double struggle

After the first time, Chu Wendao originally wanted to clean up and take a good rest, but then he was pestered by Xu Qingzhou to do it again, which seemed to be a little tasteful.Xu Qingzhou has long passed that period of recklessness and impulsiveness, but Chu Wendao is really overwhelmed by his passion for love affairs.

The 1.7-meter-long man became sticky and clung to Chu Wendao like a koala, and he wouldn't let go no matter what.The two of them passed the night chest to chest like this.

Chu Wendao was woken up by the cold, and he subconsciously groped to the side, only touching the bedding that was still warm.He opened his eyes, only himself was left in the room, the window was opened a little, and the morning breeze was blowing into the room from the outside, no wonder he felt cold.It seemed that today was colder than yesterday, Chu Wendao retracted his arms into the quilt, and decided to stay in bed for a while.

Listening to the intermittent voice coming from the living room, he couldn't continue to sleep, and turned his head to stare blankly at the curtains blown open by the wind.Vaguely, I saw the gray sky outside and the fine rain.For no reason, he thought of the old Mr. Yu Guangzhong's "Listen to the Cold Rain"-"A dozen teenagers listen to the rain, and the red candle is drowsy. Then hit the middle-aged to listen to the rain, and the river is wide and the clouds are low in the passenger boat. Three dozen white-headed listeners Under the rainy monk's hut, this is the pain of the Song Dynasty, a life of a sensitive heart: upstairs, on the river, in the temple, strung together with cold raindrops."

Chu Wendao couldn't deeply understand the meaning of it. It rains all year round in G city. It rains in spring, in summer, in autumn, and in winter. If there is any special emotion, it will be exhausted in the repeated years.

"Teacher, are you awake?" Xu Qingzhou pushed the door open and came in, with a clamminess that didn't belong to this space.

Chu Wendao nodded, and stood up to watch Xu Qingzhou close the window.

"I bought breakfast, do you want to get up and eat now?" Xu Qingzhou approached the bed and asked again.

Chu Wendao didn't want to get up now, so he waved to him: "Lie down with me for a while."

Xu Qingzhou obediently took off the remaining shirt and underwear, opened a corner of the quilt and got in.There was half an arm's distance between them, Chu Wendao hugged Xu Qingzhou's waist, and pulled him directly into his arms.He lowered his head and rubbed the tip of his nose against Xu Qingzhou's hair - it was the smell of winter rain.

"Teacher, you will be cold like this." Xu Qingzhou said so, and his body moved involuntarily to the warm place.

"I'm not as weak as you." Chu Wendao tucked in the corner of the quilt, wrapping the two of them tightly, "Is your body uncomfortable?" He touched his fingers from his waist to his buttocks while talking.

Xu Qingzhou's ears turned red inexplicably, half of his face was pressed against Chu Wendao's neck, and he said in a voice like a mosquito: "The teacher is very gentle."

Chu Wendao couldn't help being overjoyed by being praised in such a disguised way, and moved his hands up again, kneading his side waist skillfully.The body under Xu Qingzhou's clothes was thinner than he imagined, so he didn't dare to use much force at all.It's just that even if there is something uncomfortable, Xu Qingzhou probably won't take the initiative to mention it to him.

Thinking of this, Chu Wendao urged: "If you feel uncomfortable, you must tell me, you know?"

"Yeah." Xu Qingzhou looked at him with a smile, and got into his arms again, "Teacher, I'm leaving in a few days."

This was unexpected by Chu Wendao, he was taken aback, and asked stupidly: "So fast?"

"Well... I'm going back to see my grandma. After the holidays, my family is busy, so I'm going back to take care of her."

The voice became smaller and smaller, but Chu Wendao could hear the reluctance and worry from the youth.

He thought for a while and said, "I'll drive you to the high-speed rail station the day after tomorrow."

Xu Qingzhou didn't refuse, probably because he wanted to spend more time with Chu Wendao, even if it was just two more hours.

