The Concubine of the Red Chamber

Seeing the undisguised embarrassment and anger on the aunt's face, Jia Lan knew that her future would not be too good, but to be honest, if she did nothing, it probably wouldn't be good either. She really wanted to lower her own existence in the past Feelings, let her not care too much about herself, but just now, the concubine's cold words, the princess's malice, and the aunt's gloating, suddenly she suddenly figured out something.Forbearance and disguise are just for living, and she cherishes the life she has finally reborn. She uses adult thinking to understand the people around her, but they don't even have the patience and kindness when they are still children. The existence of this person is doomed no matter how forbearing he is, as long as she is still there, he is doomed not to be pleased by her, so why bother to cover it up for her!I am just a child, a child who is only eight years old.

From the perspective of an adult, she is the daughter of a concubine, and her biological mother is a concubine, so she uses the thinking of later generations to understand Jia Mu. No woman is really willing to serve a husband with other women, even this one. In the era of strict feudal hierarchy, although thoughts were restrained and behaviors were regulated, but the heart was still unwilling, so embarrassment and fighting were inevitable.Before her biological mother died, she only regretted what she had done, and didn't want revenge. Her father kept saying that her biological mother was true love, but he didn't care about him, so Jia Lan just wanted to live a good life.Although she forbears and pretends, Jia Lan actually has sympathy and pity in her heart. She stands herself on the highest point of morality, looks at these people like watching a play with mature thoughts of later generations, imagines their ending, and herself Life right now is just acting.

But at this moment, she suddenly realized that she had long been a character in the play, and she was the only one who really couldn't understand it. It is true that she cherished this new life, but she had been wronged all her life, what's the point of living.This is my own life, this is not acting, I can still play after acting, this is my life, my own life!

Papapapa... After Jia Lan thought about this, she suddenly trembled, and the plum blossoms bloomed... This plum tree made her healthy, fair and beautiful, and made her reborn. She has always been very strange. She has worked hard these years However, its growth is not as good as imagined. A total of six flower buds have bloomed successively, and the tea is not as fragrant as before when it is picked off.The remaining three flowers have not opened for a long time, but at this moment, after I figured it out, they suddenly opened.

Plum, the proud plum blossom, still blooms unyieldingly in the cold winter. It is tenacious and courageous... "There are several plum trees in the corner, and Ling Han blooms alone. I know it is not snow, so there is a dark fragrance." She was reborn because of the plum tree, but But she didn't live out Mei's character. How could she be reconciled to her proud disposition, which can bloom even in the cold wind and winter snow?It doesn't matter whether she is wronged or endured, but the most important thing is her muddled mentality, she only lives for living, but has no goals, so she has not been truly recognized by the plum tree in her heart these years.

In the silence, Emperor Longchang walked in, looking for a concubine to accompany his daughter to read, but he wanted to make her make too much trouble, and at the same time want to suppress her temper, he had already thought about it, The purpose of choosing a concubine daughter this time is just to let Bao Qing realize his mistake. After a few years, the affairs of the Hong family's daughter fade away, and then find a good one for her, even if the concubine is replaced by a concubine.But after seeing the little girl kneeling there trembling after coming in, I felt even more annoyed.Before he came in, he already knew that his concubine Zhen made an eight-year-old child kneel for two full hours.

"This child is too honest..." The sudden appearance of Emperor Longchang made Concubine Zhen feel a little uncomfortable. After greeting him, she stared at Jia Lan in a daze. Said: "Good boy, get up and talk, don't be so polite."

Jia Lan felt that both legs were numb now, obviously other people also thought of it, Ping Nanny who was beside Concubine Zhen hurriedly smiled and pulled Jia Lan up cleverly, Jia Shishi felt that Jia Lan was a bitch when he saw this. There was treachery in her heart, so she smiled and said: "This girl has never seen Shengyan, and she was frightened by His Majesty's majesty."

In front of the wives, Emperor Longchang still saved face for Concubine Zhen and let them leave. Jia Lan walked out of the hall with trembling legs and was helped out of the hall. Without turning her head, she could feel the deep anger from her aunt beside her.

Thinking of the humiliation that this little hoof brought to her, Jia Shishi felt extremely annoyed in her heart, and she felt that it was a mistake for her to let her live.He should have killed her when she killed her bitch aunt.

Jia Lan doesn't regret the deliberate outburst just now, she was bullied to the extreme in Jia's mansion, and obviously she won't have a better life in the palace.Her current legs are not her own at all, and every step she takes seems to exhaust her whole body strength, and she is being pulled and dragged repeatedly, so before she walked out of Concubine Zhen's palace, Jia Lan Already passed out gorgeously.

