the past

This kind of thing shouldn't be happening, at least, not right now.Even at night, Qiao Rulai stayed at home alone.He was alone, the house was very big, the lights were not turned on, and it was dark, only the moonlight shone in from the glass wall of the living room. It was faint and quiet, not like a city.Barely can see the furnishings in the house.

Qiao Tathagata is a little obsessed or paranoid about this.Lights on, and total darkness.Or it is to make the home brightly lit and look lively, illuminating every corner of the house.Or just like that, in the dark, but the furnishings in the room can only be vaguely seen clearly.Sometimes, I want to use light to fill my heart, it seems that this light can penetrate everything and reach the depths of his heart.Sometimes it was very dark, and there was light, always making him feel like he was being told to be alone.

He left home early and started to wander alone.Some decisions are made by yourself, so you should eat all the karma.In any case, these are all indifferent, it is a matter of the past, and he has time to ease the relationship with his brothers.Even if this drama came out, it really became popular, and all his family affairs were dug out. He also believed that his father would calm down. The damage caused would not be much for his future, but the scars were uncovered. Yes it hurts.He was prepared for these things.I can also think that the worst result is nothing more than too many black fans.But it's okay, when it gets hot, it's hard to go down, he still has time.

Only this time, something was beyond his expectation.The moment he got out of the nanny car and saw the wolf, he told himself that he must hold on.Perhaps after such a long time, the changes have been too great. Whether it is myself or the other party, there is no such thing as before, the kind of feelings that have not been brought to the surface, the feelings that everyone knows is impossible, what is the point of thinking so much? use.And for so many years, under Mo Cangli's teaching, he has calmed down a lot, calmed down a lot, and can hide it better.Hidden to the point where I can't even see it clearly.This kind of thing itself is more complicated, and it is unclear.He also had the worst idea, that is to meet, the two of them are still the same as before, and his dusty relationship may still exist, or even break out of the ground.But he felt that with his self-control ability, he should be able to suppress it, right?

After all, the emotional history is too shallow.Things like love are always beyond expectations.

No matter how good his self-control is, no matter how lightly he can treat his feelings, he can't cover up the facts.He was still tempted, but he still didn't let go.But he knew that this would not work, it would not work at all...

Qiao Rulai was wearing pajamas, standing in front of the glass wall, looking at the bright lights in the distance, so far away, there are all kinds of high-rise buildings, those lights can't be stopped, the afterglow dazzles the whole upper part, like a layer with The radiant water mist, and the layers of buildings are all pitch black.On the higher floors, neon lights shine, and the light hits Qiao Rulai's face in ever-changing colors.He was holding a cup of freshly scalded hot milk in his hand, and beside him was an unhooked mobile phone, which was brightly lit, and the interface stayed in the caller list, the first one was Yinyan, his second brother's name.

The weather is a bit cooler, and the steam of hot milk rises into the sky, reflecting the color of the lights.Qiao Rulai didn't know what kind of mentality she was in now.It was obviously very cold, but I still stepped on the wooden floor with bare feet. Fortunately, it was a wooden floor. This material was changed by Yinyan several times. The temperature is not too cold, and there is no such biting feeling.

People's feelings are really strange, obviously Yinyan didn't understand his choice, and even got angry with him, or resented him a little bit, but this brotherhood exists, and the blood of this family relationship is flowing, so if there is any awkwardness, I still think about him as a big brother, and when I have time, I will call and come to greet him, and occasionally come to his house, and it is rare to be careful to help him adjust his tidy and unpopular home.It's really interesting... Just like him, he knows that this relationship can't continue, can't exist, but he can't help it... Looking in the direction of the other person, no matter how well he hides it, it's him after all. , he knew that he was still escaping.

"Is it right or wrong..." said softly.

There was silence again.

After that incident, Canglang obviously found that Qiao Tathagata alienated him a lot.Although it still gently reminds him what he needs to pay attention to in acting, and where the performance will be more in place.Still talking and laughing like before, talking about the current market situation, and talking about interesting things about the school back then.But it was as if there was a layer of veil, and the other party's face could not be seen clearly.

This feeling is hard.Canglang felt that he and the other party were already people in two parallel worlds, and the things that were lost and recovered before were inexplicably lost again.He wanted to ask, but he also knew that he had no reason, and there was no way to ask.

Just like that, they were separated silently, and both of them were speechless.Enron accepted the current situation.Respecting each other as guests, such etiquette is unfamiliar, and I don't know if it is good or bad.

But this appearance made Canglang unable to hold back and strengthened his acting skills.Entering the play faster, mastering the characters more in place, not a small leap forward.Everyone seems to be inspired and work harder, and the work is like flowing water without end.After renting, the director waved his hand and took advantage of this momentum to shoot more and speed up the progress of the shooting.

It didn't take long, and it was basically the end.Qiao Rulai and Canglang still get along in the same way.Even Shuang was keenly aware that something was wrong, and knew that Wenqiao Tathagata just hit the soft cotton with his fist, so he simply turned to ask the wolf who was the least able to hide.

"You and Qiao Rulai..."

Before Shuang finished asking, Canglang seemed to have thought of the answer long ago, and interrupted very quickly: "Very good." He also pretended to be puzzled.

Shuang raised her eyebrows, and didn't say much, but lowered her voice the moment she turned around, and said, "My acting skills are better than yours."

Canglang just laughed and didn't say anything more.

It's not that he didn't think about why this happened. He thought he didn't do anything, and when he thought about it, he didn't understand it even more.Just think it's Qiao Tathagata... Tired of his old friend, right?

A little self-deprecating.

I... can't even enter your current circle.

Chapter 9