A cup of wine is different from a person, and the cup of wine will no longer be broken

He repeated over and over again that he was still alive, as if only in this way could he dare to believe that he was alive.

Bai Qiong frowned, and suddenly smiled contemptuously, "Oh. Wen Cai, look at yourself, you are nothing without Huan Nongyu, you can't even save your own life, and you have to rely on Huan Yawen's daily attendance Tang is hanging, even if he is alive, what can you do? You drag this body to find him? Or let him look at you half dead. You decide for yourself. Here, here is a bottle of Hedinghong for you Now, if you want to die, don't delay Huan Yawen."

After that, he turned and walked out of the room.I sat slumped on the ground alone, my tears couldn't stop falling, and soon there was a small puddle of water on the ground.If it wasn't for the bottle of Crane's Crown Red left on the table, I would almost have thought that everything just now was a dream, a dream that was too beautiful for me, but also too empty.

That night, I had a very strange dream.There is nothing around me, there is a vast expanse of white everywhere, it is an endless snow field, I desperately want to go out, but no matter how I go, I will still return to the original place, and there are no footprints left Down.The strong light reflected by the white snow against the sun hurt my eyes.Desperation and exhaustion swept over me, I finally couldn't help but sat on the ground and hugged my knees and cried, but far away, I saw a tall and tall figure slowly walking towards me, so unreal True, the red and black movements in the vast snow field are like his steps, light as a butterfly flying by itself.

A boy came up to me, he was so beautiful.His smile is as refined as a fairy.He caressed my face and recited the poem that I had already memorized fluently, his voice was so gentle that it could drown me.He paused, and spread his other hand in front of me, in the palm of which lay a broken wine glass.He suddenly laughed and said, do you know what this wine cup represents?

I just looked at him obsessively, the sun shone on his blood-red mole, as if a blood tear was about to roll down his white jade-like cheek.I nodded vigorously with tears in my eyes, and he took a few steps back and opened his arms, just as I was about to hug him.His face suddenly became indistinct, only a pair of eyes were engraved with coldness and murderous intent, I wanted to open my lips to call him, but he suddenly reached out and strangled my throat, his voice was so beautiful but cold without any emotion , Get out, I don’t know you, don’t ever appear in front of me again, stay away from me if you don’t want to die.After saying that, he threw me on the snow and splashed snowflakes.Crazy, I crawled to his feet and grabbed the hem of his clothes, asking him why.

He turned his head, but I saw him crying, teardrops as crystal clear as jewels slid down his face and across the cinnabar mole.He was suddenly far away from me, I got up and ran towards him desperately, but the distance between us was getting farther and farther, I fell on the snow exhausted, but his voice lingered in my ears for a long time.

Cai, why are you so stupid, I'm fine, don't worry about me, you go, you go.

"No, don't! I won't go, don't drive me away, come back!" I woke up from the shock, and then I suddenly remembered that I was still in Bihua Mansion, but I covered my mouth and kept coughing dryly, as if I wanted to Cough out your lungs.I managed to stand up, packed my bags, and went to find Mr. Bai and left Bihua Mansion by myself.It's just that I didn't expect that when I came back here again, the person who had been smiling gently never came back.

Early the next morning, Huan Yawen appeared at the door of Wen Cai's room with a medicine bowl as usual. "Cai'er, it's time..." But his eyes widened, and he couldn't continue.

Because there was no one in the room, nothing was left, only a piece of rice paper on the bed slipped gently under the blowing of the wind.Spinning and dancing, landing lightly.The paper has been slightly yellowed, the corners have become rough, and there are many circular watermarks on it, it can be seen that someone is holding it and rubbing it from time to time.Yawen recognized that it was Nongyu's last letter to Wencai. On it, his brother's handwriting was vigorous and powerful, as if he had written all his life's love and hatred.Under Nongyu's poem, there seemed to be a few more lines of small characters, and the handwriting was beautiful, but the writer's trembling could be seen when writing the inscription, as if he couldn't hide the pain in his heart.These few lines of small words, but it seems that the love that has exhausted the whole life has been branded with all the sunny days and tears of this life:

Knowing each other through karma and fire, falling into dust and perishing together.

Cinnabar does not forget, lovesickness tears stained clothes.

Weeping willows and cutting willows, thinking about jade becomes death.

Things are different and people are different, no more broken wine cups.

Return to the rivers and lakes

Huan Yawen went straight to Wencai's bed, stretched out trembling and caressed everything, which still had that person's breath on it, he gently put his face on the pillow and stroked it gently, as if pouring his love for that person All tenderness.He closed his eyes tightly, but still couldn't stop the tears from rolling down.

