The male partner is so cute

Mu Qinghan woke up.

His eyes gradually turned gray, and everything from yesterday slowly appeared in his mind.

He turned around and saw Li Le lying beside him.

The young man's eyes were dull and loose, like a tree that had lost its vitality, with only the scorched branches remaining withered.

His body was covered with bruises, and he couldn't bear to look directly at the tragic situation. There were scabs on his lips, and there were still wet blood stains at the corners of his mouth.His black hair was loose, slightly covering his body.

They were crazy for a day and a night, just under this peach tree.He was tossed and turned over and over again, mercilessly, over and over again.

He didn't know when he woke up, the last scene in his mind was that he passed out.

Seeing this scene, Mu Qinghan's heart ached.

"I'm sorry..." His face was as pale as Li Le's.

Li Le's eyes moved slightly, he seemed to hear it, but he didn't seem to.

He probably didn't care about any of his words at all.

He lay there, pale, with his hands and feet in an awkward position.

The ground was so cold, he just lay there without moving.

"I…."

Mu Qinghan wanted to say something, but found that the language at the moment was the most useless.

His demons are always there, but rarely get out of hand.

However, if he wanted to suppress it, it was absolutely impossible for the inner demon to occupy his body.

In the dark, he could wake up, but a voice secretly said in his heart, just let it go for a while.

"Going crazy" is the best excuse for everything wrong.

He was intoxicated by the fragrance and softness of the youth, he savored the trembling delicacy over and over again, greedy and unsatisfied, like a wild beast losing its mind.

Later, he suddenly understood

——He has an indelible desire for this boy.

He longed to have him, to have him.

He was terrified yet excited by his strange desire, a feeling he hadn't felt in hundreds of years.

He didn't know when it started.Maybe it was because of the startling glance he had in the spring water that night, or maybe it was the day-to-day relationship with him, he had already developed a different feeling for this young man, completely different from the feeling he had for Su Ye.

He never had this desire for Su Ye.

But he thought that he liked Su Ye.

Li Le didn't speak, and the two of them were silent for a long time. He suddenly coughed a few times, the voice seemed to be grinding, and Mu Qinghan's heart ached when he heard it.

He suddenly hated himself, hated his selfishness and indulgence.

He could no longer bear Ren Li Le's miserable stay on the ground alone.

He stepped forward a few steps, only to find that there were many hidden scars on his body upon closer inspection.

Guilt almost overwhelmed him.

He took off his coat, put it on him, then bent down and picked him up.

He didn't struggle, maybe he didn't have the strength to struggle any more. Mu Qinghan saw that he was wearing his own clothes, leaning obediently in his arms, his black hair hanging messily on his chest, and his cheeks were even a little flushed. , he suddenly felt very pity.

He is so light, like a feather, so light that it hurts.

He looked at Li Le's pale face, and the abnormal flush on his cheeks.

He was startled and touched his forehead, only to find that he had a fever.

Not only did he have a fever, but now Li Le's breath in his arms was very weak.

Ordinary love, no matter how rough he is, it is not a serious injury to a monk with some cultivation.

He hastily put his hand on Li Le's slender wrist, his pulse was disordered and weak, and most importantly, his body was empty, it was actually

——A bit of cultivation is gone.

really....

Mu Qinghan staggered and took a step back, his heart felt like a knife was piercing his heart.

His cultivation base is all gone.

This person has a charming body, and he is a good cauldron. If he makes peace with him, his cultivation base is much higher than him, and there is no need to deliberately absorb exercises. This person's cultivation base will naturally flow into him in the body.

He felt so guilty that he almost didn't dare to look Li Le in the eyes.

At this time, the young man had no cultivation base and was tortured for a day and a night. He seemed to have no will to live, his eyes trembled slightly, as if he could close them at any time.

Mu Qinghan's expression became flustered, he was afraid that this person would just close his eyes in his arms.

He used the fastest speed in his life to flash to the bamboo house.

He knocked open the door, then walked quickly to the bed, bent down, and put the person in his arms on the bed as gently as possible.

Gently put the quilt on the side for him.

He went outside to fetch a bucket of water, then boiled it with internal force, picked up the towel beside him, and gently wiped his body.

Li Le probably lost consciousness.

When he wiped his body for him, he didn't respond at all.

His half-closed eyes would occasionally look at Mu Qinghan, and whenever this happened, Mu Qinghan felt extremely guilty.

There were so many bruises on this man's body, some were crushed by the stones in the ground, and some were kneaded by him, there were so many that it was almost too horrible to look at.

His skin is too delicate, how can it withstand a little rough treatment.

That place was even more tragic, shaking off the beauty in his mind, he concentrated on scrubbing every place for him, and the sadness in his heart grew stronger.

How can he ask for his forgiveness.

He couldn't even forgive himself.