The soul is bound in the sea of ​​consciousness and smells the faint fragrance of plum blossoms. Since her rebirth, she has a sense of comfort that she has never had before, which makes her soul very comfortable. On the three plum blossoms, Jia Lan only collected three drops of flower dew. I have used it twice, and when I was about to swallow the last drop, I suddenly remembered my current situation, so I carefully collected it with the small jade bottle that I could collect before.

A drop of plum blossom dew could relieve the pain in her whole body, especially the numb and swollen legs, but it couldn't. Since Jia Lan woke up, she knew that she was still in the palace, so she absolutely couldn't.

Each princess has a total of four companions, no matter whether it is the eldest princess, the second princess, or even the fourth princess, none of them has changed a companion, but only the third princess has frequent accidents. Now with Jia Lan, the emperor His face turned dark decisively, and after hearing the imperial physician's diagnosis, his face changed when he looked at Concubine Zhen.Some time ago, there was an incident about Princess Huai’an’s murder of her husband. Now people outside have a bad impression of Princess Princess of the Clan. Annoyed by the imperial censor, Emperor Longchang felt that this kind of atmosphere could not be tolerated. What happened before Baoqing If he hadn't covered himself tightly, it would have spread outside, instead of being so quiet now.

Concubine Zhen has always been favored by her gentleness and virtuousness, but now forcing a child less than eight years old to kneel and pass out, this is definitely a slap in the face.Although Jia Lan is a concubine, she is also a young lady of the Duke's Mansion, not a servant in the palace who is allowed to be beaten and killed by her. It is her own stain to spread such things.

"Your Majesty forgive me, my concubine is guilty." Concubine Zhen couldn't care about anything else at this time, there were more and more young concubines in the harem, she was three years younger than the emperor, and she was thirty-four this year. Said: "Your Majesty let the concubine explain lightly."

"What else can you say?" Emperor Longchang said impatiently with a dark face.

Concubine Zhen hurriedly replied: "The concubine is indeed at fault, but it is indeed caused by being too angry. Your Majesty, this child is already eight years old, but the concubine asked her what she is good at, and she said that copying Buddhist scriptures, picking Buddha beans, thousands of characters I didn't remember the text, and I didn't read all the three-character scriptures. Baoqing didn't like reading books, and the concubine really didn't know how to react. Of course, the concubine also had her own thoughts, after all, the child was contaminated with Buddha nature at a young age. From now on... the concubine is a mother, and everyone says that those who are close to Zhu are red and those who are close to ink are black. The concubine really doesn't want to have such a child by Baoqing's side. That's why I want her to retreat in spite of difficulties. Who would have thought of this The child is actually stupid, kneeling there without saying a word, foolishly..."

Emperor Longchang felt a little more comfortable when he heard the words. If he directly quibbled, he might feel even more uncomfortable. However, Concubine Zhen's defense also admitted that she was selfish and careful, but her motherly heart was clearly revealed. She is the woman who has been with me for so long, and she is the most sensible among the high-ranking people, but obviously this matter cannot be exposed like this.So, he sighed softly: "Since you have already stayed in the palace, you can only do this first. After staying for a year or two, just change it again."

Concubine Zhen saw that the emperor's face improved a little, and she felt relieved. When she was a prince, the emperor would still tolerate a little bit. Compared with other women, she was still a little junior high school, so the emperor treated her as well. She is more kind, she has no restraint in recent years, there is no shortage of beauties in the palace, even she has no patience with herself, how could she not know Baoqing's bad temper, but these are not all due to her alone, some If the emperor let it go, how dare he take care of it?When Lin Hanlin's daughter had an accident, she planned to discipline her, but was stopped by the emperor, but now it's all her own fault.

"If you don't change it in the future, I will lose you as my daughter." Concubine Zhen said bluntly, looking at her daughter who felt humiliated and planned to make a fuss because she knew that her companion was a concubine.

Princess Baoqing stared blankly at her mother and concubine with wide eyes.

"One more time, your father is the emperor. Another time, it's not just a matter that can be solved in half a year." Concubine Zhen stretched out her hand and poked her daughter on the head. After all, it was the child she had been hurting for so many years, sighed In a low voice, he said softly: "I am not the only daughter in this palace!"

Jia Lan didn't know that she was dizzy, and the accompanying reading was booked just like that?If she had known her...she...she seemed to have no choice... After all, it was real dizziness and not fake dizziness. speak for themselves.Although she regretted it when she learned of this result, she should let Chen's mother do more 'kneeling easy' for herself.

"Ah!...It hurts...ah!" Jia Lan woke up from the pain, it really hurts!In order to protect the reputation of the three princesses, the emperor has decided to take Jia Lan as a companion and take office immediately, but Jia Lan's bruised legs must recover soon, so after the imperial doctor saw it, he couldn't wait for Jia Lan to wake up, so he started treatment The method... rubbing the green lumps on both knees...