Cai, I know that one day you will leave and you will go to find your brother. I have known for a long time that the relationship between you and your brother can no longer be integrated into anyone's intervention.I really hope that the person I love the most and the elder brother I love the most and admire the most can be together happily, all of this is what I want.But you tell me why, why everything I want is about to come true, and my heart still hurts like a tear.Cai, live a good life, whether you find your brother or not, you have to live a good life.I don't want much, I just want you to remember that no matter what happens, there is a person who will always love you and protect you, even if he has to pay everything and even his life. For me, you just need to remember This is enough.

Half a year later, Lianxiang Valley.

"Wen Cai, are you really leaving? You are going to leave after you are cured, but you really have no conscience." Bai Qiongyin lazily leaned on the chair, still playing with the dough man she just bought , and stared at me with a pretended resentment. "You also know that I have to go. No matter where the world is, I must find Yu." "Hey, think about what happened last time when you left Nongyu and ventured into the rivers and lakes alone? You went to prison in less than a month. Thinking of you like this, before I find him, I will spend my old age in prison." I smiled resentfully, "That accident will never happen this time, I promise." As I said that, I stretched out Show two fingers to show sincerity.However, Mr. Bai didn't buy it, he just gave me a big white eye. "Wen Cai, come here, I have something to tell you, come closer." Unexpectedly, as soon as I approached him, he closed his eyes and moved his lips closer. "Then kiss me, kiss me, and I will forgive you." I sighed helplessly, knowing that he had committed his old problem again, and this kind of drama happened every three to five times in the past six months.Even though he didn't succeed once, who knows that he still enjoys it so much. "Forget it, Young Master Bai, I'm in a good mood today, so I won't tease you. Come with me, this time I really have something for you."

Followed him out of the small house, and came to the small island back then.Nothing has changed in Lianxiang Valley, the water-red lotus that never withers all year round still covers the entire pond, the vegetation is sparse, and the shadows flow.I also remembered that it was on this island that Nongyu and Nongyu had a heart-to-heart connection, and I remembered that tender and lingering kiss.It's just that things are different now, and that person doesn't know where he went. Looking at everything around me, there is a faint mist in my eyes.

Yu, where are you, I really miss you, Caier misses you so much...

Following Bai Qiongyin around the winding tunnel, a low wall made of bushes stood in front of us. Bai Qiongyin took out a white jade hairpin and inserted it into the mouth of the stone statue in front of the low wall, and the bushes separated automatically as if they had grown feet. , but after a long time, there was an extra green brick path in front of him.I thought that Bai Qiongyin was going to show me some hidden treasure, but when I got there, there was a small horse farm in front of me. "I've lived here for more than half a year, so I never knew there was a horse farm here." Bai Qiong raised her eyebrows and smiled triumphantly, "That's right, this is a place designed by my young master Bai, so naturally everything is indispensable. Forget it, don't you?" I came to show you this, come here, look at it." I said and looked in the direction of his finger, there was a white horse leisurely eating the fodder in the trough, the red silk and gold-rimmed saddle, pure white color, even The horse's mane is ice white without a trace of yellowing, and the bright and big eyes are as crystal clear as black agate.I just looked at it like that, and a beautiful young man appeared in front of my eyes. With a gentle smile on his face, he asked me softly, do you like it?Skillfully speaking the names of famous horses, she is magnificent, with a confident glow on her face.I couldn't help reaching out to touch his face, but just as I was about to touch him, the phantom shattered, and only Bai Qiongyin and the horse Qingcai were left in front of my eyes.Qingcai... Qingcai... Qingcai pours out his sorrow.If I was at that time, I would know that it was not because I wanted to be crooked, or because I was passionate.I'm afraid there won't be many troubles again.When I was out of the rivers and lakes, the longer I lived, the more inferior I became. I was blinded by appearances and dared not use my heart to figure out his heart.

"Wen Cai, you're in a daze again." Mr. Bai's words brought me back to reality, and he pouted, "At that time, Huan Yawen came to me and told me to return it to you when I met you, and said that he used to I don’t understand the meaning of the name of this horse. I didn’t understand my brother’s intentions until I met you. Later, so many troubles happened, and I never had a chance to give it to you. Thanks to this horse, it is easy to raise, and it has been here for so many years. The small racecourse is still the same as before. It’s all right now, and it can be returned to the original owner.” My eyes were red, and I gritted my teeth to hold back the moisture in my eyes, “Thank you, Mr. Bai, you have nothing to do with our kindness. Report." Bai Qiong rubbed his arms pretendingly, "Okay, okay, I don't know what virtue you have, I'm not used to being so serious all of a sudden.