Suppressing the pain in his heart, he put on his underwear and wrapped him in a quilt to keep him warm. Then he asked Li Le to lean on him and stretch out his hands to heal his injuries.

A steady stream of internal energy poured into his body, and the boy's complexion improved a bit.

Mu Qinghan didn't feel it was enough, but his internal energy was too pure, fearing that the young man's body would not be able to bear it at this moment, he had no choice but to back down, took a Jade Pill and swallowed it with him.

But Li Le's mouth was also hurt so badly that he couldn't swallow with his tongue.

Mu Qinghan could only kiss him, stick out her tongue, and help him push the pill in, her lips and teeth were soft and moist, as if stuck in a flower stamen.

When they were separated, there was still a trace of transparency on the lips.

Mu Qinghan wiped her lips, but was slightly taken aback.

Li Le still had a high fever, he had no choice but to use the most primitive method to reduce his fever.

Changing towels over and over again, giving him wet compresses.

Mu Qinghan's gray eyes were full of worry.

I don't know how long I waited, the sky was bright several times, Mu Qinghan just stared at the person in front of him, his eyes were bloodshot, and it was the first time that he felt that time was so difficult.

The panic in his heart made him feel that he was not himself anymore, and he was as cowardly as the person he despised the most.

Finally, the boy on the bed moved his fingers.

This action, of course, could not escape Mu Qinghan's keen eyes, and his heart began to tighten.

The thick eyelashes began to tremble slightly, and the young man opened his eyes, like a lake covered with a layer of mist, hazy and more beautiful, Mu Qinghan's heart swayed when he saw it.

Then, the scene in front of his eyes became clear.

Li Le saw Mu Qinghan, and when he saw him looking at him, he stood up from the bed in such a hurry for the first time, he even bumped into the bed rail beside him, it was so funny, but Li Le couldn't laugh at all .

He was so tired that even looking at him was exhausting.

He turned over and turned his back to Mu Qinghan, unwilling to look at him again.

"Get out." The voice was so hoarse that it was almost difficult to make out the words.

Guilt was like a needle, and Wang Wang stabbed him hard in the heart.

Mu Qinghan really wanted to say, don't be afraid, and then he went forward to rub the top of his head lightly, just like before.

But he couldn't say that.

What he lost was not only his cultivation and dignity, but his heart was probably hurt even more deeply.

Mu Qinghan saw the boy shrunk into a small ball, wrapped in the quilt, as if he was still shaking.

The way he curled up made him feel very distressed.

His eyes dimmed, he said no more, he backed out, and closed the door gently.

At that moment, he heard a whimper coming from the room.

He leaned quietly outside the door, the peach forest in the distance was still lush and beautiful.

Li Le felt that all of this was fake.

He hugged himself, feeling a biting cold all over his body, no matter how tightly he wrapped the quilt, it was useless.

There were clear pains coming from his body, and these pains were nothing to Li Le.

He has already died once, so what are these pains?

He hypnotized himself over and over again in his heart, this is nothing, just treat it as being bitten by a dog.

After the mission is over, no one will know.

By the way, task.

He must complete this task.He didn't know why, he was so obsessed with this.

He kept encouraging himself in his heart over and over again, but in the end, he couldn't help crying.

Burying his head in the quilt, the fragrance of peach blossoms wafting from the quilt aroused the nightmare in his heart again.

He cried even more miserably.

Wronged, unwilling, all kinds of emotions raged in his heart, he lied, he couldn't act as if nothing had happened.

This incident hit him too hard, and his nerves were almost tortured crazy.

"system...."

Li Le's voice was hoarse, with a heavy sadness.

The system appeared.

Li Le lowered his eyes and said, "I don't want...to continue this mission any longer."

After Li Le said this sentence, his eyes suddenly became firm. He looked straight at the system and repeated it again, saying, "I request to quit the mission!"

The young man's eyes are so bright, his heart has no emotion, and for a moment he suddenly feels a little soft-hearted.

But soon, it put aside its emotions and said: "I'm sorry, the mission cannot be terminated once it starts."

"The host has signed an agreement with this system, unless the five missions of this round are completed, otherwise, it cannot be forcibly terminated."

Li Le's mind froze for a moment, and he said, "When did I... sign this agreement?"

The system is silent.

"The system cannot lie, please believe the host."

Li Le narrowed his eyes, the system was just a program in his mind without emotion, but for some reason, when the system said this, he instinctively felt that he was not lying.

Suddenly something flashed in Li Le's mind, and something flew past his eyes quickly.

He paused and said, "I don't seem to have any previous memories..."

The system lowered its head, its voice became indifferent and mechanical, and said, "Yes."

"During fast time travel, other emotions cannot be brought in, so the memory of the host is extracted. Only by completing the task can the memory be obtained."