Listening to the sound of the pattering rain, they hugged each other lingeringly, even the silence became warm.Chu Wendao felt as if there was a small heater beside him, and his eyelids were about to droop unconsciously.

After a long time, he heard Xu Qingzhou whisper softly: "It's like a dream."

"Huh?" The fingers touching Xu Qingzhou's hair gave a slight pause.

"It's a bit unbelievable." Xu Qingzhou raised his head and stared at Chu Wendao quietly, "I always thought that these things were impossible to happen, but now it appears in front of my eyes... No, I don't even dare to dream Think of it this way." Finally, he repeated again in a whisper: "It's unbelievable."

Chu Wendao didn't answer the words immediately, but pulled him closer, and he slowly breathed a sigh of relief knowing that they were inseparable.At some point, the rain outside the window had stopped, but the dense dark clouds still blocked the brilliance of the sky.

"Yeah... I can't think of it either." He seemed to be talking to himself.

The two of them dawdled in the room for a long time, and it was not until Chu Wendao received a call from Chu's mother that he had to leave.Because the weather didn't look too good today, Chu Wendao was afraid that Xu Qingzhou would catch a cold after running out, and before leaving, he specially told people to stay in the house at night, and read the books in the room when they were bored—those books Chu Wendao took it from home specially.

Xu Qingzhou smiled and listened quietly, neither saying yes nor bad.Chu Wendao felt that this person would definitely forget his words again, so he asked him to say good or bad several times, until Xu Qingzhou was forced to promise again and again, and then he was willing to give up.

During the festival, many people came to the Great Buddha Temple to pray for blessings. Chu Wendao walked around a few times before finding a vacant seat in the parking lot.When he walked to the street opposite the Great Buddha Temple, Chu's mother was already waiting for him at the door with Chen Xintong in his hand.

There is a very popular vegetarian restaurant nearby, and Chu's mother booked a small suite early, and when they arrived, the vegetarian restaurant was already full of seats.

From the moment Chen Xintong saw Chu Wendao, she began to pester him and yelled to sit on Chu Wendao's lap when she entered the suite.Chu Wendao knew that the child hadn't seen him all day, and now he was looking for an opportunity to act like a baby to him.He put the girl on his lap, inexplicably feeling that this way of acting like a baby was similar to Xu Qingzhou's accident.

"Son, take this thing." After dinner, Mother Chu took out a small wooden box from her handbag and pushed it to Chu Wendao.

A bowl of lotus is carved on the wooden box. Chu Wendao is no stranger to such a box, and even has quite a few in his family.He took it over and opened it. Inside was a sandalwood bracelet. He was about to pick it up and look at the back of his hand when Chu's mother mercilessly patted it on.

Chu's mother said: "This is not for you. When you see the child, remember to give it to him."

"There is also the peace talisman that Ann asked for from the bald uncle!" Chen Xintong rushed to add.

Chu Wendao ignored Chen Xintong's indecent address to the monk, and looked inside curiously. There was really a small safety talisman under the sandalwood bracelet.

"Mom, you're wasting money again." Chu Wendao closed the box and said.

Chu's mother said angrily, "I just want peace of mind. I brought that bracelet from a friend of Buddha years ago. I wanted to keep it before, but now there is a good place to go."

"Okay, then I'll thank you for Qingzhou first." Chu Wendao put away the box, smiled and said, "You always like him."

"Who doesn't like well-behaved children?" Chu's mother scolded him for not being upright, and the conversation turned to Xu Qingzhou's side, "Both your father and I hope you can settle down soon. I think this child is very good. Take good care of it."

Chu Wendao smiled lowly, bent down and picked up Chen Xintong and put it on his shoulder: "Let's go!"

Chen Xintong didn't understand why her little uncle was so happy all of a sudden, but her small head was not enough for her to understand the reason, so she waved her little arms and made a fuss.