A cup of wine is different from a person, and the cup of wine will no longer be broken

, "What's the matter with you, why are you crying so well?"

Hearing his question, I cried more and more, "I... I thought you were gone again, I thought you would never come back, I was so scared."

He hugged me tightly into his arms, stroked my hair, and calmed my emotions with a soft voice, "No... how could I abandon you, well, today is your birthday, It will be unlucky to cry again."

"Hmm..." Under the setting sun, the shadows of the two men and horses were dragged so long...so long...

It is late at night, and the stars all over the sky are twinkling on the black sky, turning into reflections under the dark dome, lighting up the whole lotus pond, and the moon shadow is also rippling in the water. The silvery white moonlight is attached to the company of the stars, and the stars It complements the bright moon reflected in the water.I think if I scoop up a handful of water at this moment, I am afraid that countless stars will slide down from my fingers, and billions of stars will pour down, infinitely vast and extremely beautiful.The moonlight is like running water, quietly pouring on the leaves and flowers, and a layer of faint blue mist floats in the lotus pond. The leaves and flowers seem to have been washed in milk, covered with a layer of light gauze, quiet and elegant.

Nongyu took me to turn over and sit on the roof, just under the dome, in the sky full of stars, with a pot of peach blossom wine beside me, but the beautiful wine glass was no longer there.

We sat side by side, and the long lotus fragrance in the lotus pond seemed to float, lingering on the tip of our noses.Nongyu's soft voice sounded, "Cai'er, give that horse a name."

I looked at the two white horses cuddling together in the stable not far away, and pretended to ponder for a while, with a sly look on my lips, "Well... let's call it Nianyu, and Qingcai just happens to be a couple."

Nongyu raised his eyebrows, his eyes seemed to be filled with stars, "Huh? Nianyu... is a good name, but Cai'er, does this name have any meaning?"

I pretended not to know what he was talking about, and said vaguely, "It doesn't mean anything, I just think it sounds nice..."

He didn't answer any more, just stared at me with a smile on his lips.My heart was beating like thunder when I saw him, so I had no choice but to turn my head to hide the blush on my face.

All of a sudden, the sound of the leaf flute rises leisurely, crisp and soft, just like the tinkling of a brook.

I looked back at Nongyu, his dark eyes were like a piece of beautiful black jade, shining brightly as if trying to suck people in, full of tenderness.

The sound of the flute seems to tell the endless obsession of the flute player. The sound of the flute is curling, passing through the long years, and it is still the same as before.Qi stack linger scattered, wandering around.

Accompanied by the sound of the flute, swarms of fireflies flew out from nowhere, dots of silvery white light floated in the grass, and walked through the confused night. The scattered fireflies danced around me and Nongyu, as if they were stars Falling into the world, it turned into countless fine meteors, and their shining brilliance illuminated our faces.

I think this is also the case when the gods release shooting stars, and the little lights cut through the night.I think of the song my mother sang to me when I was a child, the god and the person he loves, standing in the galaxy, are as gorgeous and bright as this.

After the song was over, Nongyu's eyes were shining brightly, staring at me for a moment, as if she was filled with stars in the sky.Suddenly, he blew a whistle to the distance, and in an instant, countless gorgeous fireworks rose into the sky in the distance, lighting up half of the sky, and even the stars were inferior to the sky full of sparks.

"Fire Trees, Silver Flowers, Night and Sky" refers to such a scene. Fireworks rush to the sky in a steady stream, and then disappear in a flash, bursting into dazzling brilliance in an instant.

I was crazy, I never thought that someone would take so much pains for me.Nongyu turned my body to let me look at him. The sound of fireworks behind him was still heard, and the light illuminated his cheeks. It was still a familiar face and eyebrows, but something had changed.

In the past, Nongyu never had such a gentle look on his face.I don't know if it's my illusion or what, but I always feel that Nongyu hides all the complicated things in the bottom of my eyes, leaving me only the deep affection and nostalgia that I can see to the end with a single glance.

There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, his long hair was loosely tied up with a peach branch, and even a little tear mole seemed to be less miserable and more gentle.

The thin lips parted slightly, but it was the best voice I've ever heard in my life. The gentle voice was like a stream of clear springs and stayed in my heart, "Cai'er, happy birthday."

My eyes were red, "Yu..." I hugged him tightly and absorbed the fragrance from his body. Just these six words are enough for me to remember for a lifetime.

He clasped my waist with his backhand and locked me tightly in his arms, wishing to crush me into pieces and melt into his blood, and the two hearts under the clothes were tightly pressed together.

