said: "I cut off the head of Jiang Huaibi of Zhujianmen, he deserved it. I killed Wei Heqing in Yanyu Villa, and Master, Chengwen, and Wei Fengye were also killed because of me." and die, but I can't figure out why I'm still alive."

Qiao Wangzi stared at him for a long time.He finally climbed the cliff, willing to sacrifice his life to capture the beauty of the moment like a meteor flying by.Qiao Wangzi took a deep breath and spit out three words: "I am to you..."

Zhu Ranmo smiled softly, as if he had become a stranger. I don't know if it would be like this in front of Gao Chengwen and Hua Tianbi... Qiao Wangzi couldn't help being jealous, and couldn't help it, and pressed him from the side. Injured left shoulder...

Qiao Wangzi gambled everything, and she was bound to lose everything.He was happy, and suddenly the depression and depression of life were released in the darkness. He called Zhu Ranmo's name a few times, and the rest was only repeating words related to "love".He heard Zhu Ranmo call "Senior Brother" in a low voice. For a moment, he seemed to feel that this Senior Brother was referring to someone else. s reason.

When his breathing calmed down, Zhu Ranmo sat leaning against the corner of the wall again, as if waiting for Qiao Wangzi to say something, but he spoke first, his tone still brisk: "It's disgusting."

Qiao Wangzi trembled, and smiled stiffly: "What's wrong?"

The red cloud on Zhu Ranmo's face has not dissipated, there is still a trace of softness in his eyes, and his voice remains unchanged: "It's so disgusting to be in love with you."

Hua Zhenyun had already explained the secrets for many years to Hua Tianbi, but Hua Tianbi was indifferent, talking happily about the gifts he received this year, and the aloes in the room exuded a mysterious fragrance.

Suddenly Xu Qinglan trotted in, whispered to Hua Zhenyun, Hua Zhenyun raised his lips and smiled, and said to his son: "You said that Zhu Ranmo's heart is attached to you, I'm afraid others will also be deceived by this hypocrisy. I I know you must not believe it, but there is a scene for you to see clearly right now. Bet him up."

Hua Tianbi frowned and looked at Qiao Wangzi, who was covered in blood. His eyes were dull and he was staring straight ahead. Suddenly, there was a creepy and strange laughter, as if he wanted to laugh out his internal organs in one breath.

Hua Tianbi was slightly annoyed: "What good deed did you do?"

It took Qiao Wangzi a long time to stop laughing, and stared at Hua Tianbi: "I thought I was playing blindfolded chess, and you were just a pawn that had to be lost. I didn't expect him to ruin the game from the very beginning."

Hua Tianbi grabbed the skirt of his shirt and asked in a split voice, "What happened to the ink?"

Qiao Wangzi wiped the corner of his mouth, and said with a smile: "I cut off his arm, and pierced his chest again."

After speaking, Hua Tianbi kicked him in the heart.Qiao Wangzi fell to the ground with a muffled sound, his whole body was in pain, but his mind was much clearer, but in the next second it was filled with Zhu Ranmo again.

He remembered a river lantern, floating and floating, silently disappearing into the water.Seeing that person standing next to Hua Tianbi in a daze, he turned to himself in the next second and said with a smile, "Do you know how to interpret the word love?"

He finally figured out how determined the word "love" is when he read it, and how shocking it is when he writes it out.

The room is warmed by the charcoal fire, which is as bright as the solemn golden Buddha in the temple.Zhu Ranmo came and took him away, smashing his glass-enclosed inner world into fragments with the word "love" containing depravity and blood, leaving only a scarf and a sentence of disgust.

Everything became clear, and something rose up in his throat, so he raised his hand and brought it to his mouth.

Just as Hua Zhenyun ordered Xu Qinglan to follow her son who rushed out anxiously, she noticed Qiao Wangzi in a blink of an eye, and her heart suddenly vibrated rapidly.He quickly grabbed Qiao Wangzi's arm, but saw blood on Qiao Wangzi's mouth and wrist.

His life full of much ado about nothing and self-deceitful hesitation and eroticism finally gurgled from the wound on his wrist.

Zhu Ranmo survived again.Hua Tianbi stood at the head of the bed, looking at his tightly bandaged body, and suddenly had an incredible feeling that he no longer loved Zhu Ranmo.

He is by no means heartless. At the age of 13, a fiery disciple in Shenwu Valley enlightened his heart of love.However, after Hua Tianbi mastered the rules of affection, that disciple's stubbornness turned into a barking puppy, visible to the naked eye.When Hua Tianbi almost lost hope in the relationship, Wei Heqing obtained sincere love by relying on his domineering and dark personality, but he began to demand loyalty from Hua Tianbi. This greed eventually pushed his lover to others .After that, Hua Tianbi found a fresh stimulus in Wei Fengye, that is, Wei Fengye didn't love him, which made Hua Tianbi enlightened.

"Ye Congyun said that I am not like a proud and lofty father, because my mother's blood is flowing in my body, and this blood is full of sorrowful pursuit of my father. It turns out that my mother's endless longing for my father is because my father doesn't care about it. Love her. It is father's heart that never loves anyone that makes Ye Congyun love him too!"

Inherited from his mother's affection, diluted by his father's ruthlessness into an unsaturated lover's heart, Hua Tianbi is passionate but forgetful in love, gentle but lacking in loyalty.

After calmly accepting his own nature, Zhu Ranmo was sent to him immediately like an imperfect replica.There is no resemblance between Hua Zhenyun's appearance and Zhu Ranmo's appearance, but Zhu Ranmo managed to break free from the appearance, using purely metaphysical things to interpret his father's refusal.Even though his father disdains to take care of spiritual needs because of his indestructible self-confidence, Zhu Ranmo hides in a thick cocoon woven with despair, gaining nothing and asking for nothing.With love, Hua Tianbi hoped that one day he would be able to break through this curse, spread out the gorgeous butterfly wings like his father, and hover lightly.

"It's a pity, it still doesn't look like it after all!" Hua Tianbi thought to himself.Such as dancing in the thorn bushes, the wings are broken, but the butterfly can still land gracefully and implicitly; without the arm, Zhu Ranmo falls into the fragility that is far away from the Huazhenyun.

Hua Tianbi called Xu Qinglan in, and said, "Tell Dad, I agree to what he said. Give the medicine to Ran Mo."