Birthday, counting it, it has been more than ten years since I had a birthday. Since... since I lost my parents... until now, I have almost forgotten my own birthday. I never knew that there would be people other than my parents who would remember me Birthday, my heart is filled with happiness like honey, and it seems that it will swell and burst at any time. I think there is probably no one in this world who is happier than me at this moment. The person I love is right in front of me. And it just so happened that he was deeply in love with me.

But when he thought of his father, the happiness that rose in his heart was blown away.I am indeed an unfilial son. I have been away from the capital for so long without saying a word. Dad will be very worried, not only dad, but also...Yawen.

I knew that I shouldn't spoil the atmosphere at this time, but because of my thoughts, I still opened my mouth, I buried my head low, and the voice was so small that I could hardly hear myself, "Yu, we... let's go back to the capital. Look at my dad...and Yawen..."

I was immersed in my own thoughts, and I didn't notice that his body was much stiffer than before.His voice came from above his head in a low voice, ethereal and ethereal.

"Is Cai'er tired? Do you want to go outside so soon? Isn't it good for us?"

I looked up at him, and at some point his expression darkened a lot, his eyes seemed to be filled with the past, it made me want to cry.

I shook my head in a panic, "No, no, I haven't been back for so long, and they don't know if I'm dead or alive, so I'm always a little bit sorry..."

He pulled out a smile and rubbed my head, "Cai'er can say whatever she wants, pack up and we'll leave in a few days."

Return to Bihua

Nongyu and I went on a two-horse tour all the way, and when we finally arrived in the capital, it was already approaching July.

The capital in July is still very lively, snow-white gardenias are blooming all over the streets, green buds and pure white flowers are intertwined, and the fragrance is scattered all over the ground.When we walked to the gate of Bihua's house, the sky had already darkened, and the moon quietly climbed onto the branches at some point.The vermilion gate was locked tightly, and there was no sound from inside. Through the hood of the fence, you could faintly see bits of light, but it was extremely faint, and the capital, which was brightly lit everywhere, looked particularly desolate and desolate.I gently stepped forward and knocked on the door, and Nongyu just stood quietly behind me and stared at the three big characters of "Bihua House", with a blurry look in her eyes.

Time has passed for a long time, so long that I feel that time has stood still.

With a sound of "Squeak--", the door opened a crack, and Jiu Ling stuck out his head, his pale skin looked even more lifeless under the dim light.She widened her eyes and stretched out her pale hand to gently caress my face.She slightly opened her slightly pale lips, trembling lips, and there were faint tears in her eyes, "Wen Cai... is it really you? Are you back?" She cried loudly as she spoke. Get up, beat my chest with one fist after another, "Wen Cai, you bastard! Woohoo, you left without a word, without leaving any news, we don't even know if you are dead or alive! Cai, do you know that you are really too much! Wuwuwu, do you know how worried the young master is about you, how much I worry about you!" She leaned her head on my chest, tears wet my clothes, The eyes that were once full of aura and liveliness turned into such a pool of stagnant water.

I just kept my head down and didn't speak, letting her vent her emotions.Suddenly she stopped moving, and I followed her gaze, and found that Nongyu lowered her head and didn't know what she was thinking.Jiu Ling murmured, "Elder... Eldest Young Master..." I still find it funny to see her staring blankly with thorns on her back.

She couldn't help shrinking her neck, and said tremblingly, "First... come in first... It's hot outside..."

After entering the gate, I realized that the Bihua Mansion was much colder than it was when I left. There was only a faint light in a few rooms, and most of the originally fragrant flowers in the garden were dead. Those plum trees are well-groomed.The originally elegant and quiet Bihua Mansion was left with nothing but dead silence.

I searched all over Yawen's study, but there was no trace of Yawen in the secret room.After asking Jiu Ling, I found out that these days Yawen has moved all the documents and documents to my bedroom. I walked slowly to the bedroom where I lived for nearly a year. Through the window, I saw the burning green lamp fainting faint light.Inside, I saw Huan Yawen who was sleeping soundly on the table.He was still pressing the "Analects of Confucius".Looking at Yawen who was sleeping defenselessly at this moment, my heart felt sour, and guilt almost filled my heart. He had a thick ring of blue cyanine under his eyes, his face was as pale as paper, and his rosy lips had lost their luster.

I gently walked to his side and raised my internal strength to extinguish the lamp beside Huan Yawen with the wind of my palm. Unexpectedly, my slight movement woke him up. He opened his eyes, but the sleepy eyes that were originally sleepy stared at me the moment he saw me. round.He held my hand tightly, as if he was afraid that I would leave again.He slowly stretched out his hand to caress my cheek, and I could even feel the slight trembling of his fingers.he is red